Net king's heart, pupil light and shadow

Youtong is worried, not how to get in touch with Liu Sheng, but whether to change the idea of ​​restraint.She never thought that she would be confessed by someone, but this happened, she should give up completely, or try, That is really question.

This idea arose after watching Liu Sheng's game, and further thought that this person was very good. She didn't think Liu Sheng was pretending to be good on purpose. After all, he had contacted him before, although there was no friendship at that time. The way he did it was very uncomfortable, but after all, this person hadn't done anything bad, it was just that his will was inconsistent at the time.

She needed someone to give her advice now, so she turned on her computer, logged in to the forum and MSN successively, to see if there were any reliable people online.

It's been a while since I've been on MSN, and now I'm full of information prompts, who is it?Check out one by one.

Brother and sister Dashi sent messages on the second day and the third day after the tennis celebration respectively. They are happy that she has been rehabilitated, hope she can return to her original self, and tell her to come and play with them if she has nothing to do.Nana also added, sister, I will continue to ask you for my math tutoring!

Next is the verification message for five friends.

Kitahara Masa, Izayo Miwa, Feng, Shinozu, and Yagyu, how did they know her ID?Her pitiful contact list is enough to show her isolation and isolation at the beginning. It is not easy for these people to get her ID.Fortunately, Yagyu said that he could get it from Kanako.Xiaoya and Meihe probably knew about it from Dashi. They chatted in a hurry that day and had their own arrangements. She was not as smooth and active in communication as before, so she didn't have the nerve to leave her contact information.As for how Feng and Renzu knew, and who they could get it from, she really couldn't figure it out.Could it be Dashi too?With her current mind, he is the only one who can think of this, and she can't think of other ways.

No matter where you know it from, they finally found it, so just click OK.

In other words, I haven't verified it for several days, and some people don't know how to ask?

Once the verification is completed, it doesn't matter, all the immortals are online, so one can imagine how busy she will be...

Kitahara Masa and Izayo Miwa will not talk about it, the twittering between girls is naturally unavoidable, Kitahara Masa is simple, she invites Hitomi to come out for a walk more, and play together as before, and asks if she can come to Lihai University from time to time Play with her instead of avoiding her, or something like that.Izayoyo Miwa talked a lot, especially reminding Youtong to be careful.

Youtong: I will pay attention, try not to fall into the water, not to fall into the ditch, not to run the red light, not to take the secluded road.

Izayoi: ... Seriously.

Youtong: I know, be careful of people like Fujiwara Ayaka.

Izayoi: Not only that, but her situation is not very good recently. With her unhealthy mentality, I am worried that she will fight back.

You Tong stopped typing.Do you still have to live in fear?If Ayaka Fujiwara wants revenge, is she still jealous?No, there is no reason to look for her.If you still look for her, it can only be because you can't accept the reality of failure.Renzu and the others will feel ashamed if they know her true nature. She can't lose what she hopes to get and what she already has. If so, then it's really not safe now.wrote: Did you see her again later?

Sixteen Nights: None.She called me, convulsed, and scolded me, saying I didn't speak up for her.

You Tong felt a chill: Are you... okay?

Izayoi: It's okay, I walk with my classmates after school now, so there's nothing wrong with it.I used to think that she loves comparisons, is competitive, wants others to listen to her, and it's okay to be a little bit hot-tempered, but I didn't expect her to be so extreme that she doesn't distinguish between right and wrong.

It seems that Meihe is smarter than her. Two years ago, she had never observed and summed up a person so carefully. At that time, her focus was not on this, so she suffered from this, and Meihe had already discovered it.She doesn't like to talk around corners, since Meihe reminded her, she simply asked directly: Meihe, you found out before, why didn't you avoid her?

Sixteen Nights: Hehe, you are still the same, or you don’t ask, or you just ask.To be honest, with her, the level of contact is indeed different, and I like to be exposed to new things and unknown areas, and I am willing to learn.Therefore, I will not stay away from her for my own purposes.

Youtong frowned on the computer side. Since childhood, Meihe has better adaptability and adaptability than her and Xiaoya. She is not afraid of any kind of people when she comes into contact with them, but she clearly sees that some people are not very good, so she still wants to get in touch with them. How do you think it's fake? Does it make sense?

Izayoi: Do you really not understand my thoughts, do you think it is fake?At best, I want to get along with everyone, at worst, I'm just taking advantage of Fujiwara.

Youtong was a little confused.

