Abuse's extravagance

"Okay, I only live for you and become the only one in each other's lives."

Until yesterday, Roy still firmly believed in this promise. At that time, he was nestled in Luo Jie's arms, listening to his heartbeat, and enjoying the sweet taste of the union of body and soul.

Everything is so real, that happiness and future are really in his life blueprint.

However, there is no so-called eternity in this world, and there is nothing that is [-]% unchangeable.In one night, his belief, his world, and all the happiness he possessed were destroyed as easily as a fortress built of fine sand.

That day. ．It was an extremely ordinary day, he didn't realize that the crisis was approaching him at all, there was no sign at all, just like the world outside the window - clear sky.

He was working on the perspective drawing of the office building when the intercom phone suddenly rang.With one hand free, he pressed the button, and Mei Hui's voice came immediately: "Senior, a woman is looking for you."

"Do you have an appointment?" He asked not paying attention, his eyes still on the computer screen.

"There is no appointment, but she said you know her, her name is Huang Jingying."

Roy's whole body trembled, and the image in his eyes suddenly lost focus.

Huang Jingying.It was a name that hadn't appeared in his ears for a long time, but he would never forget these three words. It was the name of the person he hated and feared from the bottom of his heart.

For a long time before, he regarded her as an enemy and a thief, and the time when she was dating Luo Jie was a nightmare that would never go away for him.

As he guessed, the woman who came to him a few days ago was really her. ． ．But after so many years, what purpose does she have for appearing in front of him now?

Roy hesitated for a while, then said in a steady tone, "Let her in."

While waiting, he fantasized about various reasons why she came here: Was it because of what happened four years ago?Did she discover the truth about that night?Or is it for money?Because now the two brothers are well-known, they want to use their past friendship to gain a relationship with them.

No matter how he thought about it, he just felt that her coming to him was just a cover, and the real target was Luo Jie.

There was a crisp knock on the door, and Roy asked himself to calm down and not mess up the phalanx.

"Please come in." He took a deep breath, raised his eyes towards the door, but there was an unexpected person in his eyes.

"Long time no see Roy, sorry to bother you." Huang Jingying walked into the office slowly, with an unnatural smile on her face.

Roy looked carefully at the woman in front of him. The beautiful girl who was confident and generous back then disappeared. Now she is pale, thin, and weak, as if she has tasted all the suffering in the world, and her face is not suitable for her age.

He was amazed at what kind of torture caused such a big change in a person.

When he looked through her and saw the little girl behind her, he couldn't guess that he was just staring at her intently.

Huang Jingying noticed that his eyes stopped, and directly pointed out his thoughts: "You are right, she is Luo Jie's child."

Just a few words caused the blood in Roy's whole body to coagulate instantly, his face gradually receded, his heart was filled with mixed feelings, and he could not speak for a long time.

From birth to now, Luo Jie is the only one in his inner world and in his eyes. She is Luo Jie's child. In fact, he can tell it at a glance, but he doesn't want to admit it or face it. expect.

Turning his eyes back to Huang Jingying with a complicated expression, he clenched his teeth suddenly, (Huang Jingying, you are so cruel!) He actually used that pitiful look to pronounce his death.

Could it be that God punished him so much because he was too greedy?

He remembered the selfish decision he had made: (Jie, one day when you want a normal life, I will let go...) He couldn't help laughing at himself who was simple and easy to satisfy back then.

He thought it was fate that Luo Jie would respond to this feeling and fall in love with him, but God made a big joke on him and arranged another life path for Luo Jie behind his back.

Is this his retribution. ． ?

no!He did not accept such a fate.

Clenching his fists tightly, suppressing all the trembling in his heart, he asked unusually calmly: "Ji...does my brother know about this? Have you gone to him?" His lips trembled uncontrollably as they moved.

Huang Jingying bit her lower lip and shook her head, "No, I haven't seen him since we separated."

"Then since you decided to raise the child by yourself, why did you show up in front of us now?" Roy stared at the mother and daughter coldly, questioning with nothing to do with himself.

Faced with his ruthless questioning, Huang Jingying's tears kept rolling down like broken pearls, and her shoulders twitched uncontrollably.

"Mommy..." The little girl saw her mother's tears, held her hand tightly, hid behind her, her round eyes were full of tears, and looked at the stranger in front of her with fear.

