Abuse's extravagance

Chapter 51 Contradictions

Another week passed after that.

And the life during this one-week period is almost the same passive mode.

Because of the plaster cast on his hands and feet, Roy could only lie on that single hospital bed every day, and his sight would always be that boring space of less than ten square meters.

Except for the occasional opening of the window to give him a little fantasy expectation, this room is like a cage to him, and he is a bird chained and chained, eager to fly high.

Since the awakening of a part of the soul in this amnesiac body, his state of mind has changed from that of a newborn baby who is excited about the outside world to a coward who just wants to get rid of the past.Because he was afraid of knowing the real self, afraid of knowing what a sad, painful and heart-wrenching world he lived in before the car accident.

Luo Jie said that day that he had done excessive and unforgivable things to himself, and now he probably knows what it was.Since the day of his car accident was on the same day as Luo Jie's wedding banquet, it is easy to speculate on the series of causes and consequences.

Falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, and embracing impossible dreams would be such a miserable end, he thought that the self at that time had already tasted it, so he wanted the reborn self not to repeat the same tragedy.

It would be best if we could never think of him and his past. Even if the two had some misunderstandings or unavoidable difficulties before the car accident, the wrong thing is a mistake. Although it is full of excitement and temptation, don’t miss it. Fallen error.

He knew that Luo Jie would not let Roy go so easily.If their relationship has been dealt with, then he should maintain a pure brotherly relationship with him after learning that he has lost his memory, instead of showing his affection without hiding it, and even deliberately creating that kind of ambiguous atmosphere.

He didn't understand why Luo Jie could be so selfish. . . . .

Now that I have chosen a family, why should I provoke my scarred self?

He's a man, and he's his own younger brother. What's the point of continuing to entangle this relationship that leaves nothing but regrets?

What did he want from himself! ?

So many question marks circled in his mind, almost driving him crazy!However, the tearful heart told him not to look for the answer, and he couldn't bear the price he had to pay after getting the answer.

Just finding the missing piece of the puzzle in his heart made him feel heavy. He really couldn't imagine how much emotional entanglement his broken heart could carry when all the memory puzzles were found to fit together.

Luo Jie said that he was innocent, and he really felt stupid and incompetent for his innocent self at this time.Although he wanted to resist Luo Jie, but now he has no power to restrain the chicken.Seeing that Luo Jie was aggressively invading himself step by step, he could only dodge and dodge.

In the past few days, during the day, his parents, younger sister, and younger brother-in-law would take turns to visit him, and at night, Luo Jie occupied it all by himself.

Usually Luo Jie would go home to help him prepare dinner after get off work, and then come to the hospital at seven o'clock, and would stay there until nine o'clock before returning home.

Although he tactfully persuaded Luo Jie many times, asking him not to focus on himself and to spend more time with his wife and children, but he always insisted on staying in the ward on the grounds that he was worried about himself.Obviously the environment at home is more suitable for handling official business, but he would rather come here with a laptop every day, bending his body to work.

How could he not know Luo Jie's plans and thoughts.The intense waves of emotion sent from those deep black eyes almost stunned his cells, and the provocative words and blatant contact made him unable to calm down, and his mind was very turbulent.

He is not a man with a heart of stone.Even though he kept telling himself to stay awake and keep himself out of it, his heart became more sensitive after that realization, and instinctively echoed Luo Jie's emotional thumping.

Those two hours alone with Luo Jie were the hardest and most conflicted time of his day.In order to prevent Luo Jie from finding out that he has realized the relationship between the two, he can only continue to play the innocent and teasing younger brother, arming his real self with amnesia.

Under the torment of the environment and his heart, he was looking forward to the doctor's announcement that his plaster cast could be removed every day, which meant that the day when he could be discharged from the hospital was not far away.He is confident that he can make Luo Jie give up on himself after he is discharged from the hospital, as long as he can overcome the current external and internal troubles.

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Seeing the setting sun and the bright moon hanging high, Roy's mood rose instead of falling with the night, like the sea that was about to fill up, piled up by waves of tension and inexplicable restlessness, his face seemed calm, but his heart was undercurrent Tide because the man is coming.

"Xiaoyi..."

Whenever he heard Luo Jie yelling at himself like this, he always felt an electric current rushing through his body, and his whole body stiffened unconsciously.

