Abuse's extravagance

Turning off the sprinkler, Roy casually went to a side shelf to get a bath towel to wrap around his lower body, and walked out of the bathroom dripping wet.

After taking a cold shower, he was full of energy, his thoughts were very clear and flexible, and he didn't look like he only slept for two hours for several days in a row.

Picking up the hair dryer, he carefully dried the wet hair, took off the bath towel, went to the dressing room naked, and put on clean underwear and underpants.Then, he reached out and hooked the neatly pressed white shirt and suit trousers in the closet and put them on.

After choosing a newly bought dark tie from the drawer to commemorate the special day, he took the hair lotion and sprayed it on the brown hair, gently smoothed the hair with a comb, and then applied some pomade on his fingers to twist and rub. Put the wax on the ends of the hair by kneading, so that the bangs can be attached to the cheeks on both sides.

Putting on a formal black suit handsomely, standing in front of the one-piece mirror, he looks stylish and elegant overall, and if he adds a charming smile, it can be said to be impeccable.

Today he is going to attend the wedding banquet of the person he loves, so he is the younger brother and best man.

Indulging in grief, using work to abuse himself, irregular work and rest, or random hunger strikes for two weeks is enough. From the moment he steps out of the house now, he can only greet people with a smile, showing a glamorous side, making that person think I am doing well.

Glancing at the time, there was still an hour and a half before the divorce banquet, and it was a bit dereliction of duty for him, the best man, to not be there to help at this time.

But today is the most difficult long night in his 29 years since he was born, so let him be a little self-willed!

6: 00PM

After handing over the car to the receptionist at the entrance of the hotel, Roy stepped into the lobby alone with a superstar-like posture with an elegant expression on his face.

"Hey...you see, that person looks like a certain Korean star..."

"It's as heavy as gold..."

Ignoring the gazes and conversations of people passing by, he stared straight ahead and headed towards his destination.

He is used to being the focus of everyone's attention.Since he was a child, this feminine and beautiful appearance not only brought him popularity, but also caused many troubles and troubles.

He is not complacent about his appearance at all, but hates his overly feminine appearance.He didn't like people judging him by his appearance, not his inner soul.

Walking up the spiral staircase to the second floor, romantic lyric music fluttered to his ears, provoking his calmness.

He stepped forward slowly, and it was obviously an occasion full of joy and blessings, but this soft atmosphere made him feel uncomfortable. There was a strange airflow brewing in his abdomen, and the closer he got to the venue, the more intense his heart was compressed.

Finally, he had to face reality, and he was about to confront that person head-on.How will he face himself then? ． ．And whether I can get out of my body. ． ． ． ． ?

Roy took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to open the prelude to this tragedy led by himself.

"Second brother, you're finally here~"

As soon as he entered the security range, the younger sister who was the receptionist on the right side of the entrance of the venue immediately spotted him with sharp eyes and said in a mocking tone.

Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the wedding banquet venue. Roy relaxed and came to her side without feeling the abnormal gaze.

"The guests seem to have come early." Some people with families or partners came to Li Jintai to sign in front of him one after another, and he nodded politely one by one.

"It's not that the guests came early, it's that you came late, someone waited for you to 'crazy'." Looking at the guests with her eyes, she complained with a smile on her face, and the last two words came out from her clenched teeth.

Roy raised his eyebrows curiously, "Who is it? Who is waiting for me? When did I become so popular." With his hands in his trouser pockets, he gestured to look left and right to search for someone.

Inadvertently meeting the eyes of today's bridesmaid, he tightened his eyes and smiled, making her face flush.

Seeing his frivolous behavior, Luo Tingting's almond eyes turned slightly with a hint of playfulness.

Knowing that this is not his nature, but the protective color he deliberately created, she sighed and wanted to let him go.It depends on whether he wants to discharge his sister everywhere, as long as it can make his uncomfortable heart feel better.

"Who else do you think..."

Roy moved slightly and followed her gaze to the wedding banquet venue.

There are about 20 tables for the banquet tonight. Although the scene is small, it is elegant and grand. There are crystal vases in the center of each table, containing bright flowers; White and lavender roses and ribbons are staggered on the back of the chair cover, which is ingenious both in terms of placement and decoration.

It's time to open the table, and about [-]% of the guests have come. Some people have already sat down, and some people are walking in the aisle.In the vast crowd, he found Luo Jie at the first sight. Although it was only from the back, he was very sure.

In the life he has experienced, half of the time he followed Luo Jie's figure. His body shape, voice, smell, frown, smile, behavior and behavior have been completely engraved in his heart, and he cannot be eliminated by himself.

Keenly aware that he was about to turn his body to face the door, Roy immediately took a step back, hid his body behind the door, and watched his every move quietly in the dark.

