Abuse's extravagance

Sit on your knees on the embankment and let the salty sea breeze ruffle your hair.Roy glanced at the indigo ocean in front of him, feeling extremely calm.

After a whole night of deliberation, he decided to open the prelude to this tragedy in this way.From the moment he pressed the message sending button on his mobile phone, he has made up his mind to bury his feelings for Jie in his heart and return to the role of younger brother.

He thought that in the past period of time, he had always loved Luo Jie in the wrong way.

From a simple secret love at the beginning to a desire to be loved, and after having him, he had the extravagant hope of possessing everything about him. Looking back suddenly, he found that he had become insatiable, repeatedly fulfilling his selfish desires against his conscience, and trampling on other people's lives in exchange for happiness.

The so-called love should be selfless devotion, simply hoping that the other party will be happy and happy.However, he is only controlled by desire, blindly pursuing the feeling of being loved and loved by Jie, and paying more attention to self-feeling than his happiness.

He hates himself like this!I hate this person who thinks he loves Luo Jie deeply. ． ． ．

The love between them was a mistake from the very beginning. It was he who pulled Luo Jie into this irreversible incestuous relationship, and used his sinful love and desire to sink him, unable to extricate himself.

Now, he is completely awakened and understands that separation is inevitable.

He cannot be selfish and tie Luo Jie, nor should he violate moral ethics.

If he loves Luo Jie and really does his best, he should be freed and let him return to a normal life track. Only by doing so can he obtain true happiness.

Don't be obsessed with the relationship in front of you, stay by each other's side as brothers, this is their destiny.

At this time, there were continuous and regular vibrations and ringtones coming from the cotton fabric that was attached to the thighs, but Roy's attention was attracted by the beautiful scenery of the sky and the sea in the distance, so he didn't notice it.

He cast his eyes on the sky, and suddenly felt a feeling in his heart: this world is so vast and boundless, and he is just a drop in the ocean, even if he is hurt by love today, the sky will not shed tears for him. ． ． !

God is so ruthlessly manipulating his life, playing with his emotions, why doesn't he feel any guilt at all?

People are not allowed to break the rules of the world, but they are given freedom of thought. ．He should be the most domineering and selfish dictator in the world.There was a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, Roy desecrated his long-standing beliefs so much.

He stood up, wiped off the dirt on his buttocks, and set off on his way back with a well-adjusted mood.

The orange sunset was slowly kissing the surface of the Danshui River, and the golden twilight dragged the lone figure on the embankment. He looked at the rough road under his feet and walked carelessly all the way.

Suddenly, I felt a strange itching from my thigh, and I realized that it was the phone ringing.

Picking up the phone to check, he frowned slightly when he saw the name of the caller and the number of the caller. (Why would Jie call him at this time?) Glancing at the time, it has only been 10 minutes since they agreed at [-]:[-], and dinner should have just started.

He had foreseen in advance what would happen to today's dinner.

Once Jie knew that the person who dined with him was not himself, but his ex-girlfriend who disappeared for nearly eight years and his daughter who popped up inexplicably, he would be very shocked.He could even picture in his mind his brows furrowed, his face sullen, and his body exuding a solemn aura.

However, he thought that even if Jie was angry with his arrangement, he would still hold back his temper and finish the dinner with them.

Jie always treats every woman with a gentlemanly demeanor. He doesn't have a clear distinction between love and hate like himself. When he hates a person, he will clearly show it on his face, letting him know that he hates him.

However, only 10 minutes later, he couldn't wait to call himself. Could it be that he just turned around and left when he saw their mother and daughter? ?

The phone stopped ringing while he was thinking, but within a few seconds, it rang again pleasantly.The caller was still Luo Jie, plus the current call, a total of fifteen calls.

He took a deep breath, telling himself to stick to his resolve, not to soften his heart as soon as he heard his voice, and return to that Roy who loved him blindly.

He picked up the phone and tried to call out without any emotion: "Jie..."

"Where are you? Come home to me immediately!" Luo Jie's deep and serious voice came from the other end of the phone.

Calmly but with an order not to allow him to be negligent, Roy confirmed his guess even more.

He thought: After abandoning them, Jie must have been frantically looking for himself; and when he searched the streets and alleys and couldn't find himself, he should be anxious and angry now, unable to even sit still, pacing back and forth abnormally at home step.

That scene touched his heart, but Roy suppressed the soft words that were about to blurt out to comfort him, and responded coldly: "I'm in the suburbs, it may take a while to get home." I didn't realize that I said that , In fact, I was still imagining for him.

