Abuse's extravagance

As soon as he arrived at the company, Roy tensed up all his nerves, waiting for that person to appear.

However, as the time passed by, the uneasiness and tension in his heart wreaked havoc on his body, causing his stomach to ache faintly.

At noon, he had no appetite at all. He just drank two cups of coffee to calm his mind, but he forgot that drinking more coffee would only make him more anxious.

At 01:30 in the afternoon, he finally lost his composure and went to the window to blow a cool breeze to try to soothe his emotions.

He told himself: What should happen will come, what should be faced should be faced, and don't worry about things that haven't happened yet.After enlightening myself in this way, I immediately cheered up and devoted myself to my work.

About an hour later, the phone that had been quiet all morning finally rang.He stopped working, stared at the phone blankly, and felt a strange feeling in his stomach again.After taking a deep breath, he picked up the phone: "What's the matter?"

"Roy, Ms. Huang is visiting, do you want to meet her?" Xiao Zhu on the other end of the phone asked sensitively.In front of her, she was coming aggressively, and it felt like she was here to find trouble instead of business.

He still remembered that the boss had a bad fight with the young lady before, and when she left last time, he gave him a hard look. Although he didn't know what the reason for their conflict was, he thought that if they avoided meeting each other, it would reduce If there is a dispute, then don't see her.

Hearing the surname Huang, the person who immediately popped into Roy's mind was Huang Jingying.The hand that was clenched into a fist unconsciously relaxed, and the anxiety in my heart eased a lot.

He thought that she should have come here for something that had not been agreed last time. After so many days without showing up, he thought she was so noble and could not be tempted by money. Unexpectedly, she bowed to reality.

He calmly gave instructions: "Let her come up, there is no need to prepare tea, and in addition, no one is allowed to come near the office without my consent!" No matter how the situation turned, he still regarded her as a thorn in his side, and thought he had no need to treat her polite.

After a while, the glass door was opened, and Huang Jingying entered with neat steps. Compared with the last time when she faced him timidly and cowardly, this time her expression was calm, as if she had come prepared.

"How did you think about the last time?" Roy asked straightforwardly when he saw her.

"How much does it cost?" Although he said it generously, he was not a fool to ask her to ask for a price, and he already had a bottom line in mind.

It's ridiculous to say that he doesn't think that money can compensate a child for losing the affection and warmth of a healthy family, but he really wants to use money to eliminate his guilt towards her.

Facing his domineering attitude, Huang Jingying's thin and fleshless face suddenly burst into a treacherous sneer.

"Roy, I really admire you... You have received such a warning, why can you still speak so confidently?" As if she had changed into a different person, she looked proudly at him with great interest .

The fearless, confident look and mocking question made Roy understand one thing. ． ．

"So it was you who sent the message." To be honest, he was quite surprised, thinking how could he be so stupid, but he didn't expect her to be the most suspected person.

As the saying goes: a dog jumps over a wall in a hurry, but once a person is pushed into a hurry, even a pure and kind-hearted woman will become sinister and cunning.

He knew that her intention of doing this was nothing more than wanting to win back the city by grabbing him, but he would not let her take power so easily.

"Why do you do such a meaningless thing?" He smiled slightly, showing that he didn't care about her warning.

Seeing his peaceful face, Huang Jingying chuckled lightly.

"Roy, stop pretending. If you really don't care, why did you send me back such words?"

Roy was unmoved on the surface, but in his heart he regretted that he acted impulsively in the morning and let her seize the opportunity to make a big fuss.

This negotiation has just begun, and I made a mistake in the first step!

"I just don't like this kind of despicable behavior that hides behind and manipulates people's hearts." He responded calmly, and in turn pushed the reason on her.

Hearing him beating around the bush and calling herself a villain, Huang Jingying retorted resentfully: "Isn't it because you have ghosts in your heart that you are afraid that your secret relationship will be discovered?"

Seeing that she didn't tell the truth directly, he should still be in the trial stage. Roy needs to be more careful, and don't fall into the trap set by her.

"You are so funny. We are brothers. What kind of secret relationship will there be between us? What does a picture of holding hands represent?" He raised his eyebrows and laughed it off, responding calmly, ironically that she was suspicious.

"Then... how do you explain this photo?" Huang Jingying suddenly took out her mobile phone from her bag, and said extremely proudly.

The pale lips slowly raised a mysterious smile, turned the phone over, and showed him the photos on the screen.

The moment he saw the photo, there was a bang in Roy's ears, the blood in his whole body froze, and the whole portrait was disembodied, with an extremely pale face.

The feet that were firmly on the ground suddenly became weak, and his chest seemed to be poured into a cold wind, so cold that it was difficult for him to breathe, and even his limbs trembled uncontrollably.

"I can't believe that you two have such a relationship, it's so disgusting."

Huang Jingying looked at him with disgust, she still had lingering fear of that scene in her mind, and rubbed her arms with her hands.

