GL on the tip of the tongue

Xia Weiyang left City C with regret, Ye Yueming refused to say anything.

Forget it, Xia Weiyang smiled sadly, it must have been instructed by Chen Muhan, that's why Ye Yueming refused to say it.

So you want to avoid me?Tell Ye Yueming, but refuse to tell me, isn't it because you are afraid that I will find you?

Don't worry Chen Muhan, I admit that I love you, but I won't go looking for you.

Xia Weiyang returned to Beijing and accompanied Xia's mother to order cheongsams. The family of three went to the photo studio to take a family portrait.There was a faint smile on Xia Weiyang's face, good-looking and peaceful, but a little less agile.Indeed, there is nothing greater than death, and it is a miracle that a person who has died can live.

On weekends, Xia Weiyang will go back to school. During the days at home, Xia Weiyang is not idle, sometimes walking around with her small drawing board on her back.It's not about drawing what she looks at, but what she draws in her heart. However, there is one person that she dare not draw lightly.

Perhaps, everything in life has a definite number. She once drew too many Chen Muhans, and the number is too many to count. Now, the definite number is exhausted, so God has taken back this right.Actually, God, if I don’t want me to draw Chen Muhan, I really don’t need to take her away...

Mu Zihe: Where are you making waves~ I didn’t post a single post on Moments.

When Xia Weiyang was walking home with the drawing board on her back, she received a message from Mu Zihe, Xia Weiyang was also pleasantly surprised, after all, she hadn't contacted for a long time.Xia Weiyang: With a drawing board on her back, she just came back from Xidanlang.

Mu Zihe: I actually went to a place with so many people to paint. Although painting is very good, my ancestors said that it is wrong to pretend to be aggressive.

Xia Weiyang: ...Mr. Mu, why did you become more and more dishonest when you went abroad.I went to Xidan and did not paint.

Mu Zihe: I don't like what you say, hum.

Xia Weiyang: Did I say something wrong about you?

Mu Zihe: Look at what you said, it seems that I am serious, how can I be serious, you say~

Xia Weiyang: Teacher Mu...serious is a compliment.

Mu Zihe: Cut, why don't you draw, why do you carry a drawing board behind your back?Travel with it?How lonely you are, walking around with a big board...it's pathetic to think about.

Xia Weiyang: Teacher Mu, you are too full of inner drama. Today I went to a store in Xidan to buy a new drawing board.

Mu Zihe: ... I didn't say it earlier, you are still so annoying as a child, well, seeing that you are in good condition, after the test, you can continue to roam.

Xia Weiyang is really puzzled, why does Teacher Mu seem like a different person when he is abroad?Variety of styles.Xia Weiyang: Teacher Mu, is your friend's book published?

Mu Zihe: Ah, you said this, I still want to ask you, did you go to City C?

Xia Weiyang: (⊙o⊙) Ah!how do you know?

Mu Zihe: Did you really go?What are you doing?

Xia Weiyang: It's just a stroll.

Mu Zihe: Then you are good at walking. In the first lunar month, you ran to City C alone, running wildly on the icy and snowy streets...

Xia Weiyang was startled, Xia Weiyang: Teacher Mu, did you send someone to follow me?

Mu Zihe: Stupid, actually, I installed a detector on you, are you afraid?

Xia Weiyang: Can you be serious?Did you not take your medicine today?

Mu Zihe: :-d, I'm going back to China next week, are you there?

Xia Weiyang: No, I'm going back to school.

Mu Zihe: Heartless heaven, can't you stay for me for two days?

Xia Weiyang: I can't.

Mu Zihe: But I went back because of you.

Xia Weiyang: That's all right now, you don't have to go back, I saved money for you, are you happy?

Mu Zihe: To tell you the truth, you can go farther, you nasty kid.

The two chatted for a while, and Mu Zihe said: Send me your recent work, and I'll see if it's made much progress.

Xia Weiyang: I haven't drawn well at home, when I go back to school, I will find time to draw for you.

Xia Weiyang left according to the scheduled date, and took a family photo with her. When she arrived at her den, she put the photo into a frame and placed it neatly on the bedside.Well, as long as you are sad, look at your parents, they have suffered a lot for themselves.In this world, the people she should love most are them.

Days seem to be back to the beginning.

Life, perhaps really has cycles, sometimes ups and downs.Is the cycle of life cyclical?Or every replacement is brand new?

