Abuse's extravagance

"Seeing me in such pain and torture, don't you feel bad?"

Knowing that he was in a mess, Luo Jie took advantage of the situation to pursue, "I know you are punishing me, punishing me for pulling off the ring, but in your heart, my feelings for you are so vulnerable, let it go if you can say it?"

Looking at those sad eyes from a close distance, he slowly frowned, showing the same sadness as him, "Don't forget that you begged me to marry Huang Jingying, that is already my biggest concession, why? You want to force me even more, wanting me to give up on you without a choice, how can you be so cruel and ruthless, ignoring my feelings and feelings?"

Because of such accusations, his heart twisted very tightly, and Roy tightened his shoulders slightly, his face filled with sorrow.

"You say I'm ruthless, so do you understand my feelings...?" Restraining the burning pain from spreading to the end of the blood, he pressed his voice and replied aggrievedly.

He is also living in torture! t

Although God allowed him to survive by chance, this so-called rebirth is to continue to bear the pain of lovesickness, longing, helplessness, self-blame and guilt.

Although he was ruthless and indifferent to him, every tear he shed came from his heart, and every smile and verbal response actually shook his true self.

While hurting Luo Jie, he was also torturing himself.

"I understand." Luo Jie replied seriously.

"You understand?" Roy sneered with water in his eyes.

Facing Luo Jie's solemn gaze, his eyes hide a very deep misery, (If you really understand, why do you still have to press him like this now?)

"──Go back!"

With a choked voice, he ordered coldly: "...you go back to your wife and children."

Seeing him glaring at him sullenly, taking a deep breath, and suppressing his emotions to shift his gaze, Luo Jie felt his throat constrict.

"I do not want!"

Unable to wait any longer and use clichés to make him feel relieved, he said straight away, "I said I understand, that's because I already know what agreement you made with Huang Jingying." Forced him to face it.

These words made the image in front of Roy's eyes suddenly out of focus, and his body became stiff.

It was hard to restrain the weakness in his heart, and the uneasiness and panic rushed over again; unable to bear the ensuing pressure, his emotions and spirits came to a tense state.

"What promise? I don't understand what you're talking about!?"

Feeling the threatening cold like a devil's claw, it suddenly sprang out from the floor and grabbed his feet, and crawled up step by step drawing his own blood and body temperature, almost breaking his heart.

In the next second, he pushed Luo Jie away violently, and walked towards the house with all his strength.

Knowing what he was afraid of, Luo Jie rushed to catch up, and used actions to appease his timidity.

"Xiao Yi!"

Arms firmly wrapped around the trembling body, his thin lips pressed against his ears, and whispered softly: "You don't need to be afraid or run away, I won't force you to say anything, just listen to me quietly ..."

Roy closed his eyes, trying to ignore it.But the warmth and strong sense of security that penetrated through the fabric and skin into his body gradually dissolved his stubbornness, and his feet were too weak to walk.

──The delusional thoughts in his heart are still waiting for an opportunity to make trouble.

"Huang Jingying and I have already had a showdown. She knows our relationship, and I also know what she is threatening you with." Luo Jie calmly revealed the climax of today's arrangement.

Unprepared to receive this matter, Roy looked back in shock, his entire face turned pale.

"how come!?"

(How did things develop like this!?) It was too sudden, his thoughts seemed to be broken, which made him unable to think normally, and he was in a daze.

"I think you should be very curious about the whole thing." Moved his hands to the thin shoulders, making him turn to face himself, Luo Jie rubbed the frown between his eyebrows and smiled softly.

Roy stared at him intently, still in shock.

In order to allow each other to communicate well, Luo Jie took his hand, led him to the sofa, and placed him on his lap.

"Actually, I have long suspected her motives for approaching you."

Seeing that he stood up restlessly and wanted to escape, he locked his slender waist tightly with his long arms, and said bluntly: "After I accidentally heard your conversation in the hospital that day, I probably understood what was going on. .”

Seeing that the man in his arms opened his mouth and looked at him purely and reflexively, he immediately pulled him to sit down, and couldn't help but kiss those soft lips.

"My sweet little Yi, don't you think I can't see whether you were telling the truth or lying when you were in the hotel...?"

"Do you know? Your eyes are always the first to betray your heart. You always look at me so innocently and pitifully. How can I believe that there is no secret hidden between you and Huang Jingying."