Recalling Roy's ruthless and cruel words to her when she went to seek help from Roy, at that time, she thought that it was because she had done too many evil things in her previous life, that's why she was so miserable in this life and could only resign herself to fate.

But after seeing the scene where the two of them kissed, she clarified everything.It turned out that he was trying to monopolize Luo Jie to tell tales about all of this! !

This man is really terrible!

What kind of poison did Luo Jie play?To let him do such an absurd and unethical behavior.

Blame all the faults on Roy. In order to get back what she lost, Luo Jingying is no longer timid, and no longer treats Roy as the younger brother of the person she loves.

The scene shown in the photo left Roy speechless. The secret hidden deep in his heart was discovered in this way. Apart from shock, he was also quite apprehensive.

However, when I heard that the feelings I cared for and cherished so carefully were described by those words, I was extremely angry.

"What do you want!?" He didn't deny it, and his attitude changed 180 degrees to openness.

Huang Jingying thought that showing the photos would shock him and make him retreat, but she didn't expect him to choke herself even more.

"You said if I publish this photo, what will the society say about you?" She decided to use a stronger threat to drive him to a corner, forcing him to give up Luo Jie.

"You dare to threaten me!" Roy slammed his fist on the table and stood up.

"So what if you threaten you! You have hurt me so badly, you made Luo Jie misunderstand me, you made my family not understand me, and you made my daughter have no father since she was a child! Why don't I have the right to seek justice from you!" She red-eyed Staring at him, he shouted excitedly, venting all the grievances and torture he had suffered in the past eight years.

Listening to her accusation against him, a sneer flashed across Roy's eyes.

"I knew your purpose was to get Luo Jie to accept you, but stop dreaming! I won't give in."

He knew in his heart that she was using his feelings for Luo Jie as a coercion, but he was also betting that she still had a little love for Luo Jie, and he didn't dare to really release it.

If she really doesn't care about Luo Jie, then today's message is not just for herself.

"If Luo Jie knew all the truth, he would definitely wake up and see clearly what kind of person you are."

Huang Jingying didn't understand how could he be so bold?I really want to see if he can still be as rampant as before when all his crimes are laid before Luo Jie!

Roy put his arms around his chest and looked at her provocatively, "No matter what you do, you won't change your mind. Do you think what I said that day was made up to drive you away?"

He knew that his face and heart were ugly and terrible.From the moment he consciously fell in love with Luo Jie, his heart began to sink, and he was unable to deal with matters related to him in a normal way of thinking.

Seeing the smile on his face, Huang Jingying's face changed in embarrassment.

"Could it be that Luo Jie already knew the truth about that night, and about the child?" Because he had Luo Jie as his backing, that's why he was so arrogant and shameless?

"When he knew the truth of that night, he still chose me. Now, even if you show up in front of him with a child and take away everything I have done to you, he will still choose me, because from the end to the end, he only has me in his heart." Your existence, you were just a tool he used to avoid falling in love with me!"

Roy ruthlessly announced this fact to her, completely destroying the fact that she thought she had Roger's love.

He is no longer afraid of letting Jie see the dark side of himself.Regardless of whether his love is disgusting or destructive, he believes that Jie will understand his heart, his thoughts, and tolerate his actions.

With the words of a thunderbolt from the blue sky, Huang Jingying felt that the sky was dark in front of her eyes.

"You are really crazy!" She even made her and her daughter the victims of their unethical love for that outrageous and ugly selfishness.

God would allow them to act recklessly like this. Does the so-called law of heaven still exist in this world?

"You are mentally ill at all!" She shot him with disgusted eyes, and even the air he breathed felt dirty.

Roy looked at her with complicated expressions, and said emotionally: "You, who are born as a woman and always rely on your appearance and gender to approach men openly, how can you understand my feelings."

Knowing that it's not possible, but can't bear the chest churning and yearning for each other with love; even knowing that this is a hopeless dream, but still constantly pursuing the tomorrow where we can gaze at each other.

"Can you understand the feeling of being unable to restrain yourself, throwing aside worldly concepts regardless of everything, just relying on instinct, pure love for love's sake?"

Because gender markers and blood ties are indelible, so their love cannot be regarded as love?

Huang Jingying pursed her lips, showing a look of contempt. "I don't want to know about your perverted love!"

Her expression turned menacing, "Since you are so in love with each other, then I want to see how much your love is capable of-!!" Suddenly, she picked up the phone and pressed a few times towards the screen.

Sensing her intention, Roy rushed forward quickly and snatched the phone she was about to press the send button on.Then, in front of her, he quickly deleted the photos on the phone.

"It seems that you can't threaten me now."

After eliminating the evidence enough to destroy the happiness he had, the pressure on his chest suddenly relaxed a lot, and a reassuring smile appeared on his face.

"You don't think I only have that photo. I still have a lot of photos of you doing such evil deeds at home. As long as I want, I can publish them at any time." He stroked the red mark on his wrist , Huang Jingying looked indifferent.

