Abuse's extravagance

In the dark bedroom, a curled body lay on the big bed. The owner of the body frowned unconsciously, as if he was not sleeping very peacefully.

Roy tossed and turned in bed all night, half asleep and half awake, wasting time in a trance.

He turned over, opened his closed eyes in an instant, and saw that the place beside him was empty, and a face was written with panic and anxiety at first, but then he pursed his lips, revealing a deep sense of loss and sadness.

He slowly propped up his body, sat on the bed with his knees bent, and stared blankly ahead.

Sad to say, he should learn to get used to falling asleep at night without Jie's company, get used to waking up in the middle of the night, and face this lonely and lonely world alone.

However, just facing the sudden situation in front of him, he felt a pain in his chest, depressed and uncomfortable.

He really couldn't imagine, when he was really in that situation, whether his heart would be able to bear the sorrow and mourning that was a million times more uncomfortable than it is now.

He turned his head and fixed his eyes on the alarm clock on the bedside table. It was one o'clock in the morning.There were only fifteen hours left before the time the woman had appointed.

As the time approached, the anxiety and sadness in his heart became more and more rampant; the two emotions mixed together almost drove him crazy.

He left the bed without hesitation, put on thin clothes, opened the door and went outside.Hearing flickering lights and subtle sounds from the living room, he approached with slow steps.

"Jie..." Seeing the man on the sofa, he stared at him with a pair of sad eyes, as if complaining that he left quietly.

Luo Jie raised his eyebrows, showing a hint of surprise.

"Why do you wake up at this time?" Under his long-term observation, Roy, who is a heavy sleeper, usually sleeps until dawn.And he just knew a little bit, so he left his side at this time and came to the living room to watch the football game.

He thought: If he hadn't been caught tonight, Roy wouldn't have known that he loved watching ball games.

Roy looked at him without saying a word, and quietly sat down on the sofa chair.

Then, he rested his head on Luo Jie's lap, and lay on his side with his legs bent, like a cat who couldn't bear the loneliness and acted like a baby to its owner.

This move made Luo Jie laugh, but he immediately raised his head, straightened his body, and walked towards the aisle.

With a face full of astonishment, Roy quickly propped up his body, his eyes followed his tall figure, and finally stopped at the turning point where he disappeared.

Afterwards, he heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and within a few seconds, Jie's figure appeared in his eyes again, and the deep marks between his brows disappeared immediately.

Luo Jie came to him, covered the thin blanket in his hand on his bare legs, which were set off by the black sofa, and sat down in the original seat, patted his thigh, asking him to continue lying down.

Of course, such a considerate move won Roy's obedience.He chose a comfortable position to lie down, turned his body to the inside, put his face on his thigh, and slowly closed his eyes.

During this week's holiday, he rejected Jie's offer of a two-day, one-night trip and chose to stay at home instead of going anywhere.

I just want to be alone with him, without any trivial matters intervening, only his existence in my eyes and hearts, and spend this last time in a peaceful way.

For as the night passes, an inevitable storm is about to arise.When. ．This room will only be full of arguments, and unkind words that hurt each other.

At this moment, Roy felt that he was really pathetic. ． ．

Knowing that something tragic was about to happen, he could neither escape nor prevent it.

The feeling of being forced to surrender and dedicating the most important and cherished things to the opponent is more cruel and tormenting than any kind of helplessness in the world.

Even if he doesn't want to face it, time continues to pass relentlessly; even if he is reluctant and reconciled, he still has to bring everything back on track.

All he can do right now is to sadly create sweet memories that she can't take away or destroy before he completely loses Jie.

Suddenly, he felt a touch of warmth descending on the hairline, gently and softly stroking the hair, coaxing him to sleep.

He adjusted the angle of his head and looked up at the man he loved in front of him.This man has a pair of bushy eyebrows, piercing black eyes, and sexy thin lips under a tall nose.

People say that thin lips represent ruthlessness, but Luo Jie is full of emotions and is not stingy with expressing them.

He always expresses his love without hesitation and generosity, filling his heart with naked eyes and sweet words; he will also convey sincere emotions with actions all the time, so that he really feels that he is loved.

Looking down along the curve of Luo Jie's beautiful lips, in just one day, a thick and short black beard grew on his chin, which made him look more masculine.

On weekdays, he will keep his appearance neat and clean, showing a handsome and majestic side; however, on holidays, he will let go of all his defenses, revealing the wild and unrestrained inner self.

Roy reached out to touch the thorns and roughness out of the blue, and he still remembered the last time he was provoked by this sandpaper-like touch, which made him groan.

Touch his slightly moist thin lips with your fingertips, move lightly along the lip shape, use your fingers instead of lips, and enjoy the soft touch.