He stretched out his hand and nodded his pointed nose affectionately, conveying the affection in his heart with a gentle smile and eyes.

Thinking that he was pretending well, but in fact he was self-righteous. Roy looked depressed and silent, but in exchange for him hugging him more enthusiastically.

"That morning when she saw your clothes and knew you were staying at home, she provoked me as if she was planning a showdown."

Luo Jie played with the slender fingers, pressed her face against his, and continued casually: "I see her face is confident, as if she really holds something in her hand that can control my destiny, so I follow her will Once we talk about it, we will know about the photos.”

(I didn't expect that what happened that night would still become a tipping point.) Roy frowned heavily.

He thought that there was no news after so many days, and things were just as he had speculated; the result was that he was too naive and too stupid!

It's not like he hasn't seen what kind of extreme and neurotic crazy woman Huang Jingying is, so how could he think that she will spare him this time.

She didn't come to him immediately to vent her hatred, she must be planning the final revenge.

"Then what is the result of the negotiation between the two of you!?"

Seeing him tugging at his clothes anxiously, Luo Jie's originally calm face suddenly became gloomy.

"After I know she threatened you and did those excessive things to you, do you think I can still negotiate with her calmly...?"

"───This is the first time I hit a woman with my hands." His tone was a little annoyed.

"You hit her!?" Roy was dumbfounded.

Luo Jie closed his eyes, revealing a rare dark side, and smiled cruelly: "To be honest, I'm not afraid of our relationship being exposed at all, so when she said that she would publish the photos, I just replied: "It's up to you Then"; but that damn woman threatened me with you, saying that she wanted you to die on the wedding night, she dared to say such a thing, do you think I still need to have mercy on her! ? "

He also knows that beating a woman is not something a mature man should do, but this woman really deserves a beating. If she doesn't teach her a lesson, she will become more arrogant and push her forward.

Roy was surprised that Huang Jingying would even tell about the wedding night.But since the situation has become so serious, she must have completely given up on Jie.

"Jie, why are you so impulsive, you want to get things to this point! Don't you know the seriousness of our relationship after it's exposed!?"

He looked at Luo Jie resentfully.Even though he knew that everything he did was out of love, doing so would only make him feel more guilty.

"Of course I know the seriousness of the exposure of the relationship, but now it is not up to you to fight against Huang Jingying alone, to face the public, you still have me by your side, I will protect you and support you, believe me As long as we face it together, we will be able to overcome all difficulties.”

Forcing such a kind-hearted him to bear such a heavy responsibility, Luo Jie was also very distressed.However, he couldn't restrain his desire for Roy, nor could he bear to lose him again.

He will engrave all the pain, torture and sacrifices of Roy in his heart in the past period; from now on, he will cherish him more, love him more, and use his life to make up for the damage he caused.

Taking Roy's hand, he kissed the ring on his hand lightly, and whispered: "Xiaoyi... I love you, let's stop running away, okay? Let's face reality bravely together."

That sentence "I love you" completely captured Roy's heart and soul, making his heart surge and his eyes turned red uncontrollably.

(Jie...) looked at him with emotion, and there was a battle between heaven and man in his heart.

He asked himself if he could really do this. ． ． ． ?

Can you really love him in spite of everything and obey your own desire?

He fully understands Luo Jie's intentions, and also trusts that he will protect him, and will always be by his side to protect him.

It is his greatest dream and extravagant hope in this life to be able to make this relationship public and to express his love without hesitation and openly like ordinary lovers.

Now that Luo Jie made such a request to him, it really made him very tempted.

Looking at Luo Jie quietly, that face with tenderness and charm always makes him fascinated, but what he loves the most is to see him showing a face full of confidence, spirit, openness and complacency, active in career and life. A handsome appearance among people.

The face that was full of embarrassment suddenly turned indifferent, he gritted his teeth and withdrew his hand, and refused cruelly: "I'm sorry, I can't do it..." He still couldn't help but watch himself destroy Luo Jie with his own hands.

He can't be so selfish!

Before Huang Jingying released the photo to the world, he still had a chance to redeem it, as long as he killed the self who loved Luo Jie.

"This... I'll give it back to you..." Leaving from his arms, he said coldly.

Xin, the moment he pulled out the ring, struggled fiercely and roared angrily, almost raging his entire chest to a bloody mess.

But he was used to this kind of excruciating pain, which made his blood cells paralyzed.

