GL on the tip of the tongue

Xia Weiyang held the flowers in both hands, turned around slowly, and turned around, but there were no familiar faces.Xia Weiyang stared at the white roses in the bouquet, took a deep breath, and walked away.

Yes, Xia Weiyang didn't look for it, she exhausted every step she took.Perhaps, Chen Muhan will look at her from an unknown corner, but if it is agreed, I won't look for you, so I really won't look for you.Although, I really want to think about it, thinking that every step I take is full of entanglements.

But at least Xia Weiyang did it, she left all the way without looking back.

The victory of this Chinese and foreign art exhibition competition gave Xia Weiyang a small amount of fame, there are people who like her paintings, some people want to find her to advertise, and some people admire her appearance.For a while, Xia Weiyang's life suddenly had many choices, want to be a painter?Want to be an internet celebrity?Or just be a star?If Xia Weiyang is willing, someone is willing to cultivate.

Xia Weiyang refused one by one, "I'm sorry, I'm still a student." When it's time to study, it's time to study.If she hadn't started a relationship with Chen Muhan prematurely, maybe their relationship would have been different.Xia Weiyang often thinks of the movie "Butterfly Effect" she has seen. Even if time can be turned back and she and Chen Muhan start again, it may not be a perfect ending. There are too many accidents in life.

Life is unsatisfactory, eight or nine out of ten.

The more she refuses, the more she is sought after. Xia Weiyang's refusal did not depreciate her value, but increased her value.Some people don't hesitate to spend a lot of money to take away Xia Weiyang's "number one", whether it's the first cooperation or the first contract, it doesn't matter.Xia Weiyang still chooses to refuse, if she is really talented, she is not afraid of being arrogant.

Xia Weiyang will still work part-time, but she finds it on her own initiative, as long as she likes it, even if there is no money to make, she will do it.On weekends, Xia Weiyang would go to a place that adopts stray animals to do volunteer work, as long as time permits, she will insist on going.Ye Yueming teased her on WeChat: You have too much love and nowhere to spread it.

This time when Xia Weiyang returned to school, she had more contact with Ye Yueming than before. Of course, it was Ye Yueming who took the initiative to contact her.For her old classmates, Xia Weiyang's mentality has changed a lot. She is willing to cherish the rare love of classmates.

Ye Yueming: In June of this year, I will probably go abroad for a trip, and then I will play with you.

Xia Weiyang: OK.

Ye Yueming: She's really indifferent to others, just one word.

Xia Weiyang: It seems that I used to be so enthusiastic about you.

Ye Yueming: That's right, your enthusiasm is exhausted.

Xia Weiyang smiled wryly, this seems to be true.

The class is not busy this semester, Xia Weiyang has more time for herself, she specially drew a picture for Mu Zihe, it's time to hand in the homework.

On the night Mu Zihe received the painting, he found Xia Weiyang, Mu Zihe: OK, the colors are used so smoothly.

For realistic figure painting, it is not easy to make a painting look like a high-definition exquisite photograph with the pen alone.

Xia Weiyang: Then you see, I have studied abroad.

Mu Zihe: Yes, keep it up. In May and June, I may go to your country to hold an art exhibition. The specific time has not been determined, but you can prepare first. Of course, the premise is that you want to participate.

Xia Weiyang might be very happy to participate in other people's art exhibitions, but this person is Mu Zihe with a great reputation, participating in her current capacity, it is still too obvious to be suspected of hugging her thigh.Different from the past, she is not completely unknown now, just because of her small fame, Xia Weiyang is more cautious.

Xia Weiyang: I don't think I'm suitable to participate.

Mu Zihe probably guessed her concern, Mu Zihe: I'm thinking about a problem, you can have a name that belongs to the painter Xia Weiyang, it's only used when painting, if you don't want to reveal the real you, you can use your stage name.

Hey, this idea seems to be good, Xia Weiyang is a little moved.

Mu Zihe continued to incite her, Mu Zihe: This is all secondary, through my art exhibition, let more people see your paintings, and also have the opportunity to let you see more of your own shortcomings.

Xia Weiyang: Then I will think about it.

Xia Weiyang's life is very fulfilling, she began to try to make plans, such as how many books to read in a month, how many dishes to learn, and how many part-time jobs... Soon, Xia Weiyang discovered the problem, her plan , just stayed on top of the plan and never implemented it.

Xia Weiyang stared at her plan, wrote at the beginning of the month, none of them were realized, but a bunch of miscellaneous things were done.This doesn't work, Xia Weiyang tried again to change and refine her plan.Every day, what time, every week, every month, what will she do.Everything is difficult at the beginning, what to do at a fixed time makes Xia Weiyang experience the feeling of being restrained, she often feels sad about this, always feels that she and herself can't get along, she is lazy by nature, and doesn't like planning...

Mu Zihe: I think it's great that you are like this. Only those who are good at making plans and executing them will be successful.

Mu Zihe encouraged Xia Weiyang and encouraged her to persevere, but the verbal encouragement is limited after all, Xia Weiyang lacks stamina, Xia Weiyang: Why do you say I am bothering?well.