The low and soft words will not give people a sense of oppression, but the sweetness and love contained in those two words make his heart seem to melt.

"Brother, why are you here again?" Seeing Luo Jie slowly approaching him, he greeted him as usual; his tone was a bit half-joking, but his expression was full of disgust.

After getting along for two weeks, he more or less learned to play jokes on Luo Jie like ordinary brothers.If they were not so adaptable, the conversation between the two of them would often diverge from the topic and even flirt.

Of course, at that time, I would usually be flushed by Luo Jie, gnashing my teeth for his shamelessness and disgust, and annoyed by my intuitive reaction at the same time.

"What do you mean here again? I said that I will report every day before you are discharged from the hospital."

Seeing that he was a little irritable and pursed his lips, Luo Jie was not angry, and came to the hospital bed with a bag with a smile.

Putting the bag on the side table, he took out the glass heat-sealed bowl inside, carefully lifted the lid, and a strong aroma immediately permeated the entire ward along with the water vapor.

Lured by the aroma, his stomach growled, and Roy looked at it, "It smells so good ~ what are you cooking today?"

"Chicken Noodles."

"Chicken Noodles?"

Roy didn't expect it to be such a simple pasta.Take a closer look at the sealed bowl. There are not many ingredients, just chicken shreds, carrot shreds, and noodles. The soup is light but the smell is quite full and rich.

"Don't look at it as such an ordinary noodle, but there is a mystery hidden inside." Luo Jie knew that he was not satisfied, so he first took some noodles with a small spoon for him to taste.

The nurse told Roy to eat more digestible and nutritious food. He wanted to say that he should be tired of eating porridge for several days. This time, he specially boiled a pot of chicken broth and served it with buckwheat noodles , I hope that special taste can increase his appetite.

Roy took the spoon, blew on it, and put it into his mouth in one gulp.Chew and taste slowly, feel the smooth and elastic noodles and chicken soup swirl in the mouth, and finally slide into the throat together.

"It seems to have a special taste..." After recollecting the taste on his taste buds, he felt a little familiar but couldn't tell what the ingredients were.

"It's basil." Luo Jie stirred up the noodles in the bowl, picked up the green basil with stalks hidden inside, and put it on the bowl lid.

Knowing that it was the answer, Roy couldn't help admiring his ingenuity.Basil can not only add aroma but also eliminate the greasiness of chicken soup, but most people probably don't think of using it in this way.

"No wonder I always feel that this soup is not pure." On the surface he praised the soup, but behind his back he was alluding to Luo Jie's thoughts.

So far, everything Luo Jie has done for him is really beyond the capabilities of ordinary men. Although he has lost his memory, his unfamiliar and defensive face seems to not affect his enthusiasm and love, whether it is from preparing meals. Whether it is a matter, or his attitude towards anything, you can feel his intention and care.

He could feel that Luo Jie didn't treat him so well just to beg for forgiveness or make up, but he had always treated him like this; he really loved the Roy before he lost his memory.

Noticing that the face staring at him in a daze was flashing shrewdly and then turning dark again, Luo Jie leaned forward and smiled, "Why do you look at me like that?"

"what!?"

The sudden enlarged face startled Roy.Leaning back against the pillow, he pressed his chest and asked nervously, "I, what do I think of you?"

Luo Jie raised his eyebrows at his reaction, "It seems a little sullen and a little sad...... Don't you like today's noodles?"

Roy blinked in surprise, then shook his head and explained: "There is no dislike, I like this bowl of noodles very much."

Listening to Luo Jie describe himself like that, it seems to imply that he is jealous of himself now.hell!Why does he care about such things?

Seeing him wrinkling his eyebrows more cutely, Luo Jie smiled and didn't reply.He took out the small table frame from the side cabinet and put it on the hospital bed, and then comfortably put the noodles into a small bowl, so that he can eat by himself conveniently.

"Come on, let's eat quickly." He thoughtfully handed over the fork and spoon, so that Roy didn't have to change the utensils to drink the soup halfway through the noodles.

"Thank you..." Roy took it with one hand.

The curling white mist rushed into his nose with a fragrance, which whetted his appetite. He forked some noodles with a fork and spoon, and inhaled lightly, so that the noodles were sucked into his mouth together with the broth.

