Abuse's extravagance

After walking out of the gate of the venue, Roy didn't just walk away. Although he wanted to do so in his heart, his only reason insisted on stopping him.

Reason warned him: if he left, it would only reveal his feelings to Luo Jie, proving that he could not accept this fact.

Furthermore, the parents will definitely get angry at that time and cannot forgive him for his willful behavior. How should he explain it?

These two points alone forcibly suppressed the emotion that rushed to his forehead.

He didn't understand why he had to worry about other people's feelings and do what they expected when his heart ached to the point of death.Couldn't he face his desires calmly, express himself bravely, and do whatever he wants.

But very helpless, he is such a cowardly person.Often he hasn't started to act yet, but just thinking about the consequences of things makes him deterred.

After restraining his passion, he stared at the front wistfully, and walked heavily towards the outdoor terrace on the right.

Leaning on the balcony railing, he stood under the night, staring at the lonely and worrying scene of the tree shadows reflected on the dark stone road in front of him.

It wasn't a good place for him to lick his wounds when he was sad, someone could pass by at any time, and the bridal lounge was so close at hand.

But he chose to stay here because he wanted to force himself to cheer up, so that he could quickly put this Qirong away without losing face.

The breeze blowing in front of him dried the moisture in his eyes, and he hoped that the wind could also quickly blow away the melancholy in his heart.

Letting go of the palm with deep finger marks, he asked himself: Can he still hold on? ． ． ． ?

Even if he could pretend to be busy and cut off eye contact with Luo Jie, or hide all night and wait until the wedding banquet is over to show up, but even if he can escape Luo Jie, he cannot escape his own heart.

His heart and all the cells in his body are still longing for Luo Jie. As long as the heart is still beating, the love will not stop, and the heartache will continue to circulate.

The soft moonlight shone on Liang Cang's body, bringing him some comfort.Suddenly, a sound of steady footsteps interrupted his thoughts and shook his heartstrings.

(Jie...?) The first person that comes to mind is him, and his emotions fluctuate accordingly.

"Roy."

However, when he heard that the voice did not belong to the person he expected in his heart, deep disappointment immediately covered Roy's face.

Sensing that the footsteps were approaching, he quickly recovered his emotions and looked back, and replied politely: "Why did you come out, isn't the wedding banquet just started?" There was a slight nasal sound in his plain tone, and he couldn't hide the fact that he had cried.

"Because I saw someone leaving lonely from the back just now, I want to say that I care about it." With a smile in his eyes, Du Chen came to him leisurely and enjoyed the night with him.

Roy's indifferent expression changed slightly because of his words, but then returned to the original.

(It turned out that someone still noticed his departure... Since his actions were so obvious, Luo Jie, who was in the center of the venue, should have noticed too... Would he... care about why he left? )

After this humble idea jumped out, Roy was shocked.

There was a faint sadness in the dim starry eyes, and he didn't dare to think about what kind of mentality he was thinking about this matter. He immediately answered himself: No, this is impossible.

Luo Jie should be worrying about his own embarrassing situation now, how could he pay attention to himself, besides, when we met earlier, didn't his attitude have been expressed very clearly.

"Your sad face reminds me of the words "My girlfriend is getting married, but the groom is not me". Is it really because of her that you are so frustrated?" Although the blue and melancholy face is moving , but thinking that the person who made him show such an expression was not himself, Du Chen felt a little jealous.

It made Roy feel uneasy that his mind was seen through, but his question made him sneer: "Why do you think I like that kind of woman?"

The tone was quite mocking, and it was rare for him to show a look of "disdain".

"Isn't that so? Maybe I made a mistake." Du Chen raised his eyebrows, showing great interest in his attitude.

Seeing him keep the corners of his mouth up, Roy frowned a bit harshly.But that extraordinary demeanor made him slowly let go of his inner defenses.

After a long silence, he suddenly relaxed his brows, and turned his gaze to the dark sky in the distance, "No, your thinking direction is correct, but you guessed the wrong person. My object is not her, but the man beside her." As soon as he said those words, his hands on the railing trembled, and he straightened his lips.

Ever since he consciously fell in love with his brother, this fear has grown along with his love.Even if Luo Jie responded to this feeling, and he was there to support him, he still couldn't overcome the obstacle in his heart.