As long as you grit your teeth, close your eyes, and take a breath, you will survive.What heartache and heartbreak are nothing more than mediocre, and they won't really hurt people to death. ． ． ．

Turning around, he pressed his chest hard, and a very miserable and ironic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You lied..." Luo Jie murmured while looking at the lonely ring on the table.

"I can't believe this is what you want in your heart!"

Suddenly, he stood up, quickly grabbed Roy's arm, "Tell me why you can't do it? I want to listen to what you really think in your heart, and stop using those blood relationships and worldly morals to fool me!"

Those falcon-like eyes pierced through Roy's pupils and reached his soul, which shocked him, and he couldn't hide his brows and eyes in embarrassment.

Although Luo Jie's face was filled with intense anger, he knew that he had seriously hurt his heart this time. Under his strong attitude, his heart was actually quite fragile and helpless.

Seeing his angry red eyes that lost his mind and calm for himself, he felt a pang in his heart, and said impulsively: "You want to know so much, then I'll tell you the truth!"

"───I don't want to harm you, ruin your life, and make you unhappy! I don't think I can bear this crime──!"

Clenching his fists hard, he tried to treat Luo Jie cruelly, however, his eyes and expression completely betrayed his own thoughts, showing grief.Tears fell like rain with a "pat" and "pat", clearly revealing his state of mind.

Facing the heavy burden in his heart, Luo Jie sighed calmly, and his tense face suddenly relaxed.

"Fool... how can you be sure that I will become unlucky?"

With the palm of his hand, Roy was pulled closer to his arms, and he directly kissed the moisture from the corners of his eyes with his lips, and with a gentle and heart-warming smile, he pointed at Mosuo's troubled face.

Roy looked at him sullenly, and replied excitedly: "You will!"

"When our relationship is exposed, you will lose your job, the trust of your former friends and partners, and most importantly, your reputation."

When the time comes, homosexuality, perversion, and what not, a bunch of unsavory names will be put on him, how will he continue to gain a foothold in society.

"So what?" Luo Jie raised his eyebrows indifferently.

Roy looked at him in disbelief and exclaimed, "So what!"

This is the biggest stone that has been pressing on my heart for a long time.In order not to let his bright future be ruined by himself, how many times he has experienced entanglement between reason and desire, and harsh conscience in the past four years, and now he laughs it off!

"Although career is very important to me, you are the one who occupies all of my life. If I lose you, even if I gain a high reputation and status, my heart will still be empty, and I will not be able to obtain real satisfaction and happiness."

Luo Jie pressed his forehead against his forehead, making the two of them eye-to-eye, nose-to-nose, with only each other in their eyes.

"You said, for a person who has lost his spiritual support and cannot feel happiness, what else in this world is worthy of his attention and nostalgia?"

Although this is a very old-fashioned sweet talk, it hits Roy's heart.

Because he has experienced that feeling, and knows how negative and hopeless it is, and has no motivation to live at all; the feeling of the past came back to his mind, making him entangle his face with uncontrollable emotions.

He didn't want the person he loved to experience that kind of horror. ． ． ． ． ． ．

"Don't say it so nicely, you will regret it the moment you really face the loss!" Turning his face away, he retorted in a haughty manner.

Luo Jie had expected that he would do everything possible to escape, and the most effective way to deal with stubbornness was to be more stubborn and domineering than him.

"Okay... If you're really that worried about things turning out that way, then I'll go to the company tomorrow to hand in my resignation and give up being an architect."

Hearing his extreme thoughts, Roy looked back in shock.

"Are you crazy!?"

"I'm not crazy, I'm sober."

Luo Jie was very firm.Looking at Roy, his black eyes were filled with true emotion, "After you got into a car accident, I really realized what regret is, and then I realized what I really want."

"────I only want you!...I don't want any power, fame, or material satisfaction. I just want you to stay by my side and accompany me through this life."

Holding that cold hand, and tightly gripping his fingers, there was an affectionate expression on his face that could melt people's hearts.

"Xiao Yi, we only exist for each other, and we can only be truly alive if we live in each other's world."

After going through so many twists and turns along the way, it was only at this point that he realized what love is. This is what Roy gave him in exchange for his life.

In fact, it is not necessary to specify the reasons for loving someone, or use things to prove it; like this, to put yourself in the most humble position without hesitation, sacrifice yourself, and dedicate everything to the person you love, that is love.

