Net king's heart, pupil light and shadow

"Sister, can I come in?" Haoyi knocked on the door.

"Come in." You Tong's smile was not concealed at all, and the soft light in the dark blue eyes was visible.

Haoyi was lying on her desk, biting the pencil holder, and said casually: "Sister, what good things are there in the forum?" Influenced by her sister, Haoyi often used her forum resources to download various interesting things.

"I haven't read the content in the download area yet, but everyone is talking about new activities for the new semester." Youtong said while browsing the web.

"Oh~ the new activities should be those sports competitions and cultural competitions, such as baseball games, tennis games, composition competitions, recitative speeches, paintings, music..." At this point, Haoyi quickly covered his mouth and braked, and he secretly looked at it with a guilty conscience. Youtong's side face, the corners of his lips are still slightly upturned, and he still doesn't have any special reaction when looking at the computer screen.Haoyi was annoyed and secretly thankful, a momentary negligence almost exposed her sister's scar, what a fool.

You Tong is actually very sensitive, she is always on the sidelines and watching others, she can clearly feel other people's emotions, especially others' emotions towards her.Just now her brother's inattentive 'music' made her heart pound, and then she felt his cautiousness, but she didn't want him to see that her heart was touched. My brother is a family member, so I can't let him be terrified, and I have to talk to her again and again. think.

You Tong casually clicked on the download area, "Do you have something you want to download? It seems to be something new, let's take a look."

Hao Yi was completely at ease. After all, forbidden words are forbidden words, and they cannot be ignored.He leaned in front of the screen, pointed to a racing game and begged his sister to download it, Youtong smiled and agreed: "Bring your PSP." Hao disappeared and appeared in a hurry.

After all, Youtong just felt a little uncomfortable, forcing herself not to think about Koichi's words, it's useless to think too much, let alone unintentional.She is the older sister, and Hao Yi is the younger brother. Her younger brother is always thinking of her, and she will not make the whole family feel uncomfortable because of such a trivial matter.

Her parents were not at home, and Haoyi was also coaxed back to the room to sleep by her. Taking advantage of the silence at home, You Tong quietly walked into the music room, closed the door, turned on a faint yellow wall lamp, and silently looked at the girl standing quietly in the middle of the room. The grand piano was covered by a large dark red flannelette, blocking her view.Turning his gaze to the short table next to him, a black suitcase lay silently on it, and inside was a violin.Closing her eyes and leaning against the wall, the glory and beauty of the past flashed through her mind like a movie. These are her partners, her friends, her hobby and her toys, but they can no longer be used.She is afraid of touching the scene, so she always sneaks in to recall the past when no one is around, and she doesn't have the courage to approach them, and she can't touch them with a playful attitude.

With the help of the dim light, one can faintly see white patches on the wall of the music room, which are slightly whiter than other places. There are square and rectangular ones, which are where her awards and certificates used to hang.Three months before the accident, they were already preparing to move. At that time, the house was being renovated for the final decoration. In order to make his daughter happy, the father took the award certificate to the new home in advance and hung it on the wall of the new music room. Get pretty florals around the edges and turn things upside down overnight.Later, she shed tears and buried the former glory with her own hands, and all the titles and honors became a cloud of the past.She covered the piano with flannelette and put the violin in the suitcase. The thick dark blue curtains blocked the dazzling sunlight, which could no longer pass through the transparent bay window and projected into the elegant room. The door of the music room was closed, This realm no longer belonged to her.

Even if her younger brother Haoyi was learning the trumpet, he never used this sealed music room.

Youtong opened his eyes and raised his head, sighed softly, opened the door of the music room, and turned off the wall lamp.The music room fell into darkness again...

You Tong in the daytime is like a straight line on the electrocardiogram, making people unable to feel her existence, but she is also a special existence, this is her state of life during the day.

Today is the first official activity of all clubs in the new semester. Each club has its own rules and has a clear hierarchy.Lihai University pays attention to the strong, one is ability, the other is affinity, and it is best to have both.Youtong is very clear that she doesn't have it, and she defines herself as a ghost member who is both virtual and real.

