Abuse's extravagance

Abandoning all his work, Roy drove blindly on the street, driving aimlessly.

Sitting in the car, he stared blankly at the front, his thoughts were in a mess.The whole person seemed to be sinking in the deep sea where the sun couldn't shine, his body felt very heavy, and his chest was compressed like a lack of oxygen, as if his heart was about to be oppressed to burst.

After today's dramatic blow and incident, the world in his eyes has changed.

He no longer thinks that the colorful clouds in the sky are so beautiful, but instead feels sad, because once the colorful clouds disappear, the night will come, which seems to imply that his life is about to enter a dark period.

And every pair of figures walking and shuttling on the road is sarcasm. They smile as if laughing at his stupidity, and wishful thinking to violate the ethics of the world.

He furrowed his brows heavily and stepped on the accelerator hard, wanting to escape from this cruel world immediately.

He was like a wrecked ship struggling to survive the storm, desperately in need of a port where his hopeless, helpless heart could be redeemed.

He drove carelessly all the way, and when he came back to his senses, the steering wheel in his hand unknowingly led him to Luo Jie's company.

Looking at the tall buildings in front of him, Luo Jie is now less than forty meters away from him, as long as he wants. ．You can see the face that always shows a gentle smile, and touch the reassuring body temperature.

Those beautiful pictures appeared in his mind, and he finally showed an expression other than sadness.

He couldn't wait to drive the car into the company's underground parking lot, find a parking space and settle it down, ready to get off the car.

Inadvertently raised his eyes and glanced at the rear mirror, seeing the scene in the mirror, he stopped all movements.Right now, he has a sullen face, his eyes are lifeless, and there are still traces of crying in his red eye sockets.

If such a miserable appearance was seen by Jie, with his keen observation ability, he would be able to see through his uneasy mood under the forced smile at a glance.

He asked himself: Is he sure that he can hide his thoughts, put away the sadness in his eyes, and face him with his normal self?

And he came here because he wanted to act like a baby to him, to get comfort from him, to confirm that he hadn't completely lost him.

Holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands, he wanted to hold back his impulse and get out of here as soon as possible.

Why is there such a rush when you can see someone at home in just an hour?

He really wanted to convince himself, but something like love made him unable to control himself and deal with things rationally.

After hesitating for a long while, he told himself that it would be enough just for a while, not to be discovered by Jie, to stay far away, and to be able to see his face or figure would be enough!

He acted immediately, got out of the car, and walked towards the elevator in the parking lot.After that, I came to the lobby on the first floor and prepared to transfer to the company's internal elevator.

He walked forward straight and fast with both feet, and suddenly, a black stick appeared out of nowhere to hold him down, and he looked at the owner of the stick with a puzzled face.

"Excuse me sir, please show your ID." The man in black uniform questioned him in a standard manner.

After being reminded by the security guard, Roy suddenly remembered that he was not an employee here, and there was no way to enter the company without Jie's knowledge.

A trace of disappointment dyed his brows and eyes, "I'm sorry." He didn't explain anything, he just apologized to the security guard, turned around and went back in the opposite direction.

Before reaching the elevator, a voice stopped him.

"Mr. Luo!"

Roy stopped and looked in the direction of the sound.

The unfamiliar face jumped into his eyes, and he nodded politely. In his impression, he was a member of Jie's team.

"Are you here to find Luo Jie?" Seeing the interaction between him and Bao Quan, Xiao Tang went up to chat to see if he needed help.

Although the two had only met once or twice, he was no stranger to Roy.Every time I go to Luo Jie's office to discuss business, I always see him on his desk, and as time passes, I feel as if I have known him for a long time.

Roy waved his hand and denied, "No, I just happened to pass by, and I didn't have anything special to look for him." It's just that he was too weak to bear the blow, and wanted to seek his comfort. This embarrassing reason was too embarrassing to say.

Xiao Tang looked suspicious, thinking that everyone else had come to the hall, how could it be that they just passed by!

After observing him carefully, the elegant and delicate appearance gave the overall impression of a gentle and refined type. I thought he might be introverted and embarrassed, so I took the initiative to invite: "Would you like me to take you up?"

Roy's eyes immediately shone with anticipation, but after a moment of hesitation, his eyes dimmed again.

(It's better for him not to see Jie, and not to bring his personal emotions to his workplace.)

"Don't bother, he should be busy at this time, I'd better not disturb him." He smiled slightly, thanking Xiao Tang for his kindness.She nodded slightly, gestured to him, and then continued to move forward.

Staring at his back, Xiao Tang didn't make a sound to persuade him to stay, but silently kept this matter in his heart.On the way back to the drawing team, passing Luo Jie's office, he thought it best to inform him.