───This time it was him who paid for Roy.

All thoughts have been occupied by emotion, his chest overflowed with his strong love, Roy couldn't help but burst into tears again.

He also wants nothing but Luo Jie.

But, can he really be so selfish and ask him to give up everything for himself! ?

Looking at Luo Jie emotionally, he obviously had a clear answer in his heart, but he didn't have the courage to take the last step.

After being silent for a long time, seeing him still remain silent, Luo Jie's face darkened, and he whispered sadly: "If you still don't want me if you beg you so much, then I will disappear this time..."

This sentence made Roy startled, and trembled all over his body.

"Are you threatening me now!?"

Luo Jie looked at him blankly, "Could it be that only you can threaten me, and I can't threaten you?"

Roy gasped.Because he had never seen him show such a desperate expression, the whole figure lost his soul, his eyes were empty, and he didn't hold any hope at all.

"If you can do it, then I can do it too."

Seeing him slowly let go of himself, turned around and walked towards the door, Roy was so terrified that he lost his wits.

"Can't!"

He didn't care about the tears blurring his vision at all, he quickly caught up with the figure and rushed forward from behind.

"You said that we can only be truly alive if we live in each other's world, so how can I live if you disappear!"

If it's just a separation, he can still learn about him through others, and care about him silently in the distance, but he can't accept the fact that he will never be able to see him again.

Really afraid of losing him, he used all his strength to tightly trap Luo Jie in his arms, trembling uncontrollably.

"You don't want me, how can you blame me instead."

Luo Jie's indifferent voice condensed in the air, breaking Roy's heart.Tears quickly soaked the fabric on his cheeks. At this moment, he could only cry, and he could only cry, and he couldn't do anything.

"Then tell me, what do you want me to do now?"

Seeing him crying so miserably, Luo Jie was obviously heartbroken to death, but his tone was still indifferent.

"I don't know..." Clinging tightly to his chest for warmth, Roy shook his head helplessly like a child.

"I don't know...!?" Luo Jie's eyes flashed a light that seemed to be a smile but not a smile.

God! ． ． ． ．As a lover, his temper is not ordinary.

That being the case, then he will push him again.

Sighing, he broke free from Roy's shackles, turned around, cupped his face and asked, "To be honest, do you want me?"

Roy looked at him with two lines of tears hanging down his face, and replied stupidly: "Um..."

"Do you trust me?"

"Um."

Luo Jie made a solemn face, and finally said: "Then do you love me?"

Hearing this sentence, all of Roy's thoughts were reactivated, his face changed slightly, and he pursed his lips in embarrassment.

Looking at Luo Jie silently, seeing the same affection in the black eyes, he buried his face in the warm chest, and said: "I love you."

Finally hearing the words he longed for, Luo Jie showed a joyful smile.

"The answer has already come out. From now on, you just need to stick to these three things firmly, and give your heart and people to me." With his long arms around his waist and his hips propped up, he surprised Luo Yi hugged her whole.

"Jie!?" Things changed too suddenly, and Roy hugged his neck nervously.

Seeing him walking towards the bedroom, knowing what would happen next, he didn't resist, and obediently handed himself over to him.

Right now, he just wants to feel everything about Luo Jie and indulge in the feeling of being loved.

Writer's words:

Recently, I have a feeling that with different ages and identities, the responsibilities and pressures on the body are also different.

Can't help but think back to what did I do when I was studying?

At that time, I was really energetic every day. I didn’t sleep until 3~4 o’clock

It really can't be that crazy now.

back to topic

This article really has a lot of conversations. (Personally, I think there is still room for improvement. The handling of emotions is not very detailed)

Everyone should have seen Luo Jie's scheming. He forced Xiaoyi like this and made him cry for so long.

(Sometimes I feel that I write Xiaoyi as crying too much. But whenever I bully him, I will take a look at the physical characters on the computer desktop and imagine how he cries. It’s really cute)

There are pictures on it. Let's imagine it.

The next article should be an H article. But it’s been too long since I wrote it. I’m a little scared

If it is an understatement, will everyone be very disappointed? After all, the two have not had sex for a long time. They should be passionate

But the H article is not the point. The point is what happens after H

You don't think that the abuse has stopped. The relationship between the two will return to sweetness in the future, right?

This article of sadistic love. I will continue to abuse until the end. So the ending will not be very sweet.

Luo Jie thought he had everything under control. But now is the test.