At this time, Luo Jie, who was looking at the TV, bit him lightly, asking him not to disturb him watching the football game.

Roy withdrew his hand in surprise, then narrowed his eyes dissatisfied.It's okay to think that you are ranked second, and now even the act of seeking self-consolation is not allowed.

He propped up his body and looked at him with a sad expression.

And Luo Jie raised his eyebrows and smiled curiously, but in less than two seconds, his attention was immediately attracted by the picture on the TV.

Ignored again, Roy stared wide-eyed and pursed his lips angrily.Suddenly, both hands climbed onto his broad shoulders, and his hips sat heavily on his thighs, directly blocking his sight with his body.

In the next moment, he put the soft lips on the thin lips, kissed one mouthful, and moved gently, trying to call back his love with tenderness.

However, when he was fully committed, the tightly closed thin lips suddenly moved slowly, blowing a hot and humid breath into his mouth.

"Xiaoyi, stop messing around!"

Luo Jie said against his lips: "Give me another 10 minutes, and I will accompany you when the game is over, okay?" It's already reached the ninth inning, and now as long as three hitters are terminated, the team he supports wins.

Thin lips kissed back hastily, and gently pushed Roy to the side with his big palm, freeing his vision.

His unintentional action was like a knife cutting through Roy's heart. The wound was not very deep, but there was a sharp pain that could not be ignored.

The star eyes dimmed instantly, and he stared at his hand absently, the emotions mixed in his eyes were sadness and grievance.

He didn't understand Luo Jie, why did he reject him?

For him who is about to lose everything, every minute of this moment is very important, and every touch is the motivation to support him and live in a bleak future.

Usually, Jie could immediately detect the change of his mind, but why did he choose this time to ignore the signal he sent to him?

Roy tried his best to keep his eyes wide open, not to let the liquid in his eyes leak any emotion.

Suddenly, he rushed towards Luo Jie in a flash, wrapped his hands tightly around his neck, acted impulsively for the first time, and kissed him willfully.

Sucking more rudely than before, pulling his soft thin lips; poking his tongue into his hot and humid mouth, stirring it randomly, filling his mouth with his unique taste.The thick pheromone rushed up the nasopharynx, almost paralyzing his brain.

He touched the soft and slippery tongue inside, teased and rubbed it with the tip of his tongue, enjoying the comfortable feeling it brought him.

Forcefully squeezed his lips into the thin lips, picked up the tip of his tongue, and held his tongue, greedily savoring the taste on his taste buds, completely indulging in his own world, no matter whether Luo Jie likes it or not.

Luo Jie asked him to kiss him calmly, not amused by his unusual provocation, but very worried.

It's not that he can't see Roy losing his temper again, but he just doesn't understand why he has such a contradictory change of attitude?

Obviously the day before yesterday he resisted his touch with a face of horror, but these two days he kept clinging to himself and acting like a baby to himself.It was really unbearable to see him being manipulated by inner anxiety.

He tried to find out the reason, but Roy showed no such thing; he also checked his phone while he was in the shower, but found nothing.

Seeing his tightly closed eyes glistening with tears now at a close distance, he thinks he can't keep silent any longer. ． ． ．

In an instant, one hand stroked Roy's neck, clasped the back of his head tightly, and the thin lips opened automatically, covering his lips completely. The trapped tongue danced passionately, plundering the meat in his mouth in turn. everything.

When the tip of their tongues entangled with each other, Roy tasted the taste of sweet dizziness, moaned unconsciously, and his brain went blank.

He still remembered the wonderful feeling of the two kissing on the embankment for the first time, the wonderful feeling of their lips and tongues intertwined, which made the whole body excited and trembling uncontrollably.

But right now, he was trembling not because of excitement, but because of the thought that he was about to ruin this relationship with his own hands, his chest felt like being lightly pricked by tens of thousands of small thorns, and his whole body was so painful that it was unbearable.

With his hands tightly locked, he really wanted to hold on to this man tightly and cling to his own desires. However, the God he believed in was no longer on his side, so what could he do. ． ?

"Now that you're done venting, are you going to confess to me?" After the kiss, Luo Jie curtly wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, and asked gently.

Roy opened his eyes wide in surprise, then turned his face away and remained silent.

Knowing that Luo Jie still valued him as much as before, but just wanted to use indifference to force him to vent his secrets, the dissatisfaction with him in his heart subsided instantly.

However, he has made up his mind to let him go, so he can only pretend to be stubborn, silently swallowing the pain of not being able to tell the truth.

Seeing him pursing his lips capriciously, Luo Jie heaved a sigh of relief.

But no matter how much time is spent, or how much love is invested, he will take the trouble to appease him and tolerate all his willful behavior.

