Abuse's extravagance

Slowly opening his eyes, Roy found himself in a hazy world where he couldn't see his fingers.Even though he couldn't figure out the north, south, east, and west, his feet kept moving forward.

Suddenly, a small hand held his hand, making him stop, and a childish voice came from his ear: "Uncle Roy..." He looked down, and there was a little girl with the same charm as Luo Jie , looking up at him innocently.

He looked at the girl quietly, then reached out and touched her head, her face.

"Uncle Roy...why do you hate me?...Aren't we family? I know you love daddy very much, so can you try to love me too..." The little girl tugged at the hem of his clothes, Tong Yan The way of children's language.

Roy's movements froze immediately, his eyes showing contradictory emotions.Suddenly, he withdrew his hand, did not respond to her request, and continued to walk forward with a cold face.

The little girl rushed forward and hugged him from behind, preventing him from leaving. "Why do you want to occupy Dad? Give Dad back to me and Mommy!"

Hearing her accusation, Roy's whole heart was troubled.But he didn't have the courage to look back and face her, and remained silent.

At this time, the little girl suddenly lost her temper, raining fists on his back, expressing her dissatisfaction.But he chose to suffer in silence, letting her beat her to vent.

After she stopped moving, he continued to walk, but after taking two steps, his hands were tightly tied around his waist, entwining him tightly.

Roy began to feel upset and irritable. He pulled the little girl's hand away to break free, but accidentally lost control of his strength and pushed her to the ground.Seeing her sobbing with flushed eyes, he was full of regret and heartache, and hurried forward to help her up.However, that pear blossom's tearful face instantly turned into that of Huang Jingying, staring at him resentfully, making him shiver all over.

When he withdrew his hands and was about to turn around and leave, a deep male voice came out sternly: "Xiaoyi...you really let me down!"

He looked back in surprise.Huang Jingying's resentful face turned back to that of a little girl, and a man stood beside her, looking at him with a reproachful expression.

"Jie... It's not what you think." Roy came to him in a panic, trying to explain.

Luo Jie flung him away ruthlessly as if he had shaken off the girl's hand, and said, "I really misread you!" He picked her up, turned and left.

Unable to believe that he would abandon him, Roy shouted excitedly: "Jie, don't go!" He hurriedly chased after him, but his back in his eyes became more and more blurred, turning into a small spot that he could never reach. .

He was the only one left in the hazy world, and the surroundings were so eeriely quiet that he stood there helplessly.All of a sudden, many voices rang around his ears, all of which were Jie's words: "Xiaoyi, I really misjudged you!"

"Misread you..."

"Misread you..."

The faces of his parents appeared in front of his eyes, looking at him with disappointment and incomprehension, and even his sister, who had always stood by him, looked at him with contempt.

"Don't look at me like that!" Roy squatted down, covering his head as if evading.But the stable ground suddenly disappeared, he stepped on the ground with both feet, and the whole person fell vertically.

The moment his heart stopped, he woke up from this dream, opened his eyes, and lay flat on the bed. In reality, his face was full of tears and he was covered in cold sweat.

He pressed his chest with lingering fear, panting with pale lips, and the next second, he propped up his body and anxiously searched for the figure of that person.Seeing Luo Jie lying beside him, his chest rising and falling regularly, breathing smoothly and falling asleep, his chaotic heartbeat finally calmed down.

Lying back beside him, Roy put his face on his palm on the pillow, rubbed gently, sniffed, and kissed very cherishingly.

Looking tenderly at his face, his sleeping face, I want to store everything about him in my heart, if possible. ．He wants to lock his soul deeply in the depths of his own soul, so that they can never be separated.

Hearing his lover's calm breath, he closed his eyes and tried to continue sleeping, but his mind was very clear and he didn't feel sleepy at all.

He knew that he would definitely suffer from insomnia, so he simply got up and stayed awake.He moved his body lightly, casually took a thin blanket from the chair next to the bed, put it on his body, and walked out of the bedroom without a sound.

Glancing at the clock on the wall in the living room, it was close to five o'clock in the morning.He walked to the dining room, poured a cup of fresh milk, heated it in the microwave, and then brought the hot milk to the study room, took a random book, sat on the wooden window sill, and passed the time.

In winter, the days are short and the nights are long, the world outside the window is still gray, with only a bleak light in the far horizon.And inside the house, he was alone, and could be swallowed by the cold indoors at any time.

Holding the hot cup in both hands, trying to warm his body, his gaze rested on the words in the book on his thigh, but his mind drifted into the illusory world.

He recalled that dream, everything that happened in the dream was so vivid, even the feeling of heartache still remained in his chest.

People say that the dream reflects the state of mind of the dreamer. Could it be that in his heart he doesn't hate her as much as he thinks?

What the little girl said at the time was correct. They are family members and people related by blood.Since he loves Luo Jie so much, as long as Huang Jingying is excluded, he can still accept her.

And at this moment, a terrible thought popped into his mind, wishing that woman Huang Jingying would die soon! !

Roy was frightened by his inner monologue. He bit his lower lip, recalled the change of mood in the past few days, and thought how he could become such a terrifying person. ． ． ．

But he blamed all this on the fact that he loves Luo Jie too much. It is because he loves Luo Jie to the point of obsession that he arranged the scene eight years ago, repeatedly tested him, asked him, and even set up Dangerous move.

He couldn't help worrying, if Luo Jie found out what he did to Huang Jingying's mother and daughter, would he still love him as he does now, or would he treat him as ruthlessly as in a dream?

