Net king's heart, pupil light and shadow

You Tong quickly left the place of right and wrong, she admitted that she was avoiding, she didn't know how to face it, she ran all the way, the balloons hanging on her fingers also became hurried with her pace, swaying left and right from time to time, interrupting and passing by people.

What I saw and heard just now, maybe some people are showing their true feelings, but it is certain that some people are lying.

She didn't know how long she had walked, but she only knew that when she looked up again, it was already sunset, and she was standing in a dimly lit place, where trees grew densely along the embankment, and there were far fewer people.Leaning against the tree trunk, standing quietly beside the river embankment, the view here is wide, looking up at the sky, you can see the stars and the moon at a glance, but now she is not in the mood to watch, even if her eyes follow the bright colors in the sky, they don't reach the bottom of her heart.

I was impatient just now, and the pace was also anxious.Pulling out the sandalwood folding fan at his waist, he fanned it slowly to cool himself down, and tried to calm his mind with the scent of fragrance.

However, her mind was sometimes blank and sometimes confused, she didn't know what to think, and when she wanted to think, she was disorganized.

The river embankment is a steep downward slope, and Youtong sits unconsciously on the embankment, with the scene of the accident clearly flashing in his mind.At that time, there were so many people around, she couldn't avoid the broken glass all over the floor, she was hit by someone and fell to the ground, her hands just pressed on the broken glass, she thought her good friend was going to help her up , but who knew that the man pretended not to stand still, stepped on her left hand, and pushed it down...

Youtong felt a terrible headache, and kept scratching her hair with both hands, whispering in her mouth: "What the hell am I doing? I must be crazy..."

The sandalwood folding fan that was originally placed by her side fell to the embankment due to her trembling movements. Seeing it, You Tong hurriedly reached out to pick it up, but she forgot where she was, today's attire, and the safety issue , She screamed and slid down. At this moment, no one would notice her even if she rolled down and fell into the river.

"Be careful!" An urgent voice came from the top of her head, her wrist tightened suddenly, stopping her downward trajectory, she raised her head to follow the prestige, her eyes were wide open, how could it be Liu Sheng? !why is he here !Why just himself? !

"Don't be afraid, I'll pull you up." Although Liu Sheng spoke hastily, the voice was very reassuring and could calm down the uneasiness in his heart.

Youtong is very frightened now, her dark blue eyes are full of fear, she doesn't know that tears are welling up.Look below, about ten meters away from the river, the folding fan just now has long since disappeared, if you fall, you will be in big trouble.Instinctive to survive, she didn't want to have any more accidents, her right hand grabbed Liu Sheng's wrist, seeing this, Liu Sheng also hurriedly grabbed her extended hand.

Youtong's hands were held, and the discomfort in her left hand appeared again, reminding her of the cruelty of the past, but now she knows that it is even more cruel to have no way under her feet.

The moment she stepped on the embankment, Youtong's legs were limp and she knelt aside, with her hands on the ground, the fear just now magnified suddenly, and the grievance and unwillingness from the past suddenly burst into tears.

Yagyu was separated from his tennis club mates, so he found a quiet place to rest, and when he came near here, he saw a girl standing quietly by the river bank, and she knew she was coming to the summer festival garden by looking at her clothes. Yes, Yuli is tall and tall, with a pink and purple kimono that is more soft and graceful under the moonlight, and long brown hair that is over the shoulders is curled and wavy. A sentence flashed in my mind, the years are quiet and beautiful.He had to admit that beautiful things are attractive, but he didn't know why she was a girl alone, so he stopped and looked at her.Suddenly seeing her sitting on the embankment, she always felt that the place was not safe, so she moved closer.Unexpectedly, the girl became mad for some reason, and the folding fan fell, but she carelessly picked it up, and even dropped herself.He went to save her without even thinking about it, and when he saw her eyes, he was amazed, but the despair and pain in the eyes were not suitable for her, no matter what it was for, he tried his best to pull her up.