The slender fingers raised his slender chin, turned his tense face to himself, and without warning, fed his tongue into his lightly opened mouth, teasing the little tongue inside.

The person in his arms trembled, and slowly leaned his whole body weight on him.Stretching out her little tongue to entangle with him, making a comfortable moaning sound.

"Do you want to go back to the room now?" Luo Jie pulled out a silver thread from the tip of their tongues, and smiled as he licked his wet lips.

Roy narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at him quietly without responding.

Originally, the hand tightly wrapped around Luo Jie's neck slowly slipped from his shoulder to his chest, stroking his generous chest through the fabric.

His eyes turned dark, and he deftly unbuttoned the buttons one by one with his fingers, and opened his skirt, revealing the strong physique hidden inside.

Caress the wheat-colored skin with your ten fingers, and rub it in circles, gently knead and press with your fingertips, enjoying its firm and elastic touch.

In an instant, his kiss landed on the side of Luo Jie's neck, slowly and teasingly sucking down, and stopped at the folded heart; put his ear on the hot skin, listening to the beating inside for him heartbeat.

He raised his head, looked at him with misty and seductive eyes, then opened his mouth slightly, stuck out the tip of his pink tongue, licked the brown protrusion on his chest, sucked it into his mouth, and teased it.

Luo Jie's breath became heavy, and the big palm came to his smooth and smooth hair, rubbing it gently, looking at him dotingly with black eyes, not interrupting his fun.

Watching Roy's pink tongue linger on the hard nipples for a while, and then follow the line of the chest muscles, licking sensationally to the abdominal muscles, leaving a seductive luster on the wheat skin.

He felt his throat dry and swallowed involuntarily.

The sleeping desire between the legs was awakened by the numbness caused by the licking, and it swelled and grew rapidly, stretching the fabric tightly.

At this time, Roy unexpectedly knelt between his legs, boldly stroking his desire through the fabric, kneading his fingers at the bulging front end, making his lower body scream with lustful pain.

Afterwards, playfully climbed up the bottom of the trousers, and slowly pulled it down, releasing the high spirit of the deadlift.Noticing the eager gaze of the black eyes, he stretched out his hand to hold the whole fiery root, satisfying his expectation with his mouth.

He straightened his tongue, licked and wiped the smooth purple skin in his palm, then moved his tongue to describe and outline its shape.Seeing mucus oozing out of the small hole at the front end, he sucked and tasted it directly.

Luo Jie admired him condescendingly, as if tasting his favorite food, devoting himself to selfless pleasure.Feeling high-spirited and surrounded by warm touch, a burst of joy rushed through his abdomen, and he let out a heavy breath.

The soft lips engulfed his whole body, and Roy tightened his cheek muscles, allowing Yang Yang to come in and out of his mouth tightly.He kept swinging his head, trying hard to please him, pushed his high-spirited deep into his throat, sucked heavily from the root to the huge front end, and sank in again.

Accidentally lost control of his strength, so that the stab was too deep, he frowned in discomfort, suppressed the nausea reaction, and used his hands to assist.

"Xiaoyi is enough." Seeing his aggressive hesitation, his lips were swollen and red, Luo Jie reluctantly held up his head buried between his legs, and stopped him from continuing.

Roy bit his lip and looked at him sullenly.

"Don't you like it?" He had been careful not to touch it with his teeth, was his technique really that bad?

Hearing that sad tone, Luo Jie couldn't laugh or cry.

He rubbed Roy's red lips, and said soothingly, "No, I like you to serve me very much, it's very comfortable... But, I want to enter here more than this." The big palm instantly pulled him up , bringing his whole body into his arms, with his long fingers lingering on the soft part between his buttocks.

Seeing the pair of black eyes bursting with desire, Roy blushed suddenly.

He broke free from Luo Jie's embrace and stood up, but the next second, he looked at him shyly, and slowly took off his underwear under his enthusiastic gaze.

The hem of the clothes, which had fallen flat, suddenly formed an unnatural arc.Noticing that his gaze stopped, Roy immediately knelt on his lap, letting only his own face be reflected in his black eyes.

He supported Yang Yang with his fingers, aimed at the tightly closed hole between the buttocks, and slowly penetrated.Feeling that the acupuncture point was stretched open abruptly, there was a tingling pain, and the beautiful face was instantly tangled.

Frightened by his actions, Luo Jie grabbed his hand in surprise: "Xiaoyi!?" If he forced his way in without first expanding and lubricating, he would definitely be injured.

Really, what is he thinking in his head, why is he acting so nonsense?

Roy stopped moving, clasped his shoulders with both hands, panting heavily, and his forehead was already covered with a layer of small drops of water.

