Abuse's extravagance

Seeing the man he loves marrying other women, Roy's heart feels like a thousand knives are being cut. ． ． ． ． ．He thought that death would end all pain and feelings for Luo Jie, but God did not allow him to survive in that way; did surviving mean that his fate with Luo Jie was not over, or was it the beginning of another period of torture?