As the groom tonight, he is wearing an iron gray suit. The perfect tailoring design makes his strong body look stronger and taller; the black hair that usually falls casually has been styled with hair carvings. It looks like a majestic instrument, showing the demeanor of a king in every gesture.

Although he had a serious face and pursed his thin lips into a straight line, in Roy's eyes, he was really cool, handsome and charming, almost occupying his mind and taking away his heartbeat.

When he was intoxicated, he smelled a faint fragrance in his nose, which was judged to be the fragrance of roses, which was permeating from the flower arch beside him.

Blooming red roses symbolize the passionate love between lovers, and the flower language represents "I love you".

Looking around, the entire venue was covered with roses, full of I love you, Luo Jie, who are you talking to? ． ． ． ． ． ?

The words he asked himself on the day of the breakup popped into his mind: "Xiao Yi, I love you." "...Do you love me?" Roy's raised eyebrows were slightly sentimental.

His feelings for Luo Jie can no longer be explained in words.After manipulating the verbal trap of "love or not" to force him to let go, what else does he have the right to expect?

Withdrawing his eyes and no longer thinking about his figure, when he turned around, a force suddenly grabbed his arm from behind.

His footsteps stopped for an instant, and his heart trembled.

"Why are you here now!?"

Hearing that the owner of the voice was a woman, Roy breathed a sigh of relief, raised a smile and looked back: "Mom~"

Xiulan narrowed her eyes and looked at her son, clearly expressing her dissatisfaction with his being late.

Fearless of her anger, Roy looked up and down at her makeup.Tonight, she combed her hair in a bun, leaving half of her bangs. A violet dress made her complexion softer, and her whole figure seemed to be ten years younger.

"Miss Qin Xiulan is so beautiful today~ You see, we look like a pair of sisters and brothers when we stand together." After whistling, he showed an expression of appreciation.

"You dare to play tricks on me for being late, so don't hurry up and pin the corsage on it to help." Xiulan was very happy to receive the compliment, but she didn't have time to chat with him right now, and a bunch of relatives were waiting for her to greet her.

"Here, this is for you. You can arrange the guest seats for your brother, and take them by the way." Passing the table allocation list to him, she pushed his shoulders with both hands, urging him to enter the venue.

"understood."

Roy looked at the table table at the venue, and got a general idea of ​​the table arrangement order of relatives and friends.

At present, the tables for relatives arranged near the main table are almost full, but there are only two or three kittens at the table for colleagues and friends at the back of the venue. He can't help but wonder: Luo Jie probably didn't let his colleagues and friends know about the marriage matter. ． ．

But when he rolled his eyes, he had an answer in his mind: (That's right... Luo Jie didn't say it was normal. For him, this marriage was forced. There is something worth sharing and congratulating with others.)

And the person who forced him was himself, and he was his best man, helping him greet guests with a happy face, which was super ironic.

Roy made some self-sarcasm in his heart, and when he raised his eyes, his eyes met the person in his mind. Luo Jie stood ten steps away from him, his eyes were cold, and his expression was very indifferent.

He could clearly feel Luo Jie's transformation, because he couldn't find a trace of residual love in those black eyes. He looked at him so strangely and heartlessly, as if he had never loved before.

The part of his body where the corsage was pinned was sore, and the love he kept in his heart was pierced by his cold gaze, and it began to wither piece by piece.

(So ​​you can do it, Luo Jie...even more ruthless than me.) It was as if a gust of cold wind poured into Roy's chest, making Roy shiver from the inside out.

Obviously his heart hurts, but he used extreme methods to heal his heart.

Staring at Luo Jie with clear eyes, he raised a smile, walked past him with strides, and played his role tonight.

A few minutes passed, and Roy didn't know how many "congratulations" and congratulations he had heard. He only knew that he was like a fool, kept laughing, and cooperated with the other party to say something against his will.

In fact, he really wanted to grab his collar and scold himself: he is about to lose the most important person, who is he forcing a smile on his face now.

However, it doesn't matter if you scold him, the wedding banquet is about to begin, and the person he loves has already sorted out his emotions, fulfilling his willfulness and anxiety, what else can he do?

If he suddenly rushed to the stage at an important moment and shouted: "Jie, I love you, don't marry her." Like the TV show, everyone would immediately show contempt and disgust.

Could he be so cruel to let his parents face cruel betrayal of family affection and pressure from public opinion for his own desires?

No. ． ． ． ．He can't do it.

It was because he couldn't do it that he acquiesced in allowing the tragedy to continue.

Just when his smile revealed a trace of fatigue, suddenly, he heard someone calling his name.

"Roy!"