Slowly walking towards the club activity building, passing the tennis court, bursts of cheers came, and Youtong just casually glanced at this most popular and passionate group in Lihai University. The title of "King Li Hai Da" is named after them, and they are synonymous with self-confidence, strength, pride and brilliance.

As if infected by this warm atmosphere, Youtong's pace became slower. Once upon a time, she liked this atmosphere of being supported and praised very much.

The head of the tennis club, Seiichi Yukimura, stood in the court with a coat on his shoulders, his handsome face was slightly raised, without any serious expression, but it made people feel the aura of looking down on all sentient beings.Youtong knew that this person should never be underestimated. She subconsciously felt that Yukimura's purple eyes could see through others with just a single glance, no matter whether he knew the person or not, so don't let him pay attention. Can't get him interested.

It's not that Youtong is prejudiced against the head of the tennis department, it's really a lesson.Kuniichi's Youtong was top-notch in her studies. After she won the first place in the whole grade for the third time, she happened to meet Yukimura in front of the student union. His eyes were like X-rays. Youtong felt very uncomfortable in front of him. She She has closed herself for a long time, and she doesn't want to be seen through. Fortunately, her big glasses help her block Yukimura's sight.As a result, a simple encounter event also caused Youtong a lot of trouble, because many people knew that this god-like person had a short communication with her, and as a result, some members of Yukimura's support team began to have feelings for her. Thoughts', cynicism, coercion and temptation, she has been in contact with them, but she isolated herself from the world, did not show any expression or words to anyone, and silently expressed that it had nothing to do with her.

She still remembers that the person who took the lead to find her was called Hayama Mitsuko, who is now in the third grade, and she heard that she had some personal relationship with Vice President Sanada of the tennis club. I know she is Yagyu Hiroshi's younger sister in the tennis club.Everyone thinks that she is "keep her ears off the outside world and only read the books of sages and sages", but she is not.But she really didn't want to have anything to do with these people, because it was too dangerous, and she knew that she didn't have the ability to solve it.Since you don't have this ability, try your best not to provoke right and wrong, let alone let yourself get caught up in it.This is also the painful lesson left to her by the painful experience that happened in the past. She can't afford to be hurt, let alone hurt a second time.

Turning her eyes from the tennis club to the support team, Youtong's eyes unconsciously became indifferent, and she sighed in her heart, she believes that this group of people will be wiped out sooner or later, and those who are too arrogant will definitely fall badly.

"Yijiyuan, why are you so dazed?" Shimizu Yingyu asked curiously as she walked past her.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about a math problem." Youtong pushed her glasses symbolically, but she was actually distracted.

Such a well-regulated answer did not arouse Shimizu's curiosity, but changed the topic: "Is it true that you will not participate in this knowledge contest? Today is the deadline for confirming registration. If you change your mind, I can register for you."

"Thank you senior, no need." Youtong said softly.

Qing Shui sighed indifferently: "Okay," walked away a few steps, then turned back and said, "It's okay to participate in this kind of activity once in a while, and there may be unexpected gains and effects."

Youtong nodded perfunctorily.In her opinion, besides the joy at that time, the honors won in the competition are the envy and hostility of others, and the effect is to taste all the hardships.

Turning his eyes back to the book, his thoughts drifted away again. What was in his mind was the scene of passing by the music club just now. Mitsuko Hayama's younger sister, Akiko Hayama, twisted her face and tried to make things difficult for the new girl who joined the club.Youtong has always been very clear, in fact, there is a "heroism" in everyone's heart, some people can stand out at a certain time, a certain place, and a certain event, such as important members of the tennis club, such as the backbone of the student union , For example, Kanako Yagyu, and some people can only imagine, but I am the one who can only think about it.

