Abuse's extravagance

The cruel scene of his mother kneeling shocked Roy's mind.He didn't make a sound to intervene, nor did he continue to stay there to observe the follow-up development, but left silently.

For his current situation, he is like a person standing on the edge of a cliff; no matter whether he chooses love or family affection, he can't stop his world from collapsing, nor can he relieve the black thoughts that are screaming in his heart.

When Luo Jie stretched out his hand to invite him to realize that extravagant wish together, at that time he really believed that they could achieve happiness and liberate this muddy relationship.

But reality has proved that it is simply impossible to achieve.Although his emotions have been liberated, his soul is still drowning in the deep sea; his love with Luo Jie can only live in that dark world, and once exposed to the sun, it will only go to destruction.

Clinging tightly to this relationship and Luo Jie will only sink him deeper and make him unable to forgive his sins; he has long realized that he will never be able to escape the suffocating prison of love in his life.

But Roger is different.He is not pessimistic and weak like himself; if he lets him rise to the surface, he still has a chance to be reborn.

Although it hurts, he can't compare to his own stubbornness, and he can't beat his own ruthlessness to destroy himself, so he can definitely live a good life and work hard alone.

"Right... Luo Jie will definitely not miss himself disappearing, because Roy, you know him very well..."

The bitter voice with ridicule floated in the unoccupied bathroom, although it didn't sound convincing.But the owner of the voice is very firm in his heart.

His fingers roughly wiped away the water droplets overflowing from his eyes, revealing a very sad face on the mirror.Roy tried hard to suppress his heart of rebellion because of his betrayal again, but his body couldn't restrain his body from bursts of stabbing pains, punishing him for his ruthlessness.

He opened his eyes viciously and looked at himself in the mirror. He clenched his fists tightly and ordered himself to shut down that pessimistic emotion.

Don't hesitate about the established results, don't be reluctant to give up things you shouldn't have, and you won't feel heartache.

Anyway, in the future, I will let myself enjoy the long days of sadness and loneliness.He should face Luo Jie with a smile now, and cherish the last period of time.

Reaching out and splashing some ice water on his face, suppressing the residual heat and redness in the corners of his eyes, Roy took a deep breath to calm himself down.

After sorting out all his thoughts and leaving no restlessness in his eyes, he left the bathroom.

Back in the emergency room, Luo Jie was already standing in front of the hospital bed waiting for him.

Seeing his calm expression, Roy just asked him why he had to pull out the drip in such a disobedient manner, and he was simply moved by the deep emotion revealed by the pair of black eyes when they saw him.

"go home."

Hearing this sentence, Roy smiled faintly, "Well..." He stretched out his hand to hold the warmth he extended to himself.

That steady power penetrated his cold heart like a genial sunshine, reassuring his life.Although this love is strong and addictive, he knows that he still has the strength to let go of this warmth and jump off the cliff.

Before that day comes, he will love Luo Jie wholeheartedly, without a trace of reservation; he will express his emotions selflessly, and sincerely give everything he has.

──Because...and this is the last tenderness he left for Luo Jie.

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From that moment on, Roy no longer spoke about his parents, nor did he show any hesitation about the future.

After a period of silent night, dawn came, and the distant sky was slightly pale.

After the orange light penetrates the clouds and shoots into the gray world, the whole sky begins to appear subtly rendered colors, until the gray clouds dissipate, and a new day begins.

At this time, the man in Roy's bedroom was still asleep.

The man was wearing only a pair of tight boxers all over his body, presenting a very individual sleeping posture.

From the cotton fabric that conforms to the curve of the body, one can feel that the pair of buttocks are quite firm; the shiny and muscular muscles, and the back line that shows strength and beauty, the whole picture looks very seductive.

If you use food as a metaphor, he is a piece of top-quality beef, which is absolutely mouth-watering.

However, as the sun climbed higher and higher, strong light suddenly flooded the room, covering the man's face like a golden veil, disturbing his sleep.