The cup in his hand had burned his palms red and paralyzed, but his body still felt cold. He bent his legs, buried his face between his knees, and decided not to think about anything, quietly waiting for the arrival of his own sun.

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"Xiao Yi?"

When Luo Jie got up early in the morning, he found that his lover was missing. He searched everywhere in the house, and finally found his suspected whereabouts on the window sill in the study.

He looked at the lump with anger and reluctance, seeing the messy books and the overturned empty cup beside him, he probably guessed what was going on.

(Really! If you can't fall asleep, just wake him up. After running here to play wild, he fell asleep, really like an untaught wild cat.)

Luo Jie came up behind him quietly, intending to play tricks on him, and poked his palms into the blanket, ready to tickle him, but as soon as he touched the smooth skin, he found that his body temperature was frighteningly high, and his complexion turned serious.

The big hand shook his body immediately, trying to wake him up: "Xiaoyi!" He yelled several times in a row but he didn't respond. Panic suddenly surged into Luo Jie's chest, and all nerves tensed up.

With both hands, he hugged Roy off the window sill and sat down on the sofa chair. "Xiaoyi!" Patted his face with his fingers, his eyes were fixed on his face, not letting go of any changes.

Roy hummed and opened his heavy eyelids.Seeing him, he raised a smile, "Jie...you are finally here." Then he buried his face in his neck, and closed his eyes with peace of mind.

Hearing his clear cry, Luo Jie's heart that was hanging in the air finally fell. (Fortunately, I still have consciousness...)

He missed him very much at first, but when he saw him looking sick and leaning against his arms weakly, Luo Jie resisted the impulse and hurried him into the bedroom and let him lie under the warm duvet.

He shuttled back and forth between the bedroom and the bathroom, helping Roy change the cooling towel on his forehead and take his temperature. When the 3 minutes were up, seeing the mercury in the thermometer stay on the scale of 39.5, he frowned deeply and let out a soft "tsk".

"Come on, I'll take you to see a doctor." He is prejudiced against Western medicine, even if he is sick, he rarely goes to see a doctor, but this time it is his loved one who is sick, and he is not willing to see Roy suffer from the pain , he still decided to seek help from western medicine.

Hearing the word doctor, Roy had a worried face, "I don't want to go..." Covering his head with the quilt, he hid under the quilt and said vaguely.

"Why don't you go?" Seeing his evasion, Luo Jie became a little louder.Suddenly forgetting that he had a fever, he threw off his quilt.

There was no shelter, and Roy shivered when his bare legs came into contact with the cold air. He turned his back on him, curled up in a ball, and said awkwardly, "I hate seeing a doctor!"

He was obviously angry at his waywardness, but when he saw that cute pair of briefs and butt, Luo Jie laughed out loud.With a big palm pull, the quilt was put back on him.

It's not that he doesn't understand Roy's ostrich mentality, because he has a serious psychological barrier to seeing a doctor, and the culprit that caused him to be afraid of seeing a doctor is himself.

Since he was a child, he loved to scare Roy with the doctor, lying to him about how terrible the doctor was, or playing an injection game with him, deliberately making him cry and laughing at him as a coward.When he grows up, he will be abducted to donate blood from time to time. When he sees his pale face when he sees a needle, he feels that he is so cute that people hug him.

But at that time, he was still young and didn't understand his own intentions. Looking back now, maybe he had a strange feeling for Roy since he was a child, and by teasing him, he confirmed that he was special to him.

Seeing that the person in the duvet was still facing away from him, Luo Jie sighed, thinking that he should take a step back first. "Okay, we won't go to the doctor, but there are ready-made cold medicines at home that you must take, just one, I just ask you to take one." He patted his buttocks with his palm, and coaxed him with a soft tone.

Roy accepted his terms and turned back to the front. "Yeah." The person who knows the current affairs is Junjie. He knows that if he persists, he may be taken directly to the hospital by him.

"Does your throat hurt? Do you have a stuffy nose?" Luo Jie came to the edge of the bed and sat down, stretched out his hand to rub his red cheeks, and asked distressedly.

In the past few days, it seems that he is still fine, and there is no sign of a cold. How could he suddenly get sick?

"I just feel hot and cold, and my whole body has no strength." Roy shook his head and said weakly.

Hot and cold. ． ． ．Luo Jie thought to himself that it should be a simple fever caused by catching a cold while sleeping in the study. "You don't want to go to work today, I'll call the company to inform you later."

Glancing at the alarm clock on the bedside table, it was four or ten minutes before work time.He really wanted to stay at home and take care of Roy, but there was an important meeting to be held this morning, so he could only go to the company first and then decide according to the situation.

"Lie down and sleep again. I will cook some porridge for you before going to work. Remember to take medicine after you eat. The medicine will be placed on the living room table." Covering Roy's neck with the quilt, Luo Jie had a serious expression on his face. The smile slowly approached him, and then quickly printed a kiss on the tender lips. "Be good~" He reached out and touched his head, coaxing the child.

Unexpectedly, he would do this, Roy looked at him with wide eyes, and said nervously: "Jie! This will infect you with a cold!"

"I won't be infected by this idiot's disease caused by sleeping on the window sill and having a fever." Luo Jie cracked his lips and retorted triumphantly.

Roy immediately realized that he was referring to himself as an idiot, so he gave him a sullen look, turned over and ignored him.

After a while, when he heard the sound of the door being gently closed, he immediately turned over again and looked at the door with disappointed eyes.

Moving his body to the sleeping position of Luo Jie, he put his face on the pillow he had been lying on, smelling the fragrance of hair left on it, imagining that he was accompanied by Luo Jie, and soon fell asleep with a drowsy head.