Although Roy said no, the image of the walking back was shrouded in a sense of loneliness, which made people unbearable to watch.

"Luo Jie." He politely knocked on the wooden door, attracting the attention of the people at the desk.

Luo Jie glanced at him, "What's the matter?"

"Just now I met your brother downstairs in the company. He said he happened to be passing by. I wanted to bring him up but he refused..."

Before he could finish his sentence, the person who was sitting at the desk with a relaxed attitude for inspection suddenly passed by him like a gust of wind and disappeared from sight.

Xiao Tang blinked his eyes in confusion, scratched his head with his hands, and didn't quite understand what kind of play these two brothers were playing now?

??

Luo Jie, who always politely let his female colleagues approach the elevator first, didn't care about his image at all, quickly entered the elevator, and immediately pressed the door close button.

"Sorry, I'm in a hurry. Please take the next elevator." Before the elevator door closed, he smiled handsomely and apologized to the astonished female colleague.

Basically, Roy would come to him during working hours, which was a rare thing. He didn't care if Xiao Tang said he was just passing by or refused to come up.Now that we have arrived at his site, we must let him watch and touch it, and charge up the battery before we are allowed to leave!

I don't know if it was a coincidence, but as soon as he came to the lobby, there was an elevator to take.It took less than 2 minutes to go from the [-]th floor to the parking lot on the second basement floor.

With sharp eyesight, he found Roy's car in no time. Seeing that there was no one in the car, he thought that he hadn't left yet, and something might happen in his mind.

He came to the third basement where his car was parked. From a distance, he saw a figure standing in front of the car, staring absent-mindedly at his car. He laughed silently and came behind him silently. , spread out his arms and hugged the body tightly in his arms.

Suddenly being hugged from behind, Roy looked like a frightened cat, his hairs all stood up, and the first thought that popped up in his mind was "pervert"!

He writhed and struggled fiercely, shouting angrily, "Let me go!" He tried hard with both hands to break free from his restraints.

However, the thick and hard chest clinging to his body stood firm like a copper wall and an iron wall, and the long arms folded in front of his chest were like two chains that tightly bound him.

(Oh my God! How strong is this man!?) Surrounded by such a powerful force, he suddenly felt like a chicken being held in the palm of an eagle.

During a burst of panic, a beast-like sound suddenly came from his ears, and all the cells in his blood jumped up in panic.

He shouted excitedly: "You pervert, let go of me! Otherwise, I will..." He who was originally very imposing, his voice suddenly turned to a low voice, and his angry face turned into an annoyed look.

(Damn it, at this time he is actually at a loss for words!)

He gritted his teeth and thought: Since he can't speak, he should show it with actions.

Nodding his head, when he was about to bite down on the man's arm, there was a shock and muffled laughter from the back of his chest; a familiar smell came into his nose, and he stopped all his movements immediately.

"Jie..." His trembling voice floated in the air.

Looking back, seeing Luo Jie's face enlarged in front of his eyes at close range, the panic in his heart was replaced by another emotion, and his heart beat suddenly and violently.

"Really! It took me so long to realize it was me, I'm so sad." Luo Jie frowned deliberately, pretending to complain to him pitifully.

Thinking that the two of them have been together for so long, he should be very familiar with his touch and body odor, and he will immediately find out that it is him.Who knows!He didn't recognize it was him, and even called himself a pervert, resisting desperately, which severely hit his self-confidence.

Seeing him without any psychological preparation, Roy was pleasantly surprised and surprised, his lips opened slightly unconsciously, and he stared blankly at him.

But when he thought of the thrilling process just now, he became angry, "Why are you scaring me!" He pursed his lips for a moment, staring at him sullenly, his face and lips were dyed beautifully rosy.

"I just want to ask you, since everyone is here, why don't you come to me?" Luo Jie asked him in turn.

At this time, the two arms that trapped Roy's body relaxed, and went around his armpits, embracing his slender waist.He shrank hard punitively and pulled his lower body back, so that the curves of their bodies were tightly bound together from head to toe.

The scorching body temperature passed continuously, warming every part of Roy's body.Looking at Luo Jie's deep eyes full of affection, he felt that he was about to melt into this sweet swirl of mind and soul.

Noticing that the two of them were so close that their noses were about to touch each other, he quickly turned his face.

"It's nothing special, why bother you." He put on a straight face, pretending to be serious.

Luo Jie knew that he had a different heart, because from the close body of the two, he could feel that he was hiding a passionate heart under the mask of indifference.