Izayoi: Let's put it this way, objective people and things don't have to be judged as good or bad, but subjectively judge whether what you do is right or wrong.Just like what happened at the tennis ceremony, Xiaoya, I, you and Fujiwara used to have a good relationship. It doesn’t matter if Fujiwara is right or wrong. And conscience dictates that we have to stand in line, which is why she is angry, because she always needs someone to take sides unconditionally.

Izayoi: In the past two years when you disappeared, I also suspected Fujiwara for the same reason as Feng-kun. I didn't mean to mention you many times in front of her, and she would get impatient and then cover it up again.Later, I paid attention to it, and when I saw something related to you, I would mention it. There was indeed a problem with her attitude, and I knew it.Therefore, I kept my friendship with her and inquired about you at the same time. Unfortunately, I was not capable enough to find out the reason.

Youtong's IQ can solve knowledge problems, but her EQ can't cope with life problems, this topic is put on hold for now, she gave Meihe a word: human essence.

Followed by Feng and Ninzu, they were all asking her how she was thinking.

Feng: Hitomi, have you contacted Senpai Ninzu? He said that you haven't replied to him, so it's not easy to ask.

Youtong: Let me think about it.

Feng: Haven't made up your mind yet?

You Tong: To tell you the truth, I am not strong enough in this regard.

Feng was silent, this cannot be forced.

Shinobu also greeted her, not asking if she was ready, but when she planned to come.Youtong reacted for a moment, smiled softly, and was another person.In terms of face-to-face communication, her skills on the spot are relatively average, but when it comes to writing, she has time to think, and she can appear more alert.

Youtong: Thank you for your kindness, but I haven't figured it out yet.

Shinozu: Well, if you want, feel free to contact me.

Youtong thanked, remembering Miwa's words, she couldn't help asking: Ninzu-kun, I'm sorry to ask one more question, I heard that Fujiwara's situation is not good, is it true?What's up with her?

After a while, he wrote: I have no contact with her now, and I don't know the details, I only know that she is being excluded by people in the school now, so she is relatively isolated.

You Tong was surprised, and then cursed, this is not clear?This is obviously very clear!

Shinozu: Don't think too much, it shouldn't have much to do with you.After that, I rejected all kinds of requests from her and pestered her rudely. She had a big row in school once, and many people saw it, so you should be able to imagine the ending.

Youtong: I know.

She is a little stupid, but not stupid.Even if it is impossible to imagine the actual situation of Bingdi, the theorem of equivalent substitution in mathematics and the rhetorical method of analogy in Chinese are still clear, and all of them are replaced in the environment of Lihai University. As you can imagine, typical people are annoying.

But Fujiwara's terrible self-esteem and sense of competition will definitely disgust the people around her even more, creating a vicious circle. Her situation may not be described as poor, but extremely miserable.

When she was distracted, a dialog box popped up on the computer screen, and someone shook the window to remind her to pay attention. When she took a closer look, Yagyu Bilushi had a sentence on it: What are you doing?This sentence happened 12 minutes ago.

Youtong hurriedly wrote: Queuing up to reply to people.Pausing his fingers for a while, he added a joke: Senior, you jumped the queue.In fact, there was no jumping in the queue, there was no one behind Liu Sheng for the time being, and she deliberately put him at the end.

Liu Sheng: ... (She's not the first in line... to reply to the message? How many people are harassing her?) How many people were I originally in line for?

Youtong is very honest: the last one.

Liu Sheng: ... (Number one from the bottom! It's okay to tell a lie, but it's not right. If you tell a lie, you won't be her.) Okay, how many people are in front of me?

You Tong: Six.

Liu Sheng thinks about it, it's okay, he can bear it without creating a company: How many times have I jumped in line?

Youtong: You didn't jump in the queue very timely, so the order basically hasn't changed, it's still the last one.

Liu Sheng was stuck, why did he feel a sense of futility, and Youtong's big truth also made him feel a sense of grief and powerlessness: Who is in front of me?

Youtong: It's Ninzu-kun, it's just finished.

Liu Sheng became alarmed: what's the matter with him?

Youtong: He wants me to go to his hospital to check the wound and see if there is any possibility of recovery, but I haven't made up my mind yet.

Ordinarily, this is a good thing, but she doesn't seem to agree to it, maybe she doesn't dare.Wrote: The last time Renzu came to you and said this?

You Tong: Yes.

For Youtong, this is of no benefit, but she can't pass the test in her heart, she should be worried that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.He also wrote: Tokyo Ninja General Hospital has a very high technical level. If he focuses on your diagnosis and treatment, the effect may be very good.