I thought Jie would get even angrier because he ran away willfully, but his sighs and tender whispers came from the other end of the phone: "Xiao Yi, don't think about it by yourself, go home quickly, okay...?"

Roy stopped in his tracks immediately, and his indifferent face unconsciously revealed a slight sadness.

He gave a light "um", and then waited for Luo Jie to hang up the call without saying a word.

Hearing a click from the microphone, he slowly slid down the hand holding the phone, his eyes silently staring at his feet on the ground, his face was stunned, annoyed by his momentary wavering.

He shook his head suddenly, he wanted to be strong, and don't be so easily broken by Jie's hard-earned heart wall.

He had to make himself hard-hearted, since Jie had already known that fact, it was up to him to come on stage now, and take the initiative to bring up those two words, so that the whole thing could come to an end.

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Speeding up to the car park, before leaving, Roy looked back at the sea and sky behind him again, trying to calm down again.However, the beautiful scenery that was originally calm and beautiful, suddenly changed to gray and dark, with strong winds blowing.

He sat in the driver's seat with anxiety, and before starting the car, he heard a short bell.Pick up the phone to check, this time it is a message from the woman: "Come to the AO Cafe next to the hotel, I have something to tell you"

Looking at the text message, there was a look of surprise on his face.

He knew that Huang Jingying's current mentality must think that he was playing tricks, and she didn't plan to keep her promise.But he didn't expect things to turn out like this. He really wanted to help them create a chance for a family reunion, but things backfired.

Fearing that she would be left behind by Jie, he would release the photos in a moment of anger, so Roy decided to meet her and explain to her.

Since there was a distance from the seaside where he was to the urban area, Roy replied a text message telling her that he would be late, and it took about 10 to [-] minutes before he arrived at the place she designated.

Parking the car in the parking space opposite the hotel, he glanced towards the coffee shop. From the large floor-to-ceiling windows at the entrance of the shop, he could see the figures of their mother and daughter.

He didn't get out of the car immediately, but stayed silently in the car to observe their every move.

With worried eyes, she was talking to her daughter with a smile on her face. Then, she forked a small piece of cake and put it into her daughter's mouth, and gently wiped the residue from the corners of her mouth.When facing her daughter, she showed a gentle expression on her face, and her whole body exuded the brilliance of maternal love, which was completely different from the acerbic appearance when negotiating with him.

Seeing this scene, Roy felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

He suddenly realized that he never seemed to break away from his own standpoint, and looked at Huang Jingying from the perspective of an ordinary person.

I still remember that when he saw her for the first time, he regarded her as a threat. Later, when he learned that she and Luo Jie had started living together, she became a scourge in his eyes and a thorn in his heart, and he wanted to get rid of her immediately.Until the second before giving up Luo Jie, he still harbored hostility and jealousy towards her.

However, at the moment, there is an outrageous idea in his heart, thinking that he should try to put aside his prejudice against her, and look at her from a standpoint that is good for Luo Jie.

After all, he will entrust Jie's happiness to them. He hopes that Huang Jingying can get along well with Jie, and in order not to embarrass Luo Jie, he will try to treat their mother and daughter with selflessness and tolerance.

After enlightening himself in this way, he relaxed his tense shoulders and got off the car immediately.

Push open the glass door with both hands, and the wind chime hanging above the glass door makes a crisp sound, reminding the waiter that a guest is coming.

"Excuse me, are you the only one?" A young girl wearing a white shirt and a black one-piece apron immediately came to him and asked him with a friendly smile on her face.

Roy shook his head and responded with a smile: "No, I'm here to find someone." He looked at the table of guests about five meters away from him at two o'clock.

When the two looked at each other, he saw Huang Jingying immediately suppressed the smile on her face, her eyes became dark and gloomy, and she looked at him sullenly.

He looked back indifferently, and told the waiter: "I won't stay for long, so don't bother you to greet me." After finishing speaking, he walked towards their seats, leaving the waiter with a surprised face. born.

Knowing that he kept them waiting for a long time, Roy felt apologetic in his heart.

Standing in front of their mother and daughter, all his thoughts were displayed on his face without any concealment, "Isn't it..." The moment he moved his lips, he suddenly felt a cold touch on his face, with a slight stimulation.

There was a strong soreness in his eyes immediately, and he quickly covered them with his hands.Still feeling tingling, I pressed slightly with my fingertips to wipe off the remaining liquid in the eyes, making the eyes clear and comfortable.

