Abuse's extravagance

"Xiaoyi."

Back in the study, Luo Jie desperately looked for him.

Seeing him obediently sitting on the sofa, looking at him blankly, the emotions brewing in his body suddenly lost control.

Impatiently disturbed by drowsiness, Roy stood up limply and complained sullenly: "Brother, how did you get there---"

"sorry!"

Letting the clothes in his hand fall to the ground, Luo Jie suddenly hugged him violently.

Roy was completely at a loss. He didn't understand why he apologized to himself so emotionally as soon as he entered the study?

"Brother... what's wrong with you?"

I wanted to guess Luo Jie's inner thoughts from the expression on Luo Jie's face, but the back of his head was clasped hard by his big palm, his whole face was pressed against his thick chest, and his waist was tightly held by another hand, making him unable to move at all. .

Knowing that it was useless to resist, he simply let Luo Jie hug him, quietly waiting for the answer to appear.

Just smelling Luo Jie's body odor, hearing the strong heartbeat in this chest, his heart also began to beat along with his heartbeat.

Thinking that he would not escape, Luo Jie slowly let go of his grip.His fingers came to his slender chin, and he raised Roy's face to face him, covering him with loving eyes.

Seeing the torment of sadistic love left eye circles and fatigue on Roy's face, his bloodless lips and cold body showed how cold his heart was, and deep guilt filled his heart, he unconsciously comforted him Actions.

Roy's whole head was in a mess when he met affectionately with him who was less than ten centimeters away.When the tip of his nose touched, his whole body trembled, thinking that Luo Jie would kiss him next, but he pressed his forehead against his own and whispered.

"sorry...."

Roy was at a loss for his abrupt behavior.However, those three words triggered something in his heart, which made him feel depressed.

Pushing away the tight bodies of the two, he quietly asked, "Why do you keep saying sorry? Did you feel sorry for me?"

After saying this, he didn't realize that he was looking at him sadly.

Staring at his inexperienced appearance of pretending to be stupid, Luo Jie hesitated whether to expose his lies at this time and clear up all the misunderstandings between the two of them?

but. ． ． ．According to Roy's temper, he will definitely run away first, and then stubbornly refuse to admit it.

If he knew that he already knew the agreement between Huang Jingying and him, he would use that pessimistic thought to reject himself again.At that time, disputes are inevitable, and there will definitely be a bloody drama.

Now that he knows the truth, he will not let each other be separated due to estrangement or misunderstanding; no matter what method he uses, he will capture Roy's heart and let him return to him.

It's just that they are not the only two of them in this room now. ． ． ． ．Once he released his suppressed emotions and desires, there was no guarantee that he would not want Roy.

"I'm sorry, because I don't know where you got your clothes and you can't find them, so I'll give you my clothes first." After thinking about it, Luo Jie let go, picked up the clothes on the ground, folded them and handed them to him .

Roy blinked his eyes in surprise, and then he continued.

"That's it?" Looking at the pair of eyes with dark and treacherous eyes, he asked questioningly.

"Yes, otherwise what are you expecting?" Luo Jie asked with interest, bowing his head and leaning his face forward.

"No...."

His body trembled from the tangy male body fragrance, Roy quickly shook his head and took a step back, "I, I'm going to take a shower." Holding his hands softly, he quickly passed by Luo Jie.

Before he left, Luo Jie deliberately murmured to his back: "Xiao Yi, this is the last time I let you run away from me."

Roy, who turned his back to him, paused for a moment while turning the doorknob, but left the study without any response.

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After taking off all his clothes in the dressing room, Roy went into the bathroom naked.

Turn on the metal hot and cold water switch to let the turbulent water flow into the bathtub, and the sound of turbulent water immediately echoes throughout the confined space.

While waiting for the water to fill up, he stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself sadly.

The self in the mirror has a bloodless and feminine face, with hollow black eyes, thin cheeks and a thin chin, like a ghost.

A little below the line of sight is the clavicle and thin chest with obvious skeletons, and further down are the slender legs that have shrunk and become fleshless due to hospitalization.

On the pale skin, in addition to a scar of several tens of centimeters on the chest, there is also a three-centimeter scar on the left leg near the knee, which is the mark left by the pioneering fracture at that time.

He in the mirror is like a painting; it is clearly from the hand of God, but it does not feel any value at all.

Yang smiled faintly, reached out to touch the red scar on his chest, and tremblingly slid along the uneven lines.

Suddenly, the pair of drooping eyelids flapped a few times, and the deep eyes like a pool slowly revealed a sad charm.

He thought that he had already done a good job of mental construction, so that he could forget and erase the self who loved Luo Jie, and be reborn with a new self.