Huang Jingying choked up and said: "I don't want you to be responsible. If so, I told you from the beginning, why bother to raise her alone for seven years."

At first she felt ashamed so she didn't dare to appear in front of their family. After two months and her period did not come, she found out that she was pregnant.

She had planned to tell Luo Jie, but after learning from her former colleagues that the two brothers hated each other for this matter, she didn't have the courage to face him, and finally chose to hide it.

But her decision failed to gain the understanding of her family, and she was even kicked out of the house, and she is still raising the child alone.

"Then what do you want?" Roy clenched his white fingers, ready to accept her answer.

Huang Jingying's expression was mournful, and she hesitated to speak.

Although the little girl is young, she knows how to read words and expressions. She knows that strangers do not welcome them here, so she gently took her mother's hand and said nonuo: "Mommy... shall we go home?"

Huang Jingying glanced at her daughter, and seeing the maturity that a child should not have in her eyes, her heart was stabbed.

She gently stroked her daughter's head, coaxing softly: "Mommy is fine... Mommy still has something to talk to uncle, can you wait a little longer?" For her daughter, she had to muster up the courage to speak up.

"I have cancer... It's the third stage, and I only have half a year to live. I'm worried about what to do if I leave her alone, but I don't have the face to face Luo Jie, so I came to you to ask You help me."

Hearing what she said, the mask Roy had built up with great difficulty suddenly disintegrated, and his whole head went blank.

cancer? ． ．Only half a month left. ．He knew very well what she meant by asking him to help her match Luo Jie, so that the child could recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors.

He was not afraid to let Luo Jie know about this, he believed that Jie would have the same idea as him: silently help her with financial aid, so that the child can grow up smoothly.

only. ． ．Doing this is not a solution to the crisis. If she does not accept their actions, she may find their parents. Once the mother finds out about this, how could the mother agree to let her grandson wander outside? She will definitely punish them Mother and daughter take responsibility.

At that time, Jie will have a showdown on everything, and for him, choose to bear the sin of abandoning his own flesh and blood.

He could foresee that the whole family would be disturbed and torn apart because of him.At this time, he felt that he was really a sinful person who ruined many people's lives out of selfishness.

His heart is very struggling. ． ． ．But what should we do?Knowing that this was wrong, he still couldn't let go, couldn't let go of his feelings for Jie.

"How much do you need?" It wasn't his nature to be cold and unsympathetic, but the words just slipped out of his mouth uncontrollably.

His heart seemed to be poured into ink, and the black energy was smeared in his heart. Only in this way could he restrain his kind side and let himself not be soft-hearted.

"If you die, you can entrust the child to your family. I think your main purpose is to ask for money!" His eyes pierced her ruthlessly, and his tone was flat with a hint of mockery.

Huang Jingying looked at him in disbelief, "Roy... I didn't expect you to say such a thing, I really misread you!" In his eyes, she came here for money.To a dying man, money is simply a foreign possession.

Hearing her reprimand, Roy sneered.Turning the chair to the side, got up and came to her, leaning against the desk, playfully said: "From that night on, you should see clearly what kind of person I am." It was obvious that she wanted to let her know that she and Luo Jie broke up with him alone.

"Not everything can be solved with money!" Right now, Huang Jingying's heart was full of anger and grievance, and she couldn't understand the meaning of his words.

"I really shouldn't have come to you, I should have gone directly to Luo Jie." She clutched the hem of her clothes, looking utterly disappointed in him.

"Okay! You can tell him now." Roy put his arms around his chest and said provocatively: "But Jie won't talk to you, he already has a lifelong partner around him, and he won't change because of this child Heart." Jie said that he doesn't like children, relying on this sentence, he has nothing to fear.

Knowing that Luo Jie already had a partner, Huang Jingying immediately hesitated.

"I know Jie very well, and I know exactly what decision he will make." Seeing that she has wavered, Roy pursued the victory: "Before I change my mind, you should think about money!" He knows how to attack other people's self-esteem. , It's a despicable act, but as long as she can completely give up and dispel the idea of ​​joining them, he can say no matter how ruthless and ugly words are.

Huang Jingying glared at him, gritted her teeth and said, "I'm not as superficial as you think!" She grabbed her daughter's hand and dragged her away.