"Get up." Luo Jie grabbed his waist, intending to pull him up.

Unexpectedly, Roy suddenly pushed his hand away, sat down vigorously, and inserted the whole root into his body.

"Ah-!!" Painful groans overflowed from his red lips uncontrollably, his eyes were filled with crystal clear water, and all rolled down to his cheeks in the blink of an eye.

it hurts!

The severe pain, like being pierced through the stomach, rushed from the lower body to the top of the head, almost making him faint. ． ． ．

"Idiot! You're so messed up!" Luo Jie's face turned livid with a "swipe", and his black eyes scolded him heavily.The blue veins protruding from his forehead can be seen that he is also enduring the pain of being twisted.

Roy leaned against him, buried his face close to his neck, and opened the corners of his mouth angrily: "Because I want to feel all of you."

He wants to take advantage of the moment when he still has Jie, to feel everything about him to his heart's content, use his eyes, ears, nose, lips, tongue, etc., every sensory organ in the body to remember him, to feel and experience his inner true emotions.

"There is not even a little body fluid or gap...Jie, can you feel that we are completely integrated into one?" He raised his head and looked at Luo Jie, with pain in his eyes, but a satisfied smile on his face .

He wants to remember everything that Jie gave, whether it is the experience of tormenting the body and mind, or the happiness of being loved, this kind of hot and strong emotional communication, he will never want to forget.

Like being branded by fire, leave an indelible mark on your heart.

All Luo Jie's attention fell on his pale face and wounds, and he didn't even bother to explore the meaning behind his abnormal behavior.

"Hold me tight!" He planned to take him to the bedroom to find some lubricating fluids so that Ang Yang could quit.

Roy wrapped his arms around his neck obediently, his legs were tightly clamped around the waist, and he allowed him to pick him up and leave the living room.

He rested his head on Luo Jie's shoulder, quietly looking at everything in the house, every place has their memories.

this moment. ． ．He really wished that time could stay forever in that unsurprising yesterday.Although it is just an ordinary day at home, it can make him feel happy and happy.

He would rather fall into the vortex of time and repeat the same day, rather than face the hopeless future.

When he was indulging in his own thoughts, Luo Jie had carried him to the bedroom and put him lightly on the bed.Stretch out your long arms and go to the drawer next to the bedside table to find the lube.

Suddenly, the sound of a bell ringing "Boom... Boom..." came from outside, which brought Roy back to his senses in an instant.

Seeing the clock on the bedside table pointing to three o'clock in the morning, he was stunned.Because the bell just rang as if to satirize him: "Don't dream! This is reality." It rang.

Realizing that the deadline she gave was getting closer, anxiety suddenly gripped his heart tightly like a hand, and he hugged Luo Jie in horror.

Seeing his face full of tears and trembling all over his body, fearing that he was too rude when he moved just now, Luo Jie said distressedly: "I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" He gently wiped away his tears one by one with a kiss .

"Jie, don't leave me..." Feeling that there was a gap between the two's close bodies, Roy anxiously held his face, begging with a very sad expression.

Now, he finally realized that he was wrong!

In fact, he is not like those free and easy people who can hold the idea of ​​"don't care about forever, only care about what you once had".

so. ． ．Jie, (I beg you, please, hurry up and force me to tell the truth, and then tell me that no matter what happens, you will not let me go.) Give him the power to be more selfish, greedy, and disregarding others' feelings.

"Don't worry, I'm just going to back off and review your injuries."

Unfortunately, Luo Jie didn't notice the hint he gave, and just comforted him softly.Apply petroleum jelly to the joint and prepare to withdraw slowly.

Hearing this, Roy's whole body froze and his heart turned cold.

He lowered his eyes dimly, and let go of his hands.Feel the exalted exit from the body, taking all his body temperature away.

"Jie, I'm sorry..." He stared blankly at the man he loved so much, and murmured in a low voice.

After checking the injury, Luo Jie covered him with his warm body again, put his face close, and kissed his lips.

"Little idiot, I'm sorry. I'll go find some medicine that can help you apply it." He lightly tapped Roy's red nose with his fingers, and then immediately pulled away.

After he left the bedroom, Roy curled himself up into a ball like a soulless rag doll, staring blankly ahead.

if it is possible. ． ．He wished the whole world was just in this house.

In this world, there are no other people's disdainful gazes, and no so-called ethics and morals. There are only two people who love each other purely.

In this space, he can fully own the man Luo Jie, touch and feel him as much as he wants, and allow himself to be completely infected with his breath.

Although this world is small, it allows him to truly and completely own it.

If there is no if, but true, how good it would be. ． ．

Jie. ．sorry!Please forgive me for loving you so capriciously in the end. ．