Abuse's extravagance

It was as if the switch in the brain to receive happy messages was turned off, Roy's mood was clouded, he couldn't cheer up, and his whole body was weak.Every step you take is based on a lie, toward regret, and self-destruction.

"Roy, are you okay?" Looking at the pale-faced boss who walked into the office, Xiao Zhu worriedly asked.

"Don't worry, it's just that I didn't sleep well last night." Roy pulled his lips and smiled perfunctorily, then immersed in his own thoughts, he walked slowly to the tea room.

It was three o'clock in the afternoon when I moved to my new home yesterday.Knowing that Luo Jie would come home soon and found that he had run away from home, he deliberately turned his mobile phone to silent, not wanting to be affected by him.

Although I want myself not to think about it, but human beings are such strange creatures, the more I want myself not to care about something, the more my heart is preoccupied with it.When he couldn't bear to pick up his mobile phone to check, the astonishing number of incoming calls and that message made him tremble with fear.

Listening to the tone on the other end of the phone, he could imagine that Luo Jie would be so angry when he found out that he had moved away, especially if he couldn't be contacted, he might go crazy after saying that, and then turn off the phone. It fell to pieces.

He knew Yi Luojie's personality, even if he searched the whole world, he still wanted to find him.

He thought that if he caught him, he would die a terrible death. He was so restless on the first night of moving into the new home, that's why when he came to work today, his face was so pale and frightening.

Walking towards the small bar on the right, Roy took out the assistant's ground coffee from the upper cabinet and poured it into the coffee machine. His sharp eyes noticed that the stock of coffee beans was about to run out, and he was thinking that he would ask his assistant to buy it later.

Pressing the switch button, he heard the sound of the machine running, and his mind seemed to be temporarily soothed.After smelling the fragrance, in the blink of an eye, he regained his shrewd look when facing work.

Hearing footsteps behind him, he picked up the hot cup, took a bite of spiritual food, turned around and said, "Xiaozhu's coffee beans are almost gone..."

The figure that suddenly jumped into his eyes made him shut up immediately, his feet were nailed in place, and he didn't dare to move.

"You, why did you come...?" Roy wanted to be more magnanimous, but what he showed was submissive.

"Do you need me to tell you the answer!" Luo Jie put his arms around his arms, and stared at him like a beast staring at his prey with a pair of black eyes shining brightly.

A fierce breath emanated from him, as if he would rush forward to swallow him alive at any time, Roy swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his chest was thumping.

(Really...how could he be so stupid to ask Luo Jie this question.) He laughed at himself.

Although he managed to escape from him, he should be very clear about the fact that "the monk can't escape the temple if he can escape", isn't he?

"What's wrong Roy..." Xiao Zhu, who was eating breakfast and reading magazines in the sofa area, seemed to hear him shouting vaguely, and came to watch the cut. t

Seeing a heavy pressure between him and Luo Jie, he hurriedly waved his hands and turned around to leave, "It seems that I appeared at the wrong time, you continue to chat and leave me alone..."

He quickly returned to the sofa and sat down, scolding himself in his heart why he didn't help the boss block Luo Jie when he entered the door with a murderous look.

However, the atmosphere became so tense within less than a minute after the two met. What happened to make their relationship so bad. ． ． ?

He pricked up his ears to listen carefully for the movement inside, planning to rush in to help the boss if there was any unusual noise.

"Do you want to drink anything? Coffee or tea?" Seeing Luo Jie approaching him with bright eyes, Roy immediately turned to face the bar and asked in a relaxed tone.

After casually taking a teacup from the shelf, he pretended to be busy looking for something to avoid talking to him face to face.

"Do you think I'm in the mood for a drink right now?"

With a sound of "jumping", he pushed hard with his big palm to close the cabinet he had opened. Luo Jie approached from behind, trapping him between the bar and himself.

There was a fire burning in his heart, and he was very angry at how he could pretend that nothing happened after such an irresponsible behavior.

Feeling the suppressed anger in his voice, Roy took a deep breath and replied coldly: "I just moved out without telling you, why did you get so angry?"

Luo Jie sneered, "Shouldn't I be angry?"

Grabbing the thin shoulders, he turned Roy forcefully towards him. "Why did you do this!?" He propped his hands on both sides of the cabinet, looking straight into Roy's eyes with menacing eyes, trying to see through his calm thoughts.