His eyes turned towards the direction of the voice, and it was a mature woman who called him.The woman stepped on open-toed high-heeled shoes and wore a small floral off-the-shoulder dress, with the femininity and beauty of a mature woman.

Facing such an attractive woman, Roy was not moved at all, but felt a little sorry in his heart.I always feel that she looks familiar, but I can't remember where I saw her.

"Congratulations! I didn't expect your brother to get married. I was still guilty of him being a "person who wants to eat three bowls". "The woman evoked a charming smile, and fiddled with her hair with her slender hands.

That confident and radiant beauty reminded Roy of who she was.

"Sister Zhenxi, it's been a long time. You look like a different person with long hair. I almost couldn't recognize you." He was so nervous that he would forget this woman whom he regarded as his rival in love. .

But looking back, the last time he met her was three years ago. After the relationship with Luo Jie stabilized, they never met again, and it was inevitable that they would forget.

"I haven't seen you in a few years. Roy, you have changed a lot. You seem to be more mature and stable." A few years ago, the childish boy who was hostile to him has now transformed into a man with restrained emotions. Liang Zhenxi casts admiring glances at him.

Roy hooked his eyes and smiled, thanking her for her appreciation.But if one pays close attention, one can detect a slight bitterness in his smile.

He was thinking that he would make people feel mature and stable, all thanks to this relationship.

Every relationship, no matter whether the process is bitter or happy, and the ending is good or bad, will make people grow.However, his maturity and introversion are bought by betraying love and betraying his sincerity. This price of growth is really cruel to him.

"Come alone, or come with your boyfriend?" Resisting his sadness, he looked at the remaining vacant seats at the scene, thinking about where to place her.

"Follow him~~" Liang Zhenxi smiled, and pointed to the man behind him who came late.

Meeting an unexpected person: Du Chen, Roy frowned in surprise and smiled, "No way!... You?"

Liang Zhenxi waved his hand to disregard the relationship, "You think too much, how could it be possible for me to be with him, it's just that I don't have any company by my side, so I just dragged him to make up for it."

When Du Chen came to her side, she immediately winked and asked him to be more active.

"Long time no see Roy, do you still remember who I am?" Du Chen stretched out his hand quite gentlemanly and greeted him.

"Remember, it's Mr. Du." Roy shook back politely.

Hearing him call himself that, Du Chen was immediately dejected and complained: "Really, why do you always look out of the way every time I meet you? Am I so scary?"

That funny look didn't suit his temperament, and it made Roy laugh.I wanted to comfort him, but at this moment, the crystal lamp in the venue slowly dimmed, informing the newcomers that they were about to enter the venue.

Seeing his mother sitting at the main table shoot him a reproachful look, he said with a humorous smile, "Let's talk later, my best man seems to have left the team."

After quickly leading them to a seat, he randomly found an empty seat and sat down. Anyway, it was too late, so he simply sat down in front of the audience.

When his eyes were fixed on the closed door, Roy felt as if something was stuck in his throat and his breathing became blocked.

When he was leading the guests, he hadn't felt scared yet, but when he stopped all his actions and concentrated on losing Luo Jie, the fear suppressed in his heart began to make trouble, his body was sweating, and his heart was trembling .

The wedding music sounded, and the door was slowly opened. The little flower girl walked out first, followed by the groomsmen, bridesmaids and the couple.Luo Jie walked side by side with that woman, who held his hand, smiling sweetly and joyfully, as if possessing all the happiness.

Roy thought he was used to the pain of his heart being torn apart, but seeing his beloved man and that woman step into another stage of life under the blessing of everyone, every step he took was like a thousand knives cutting his heart, Fiery heartache, but dull penetration, almost so fast that it made his whole body go numb.

Forced himself not to look away, to write down this scene, so that he could completely give up, but staring at Luo Jie's handsome face, his heart was filled with wishful thinking: If the person beside him was not her but It's how good you should be. ． ． ． ．

He doesn't ask for any tangible commitments, he's not greedy, he just wants people to accept their feelings and bless them.

However, what an extravagant wish of cruel love, unless he dies and is reincarnated as a stranger who has no blood relationship with Luo Jie in the next life, otherwise the extravagant wish will always be an extravagant wish and will not come true.

In this small corner of the space full of joy, his face is smiling, but his heart is burning.Trying hard to keep the corners of his mouth stiff to keep the smile from disappearing, and to keep his eyelids open to keep the tears from falling, he knew that his current face must be terribly distorted.

I found that Luo Jie was looking around absent-mindedly, as if looking for his figure.He quickly bent down and hid in the crowd, not wanting him to see himself in such a mess.

When there was loud applause at the venue, he could no longer hold back the grief flooding his eyes.Covering her face with her hands, she stood up regardless of other people's strange eyes, turned her back to Luo Jie, and walked quickly towards the gate.