Mu Zihe: You obviously lack a long-term goal.

Xia Weiyang: I don't know either, sometimes I am very motivated, and sometimes I am very depressed.

Mu Zihe: Give yourself a quantitative goal, and you can see the target number changing every day. That kind of goal will make you very motivated, and you should think about it yourself.It's good to be busy, but don't be busy.

At the end, Mu Zihe reminded Xia Weiyang again, Mu Zihe: Don't forget about my art exhibition.

Xia Weiyang realized that she probably belonged to the busyness that Mu Zihe said, but it could not be regarded as busyness, she thought that Chen Muhan really had less time.But if it was really about the results, Xia Weiyang was ashamed to speak, and she didn't do anything.Except for winning the grand prize in the last competition, she has been busy for a while without any obvious effect.

Xia Weiyang was free for three days, thinking about nothing, doing nothing, eating and drinking all the way, sleeping and waking up at home, decadent for three days, she listened to the growth history of a star, saying that she had gone from zero fans at the beginning to now Every time the number of fans increases, it means that she has reached a new level.

fan?Weibo?Xia Weiyang, who was lying dead, stood up, had an idea, and sent a message to Mu Zihe: Teacher Mu, I will participate in your art exhibition, what is the theme?

Mu Zihe: Chinese style.

Xia Weiyang likes this series, she is glad that she finally chose to participate.

Xia Weiyang not only wants to participate in the art exhibition, but also prepares and participates in the art exhibition as a staff member, but the other staff members don't know that this little girl will also have works exhibited.

Xia Weiyang's clothes are quite simple, sweater and jeans, a boy hat, and a black-rimmed glasses with no lenses at all, her long black hair is like a waterfall, as long as Xia Weiyang bends over, the long black hair pours down, attracting attention. Many people came to pay attention.Everyone knows that there is a very beautiful girl in this exhibition.

"I like this painting." A foreigner with an Asian face commented, "I have seen the spring, summer, autumn and winter of the Forbidden City when I was a child, but I have never seen it again when I left my hometown. See you again."

"Well, I saw this painting just now." Next to it is a golden wavy roll. It is a foreigner, but the Chinese language is good. "It is obviously different from Mu Zihe's painting method. Let me see the name."

Both of them got closer, and looked at the lower right corner, the signature of the work: June Weiyang.

Xia Weiyang has been busy with the reception, and has no time to look at the art exhibition, finally came in after finishing the greeting.Mu Zihe was chatting with her friends, Xia Weiyang had time to relax and started to look at paintings.Xia Weiyang doesn't know how to look at Mu Zihe's paintings, so what should I say?Seen too much.I used to buy a bunch of Muzihe's picture albums for studying, and I was prone to visual fatigue.

Therefore, a "Forbidden City Four Seasons Picture" is very eye-catching.Xia Weiyang saw a large area of ​​bright red from a long distance, and when she got closer, she saw it was a city wall.This picture occupies a large area, larger than Xia Weiyang's picture of Five Mountains.Xia Weiyang is very familiar with Mu Zihe's painting style, at first glance, from the composition to the brush strokes, it is not hers.

Xia Weiyang approached and took a closer look, seeing the name, she was also taken aback, eh?I didn't know this, I thought it was my own painting.There are similarities between painting skills and hers, especially the name...

When Mu Zihe was free, Xia Weiyang secretly asked, "Mr. Mu, who drew that picture of the Forbidden City?"

Mu Zihe said as he walked, "The artist drew it."

"I know it's a painter." Xia Weiyang said shyly, "Can you tell me the name?"

"Of course not." Mu Zihe rebuffed, "I don't mean to use my real name, I just don't want to expose it, and someone asked me your real name just now, hey, tell me about you, can you use a stage name to be more normal? What?" Mu Zihe was quite helpless, "Other people pay attention to the color and fragrance when they name it, so take a look at yours."

"What's wrong with mine?" Xia Weiyang snorted, "What's wrong with the Northeast Daban? It's super delicious!"

"You're just a snack." Mu Zihe was quite helpless, "Your name is very down-to-earth."

Xia Weiyang just smiled, "Teacher Mu, is June Weiyang your friend?"

"Yes."

"Male and female."

"you guess."

"..." Xia Weiyang rolled her eyes, "Is she my admirer? At first glance at the name, I thought it was drawn by me."

"Don't be so pretty." Mu Zihe changed the subject, "After this exhibition, the works are interchangeable. Do you want to keep your own works, or do you want to exchange them?"

"Change, change." Xia Weiyang thought well, "I want to change with the author of the Forbidden City."

"Little friend, it's too late, the Forbidden City has been replaced." Mu Zihe said with a smile, no matter what Xia Weiyang thinks, she is gloating, "Who did she change with, I want to change with that person."

"That person won't change with you."

"How do you know, you tell me who it is, and I communicate with her myself."

"it's me."

"...Teacher Mu, you are playing with me..."