Seeing the name of this hospital, Youtong suddenly thought that she really didn't need to bother.Because this hospital is the hospital where Dr. Dashi works, and her mother is also a physician in this hospital. She went around and went around. She thought that she and her family were far away from the previous things in the past two years. In fact, they are all in it. This is her Unexpectedly.Wrote: It seems that it is really unnecessary, because I have been reviewing in that hospital.

Yagyu didn't know how to answer the conversation now. He was sensible and measured, and his thoughts were very clear. He had heard a little about the things around Youtong. Aigaku Oishi Shuichiro had a good relationship with her since childhood. His uncle has always been in charge of Youtong. Hitomi's injury will never be perfunctory for her, and her mother is a friend of Dr. Oishi, and she will not be perfunctory. I heard that Tezuka's elbow injury was also treated by Dr. Oishi. It can be seen that his medical skills are not mediocre. If you give Youtong further improvement, even if you go to Renzu Hospital for treatment, it's hard to say the result.He regretted telling her without knowing that Youtong went to the hospital, anyway, it would be easy to refuse after seeing the sign at the entrance of the hospital, now she might not even try, the original encounter was a nightmare, she Another muscle, and can't turn this corner.

Thinking back on the scars he saw, he wanted to see Youtong's case, because he didn't know how serious it was, and if he had a look at his own hospital, maybe he could come to a conclusion.However, he didn't dare to ask her rashly. It would be too bad if he irritated her.

Just as she was thinking, Youtong sent a message: Senior, sorry, I have something to do here, so hang up first.

Liu Sheng made a smiling face: All right.

Youtong saw that Xue Zhihan was online. This sister hadn't appeared on the forum for a long time, or the two of them couldn't catch up. They finally saw her today. How could they let her go? It is still necessary to ask her for advice.So I told her what happened recently in detail and waited for her response.

Xue Zhihan: Let me talk about the first question first. I don’t think you need to worry too much about your own flaws. Everyone has flaws. It’s the difference between appearance and interior. You see, even if you have external flaws, it doesn’t affect you and others. Being friends doesn't affect others liking you, right?And the person with inner problems didn't reveal it before, and when he was discovered, he betrayed his relatives.When something happens, it becomes a fact. If you hide or worry, it is all your subjective actions. Will your actions benefit the future?If it works, stick with it.If there is no benefit, your persistence is pointless.

Xue Zhihan: If you get rid of the concerns above, then move on to the second question, since he has confessed his love, do you like him?

Bright and dark pupils: Actually, I don’t feel much. I observed him in the past two days and think he is even better, but I don’t seem to have the courage.

Xue Zhihan: You don't hate him, do you?

Bright and dark pupils: Yes.

Xue Zhihan: Will there be obstacles or no resonance when talking to him?

Bright and dark pupils: I don't think so.

Xue Zhihan: Then give it a try. Since he is a very educated and self-cultivated person, it is not easy to meet him, so why give up.He doesn't care about your flaws, but you magnify them in your heart, that's not good.It can be seen that you are not bad, give yourself some confidence, sometimes you have to live a little more freely, do whatever you want, and don't have to shrink back.

Youtong was greatly encouraged, she suddenly wanted to try, and was a little excited, calmed down a bit, and wrote: Senior, if you meet such a person, will you try it?

Xue Zhihan: Yes, I did the same. My father was angry because of this, and my mother also disagreed.

Bright and dark pupils: why?

Xue Zhihan: I can understand the unbalanced mentality of being a parent and all kinds of worries.Will your parents object?

Bright and dark pupils: I don't know either, they never said.

Youtong has loose hair, sitting on the bed, hugging the pillow, resting her chin on the pillow, a pair of beautiful dark blue eyes staring blankly at a small flower on the bed sheet, she is distracted thinking, especially Meihe Hexue Chihan's words.Life is really not simple, it contains too many truths, she does things simple, her thinking is simple, maybe she should practice it consciously, because of her flaws and shadows, she was worried that her work would attract attention, if she attracts strange things again Look, she will feel even more uncomfortable. Now think about it, who is perfect? ​​Just like Baishi Yuman who she admires. When Baishi Yuman makes mistakes, he obviously looks good-tempered. The reason for this caused trouble, forcing her to make a big move, and she also lost her temper for various things in the tennis club.

In the past two years, while she looked at others objectively and coldly, she did not treat herself objectively and kindly. It was just an attempt, and she couldn't do anything out of the ordinary, so she followed her first wish when she wanted to do it, and even let go of the quiz Well, it doesn't matter if you let go and try other things, not only in the face of Liu Sheng's goodwill, but also in other things.

The author has something to say: No one is perfect, when you see others are good, maybe he just came out of the troubles of the trough.