However, as soon as he stepped into the room, he saw every scene and object in the room, and was stared at by Luo Jie so affectionately, and embraced eagerly; In his heart, he could no longer pretend to be self-righteous.

When his face was full of bravery and trembling breath came out from his nose, the scar on his chest made his bones tingle and his blood burned.

His heart was clenched tightly like a rag, he gritted his teeth and breathed, pinched the flesh hard, trying to stop the beating of the painful heart.In the mirror, he has a desolate, miserable and deep resentment expression.

How could he forget Luo Jie.

Although the car accident really took away his memory, the ups and downs that the two of them have experienced have long been engraved in their hearts and integrated into their blood. As long as the heart is still beating, the feelings for him and the suffering will never disappear--- -. ． ． ． ．

In fact, when Luo Jie cried and apologized to him once, he remembered everything.

It's just that he doesn't want to accept that he is living in such an embarrassing appearance, and he doesn't want to face the cruel and tormenting real life anymore. He insists on hypnotizing himself to continue to lose his memory, let go and let go, and be a bystander.

He thought that Luo Jie would treat him like an older brother. After all, he had made his position clear on the night of the wedding. If he kept pretending, they could be normal brothers.

But things backfired. ． ． ． ． ． ．

When he saw Luo Jie continued to look at him affectionately, taking care of and pampering himself as usual, he knew that it was impossible for him to escape this fateful entanglement in his life.

He didn't understand why God wanted him to survive?

He didn't hold any gratitude or joy for this in his heart, only resentment, grievance and anger.I don't understand that I have paid all the price, why I still don't let myself go.

It has to do what it wants to be satisfied with!

In order not to let that love revive, he worked very hard to bury his emotions and erase his former self.

But the images of the past of the two of them kept flashing through his mind, as well as the burning scar on his chest, but he ruthlessly reminded himself that no matter how he pretended, he was still the scarred Roy who loved Luo Jie inside.

In the end he wavered. ． ． ． ． ．Still shed tears, I have to face up to this damn feeling---!

At the moment when the brutal heartache that had been dormant for a long time spread unrestrainedly to all limbs and bones, the scalding tears in his eyes slid down his cheeks drop by drop along with the choked sobs that he couldn't help but blurted out.

Clutching his hair with both hands, he squatted down and trembled and sobbed in pain, letting tears flood his tangled face, releasing the bitter emotions that tore his whole body.

He is really tired. ． ． ． ． ．I'm so tired. ． ． ． ． ．

Why can't I get rid of the torment of the word "love" after so much effort.

The lingering love-hate entanglement was driving him crazy!

Suddenly, he stood up and turned off the water switch.

Regardless of the blurred vision caused by tears, he began to clean his body. After lathering the shower gel in his palm, he roughly rubbed every inch of his skin.

After picking up the shower to take away all the filth from his body, he stepped directly into the bathtub and soaked his whole body in the hot water, including his head.

The water was rippling, and the water in the bathtub overflowed due to the weight of his body.But submerged in the water, he couldn't hear any sound. What invaded his senses was the trembling feeling rushing to the pores of his body, and the water pressure pouring into his nasal cavity and ear holes.

Looking at the bright world above from the water, even though his eyes were scalded by the hot water, he still did not close his eyes, relaxed his whole body and lay quietly, letting himself drown in the water.

As the oxygen in his body ran out, his chest became more and more oppressive, and his body cells became irritable and restless, but compared to physical torture, the feeling of drowning in the deep sea made him more suffocated and uncomfortable.

Suddenly, he opened his mouth to take a big sip of water, letting the hot water pour into his body, allowing more pungent and bitter to occupy his heart, trying to overcome all the grief in his heart.

Consciousness was lost bit by bit with the severe pain that bullied his whole body, but in the next second, his body betrayed his reflexive struggle, allowing him to surface.

The large amount of oxygen rushing into his chest caused him to cough violently, until his heart was pierced, and tears and snot flowed all over his face in embarrassment.

(Even if he wants to die, his body still instinctively seeks to survive, and now even he has become unreliable.) With a chuckle, he lay down in the bathtub, gasping for breath, and slowly closed his eyes, as if to rest.

But before he lost consciousness, a force suddenly pulled him up, and what replaced the icy cold was the tightly surrounded warm body temperature.

For a while, he felt something touching his body, and heard noises and sighs.Finally, before falling asleep, he smelled a familiar scent, covering him comfortably and reassuringly.

Writer's words:

I'm still considering whether to let Luo Jie capture Xiao Yi first...or let Luo Jie negotiate with Xiao Huang first (maybe Luo Tingting will also intervene)

How the scary Xiao Huang will fight back. Everyone should guess. But the point is Xiao Yi... (he is too difficult to deal with)