Abuse's extravagance

When Luo Jie returned home, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

The lights in the big house were bright, and the atmosphere was very peaceful and quiet, and it was completely unfeeling that Shao had just experienced a storm earlier.

The scene on the dining table was exactly the same as when he left, and the two sets of bowls and chopsticks were still facing each other. It is conceivable that after he left, the other person also left here one after another.

He let out a long breath, and started to tidy up the table, dumping the pot of porridge without hesitation, just like the way a lover handles their relationship, ruthlessly disposing of this cold heart.

After cleaning up the mess, he went into the bathroom to rinse his body, and then walked slowly into the bedroom.

The bedroom is another world.

It was pitch black, cold, and dead silent. You couldn't see your fingers, and there wasn't even a trace of life.

He subconsciously reached out to touch the light switch on the left wall.

Suddenly, a faint moonlight penetrated through the cracks in the curtains that swayed in the wind, and fell on the bed, shining a lonely figure, stopping his movements.

In an instant, the light disappeared, and the room returned to darkness.

Relying on his memory, he groped for the distance and came to the bedside.After his eyes adapted to the darkness, he could vaguely depict a thin figure lying on his exclusive position.

He turned on the night light embedded in the ceiling instead, and the light yellow light beam clearly revealed the facial features of the person on the bed, but it did not disturb his sleep.

Even when he fell asleep, Roy still frowned unconsciously.A pair of bright, clear eyes were tightly closed at this time, and there was still water on the long eyelashes. It seemed that tears accompanied him to sleep all night.

He reached out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, but as soon as the tip of his finger touched the wet skin, Luo Jie stopped his hand.

He looked at the water on his fingertips with a complicated expression, and then at Roy's haggard face. Suddenly, he clenched his jaw, stepped forward, walked around the bottom of the bed, and came to the other side of the bed.

Lie down on the empty space beside him lightly, the soft bed shook slightly due to his weight.As soon as he closed his eyes, he felt a warmth on his back, accompanied by a regular heartbeat and a faint breath.

The black eyes opened instantly, and the hair all over his body became sensitive to sense his presence, but he didn't move, still turned his back to Roy, letting him cuddle up to him.

Luo Jie wasn't sure if he was awake or asleep?

Before the quarrel, they slept so close to each other every night, even after falling asleep, they would still unconsciously seek each other's body temperature.

Suddenly, a touch of damp heat spread out from the cloth that adhered to the skin, answering the question in his mind and touching his pretending indifference heart.

The tear-soaked cloth turned cold when it touched the air, and was then soaked by new tears. The more silent he was, the wider the wet area became.

There was a heaving and shaking of his chest behind him, and a slight sip of breath came from his ears. Roy suppressed his emotions and wept. He also suppressed his heart and acquiesced in his sadness.

Obviously, they can touch each other and feel each other's existence, but there is an ocean between their hearts, which is blue and melancholy.

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After a lingering night, Luo Jie got up early in the morning and went to work without preparing breakfast.

When he was in the office, he frowned deeply, and kept reminiscing about yesterday's tortuous and outrageous experience in his mind.In addition to feeling angry and sad about Roy's unreasonable demands, he had many doubts in his heart.

He didn't understand why Huang Jingying chose to approach Roy instead of herself in the first place?

There was no friendship between them, only a few encounters.It has been eight years since that incident happened. As far as he knows, these two people have never met or contacted each other during these eight years.

Logically speaking, if she has complaints, she should target him instead of Roy. After all, he was the one who decided to break up.

He thought that maybe Huang Jingying discovered the facts of that night, so she used this to put pressure on Roy; through someone he trusted, she would be more convincing than herself.

But even so, why did she wait for so many years to tell about the child?

If she still loves herself, she should want to use the child to keep herself, but she doesn't.

It is really because he is seriously ill, so he hopes to let the child be taken care of. ． ． ?

If so, then the matter is easy to handle, he is willing to provide for all the future expenses of the child, and is willing to help her share the medical expenses, as a biological father.As long as he persisted, his parents could not force him to marry her and take their mother and daughter home to live.

However, the most troublesome thing in front of him involved Roy.

He is a fool. ． ． ． ．Why bother with the idea of ​​redemption?

Even if he was the trigger of the breakup, he didn't need to turn to sympathize with them because of self-blame, and give up the relationship between them.

Roy said that was her last wish, but he thought it was a lie he lied to win his sympathy.

He knew that the key point was the child. It was the child who aroused the guilt in his heart, and he was not allowed to act rebelliously out of selfishness.

Although Roy had issued an exclusive declaration and did not want anyone to intervene between them, but from his observation of Roy's expression when he saw his sister's child, he could find that he actually loved the child.

He believed that when Roy faced his child, his feelings would be deeper. Just because she was his own child, he could not ruthlessly deprive her of the right to have family affection.

And how should he handle this now?

Roy has a stubborn personality. Once he decides on something, he will not change his mind easily.

Seeing that he would rather sacrifice himself and swallow all the sorrow and pain silently, he also felt uncomfortable.Crying so depressingly all night almost drowned his heart.

To be honest he was shaken.There is even an idea in his mind: as long as it can keep him from crying, no matter what the request is, he is willing to do it.

Instead of holding on to each other and continuing the cold war, it is better to take a step back and think in a longer-term direction.

Anyway, Huang Jingying only has half a year to live, as long as she endures for half a year, after she leaves, they can resume their original life.

Even if there is an extra child, he believes that Roy will accept her with an open heart and treat her with love and affection.

Thinking about this, a flash of light flashed across his black eyes. Luo Jie suddenly picked up the phone on the table, called up the phone number he got from Roy's phone in the morning from the phone book, and sent a message.