Not wanting to be so intimate with him in this open space where people come and go at any time, Roy pushed him away forcefully.

"We're talking upstairs." Picking up the coffee on the side table, he walked outside, completely ignoring Luo Jie's reaction.

Luo Jie lowered his jaw and followed his footsteps.

Seeing the two brothers walking up the stairs on the second floor one after the other, while the eyes of the people behind said fiercely "Don't come up!" these words warned him, Xiao Zhu squeezed a cold sweat in his heart.

It's a bit difficult whether to listen to him or not. ． ． ． ?

Roy just walked to the desk and put down the cup in his hand, and then a gust of hot air puffed up, and a pair of long arms bound him tightly, as if they were so powerful that they wanted to rub him into the thick chest behind him.

"Why run away while I'm not around?" Luo Jie whispered in his ear.

The recent Cold War had no effect on him. He just restrained his inner desire for Roy and didn't want to push him too hard.But last night's unexpected situation really made him lose his balance, and he was already tormented so much that he was almost out of control.

Roy grabbed his arm and tried to struggle, but the warmth of the exchange between the two was so hot that it almost melted, slowly releasing the nostalgia he kept in his heart.

"I didn't run away...you asked me to move out, I just did as you said." Ignoring the throbbing intentionally, he put his eyes on the blue sky outside the window, faintly said.

"I didn't ask you to leave without saying goodbye and move out secretly." Luo Jie frowned and bit his earlobe punitively. room, why can't you bear it for a while."

His blaming tone was like a sharp knife shot into Roy's heart, and the sadness and grievances kept pouring out of his chest, surpassing the physical pain.

"Where did you move to?"

"..."

"Why don't you talk?" The lengthy silence made Luo Jie feel annoyed and irritable, and he turned his body in his arms violently, "Didn't you hear me asking you again!?" Pinching Roy's slender chin with his long fingers, he asked in a nasty voice.

There was discomfort and pain from the restrained place, and Roy turned his face away after meeting his eyes, "I don't want you to know."

Hearing this, Luo Jie paused, "Why?" He immediately wrapped his arms around his waist tightly, preventing him from escaping from his control.

Is the reason just like what my sister said?

But this matter is not as serious as imagined, it can be resolved through communication, he is not so domineering.

Seeing that he didn't change his mind because of his leaving home, a deep mark was drawn between Roy's brows. "...Do you really not understand what I mean by doing this, or do you choose to turn a blind eye?"

Received Luo Jie's puzzled gaze, his face suddenly became sad, he raised a wry smile, choked up and said: "Why can't you listen to me saying so much and begging you like that, and still insist on obeying?" Do it according to your idea?"

"Is your own desire so important and greater than everything else?... Maybe... What you really want is not me, but the feeling of being loved by me."

I always feel that the gap between them is getting bigger and bigger, and they can't communicate with each other, and they can't support each other anymore.Although he was the one who caused this situation, he felt resentment towards him in his heart.

"What are you thinking about!" His heavy words made Luo Jie serious, "Do you really think I'm such a selfish person? If I were, I would have announced our relationship a long time ago. Why force myself to accept Huang Jing Ying, you made our relationship so bad!"

With a swipe of his palm towards the desk, he swept all the coffee and paper books on the desk to the ground, and pressed Roy on the desk.

"Or do you want me to go to my parents to do this now? This should give you a clear understanding of what I want." Luo Jie got up angrily and made a gesture to leave.

"No!" Roy grabbed his clothes in a panic.

His body began to tremble, and the body temperature quickly receded from his fingertips. He said with a pale mouth, "Do you want to lose me?"

The far-reaching words that jumped into his ears were like an atomic bomb thrown into Luo Jie's heart, shaking his soul and trembling his blood cells.

"Xiaoyi—!?" Turning around in disbelief, the owner of the voice looked at him with a miserable expression but determined determination.Those bloodshot eyes pierced his chest like an invisible hand, twisting his heart.

"I can assure you that as soon as our affairs are exposed, you will lose me forever." Roy didn't say what he said, but those two words contained a powerful lethal force.

If you can't stop Luo Jie and this wrong relationship with words and demands, then only he can do this to end the curtain.

"Are you threatening me?" Luo Jie's eyes darkened, he clenched his fists and roared.

"I'm not threatening you but begging you. This is the last time I'm begging you." Without a trace of fear, Roy slowly let go of his hand and retreated to a place he couldn't reach.