Now she finds that there is one more person who can be elated and make others applaud, that is, the girl who was made things difficult by Ye Shan, because she solved Ye Shan effortlessly.You Tong only saw the beautiful back of that girl, she could play Guzheng well, although You Tong didn't know much about Gu Zheng, she could listen to it.That girl has a backer, and she seems to have friendship with Director Mochizuki of the Music Department, and was directly assigned by the Minister.You Tong gave her the evaluation of "win in the rare" relationship.However, You Tong could also guess that this newcomer might not have an easy time in the future.At the beginning, she accidentally violated Tai Sui and caused troubles, not to mention that she blasphemed them, I am afraid that disasters will come by themselves.

Youtong knocked on the table twice with a pencil, there were not many things that could distract her, and it was rare for her to be distracted for so long, so she pulled her thoughts back, as long as she didn't mess with herself, those who bullied herself It's better if some people are angry, but for others, she doesn't think about it or care about it, she can't control it, and she can't control it.

One good advantage of the Learning and Thinking Department is that it provides an absolutely quiet place. After Youtong traveled to Taixu, she completed all the homework today at the speed of light. These are small cases for her. If she is slow, it can only mean that she does not want to Do or don't want to get it done so quickly.

Look at the time, Haoyi's club activities should be over soon, go to the attached primary school to find him and go home with him.On the way, she received a call from Dr. Dashi, telling her not to forget to go to the hospital for a reexamination tomorrow, and Youtong calmly agreed.In fact, in her opinion, it doesn’t matter whether it’s reexamination or not. After being injured for so long, those who should heal have healed, and those who can’t heal can only do so. It’s just that she has always listened to her parents, but she doesn’t know why her mother let her go. She must listen to Dr. Dashi's arrangement and have regular checkups. Will she still get better?Youtong smiled self-deprecatingly, it's a joke, better be early.

"Sister, what are you laughing at?"

Youtong looked up and saw that Haoyi had rushed out of the school gate and stood in front of her, still holding his trumpet in his hand.Resisting the self-deprecating just now, "I read it wrong." Hao Yi didn't doubt him, and consciously took Youtong's schoolbag and put it on his shoulder chicly.

"Sister, should I go to the hospital for reexamination?" Hao Yi turned to look at his sister.

The smile on Youtong's lips is real, "You remember it clearly."

How could Haoyi not remember clearly, that was his sister, although the pain was not on him, but he could understand the discomfort.He chuckled, ignored the conversation, turned around and said, "I'll accompany you."

"No, I'll go by myself tomorrow, and my mother will come back tomorrow."

"But I don't worry about you going by yourself." If Koichi's hands were not fully occupied at this time, he would definitely rake his hair symbolically.

"Just take care of yourself." Youtong said softly, jokingly dismissing his younger brother.

"Don't give me a chance to show..."

"Let's talk about it when you grow to 1.8 meters."

Youtong smiled lightly, ignoring his younger brother's fake innocence and fake grief.She knew that her brother was worried, but sometimes she felt that even if her brother followed him, it might not be safe. He was an elementary school student learning trumpet, not a middle school student learning kendo. If it was not safe, it would be the two of them in trouble.Besides, it was sunny and she was going to a crowded place, so it was not that troublesome to meet familiar people and do familiar things.Haoyi also has his own affairs, so it would be a waste of time to drag him with everything.

The author has something to say: At first glance, the heroine this time is not as cheerful as Manman, and may look a little gloomy, but don't rush to define it.I don't like to write tragic articles, and I don't want to use sadness to render articles. At the same time, this article will not be a tragedy.I describe the story based on the principle of objectivity, and I hope that the little pupils in my writing will be closer to us who are struggling in reality. There will be very real words, very hypocritical things, and very distressed thoughts. I personally think that they will all exist, but some are Happened to oneself, and some happened to others, you can think about it.

In the previous two chapters, I didn’t say much, but this time I’m a little chatty, I want to try a new way of writing and expression, so there will be more Xiaotong’s life on the Internet, and there will be more characters, if you are interested You can take a guess and just have fun.