"You don't need any reason to meet, as long as you want to see me, you can come to the company to find me at any time." He leaned his face against his slightly warm cheeks, whispering softly.

In order to make Roy interested, he proposed an idea: "I think we will find a day every week, and I will take turns to make bento and have lunch at the other company's company. Do you think it's okay?" I can't wait to start researching bento in my mind. What is his favorite dish, and what kind of presentation would he like?

He liked the look of happiness on Roy's face as he ate the food he had cooked.

Hearing his words, the smiles on Roy's eyebrows froze, and his raised lips gradually retracted.

If it was normal, he would definitely be overwhelmed by Jie's tenderness and nodded in agreement.But sometimes he will deliberately play against him, watching him show a strong and irrational side, because those behaviors will make him feel that he is needed.

And this time he really agreed with his idea, and wanted to say yes, but. ． ． ．Do they have a future? ． ． ?

perhaps. ． ． ．Even meeting and contacting like this is a luxury.

He couldn't help laughing at how naive he was, how could he forget about the drastic changes he suffered today and the cruel fate he was about to face once he was touched by Luo Jie and surrounded by his love.

At this time, the face facing Luo Jie was a pained expression that suppressed the pain in his chest and spread all over his body.

"The workplace is not a place to talk about love!" He deliberately reprimanded in the tone of an instructor, not wanting Luo Jie to find out that his voice was choked.

"Yes! I will keep it in mind." Luo Jie's attention was all attracted by his words, so he naturally didn't notice his strangeness, and responded to him very humorously in the tone of a good student.

After waiting for a while, seeing that the person in his arms didn't respond very well, he teased, "But there's something strange? Why don't you think I'm a robber, but a pervert." He really cared about this matter too much in his heart Yes, he had to ask him clearly.

"Maybe you hugged me too tightly and gasped in my ear..." Roy responded flatly.Attacked by negative emotions, he is now not interested in any topic.

Luo Jie chuckled in disapproval.

"I don't think those are the real reasons. It should be that the way I express my love is not deep enough to convey it to your heart, so now please feel the feeling of hugging me and hugging me, and deeply remember the taste that belongs to me."

He retracted his hands vigorously, as if he wanted to rub Roy into his arms, and pressed the tip of his nose against his neck, smelling the faint fragrance of his body, and wanted to do this simultaneously with him.

Roy didn't realize that he was being hugged by him until he felt extremely hot and numb around his waist.

"Hey! This is not home, what if someone passes by and is seen?"

When he twisted his body to protest, he heard a small voice nearby.He stopped, and all his nerves tensed instantly,

A stern voice suddenly penetrated into my mind: "It's really disgusting that you have such a relationship!"

His entire face was terrified as if he saw a ghost, and suddenly, he felt that there were eyes watching their every move out of his sight, trying to take pictures of their intimacy, intending to threaten him like Huang Jingying.

At this time, another voice popped up in his head: (Roy, it's not enough for you to learn the lesson once, next time you won't kneel down and beg that person, he will let Luo Jie go.)

He stared blankly ahead, his pupils constricted to reveal deep fear.A gust of cold wind poured in from the top of his head, causing pimples to appear all over his body, the shivering chill slowly spread from the spinal cord, his lips and ten fingers could not stop trembling.

"Let me go!" He broke free from Luo Jie's embrace excitedly, turned around, and pushed him violently with both hands, pushing him away a meter away.

Luo Jie's entire center of gravity was unstable, and his feet staggered a few steps backwards.

"Little Yi...?" He was frightened by Roy's actions, but seeing him as if his soul was taken away, his eyes widened, and he stared straight ahead in a daze, his heart seemed to be pressed heavily by a big rock, and he felt urgent and unbearable. breathe.

He hurried to Roy and shook his shoulders vigorously: "Xiaoyi-!" He had never seen him like this before, and he was so anxious that he was going crazy! !

After a while of shaking, Roy came back to his senses.Seeing the panic and worry in Luo Jie's eyes, he knew that he was overreacting.

"I'm sorry, it seems that someone passed by over there just now..." He gently pushed Luo Jie away, wrapped his hands around his trembling body, turned his face away, and kept his gaze on one spot.

Luo Jie stared at the miserable face, doubting his words.He could see that Roy was still restless, and the expression on his face was completely different from his usual restlessness. He seemed to be afraid of something?

He's been acting weird since this morning. Could it be related to the wrong message?

He really wanted to know all the truths that Roy hid in his heart, but if he asked him now, he would probably grit his teeth and not reveal a single word.

"Are you still going back to work?" She rubbed her palms lightly on his back, trying to calm his mind first.

