Net king's heart, pupil light and shadow

Where is my heart?You know where you are, but you don't know where your heart is.By following the rules and being meek, she lost herself. She knew that this was not the real her, but she was forced to be like this.Hitomi, can you see clearly?What you see is true, what you see is not false.Past, present, future, can you really see through?I hate the self who used to be ignorant of the dangers of people's hearts, and I don't like the self who deviates from the nature and loses the self who is pretending every day.Light, what you gain is what you lose.Once owned, it is full of joy and beauty, and if you lose it, you will drown yourself in the shadows.In front of her family, she is a warm and lovely daughter, a sister who takes care of her younger brother.Wearing a vest, she has a lot of jokes, complains a lot, is cheerful and active, and makes friends online.Shadow, drowning.The shadow of the past lingers, looking down and seeing the scars, closing her eyes is a nightmare, reminding her of the past all the time.She had to give up her preferences, had to forcefully change.In front of others, she walks alone, does not seek fame and fortune, is quiet, dull and weird.Life is carried out in the switching of light and shadow. She gradually adapts to this mode, but also forgets the current mode.Both are available but incompatible.Cognition, twists and turns to distinguish in contradictions, the pupils of the heart are locked in the bottom of the heart, when can you know where the heart is, know what the pupils look, and return to the truth.The people who hurt her in the past were not good people, but most of the people she met later were good people. No matter what, she was grateful to everyone, and gradually knew how to distinguish, adapt, get along, take responsibility, and change.The heart and pupils are clear, and the light and shadow are harmonious.Content tag: Wang Wang's proud son, flower season, rainy season, inspirational life┃ Search keywords: Protagonist: Yijiin Youtong┃ Supporting roles: Li Haida, Qingxue, Bingdi and many others, Ijiin Koichi, Shimizu Hideyu...