Xia Weiyang didn't know either, but, as springs and autumns passed, she would still think of Chen Muhan when she stood on the street in a foreign country.But the heart is clearly not so painful.How about a bad metaphor?It's like this: Falling in love with Chen Muhan is terminally ill, and Chen Muhan's medicine is just the right antidote, which can make her "condition" worse, but at the same time make her happy.One day, the medicine stopped suddenly, and her whole body was plunged into eternal darkness. She was in pain, irritable, uncomfortable, crying, she gave up on herself, complained about herself, she disregarded the mortal world, and looked down on life... She suffered, She was irritable...and then, she fell into this debilitating cycle.

Xia Weiyang clearly felt that her heart became more and more calm, and her mind became more and more transparent. She would still fall into that cycle, but the cycle was obviously longer. She knew that her heart had finally begun to accept the cycle. thing.She lost Chen Muhan, and it may be a lifetime loss.

Even knowing this, Xia Weiyang's beautiful scenery caught her eyes, she still outlined a person who penetrated into the bone marrow in the beautiful scenery.I can't own you, but I still have the right to think about you. Although I don't have you in my future, I will outline your appearance in my future.Having your future is always exciting.

You are my lifetime.

In this life, I will never forget that I once loved such a person.In this life, she can no longer love someone like this.

In foreign countries, it's not that no one chases after Xia Weiyang, there are many men and women, Xia Weiyang refuses very simply.For men, she would say no at the beginning, there must be some people who will not give up just once, Xia Weiyang directly said: "My sexual orientation is female." When this word spread, the number of male suitors did not decrease, but increased. female suitors.

Xia Weiyang who is abroad is very patriotic. Except for what she draws in class, she likes to draw traditional Chinese paintings and ancient styles... For Westerners, Xia Weiyang's paintings, like hers, have an oriental charm.

Xia Weiyang's temperament began to become calmer at some point, and even her dressing style changed. She didn't change intentionally, but adjusted herself with the part-time job experience again and again.If it is a business occasion, she will also dress very ol', and if it is an art exhibition, she will be more meticulous. For her, painting is life and a sacred existence.At the art exhibition contest jointly held by China and foreign countries, Xia Weiyang appeared wearing a cheongsam, because her works have been fought several times and entered the primary selection.

Each artist can mix and match freely, stand next to his own painting, and enter the selection process.Every viewer who enters the exhibition hall is required to bring in a flower, which can be a lily, a rose, or a baby's breath... Put the flower you bring on the side of your favorite work vase.

Among the works with unique styles, Xia Weiyang's majestic landscape paintings are like a clear stream, and her classical and elegant cheongsam makes her delicate and handsome, as if blending with the landscape paintings.

The vase next to Xia Weiyang's work was filled quickly, there were too many flowers to fit, and it was already placed on the ground.Xia Weiyang is like a beauty in an ancient painting, and the gentle salute is an expression of her gratitude.There were so many people, she didn't have much energy to pay attention to anything, Xia Weiyang stood there all morning with the painting, listening to the flower language.

In the final result, not surprisingly, Xia Weiyang won No.1.There are not many acceptance speeches, only thanks and salutes.The rendering of this competition lasted for several months. After Xia Weiyang gave his speech on the spot, he will be taken to the studio immediately to talk about the paintings, "Please, save these flowers for me. After I finish recording the show, I will Take it back." The staff looked at other paintings, and the flowers had already begun to wither, trampled on, and discarded.

"Actually, I really didn't think that much, I just like it." When asked why he chose to paint such a large landscape painting, Xia Weiyang answered in this way.

"I don't have a boyfriend. I once loved someone deeply. I won't like anyone until I put her down in my heart. That would be too unfair to others." Regarding the question of love at the end, Xia Weiyang said: "Love is I can't even touch luxury goods in a short time."

On the way back, Xia Weiyang walked out alone, holding a large bouquet of flowers, almost blocking her view.Among the thousands of flowers, she saw a different little flower at a glance. It was a white rose made out of origami. The outermost petals were cut a little and turned outward on purpose, symbolizing with rose thorns.

It is neither humble nor overbearing, just like a real flower. Although it has no floral fragrance, it stands proudly among the gorgeous and fragrant flowers.

This flower, she was so familiar with, was her specialty, and she had only taught it to one person.

Silly Chen Muhan, you probably don’t know that only I can do this folding method of cutting the outer petals and deliberately turning them up.

"Why did you cut it? Isn't it beautiful?"

"What a stupid beast, roses have thorns, cut it open, turn it over and feel it, is it prickly?"

"Nonsense, of course it's tricky."

"Roses are prickly."

"Are all roses stacked like this?"

"Yes, all roses have thorns."

What is total trust?

Even in the abyss ahead, if you blindfold me and let me take a step forward, I will not hesitate.

Even if I am the smartest tyrant in the world, and you tell me that rose petals need to be cut off as thorns, I really think that roses all over the world are folded like this.

So, Chen Muhan, have you been here?