Finding that the people in the coffee shop were all looking at him, he blinked his eyes a few times in confusion.It wasn't until a sticky feeling appeared on her body and the sweet scent of Liu Cheng burst into her nose that she suddenly realized what had happened.

He widened his eyes, looking at the woman in disbelief, and the woman in front of him stared coldly at him in a mess, evoking a presumptuous and complacent smile.

"Roy, you don't understand your current situation, do you?" Huang Jingying took the lead and taunted loudly, deliberately wanting everyone present to hear.

Judging from what just happened and this sentence, everyone will preconceive that he committed some unforgivable crime to end up like this.And she wanted to let him lose face and vent the hatred in her heart.

Roy's brows were furrowed tightly, and the hand on the trouser leg was clenched for an instant.Although he was angry, the warning words made him dare not speak out.

"How dare you not keep our agreement! Don't forget that you promised me that Luo Jie would be responsible for us, but do you know how he treated us today?" She reprimanded through gritted teeth, her eyes bursting out. Furious, the daughter who was watching from the side was frightened.

Seeing that her eyes were flushed and she didn't dare to make a sound of sobbing, Roy suddenly felt a tightness in his chest, and wanted to reach out to touch her and comfort her.However, he suppressed his sympathy for her, quickly turned his gaze back to Huang Jingying, and explained to her according to the words he had in mind: "I didn't break the agreement. Your family can be reunited, but I didn’t expect Jie to leave immediately, so I apologize to you on his behalf.”

Seeing him answering back to her without shame, Huang Jingying's stomach was full of fire, "This is not a reason or an excuse! You can tell him about us first, so that he can meet us when he is mentally prepared , but you didn't do it, don't think I don't know your trick." She suddenly grabbed the water glass on the table, and seemed to be going crazy and throw it at him at any moment.

Roy didn't dodge, but just looked at her solemnly, keeping silent.

She was right, he really should clarify this matter with Luo Jie first, and is arranging a meeting, but. ． ．He really didn't know how to speak, he was afraid that the moment he opened his mouth, tears would flow down unsatisfactorily.He had to force himself to face it in this way.

"If you don't speak, it means that you have acquiesced. In fact, you just met him first, and you told Luo Jie about the photos! You want to join him to deal with me. Since you don't keep your promise, then I don't have to keep our promise." Promise." Huang Jingying's willow eyebrows were erected, and she was angry with domineering momentum.

Because the hatred is hard to get rid of, as long as it can make him suffer a lot, she doesn't care even if both of them suffer.He reached out and grabbed the bag beside him, and took out his phone directly.

Roy's face turned pale, all calmness disappeared, and he grabbed her hand excitedly, "Wait a minute! You misunderstood! I didn't meet him just now and didn't tell him about the photo."

"Really?" Huang Jingying looked at him questioningly.

"I didn't lie to you, please give me some more time, I will convince him, and I will let him tell you what you want to hear when we meet next time." He let go of his hand and put himself on the humble back head, a humble request.

"Okay! I'll give you another two days. If Jie's attitude remains the same, don't blame me for being ruthless." Huang Jingying's mouth curved downward into an unnatural arc, warning extremely harshly.

Without giving Roy any chance to respond, he grabbed his daughter's hand, forcibly took her away from the seat, and walked towards the door of the coffee shop.

Seeing the little girl being dragged away while looking back at him with concern, Roy was a little surprised, but immediately smiled and told her not to worry.

When they were out of sight, he stretched out his hand to fiddle with the wet sticky hair, looked at the filth all over his body, and sighed.

(How bad! How is he going to go back in this situation...?)

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed that someone was looking at him, so he decided to leave here first, and went back to the car to worry about how to deal with it.

As soon as the glass door was pushed open and exposed to the fresh air outside, he felt a few drops of water dripping on the top of his head and face, and Roy stared blankly at the sky.

In an instant, a drop of water hit his eyelids directly, and he closed his eyes; when he opened his eyes, the drops of water falling on his face became more and more dense and intense, and the sky suddenly poured down with rain.

Instead of hastily hiding from the rain, he stretched out his hands to feel the raindrops, and said, "Are you...are you crying for me?" He turned his eyes to the hazy world in front of him, with a thoughtful expression on his face.

Suddenly, a bleak smile appeared on his face.

(Unexpectedly, the sky really shed tears for him...)

only. ． ． ．For him right now, there was no comfort at all.

Because there are more difficult things waiting for him later.