Huang Jingying:

I am Roger.

Are you free at 6:[-] tonight?I want to meet you alone, talk about the children, and make an appointment at the last restaurant.

In less than a few seconds, I received her reply: "OK."

The originally frowning brows relaxed, and he raised a smile and told himself: All this is for Roy.

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At six o'clock in the evening, Luo Jie came to the hotel restaurant on time for the appointment.After asking the waiter, he learned that Huang Jingying hadn't arrived yet, so he decided to wait in the box first.

About half an hour later, there was a knock on the door, and a waitress in a black suit led her to the box.

After entering the private room, Huang Jingying's eyes immediately settled on him. She was both pleasantly surprised and anticipating that he took the initiative to contact her.Luo Jie also stared at her, their eyes met, but they didn't make any greetings.

When she was seated, the waiter came to Luo Jie who was the host and asked, "Mr. Luo, can I order?"

Luo Jie looked away and smiled slightly, "Sorry, we have to talk about things first, and I will call you when we need to order food." He gestured to the waiter, hoping that the conversation would not be interrupted.

"I see. If you need anything, please call me." The waiter responded with a smile on his face, and then exited the box to give them a space to be alone.

At this moment, Luo Jie turned his gaze back to her and looked at her calmly.

I haven't seen her for a day, but Huang Jingying seemed to be a different person, her eyes were lifeless and bloodshot, and her complexion was extremely pale.Out of his friend's concern, he asked softly: "Are you okay...?"

Seeing his thoughts through the creases between the brows, Huang Jingying raised her pale lips and explained: "Because of the chemotherapy, my body has some side effects. I'm sorry for letting you see my ugly side."

In fact, she originally planned to give up treatment and wait for death.However, since she caught Roy's handle and used him to reunite with Luo Jie, she suddenly regained hope and received treatment again.Want to marry Luo Jie, and be able to overcome illness.

Hearing chemotherapy, Luo Jie's expression turned serious, but he didn't want to continue on this topic.

"Roy has already explained your affairs to me, but I want to know one thing, why did you hide the child's affairs for so many years?" He raised his inner doubts and wanted to quickly end the conversation and dinner, Go home and make peace with Roy.

Huang Jingying was a little surprised that Roy didn't relay what she said to him.

She thought that since this was the case, she should answer what was in her favor. "Because of the misunderstanding that happened at that time, you didn't listen to my explanation..." Lowering your eyes, you continued with an innocent look: "Although I still have feelings for you, but... I don't want to use children to tie you down ... If it wasn't for illness, I was worried that Xiao Qing would not be taken care of..." Having said that, she looked at Luo Jie with red eyes.

Seeing her sad expression, Luo Jie doubted him, "I'm sorry, I handled things like that back then, but don't worry about Xiao Qing, I will be responsible for you mother and daughter."

Huang Jingying smiled through tears, "Really?" She was obviously proud of her scheme, but she said in a pretentious way: "Actually, you don't have to force me to marry me for the sake of your child. You should have someone you like in your heart. I listen to Roy. Said, you have been dating for many years."

At this time, Roy was involved because he wanted to inquire about another matter.

Luo Jie's eyes turned deep, thoughtful.

(It turns out that Roy still has something to hide from him.) Knowing that he tried to protect the relationship between the two, I feel even more sorry for all the sacrifices he made.

"I am in a relationship, but we have already broken up." He immediately withdrew his expression and responded calmly.

After confirming that the situation was going as she wanted, Huang Jingying let go of the burden in her heart.

She mocked in her heart: It seems that it was right to warn Roy in front of everyone yesterday. Whoever told him to toast and not eat fine wine is all his own fault. It would be better to convince Luo Jie earlier.

But she picked up her face and blamed herself: "...it shouldn't be because of me!"

Although she had a natural demeanor, Luo Jie began to suspect that she was not such a simple person because of her excessive grievances and words, thinking that all her words and deeds were arranged.

"It's none of your business, you don't have to worry about it." He hid his thoughts and raised a smile to ask her not to worry.

Seeing his attitude towards her as before, the resentment buried in Huang Jingying's heart was suddenly overtaken by the rekindled love.

"Let's get married, and let me take care of you for the rest of the time." Now that a consensus was reached, Luo Jie directly expressed the real intention of inviting her to have this dinner.

Hearing this sentence, Huang Jingying shed tears excitedly: "Luo Jie, thank you..."

Indifferent to her sensuality, Luo Jie just comforted him: "Thank you, this is what I should do." It was the only compensation he could make for the mistakes he made.

"In a few days, I will take you mother and daughter home to meet my parents, and I will confirm the time with you."

"Yeah." Happiness came so quickly, Huang Jingying thought she was dreaming, and couldn't hide her joy.

Luo Jie looked at her quietly, with a treacherous smile in his eyes, and returned to normal in the blink of an eye.

Glancing at his watch, it was almost 06:30, "You should be hungry, let's start eating." He handed her the menu on the table, and asked intimately, "What do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat lighter food, Jie, can you help me? I'll go to the bathroom first." Huang Jingying begged with a girlish appearance.

"Okay." Luo Jie promised, looking at the menu.

When she got up and left the box, all his thoughts were on Roy, planning the way forward.

I don't know that when she went to the bathroom, she actually went to call and sneer at another person.

"Roy, you're smart, Jie just proposed to me, I will abide by our agreement and not publish photos."

Her voice on the phone was like a sharp sword, piercing Roy's body with force, and dealt a fatal blow to his fragile heart.

Writer's words:

The content of this article is described in three ways, mainly based on Luo Jie's inner thoughts, I hope it will not be too strange to read