Roy looked at her in shock, all anxiety and fear came to his mind again.

"How dare you!" He suppressed his voice and threatened her with fierce eyes.

He knew that verbal deterrence alone would not solve the matter, he had to change her mind.

"You should still love Jie in your heart...!" Roy stared at her face carefully, not letting go of the moment of hesitation on that face.

But, she smiled very relieved. "Luo Jie is a thing of the past for me, and the only thing I care about is my daughter." After learning all the ins and outs of the matter, her remaining feelings for Luo Jie have completely disappeared.

"Now I just want revenge on you!"

The determination in her eyes made Roy lose his composure.

"No, you can't do this!" He said excitedly, holding the phone tightly in his hand, so strong that his fingertips turned white.

Seeing that his arrogant face finally revealed a trace of panic, Huang Jingying laughed, "What? Didn't you just brag about your love just now? In fact, you value your future more than Luo Jie, right?"

People are selfish, and at this juncture, she doesn't believe that he can really choose love regardless of everything.

Roy's expression suddenly became tangled.

"No, even if I lose everything, I don't care, I care about Jie..."

He really doesn't care about anything, he doesn't care if he loses everything he has, property, company, reputation, and losing his life and this life. ． ．

It's just that he couldn't bear Jie, didn't want Jie to become nothing for him, and didn't want him to be treated by the ruthless world.He was not wrong, the one who was wrong was himself!All these are the seeds of disaster he planted, why did Jie suffer with him?

What should he do to protect the one he loves?As long as it can save him from suffering and nothing will happen.He is willing to do anything.

Roy knew in his heart that he had to admit defeat to her now.

Both of them are using each other's love for Luo Jie as a bargaining chip, but. ． ．This time he lost miserably, because he loved Luo Jie too much. ．

After making a decision, his eyes were empty and full of despair, and he let go of the phone and let it fall to the ground.

"I beg you..." Suddenly he made a move, came to her and knelt down on his knees, begging her humbly: "I beg you to let Jie go, don't ruin his life."

The gesture of begging her regardless of dignity showed his deep love for Luo Jie without any concealment, which made Huang Jingying even more furious: "It was you who ruined his life, and you dragged him into this situation."

"I know all of this is my fault." Roy remained kneeling, repenting for his mistakes.

"I am willing to bear all the responsibilities and punishments. I will do whatever you want me to do. I just ask you to let him go." If sacrificing his love can ensure Jie's future, he is willing to give selflessly.

"How can I believe what you said, a despicable and deep-rooted person like you, who knows if you will find Luo Jie to deal with me?"

Although she was not at fault, Huang Jingying was still afraid of facing Luo Jie. Once Luo Jie came forward, she believed that she would not be able to be as cruel as she is now.Of course, she must not let Roy know this.

"I'll leave him." Roy twitched his trembling lips with sadness hidden in his eyes.

Right now, his heart was roaring violently at the betrayal he had done, and there was a sharp pain in his chest, asking him to shut up immediately.But if he disobeyed, he still couldn't help saying from his mouth: "I will help you with what you asked me before, and I will make Jie responsible for your mother and daughter, so you can trust me."

Huang Jingying's heart seemed to have been bathed in a sauna, and Roy's proposal moved her very much.

"You are not allowed to mention the photo to Luo Jie and the agreement between us. I will give you three days to let me see your actions, otherwise don't blame me for publishing the photo." I was still wary of him , she set a deadline she could tolerate.

"I promise you." The fingertips in the fist had already plunged into the palm of the hand, and blood overflowed. Roy suppressed the sadness in his heart, and responded in a flat tone.

Huang Jingying trusted him for the time being and ended today's negotiation.Walking around him, picked up the phone, and walked out of the office proudly.

When the only thing left in the office was to see her leave, Roy looked forward out of focus and stood up unsteadily. Suddenly, the whole person seemed to go crazy, and angrily swept all the architectural models on the table to the ground.

What can I do if I am not reconciled!

After going through countless changes in his mood, he still had to bow his head to fate after all.

Trying hard to grasp happiness, but happiness is like fine sand in the palm of your hand. The tighter you hold it, the faster it will be lost. Roy, you are really pathetic!

The employees downstairs heard the noise and shouts he made, and they all came to express their concern, but when they saw the warning in his eyes, they all rushed away.

He clenched his teeth until he tasted rust in his mouth.

Staring at the messy ground, the picture in his eyes gradually became hazy, he couldn't tell whether he was crying because of resentment or mourning, but. ．The tears dripping on the back of his hand clearly scalded his hand and also scalded his heart.

Writer's words:

This article is written in the way I wrote the article at the beginning

I hope it makes the article easier to read

I really want to present the contradictions and entanglements in Roy's heart... but the writing is not very smooth

If you have any ideas, please post them

I am very happy to know that someone is reading my article..

Maybe the way I write is immature

But it's all written with care

I hope you will like the longing for sadistic love