Luo Jie, who was forced to open his eyes by the glaring light, sat up unhappily and checked the source of the light.

After discovering that the curtains on the left had all been pulled open, a trace of surprise flashed across that solemn gaze.However, he immediately realized that this should be a trick deliberately arranged by someone.It seems to want to wake him up at this time.

Seeing that the seat next to him was empty, he lost all sleepiness, and immediately got up without hesitation, went into the bathroom to wash, and then walked out of the bedroom.

"Good morning ~ Jie."

Keenly aware of a figure passing by the corner of his eyes, Roy, who was sitting in the restaurant, raised his eyes and greeted him.

After confirming his existence, Luo Jie, who was standing in the living room, stretched his brows; put his hands in his pockets, and walked slowly to his side, "Morning~"

"Why did you wake up so early today?"

He found it quite strange that a person who usually likes to stay in bed and ask people to wake him up, now looks energetic and reads a newspaper while holding a cup of coffee comfortably.

When the footsteps stopped, the big palm stroked the fluffy hair, and after rubbing it somewhat with the intention of punishing him early in the morning, it followed the earlines to the face, and changed to curling fingers.

"Because I'm not working right now, I have so much energy that I have nowhere to vent."

The soft touch caressed the sensitive nerves, making the pores tremble with comfort; Roy narrowed his eyes slightly, and rested his head directly on his abdomen.

From Luo Jie's point of view, he is like a cat acting coquettishly with its owner.The soft lips are pursed at an innocent angle, and the full lips are shining with luster, which is very tempting.

"Is that so..." Thoughts were a little seduced, Luo Jie's voice paused as he watched his wandering fingers slipping down the deep V neckline.

Looking up, he saw Roy rolling his clear eyes and waiting for his next words. He regained his focus and proposed the most helpful method for his troubles.

"Then reopen the office early, so there will be things to do."

Roy frowned in disapproval, and then broke off physical contact.

"No, I want to rest for a while."

"And...I just recently found a good hobby..." He propped his chin on his hand and muttered as he picked up his coffee.

The disappearing temperature between the fingers was disappointing, and Luo Jie took the initiative to stick to it again, but this time he placed it on his shoulders very politely, "What's interesting, tell me?"

Gougan saw him discharge himself with interest, and Roy smiled mysteriously.

"You stand here and don't move." Standing up quickly, he held Luo Jie's shoulders with both hands, made him face the dining table, and ordered: "Close your eyes."

Luo Jie raised his eyebrows playfully, then closed his eyes obediently.

Reaching out and waving his hand in front of the unsuspecting handsome face to make sure he wasn't peeking, Roy quietly walked into the kitchen.

"You can't open it yet, wait until I tell you to open it."

"understood."

Luo Jie folded his arms on purpose and sighed impatiently.Although he felt helpless in his heart, there was a smile on his face.

The probe glanced at the figure standing still, Roy showed a playful smile before starting to act.

For a long time after that, the whole house was so quiet that you could hear the "twittering" birdsong outside the house.Afterwards, apart from the slight sound of metal collisions, his body was like an invisible man coming and going without leaving a trace, and Luo Jie couldn't guess what he was doing now.

"Okay!"

Luo Jie opened his eyes with soft breath blowing in his ears.What greeted him full of curiosity was a table of rich breakfast and his lover in a cute apron.

"You made this?" He moved closer to the table.

He was a little flattered right now; he didn't expect Roy to make so much food.

But in the next second, his gaze quickly turned to Roy's hand.He thought to himself: According to his bad cooking skills, his hands must be full of scars.

"How~ Does it look delicious?"

Roy came to him excitedly, winking at him expecting to be praised.

Upon receiving his inquiry, the pair of black eyes began to look up and down at the food in front of them.

He is only covered in a white shirt, with an apron and slender white legs, so cute!Luo Jie moistened his lips and responded, "It seems very delicious..."

He reached out his hand to satisfy his obscene reverie, but in less than a blink of an eye Roy had come behind him and pushed him to the exclusive seat.