Seeing that she was safe, he just breathed a sigh of relief when he saw dripping drops of water on the ground, the girl's shoulders were trembling slightly, and there was a faint sobbing sound, she was crying.

Liu Sheng was at a loss, thinking that she was frightened, so he took out the handkerchief he carried with him, put it in front of her, and comforted her: "It's safe now, don't cry."

Youtong stared at the neat handkerchief in front of her with tears in her eyes, hesitated for a moment before mustering up the courage to reach out her hand, she didn't use it to dry her tears, but held it tightly in her hand, now she really wanted to be in the arms of a reliable person He wanted to vent his anger, but he didn't have the courage to pounce on the boy. The handkerchief was like a life-saving straw, and he could feel at ease in his hand.Instead of kneeling on the ground, she hugged her knees and curled up, with tears rolling down her eyes from time to time, soaking the kimono.During the period when she was autistic, she cried a lot in her own music room. Since then, she has never shed a single tear except for the midnight nightmare. At this time, she really wants to cry. The stagnant water in the ancient well was splashed fiercely by the bricks and stones. She didn't care about the "strangers", anyway, Yagyu didn't know her now.

Liu Sheng didn't dare to leave for a moment, he didn't know what the girl was thinking, and thought so sadly, he was afraid that she would do something stupid, so he sat by her side.As a stranger, he has no right to ask, know, and restrain others, but as a gentleman, he knows that it is not easy to do something small, and if silent company can resolve a possible tragedy, he is willing to do it.Seeing that she was just holding his handkerchief, but she was full of tears, he had no choice but to hand her a tissue and said calmly, "Wipe it."

Youtong took a tissue and wiped away the tears on her face. She was very grateful for Liu Sheng's appearance, not only for his helping hand just now, but also for his polite and quiet company all the time, without being abrupt or offensive.

"Thank you, thank you." After an unknown amount of time, Youtong said this, her mood seemed to be much calmer, and the tears flowed happily.

Liu Sheng looked at her seriously, those dark blue eyes did not have the panic and despair just now, although they were moist, they were extremely peaceful, "It should be, anyone would not just sit idly by. "

When You Tong heard this, she smiled very lightly, with a hint of sarcasm, and her voice was a little helpless, "Not necessarily, there are people who hurt people when they are in trouble."

At this time, Liu Sheng knew that this girl had a story, otherwise he would not have said such things for no reason, "Then leave such a person. If you know it early, you can avoid harm, if you know it late, don't be hurt more deeply."

You Tong stared at him blankly, with a confused expression, "What if you've already been hurt deeply?"

Liu Sheng was silent, it seemed that it was far more serious than imagined, and he couldn't help but wonder why she couldn't think about it just now?Or did you think too deeply and have an accident? "Deep and shallow, there is no uniform scale. If you can bear it, it will be so shallow that you will forget it in an instant. If you can't bear it, it will be deeply painful and unforgettable. Some special things will be unforgettable, but Sad things are engraved in your heart, and you will cut your heart out, and the gain outweighs the loss."

This unhurried narration made Youtong fall into deep thought, very reasonable and comforting, but she still said flatly: "I understand the reason, but what can I do if I can't do it."

It turned out that he was stuck in the mud and couldn't extricate himself, Liu Sheng thought so.He has no such experience, nor has he met such a person, so he can only use his own understanding to explain the facts and solve problems. "The method is all in your heart, it depends on whether you are willing to find it."

You Tong looked up at the moon. Today is the first quarter moon. She can see half of the moon, half of which is dark and silent, and half of which is soft and beautiful. She thinks of Artemis, the moon and the goddess of hunting in Greek classical mythology. Refined beauty, but also the extraordinary ability of archery, strong and strict personality.Why doesn't she have two sides, she looks one way when she is outside during the day, and another when she comes home at night, just like the moon in the sky, light and dark coexist, this is something she can control.Thinking about Liu Sheng's words, he finally nodded, "You're right."