Because he was afraid that this incestuous relationship, which is not justified by nature and spurned by the world, would ruin Luo Jie, he has been careful to hide his emotions, not daring to be discovered by others.

But, for some reason, facing Du Chen, he said it easily.

Perhaps, he thought Du Chen was different from ordinary people.He does not hide his affection for men, so he can understand his feelings.

And maybe. ． ． ． ．He thought that Luo Jie was married to that woman, and this relationship was already in the past tense, so it shouldn't matter to let him know. ． ． ．

"Hey... why did you say it so honestly? I thought you would end this topic directly." Du Chen smiled humorously, hoping to relieve his anxiety.

Understanding what he said, Roy's surprise was written all over his face, "Aren't you surprised? Or feel very..." The voice stopped abruptly, and he fell silent immediately, not wanting to say the insulting passage from his mouth. Emotional words.

Du Chen looked at him tenderly, with no contempt in his eyes, but comforting affection.

"Have you forgotten? When we met for the second time, I said that you always have a sad look in your eyes... I am gay, and I can see that you have a deep feeling for him Love... But at the time, I thought it was impossible for you, as anyone would think so."

"...But after meeting again today, I noticed that you looked at him with a look of despair, and I probably guessed what was going on."

Roy chewed his words blankly, with mixed feelings in his heart.On the one hand, I am very envious of him being able to identify with my sexuality so frankly, but on the other hand, I feel sad for his views.

"It's really impossible for us. It's all over." He smiled slightly, trying to downplay this relationship, but his expression was sad, desolate and bitter, with strong reluctance.

Du Chen didn't answer, and silently stayed by his side, sharing his pain.

Reaching out his hand to take out a cigarette from his pocket, after lighting it, he began to puff heavily.Sensing Roy's gaze, he handed one over.

Staring at the long white object for a while, Roy finally did not refuse, but accepted it silently.The light that ignited made him look dazzled.

He didn't have the habit of smoking. He took this cigarette because Du Chen's appearance of smoking brought back his memories. The smell of smoke reminded him of Luo Jie's hug and kiss with him.

He once asked Luo Jie about the pleasure and benefits of smoking.And Luo Jie responded to him at the time: Whenever you are upset, just smoke a cigarette, it seems that all the troubles and unhappiness can be taken away with the exhaled gas, and there is a sense of comfort in the heart.

Thinking about his words, Roy was not used to holding the cigarette stick, tremblingly moved the filter tip to his lips, and took a tentative puff.

A strong sense of oppression hit his chest, and in an instant, the pungent nicotine rushed up his throat and nasal cavity, causing him to cough violently, with tears in his eyes.

After seeing this, Du Chen quickly patted him on the back.

"First time smoking?"

"Hmm..." Bitterness filled his entire mouth, and after he stopped coughing, Roy only felt nauseated and dizzy. t

Seeing that his whole face was flushed and tears were still shining in the corners of his eyes, Du Chen smiled, "It's inevitable that you will choke, since you haven't smoked before, then don't smoke, to be honest, smoking is not a good thing."

Reaching out to him to return the cigarettes, Roy shook his head.

"No! I still want to try."

Just now, in order not to let his emotions leak out, he endured the pain in his heart and gritted his teeth to keep the tears from shedding. However, he didn't expect that just a cigarette now made him cry uncontrollably.Roy laughed at himself and was immediately touched.

White smoke curled up in the air, irritating his eyes with bitterness, causing tears to overflow again.Wanting to dissipate the pain in his heart and his feelings for Luo Jie like smoke, he swallowed the cigarette again.

"Stop it!"

A sudden and severe reprimand came from the right rear, shocking his movements.

That voice was something he would never forget in his entire life, and it belonged to that person. A strong shudder crawled all over Roy's body.

"Who gave you permission to smoke?"

The majestic deep voice came oppressively, revealing that he was full of anger. Roy stood there at a loss, not daring to turn his head to face him.

Seeing the man's dark eyes warning him, Du Chen shrugged and smiled, and left silently, leaving the two of them private space.

Still holding a cigarette in his hand, not wanting Luo Jie to see his fallen self, Roy moved quickly, planning to escape into the house.But immediately there was a sharp pain in his arm, and a powerful force pulled him back.

"Don't run away!"

Luo Jie clasped his jaw forcefully with a palm, forcing himself to meet his gaze.