"Come on, sit down quickly." He also thoughtfully handed the tableware to his dangling hands.

Looking at the fork in his hand in astonishment, and then at his eager smiling face, Luo Jie paused for a moment, and then laughed out loud at his stupidity.

"What's wrong?" Roy didn't understand why he suddenly laughed.

(Could it be that he said it looks delicious just to comfort himself...?) The happy face immediately collapsed, and he frowned in frustration.

Not wanting to make him unhappy, Luo Jie hugged his waist, put his face on the stained apron without hesitation, and paid equal attention to his efforts: "It's okay, I just feel that I am really happy."

Hearing his words, Roy waved his gloom to reveal joy, but such a happy smile hid a sadness that he didn't even realize.Even the sunlight in the room was dimmed for him.

"If you are satisfied with this, then you are premature.

After saying this sentence in a mysterious way, he put Luo Jie's breakfast in front of him, "Taste the taste quickly and rate me, Chef Luo."

Putting away the indecency in his mind, Luo Jie was looking at the food on the plate in front of him, feeling admiration and gratitude from the bottom of his heart.

The staple food of today's breakfast is a sandwich stacked with five slices of toast and rich food, which is about a dozen centimeters high, and the side dish is a colorful fruit salad, paired with his favorite coffee.

As an architect and an artist, he can't help giving [-] points to Roy's creativity and beauty.

However, according to his cooking speed, it should take one or two hours to prepare these ingredients and make the meal.

And now it's eight o'clock, what time did he get up?

"hurry up!"

Seeing his hesitation, although Roy pursed his lips angrily, he exuded a mature charm.

"Got it~"

Luo Jie responded respectfully like an instructor.

Picking up the sandwich, he opened his mouth and looked at several angles, but he couldn't find where to start.Fearing that his lover would lose his temper again, he finally took a big bite without even thinking about it, and the corner of his mouth was instantly covered with food juice.

Chewing his mouthful of food hard, he frowned funnyly at first, but then changed his expression and gave a thumbs up: "Mmm!... Pink Pig."

The nonsensical language and the funny picture made Roy "Puff" laugh out loud; he suddenly felt that he was a little too much.

"It's too bad for you... you don't have any image anymore." With his hands folded across his chest, he shook his head and showed disgust at Luo Jie, and then couldn't help laughing again.

Luo Jie didn't make a sound and let him make fun of him, but there was a hint of danger in his narrowed eyes.After swallowing the food in his mouth, he unexpectedly grabbed Roy's hand and pulled him into his arms.

"This is a good thing you did, and you are responsible."

"Well...!"

Suddenly, a greasy feeling pressed against his lips, and Roy's eyes widened to meet him.The teasing mentality in my heart was suddenly scared away by this intimate contact, and it began to thump, and her cheeks became hot.

Feeling the tenderness on his lips suddenly becoming hot and humid and carrying electric current, he quickly put his hand against Luo Jie's head to prevent him from invading, and said coquettishly: "Dirty ghost~"

"What filth!?"

Luo Jie felt dumbfounded.

"Okay, don't beg me to kiss you." Let go of Roy, he picked up the sandwich and continued to enjoy it, treating him as air.

Seeing him eating with relish, Roy was very satisfied.But the words just now were somewhat serious, he moved his face closer to block his sight, and whispered, "Hey, you're angry..."

Luo Jie glanced at him with interest, but remained silent.

Although he didn't respond directly, Roy knew his intentions just by looking at the arrogant expression on that face.

After reaching out for a tissue to help him wipe off the oily corners of his mouth, he obediently returned to his seat and sat down, enjoying breakfast with him, his face always full of joy.

"Think about where you want to go this weekend. We haven't gone out for a long time."

After finishing this huge breakfast, Luo Jie drank slightly bitter coffee to neutralize his taste.

Looking at the lover who doesn't care about the image and eats the table full of food scraps.No matter how embarrassed or ugly he is right now, he just finds it cute, and his whole heart seems to be meltingly sweet.