Seeing her stepping out the door, Roy breathed a sigh of relief, but the scene of the little girl looking back and staring at him innocently shocked his heart.

At this moment, he could feel that his heart was cracking and corrupting piece by piece from the inside.

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After the unexpected situation, Roy still followed his normal schedule, busy with the work at hand, went out to talk with clients, and went home as soon as the off-duty time came.

Opening the door of the house, the warm light yellow beam hits the body, giving the cold body a little warmth for a while.

When he stepped into the living room, he heard the rumble of the range hood coming from the direction of the kitchen, and he walked there involuntarily with his feet.Seeing the reassuring figure from the back, he couldn't help but rushed forward and hugged the owner of the figure from the back.

"Jie..." Leaning on this magnificent back, the familiar smell made Roy let go of all his defenses and helplessly shouted his name.

Seeing his behavior as coquetry, Luo Jie showed a smile on his face, "Are you hungry?" He took out a free hand to touch the hand on his waist, feeling the cold touch, and said with concern: "Your hand It’s so cold, go take a hot bath to warm up your body, and I’ll cook the meal right away.”

Roy shook his head, and his arms around his waist tightened even more.At this moment, his heart was extremely anxious.

Although Huang Jingying was driven away today, he was not happy at all.On the way home, he thought about when to tell Luo Jie about this, but when he touched his body, he immediately hesitated. ． ．

Recalling Huang Jingying's reaction at that time, he suddenly thought that he could handle the whole matter in private, and it shouldn't matter if he let Jie know about it later.

He knew he shouldn't be so selfish, but he just didn't want Jie to meet their mother and daughter.

He is not afraid that Jie will change his mind, what he is afraid of is that if he sees their family reunion, he will soften his heart and choose to quit, so before he betrays himself, he must forcefully block any possible occurrence.

Just wait a little longer. ． ．When she leaves, when that child is no longer a threat to him, he will definitely confess to Jie.

"Then are you going to just hug me like a koala until I finish cooking?" Luo Jie's smiling voice came from the front.

Roy "Hmm." He kept the same posture.Will do this, nothing more than want to reaffirm his love.

"Don't koalas like to hug people's chests, come on, throw yourself into my arms!" Luo Jie stopped chopping vegetables, quickly pulled his hand away, turned around and hugged him.

He thought that since Roy didn't want to take a bath, he should use his own body temperature to keep him warm.

Roy looked at him with slightly parted lips, and met those black eyes that could see through all his thoughts. He quickly looked away and restrained all negative emotions.

"What's the matter?" Luo Jie bowed his head, moved his face in front of him, and asked curiously.

In order to prevent him from noticing his strangeness, Roy deliberately squinted at him, and said quietly, "Who is the koala now?"

Luo Jie smiled, no matter how he looked at him, he looked more like him. "What should I do? The koala is hungry now and wants to eat leaves..." He suddenly bit Roy's ear, causing him to moan softly.

"Stop playing, why don't you hurry up and cook!" Roy said angrily, covering his ear that hurt from being bitten by him.

"Yes, my lord." Luo Jie said naughtily.She directly hugged him and turned around, put her hands on his shoulders, and turned him to face the cooking table.

"What are you doing!?" Roy immediately looked back in protest.Turning around all the time, he was almost dizzy!

"If you want to eat early, of course you have to help!" Luo Jie responded with a natural expression.

Hearing the word help, Roy wrinkled his whole face, "You are not afraid that I will help more and more." These words are nothing more than hoping that he can quickly dismiss his thoughts.

Of course Luo Jie knew what he was thinking. "Don't worry, I will hold your hand and teach you step by step." The big palm grabbed his right hand to help him pick up the knife, and the other hand covered his left hand to fix the ingredients.

Roy couldn't refuse the warmth and intimacy that overlapped his body, and the blowing breath at close range and the deep voice stopped his brain from functioning, and his hands let Luo Jie move like puppets.

"Don't just look at me, look at the ingredients." Luo Jie smiled handsomely, reminding him that it's time to get back to his senses.

Roy blushed, quickly turned his gaze back, and obediently followed his next instructions.A loving and intimate atmosphere surrounded them layer by layer.

Roy, who was still ashamed of what he did today, suddenly became open-minded.He kept instilling in himself: he did nothing wrong, he should defend his love and be selfish for himself. ． ．

Jie's love can only be possessed by him alone!