"Calm?" Liu Sheng asked suddenly.

Youtong didn't answer right away, but asked instead: "You said calm and dead silence, what's the difference?"

Liu Sheng wanted to say that tranquility is peaceful and quiet, and dead silence is lifeless, but he felt that it was inappropriate. The girl could ask this question, maybe she was expressing herself, and he couldn't imagine how she would feel if he said that. What will happen.A gentleman will not make wild guesses in the face of uncertain things, let alone do things that offend girls, he will not say anything. "How do you understand?" He didn't answer the rhetorical question.

"I used to think that I was very calm, but when I met some people and recalled some bad things, I couldn't. I just realized that I always use a seemingly calm state of mind to cover up my dead heart. I feel very stupid. Youtong sighed softly.

"You're not stupid. If you were stupid, you wouldn't say that, so why bother to judge yourself like this." Liu Sheng vetoed it.

Youtong bowed her head shyly and raised the corners of her lips. She looked at Liu Sheng and said softly: "I know I should change my mind, but I still can't let go of the things in my heart, but I will try my best."

Liu Sheng was relieved, the girl's reaction made his heart hang, whether it was accidental or deliberate, he knew that the girl would have nothing to do now. "You can." He encouraged.

Youtong calmed down, only to notice the coils on her fingers, and the little rabbit's balloon was still floating above her head, "I almost broke it."

"It's very cute. Fortunately, I didn't break it when I pulled you up just now." Just now I was trying to save someone, but now I remembered that there was such a little thing just now.

Youtong pulled back the balloon string in his hand, held the little rabbit in his hand, and smiled, "Well, this is from someone I don't know well, but I think he should be a good person." Looking at Liu Sheng again, he added, " You too. And, thank you."

Liu Sheng didn't know why he was suddenly very happy and satisfied. He had been praised and thanked by others, but he had never felt this way. Maybe it was because the gratitude this time was very simple, and the praise this time was very real.He seldom takes off the mask of a gentleman. He is always gentle, courteous, advances and retreats with restraint, never says a word to strange girls, and never gives others extra expressions, which makes people fantasize. But this time, he did not Consciously smiled, "It's my pleasure."

"boom--"

The sky is bright, like fireworks.Both of them unconsciously looked up, the brilliant brilliance shone on them, and they looked at each other and smiled.

Until the end of the fireworks show, Youtong exclaimed: "It's really beautiful." Knowing that it was getting late, she turned to Liu Sheng, "I should go."

At this time, Liu Sheng realized that a long time had passed, "Is your family nearby? I'll take you there."

"No, thank you, thank you for being here today, goodbye." Youtong said gently.

Yagyu didn't force it either, "Okay, goodbye. Your eyes are beautiful, prettier than fireworks, so don't cry anymore." He added.

You Tong was slightly startled, this was the second boy who bluntly said that her eyes were beautiful, but this remark made her calm state of mind stir up waves again, both joys and sorrows coexisted.He didn't reply, just smiled and turned away.

"Can you tell me your name?" Liu Sheng realized that he had neglected important information.

Youtong's feet stagnate, name?Tell him, won't she be exposed?Thinking with his back turned to him, he was a little embarrassed, and finally said softly: "Hitomi, my name."

Liu Sheng looked at the back of the girl leaving, and said her name, "Hitomi, a good name, beautiful eyes, and the name is also appropriate."

When You Tong left the woods, she realized that she was still holding Liu Sheng's handkerchief in her hand, and she didn't return it to him. She was really distracted and forgot.I have to pay it back, but how can I pay it back?nerve-wracking.

Sigh lightly, let's talk again, there are still many things to be resolved.The folding fan fell into the river, and the clothes were stained and wrinkled. Liu Sheng's handkerchief had to be returned, and the water had to be considered.Smile slightly, let's solve it bit by bit, she has time.

The author has something to say: The summer festival is over.