"Stop interfering in each other's lives, let's go our separate ways..."

The golden sunlight outside the window fell on the brown hair and formed a beautiful halo. His eyes were misty, and that thin figure seemed to disappear into the air at any time.

Facing his ruthlessness, Luo Jie's chest was squeezed to the point of bursting by the boiling anger. With a low growl, he suddenly punched the table angrily.

"Are you really going to do this!?" His black eyes were full of painful and complicated emotions, and he complained with red eyes: "After investing in such a deep relationship, how can you ask me to let it go!"

Seeing the helplessness in his eyes, a mist quickly covered Roy's sight, and his heart ached, not only for his self-harm, but also for his heart being hurt by himself.

I really want to hug that passionate body, soothe his anger and pain, but he can't be so selfish, provoking and controlling his mind.

Capturing the moment when he was shaken, Luo Jie approached him with the last glimmer of hope.

"Xiao Yi, why did we become like this...?" Touching the clenched hand, he rubbed his fingertips, trying to melt his pretentiousness little by little, "I still remember more than a month ago You finally agreed with me to make our relationship public, no matter what happens in the future, we will not be separated... But why did you change your mind as soon as their mother and daughter appeared, and even cruelly rejected this relationship?"

"I understand all your worries, fears, and worries...but as long as it is for you, I can give up anything and do anything!...I just beg you not to let me go Fuck you, don't ask me not to love you, okay...?" He had never been so afraid when he grew up so big, he really let go of the strength of a man for Roy, and revealed the fragile self in his heart.

Hot drops of water dripped on the back of his hand.Burn his mourning on Roy's heart.

His heart was scalded, and the burning pain made him unable to breathe, wishing to tear his chest open to stop its wanton roar.Withdrawing his hand quickly, he shouted in a broken voice, "It's because I know you'll give up everything for me that I'm in so much pain—!"

"Jie, I beg you to let me go, your hobbies are so heavy, it makes me feel so painful that I'm about to suffocate, I'm going crazy! So I don't love anymore, I don't want to love anymore-!"

"I don't believe it, unless you look at me and tell me." Luo Jie refuted with tangled eyes, and raised his jaw forcefully, "If you really don't love me, why do you show such a sad expression."

Tears ran out of his eyes willfully, and Roy could hardly restrain them from betraying himself when they met his deep and affectionate eyes.

"Xiao Yi, I love you." Luo Jie held his face with both hands, kissed away the tears on his face, leaned on his lips and murmured: "Do you love me?"

The affectionate utterances of every word touched the deepest corners of Roy's heart, and the heart wall that had been built with great difficulty was disintegrating step by step.With trembling hands resting on the ups and downs of the chest, trying to push him away, in an instant, the lips were engulfed by heat.Luo Jie clasped the back of his head tightly, kissed him madly and eagerly, swept everything in his mouth like a violent rainstorm, and invaded his consciousness with fiery breath.

The slippery tongue kept teasing him to respond, entangled deeply and passionately, mixing the saliva of the two, trying to melt his armed heart of stone.

He hugged Luo Jie involuntarily with both hands, feeling the echoing heartbeats close to his chest, and the overwhelming emotion was about to overwhelm him.

Suddenly, Roy closed his eyes, and suddenly bit down on the softness of Mosuo's own lips. The strong rust smell filled the taste buds of the two, and successfully stopped Luo Jie's kiss.

"...Is this your answer?" Luo Jie roughly wiped the moisture from the corner of his mouth with his hand, and looked at him with a hurt face.

"Even if I fall in love with someone else in the future, don't you care about kissing someone else?"

There was still numbness on his lips. Looking at his bleeding lips, a trace of apology flashed in Roy's eyes, but he gritted his teeth and refused to speak.

Another silence made Luo Jie discouraged, "I see..." He let go of Roy and turned his back to him.

"I admit defeat." Said this sentence lightly, and he slowly disappeared outside the office door.

Roy watched him leave blankly, and all his emotions were vented after his legs were weak and he sat on the office chair.

(Luo Jie said he lost, which means they are really over...?)

Without any resistance, he let the heartache spread all over his body, chewing the salty taste in his mouth, he suddenly chuckled, and then lost his voice in uncontrollable pain.

What do you mean he lost?

This is really a ridiculous battle situation.

Maybe interpreted according to that sentence, he won against Luo Jie, but he knew that he had lost miserably. ． ． ． ．