Roy knew that the out-of-control reaction just now made him suspicious, so in order to prevent him from digging out more clues from his face, he smiled as before: "I left work early today."

Seeing that he returned to his normal appearance and did not resist his touch, Luo Jie looked thoughtful, and his eyes suddenly became serious.

Doesn't he know Roy yet?The more he wanted to show that he didn't hide his thoughts, the more guilty the smile on his face became.

"Then come up and accompany me, and when I get off work, let's go home together." Touching his hand further, he asked softly.With his current state of mind, it is impossible for Luo Jie to rest assured that he will drive home alone.

"No, I think I'd better go home first."

Roy shook his head and refused.He felt that if he continued to stay outside, he would definitely become paranoid again. Now for him, only home is the safest place.

"No! You have to come up with me." Luo Jie did not give him the right to choose, showing a strong side, half pushing and half pulling him to the elevator.

"Jet!"

Roy panicked and yelled, but the people walking in front ignored him and forced him into the elevator.

The elevator floor numbers jumped quickly, and it was about to reach the lobby on the first floor.Thinking of the people coming and going in the hall, how many pairs of eyes saw their actions, the fear that was suppressed in the bottom of my heart took the opportunity to bully my heart again.

"Jie, let go...I'll go by myself." He tugged the tightly intertwined arms of the two, begging in a flustered expression.

Luo Jie stared at him fixedly, and immediately let go of his warm palm.When the elevator reached the lobby, he walked all the way ahead, leading him to the upstairs office.

Entering the office, he deliberately closed the door to make it a confined space, "Just sit here on the sofa and wait for me to get off work." Putting his hands on Roy's shoulders, he pressed heavily, forcing him to sit down.

Luo Jie glanced at his watch, half an hour before the off-duty time, "There are magazines and newspapers in the tea room, if you need to tell me, I'll get them for you." Although he thought it was not necessary, he still said it, so as not to The lover is so idle that he panics and starts to think wildly again.

Roy nodded obediently, and sat admiring the furnishings in his office. Everything on the cabinet was arranged in an orderly manner, and no conflicting items appeared on this occasion.

But before his butt was hot, his eyes were attracted by the large-scale architectural model in front of him, and he got up and walked around disobediently.

"Is this a new case for you?" His eyes showed admiration and envy, moving back and forth between Luo Jie and the model.

The cases accepted by big companies are different. The size of the building and the overall design configuration are more complex and challenging than the cases he handles.

In fact, he still misses the time when he worked in Amber. Although he felt sad and hopeless because of Jie's incident at that time, the sense of accomplishment and joy gained from his work allowed him to find the joy of living.

Seeing the pure and beautiful smile on his face, Luo Jie looked at him softly and intently.

"It's an art gallery in another county or city. Can you help me see what needs to be improved?" He asked seriously.On the one hand, they want to seek different opinions, and on the other hand, they want Roy to have something to do.

"Aren't you afraid that I will completely deny your design concept?" Roy winked at him mischievously.

Luo Jie smiled. At this time, there was a knock on the door. He put away his tenderness when facing Roy, and said in a steady tone: "Come in."

"Luo Jie, can you take a look at this design for me?" A young man in his early twenties opened the door and came in, holding a single-page sketch in his hand, hoping that Luo Jie could give him some advice.

Noticing that Roy was staring at them, he slightly raised the end of his eyes and looked back, as if he was a little concerned about his existence.

Roy withdrew his gaze, and said softly, "I'm going to the bathroom." Without waiting for Luo Jie's response, he quickly walked out of the office.

Walking in an unfamiliar corridor with a restless heart, he was baptized by strange eyes along the way, and instead of going to the bathroom, he came to the silent stairwell.

Standing in front of the whole floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the distant sky, only complex colors like watercolors are left in the vast sky, which is as chaotic as his mood.

To be honest, at the moment when Luo Jie hugged him tightly, he seemed strong and wanted to express his grievances, fears and fears in his heart, wanted to rely on him, and thought that if he told him everything, the situation should be still Opportunity to turn around.

However, seeing Luo Jie's working environment, and how he was seriously devoting himself to work and discussing things with his partners, this idea was immediately completely dismissed by him.

He is an architect with unlimited talents, and also a boss worthy of trust by his subordinates. He must fulfill his duty and stay here, and only here can he let him sway his life as he pleases.

And at this moment, a voice appeared in Roy's heart, completely destroying the last hope in his arms.

(Roy, stop struggling, in order to protect Luo Jie's future, this is a betrayal that you can't get rid of in your life...)

Writer's words:

This article is a bit long. I want Roy to make up his mind to leave him.

I wrote his state of mind very well...but the next article will present it in another way..