Hearing his words, the first thing that popped into Roy's mind was Kyoto, Japan, where the two had visited four years ago.

The floating maple leaves are both poetic and slightly melancholy, which is very suitable for his current state of mind and can draw a beautiful end to the love between the two.

But after thinking that the feasibility was not high, he stopped eating, rethought for a while, and raised his eyes to propose: "Then go to the place where we kissed for the first time, what do you think?"

Neither of them had been there since that time.Of course, to myself who only thought the place was dark and didn't notice the road conditions at the time, where exactly was it was a question mark.

"There..."

Luo Jie's long tone drew his attention, "What's wrong?"

"Actually, a while ago, a construction company used the nearby landmarks as a planned luxury house, so the fireflies may not be seen now." Luo Jie raised one corner of his mouth regretfully.I feel a little guilty in my heart that it is rare for him to have a place he wants to go, but I have ruined his interest.

Knowing this, his mind became a little chaotic, and Roy looked at the coffee in his hand out of focus, "Is that so..."

"That's really a pity." Such a commemorative and precious place just disappeared.

However, thinking that after a few years, everything here will change; by then. ． ．The things that once proved that they were in love will only leave the word irony.He suddenly felt that it would be good to disappear, so that there would be less torture.

Seeing that he was not motivated, Luo Jie thought he was still obsessed with watching fireflies, "There are still many places in Taiwan where you can see fireflies. If you want to see them, I will arrange an itinerary."

The idea of ​​going out to play is simply to make Roy happy and to make the two of them closer, so he has no objection no matter where or where.

Knowing his thoughtfulness, Roy smiled lightly, "No, it's not the fireflies that matter to me, but that memory."

"Don't be sentimental about it. Memories can be made. Anyway, we have a lifetime." Luo Jie touched his hand on the table, playing with the smooth fingertips, touching his heart.

Looking at the rings on the hands of the two, Roy hummed lightly, showing a relaxed expression that reassured him.

"It's getting late, I'm going to work." After leaving a light kiss on his lips, Luo Jie stood up and left the seat to change clothes.

"Think about it today, and where you want to go to play, and tell me when I come back."

Looking at his back, Roy responded with a smile: "Well, I will think about it..."

He rubbed his lips that smelled like Luo Jie, and there was a very deep nostalgia in his misty eyes, as if he wanted to speak again to keep him, but he chose to remain silent.

Once...he had a wish: he hoped that the love between him and Luo Jie would be like the stars in the sky, forever and ever...But he no longer harbors that thought.

Although the twinkling stars are beautiful, it took several light years to reach their eyes.In fact that star may no longer exist.

So from now on, he will not envy its brilliance, and pursue that ray of light.Because—the ring on his hand will replace the stars in the sky and become the eternal light in his heart.

******

After Luo Jie left home, he was the only one left in the house.

Too lazy to tidy up the messy dishes in the dining room and kitchen, Roy came to the living room and sat down on the sofa; he relaxed his body and quietly let the lonely devil hiding in his heart be exposed in the air.

Looking at the magazines on the low table, the ashtray on the TV cabinet, and the shirt on his body.In less than a few days, a lot of Luo Jie's things suddenly appeared in the house, and it finally felt like home.

It's like going back to the past. ． ． ． ． ．It made him feel emotionally ups and downs.

At this time, the mobile phone on the table rang. He reached out to check it, and his expression turned from silence to heavy in an instant.

Roy: I have arrived in Taiwan, and now I am staying at the Four Seasons Hotel, come to see me.

Gill

After reading the message, Roy lay weakly on the sofa and curled up his body.

Letting the phone fall to the ground, he buried his face in the darkness in his arms, and fell into depression for the countdown to the announcement of parting.

Writer's words:

Now don't write Xiao Yi's mood too white.

It's almost over.Luo Jie is about to be abandoned by Xiao Yi.Poor Roger.