A little soup was sprayed on the edge of his mouth, and he licked it with his tongue, and his soft lips were immediately stained with oily luster, which looked extraordinarily attractive.

Luo Jie sat aside and watched him enjoy the food, but his deep and magical eyes were always locked on the chewing soft lips.Seeing the tip of his pink tongue constantly moving in and out, his breath became heavy and a little disordered.

That gaze was extremely explicit and presumptuous, as if encroaching on his thin lips instead of his, Roy couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to, and a blush appeared on his cheeks.

Afraid that Luo Jie would do something surprising on the spur of the moment, he stopped his naughty way of eating noodles and ate noodles in a regular manner, hardly daring to make a sound.

Luo Jie understood his sudden change, restrained his inner desire, and asked with a smile: "Seeing that you are eating with gusto, let me help you pinch some more noodles."

Not in a hurry to test, he wanted to observe more about how Roy felt about him.He could feel that Roy should realize his feelings for him.

Roy gave him the bowl, watched him pick up the noodles, and put some shredded carrots and shredded chicken on top as decorations. He was not sloppy about his own affairs at all, and a slight warmth rose in his heart.

"Have you eaten?" He suddenly thought of a possibility, and asked with concern.He wondered if Luo Jie would rush here after cooking the noodles for him, forgetting to eat dinner at all.

Luo Jie grinned and did not respond, and put the stuffed noodles back in front of him.

After confirming his guess, Roy said angrily, "You haven't eaten yet, have you? Why don't you value your body so much!?"

Knowing that all of this was for himself, he was filled with sullenness and a touch of reluctance. "This bowl is for you to eat." After carefully pushing the bowl in front of him to Luo Jie's direction, he ordered more than he ordered.

"You eat first, I'll eat your leftovers." Luo Jie didn't listen to his words, and pushed the bowl back.

"No!" Roy rebuffed forcefully.

Seeing him staring at him with his slightly pursed mouth, Luo Jie felt extremely restless inside.I really want to desperately kiss that alluring lips, and make him show even more maddening expressions and voices.

Taking a long breath, he suppressed the desire and turned his eyes away for the first time when Roy was watching him.

"If you don't eat, I'll feed you."

Feeling a warmth touch his lips, Luo Jie looked back in surprise.

"Come~ah~" Roy took a small mouthful of noodles with a spoon and handed it to his mouth, deliberately imitating the way he used to feed himself soup to him.

Seeing that piece of red lips opening slightly waiting for him to pick up the fragrance, Luo Jie moistened his mouth and said in a low voice, "Sorry, I only accept mouth-to-mouth feeding, are you sure you want to feed me?"

The scorching gaze conveyed his thoughts more clearly than words, and Roy's face was burned, and his whole heart was beating wildly.

"Forget it, forget it... When I didn't say it... If you don't eat, you will starve to death!"

How could he not be able to tell whether Luo Jie was joking or taking it seriously.Afraid that he would suddenly pounce on him and kiss him, he quickly stuffed the dough into his mouth just in case.

This move made Luo Jie burst into laughter, and he felt that he was really super cute.

Stretching out his hand to wipe away the wet corners of Roy's mouth, he said meaningfully, "It's good to be afraid." He poked his tongue out to lick the soup off his fingers, and intentionally kissed indirectly.

"You..." Speechless by the strong hint, Roy looked at him with blushing cheeks.

"Knock knock."

At this time, a knock on the door came from the direction of the door, interrupting the ambiguity between the two.

"Please come in." Roy immediately calmed down and said without hesitation.

The people outside received his permission and immediately opened the door to enter.

Seeing that it was a strange woman bringing a little girl to visit him, Roy looked at Luo Jie with a confused face, wanting to ask for his help.However, Luo Jie's expression was serious and he remained silent.

"dad."

The next second, Roy knew who they were after hearing the little girl yelling at him. t

Writer's words:

I put some sweet articles..... I am very happy to write my own articles

I hope everyone can feel Roy's contradiction... At this time, he thought that Luo Jie wanted to be in two boats, so he didn't resist him that much.

After Roy's memory is restored, there may be no sweet text T_T

Next articleXiao Huang will come and make trouble....

Recently, I want to change the cover...Maybe there are three protagonists (still thinking about it)....This is more in line with the content behind. (I'm looking forward to it)

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