No matter what, Mu Zihe refused to agree to exchange with Xia Weiyang, Xia Weiyang complained, "I really can't play happily, Mr. Mu, you like it, let your friend finish the painting again, why are you arguing with me?"

"Then why do you want to change this painting?"

"I like it, don't I?"

"Do you like other people's pen names or works?"

"like it all."

"Then look for opportunities in the future. This time, I won't change."

Xia Weiyang murmured all afternoon, but Mu Zihe didn't agree, making Xia Weiyang very depressed.As soon as the exhibition was over, Mu Zihe flew away, Xia Weiyang sent her to the airport, "You are not welcome, hum." Mu Zihe just smiled.

On June 6st, Xia Weiyang's birthday, Ye Yueming seemed to have calculated the time to come, "Just in time to celebrate your birthday."

"No way, you gave me such an expensive gift?" Xia Weiyang looked at it twice, "This one, I remember it cost more than 2."

"I know someone. It's not that expensive. Hurry up and accept it. I'll carry it all the way back for you." Ye Yueming ignored Xia Weiyang's refusal, and stuffed the gift into her big schoolbag, "Let's go, take me with you." Eat something, I’m starving to death.” On this birthday, the happiest thing was not the electronic products I received, but a gift from afar.Mu Zihe gave her the map of the Forbidden City, Xia Weiyang was overjoyed, and held the scroll for a long time, Ye Yueming looked at the author's name, "Is this your pen name?" Xia Weiyang shook her head.

"That must be your admirer."

"...It's Teacher Mu's friend, I don't know him."

No matter what, Xia Weiyang is very happy to get the painting.

Ye Yueming only stayed for three days, unfortunately, Xia Weiyang still had a lot of classes, the two of them got together more often, most of the time, it was Xia Weiyang who went to class, and Ye Yueming went out for a walk by herself.Xia Weiyang originally wanted to wait for the weekend to take Ye Yueming out to play, but on Friday night, Ye Yueming said she was leaving.Leaving so suddenly, Xia Weiyang felt even more sorry, received a valuable gift from someone, and didn't accompany her out for a whole day.

Ye Yueming didn't care, "Oh, I don't think there's much fun here, it's not as good as in China. After you graduate, remember to go back and serve the motherland." After Ye Yueming left, Xia Weiyang thought about it in many ways. They failed to find Ye Yueming's birthday, and there was no chance to give a gift this time.

Alas, Xia Weiyang hates being in debt the most.

Xia Weiyang said to Ye Yueming on WeChat: If you need help with anything, if I can do it, you must tell me.

Xia Weiyang wrote down in her little book, who she owed favors on a certain day and month, and she will find a way to repay them in the future.Originally, Xia Weiyang also planned to buy a digital tablet, but she was reluctant to buy it because it was too expensive, not because she was short of money, but because she was reluctant to touch her small coffers. She wanted to buy a house by herself, but her family didn't know her idea.

With a digital board, it is very convenient for private work.With Mu Zihe's recommendation, she can receive a lot of ordinary private work.But recently, Xia Weiyang obviously felt that she had less private work, so she asked Mu Zihe: Teacher Mu, why is there so little private work recently?

Mu Zihe is true, Mu Zihe: If you want to blame, you can blame your pen name. When people look at June Weiyang and Dongbei Daban, they all choose June Weiyang. What can I do?How about you change your pseudonym?

Xia Weiyang: No change.

Xia Weiyang started to submit manuscripts by herself, under the pseudonym of Dongbei Daban, she has the foundation and ability, but she is not famous, so she must be undervalued.Lu Yuhan didn't know how to know this pen name by accident. Looking at the painting style, it was too similar to Xia Weiyang. Looking at the pen name again, it was so distinctive and impressive. The consequence was that Lu Yuhan specially took a screenshot for Xia Weiyang: Look at this guy, his painting style is very similar to yours, and his pseudonym is very rustic.

Xia Weiyang clicked on it, isn't this herself?Xia Weiyang: I think it's okay, haha, the name is quite distinctive.

Lu Yuhan: Does the style of painting look like you?

What can Xia Weiyang say?It can only be said that it is a bit similar, but where there is a bit, it is clearly drawn by one person.

Lu Yuhan: Shit, is this person imitating your painting style?I'm going to search to see what this person's background is.

Xia Weiyang: No need, painting styles are inherently changeable, who stipulated that only I can paint like this?You have that time, why not do something else, what have you been up to lately?

Xia Weiyang interrupted and changed the topic. Lu Yuhan has already graduated and works as a designer in a 4a advertising company. It is said that he is busy every day.Xia Weiyang is about to graduate, and she is still hesitating whether to return to China or stay abroad, Lu Yuhan immediately urged her, "What does it mean to stay abroad alone, hurry back to China, the situation in the motherland is very good."

Ye Yueming seemed to have discussed with Lu Yuhan, a high school classmate and a college classmate came together to persuade Xia Weiyang to return to China.Xia Weiyang actually wanted to go back, but she was afraid of being emotional.Although she was much calmer than before, thinking of Chen Muhan still made her heart ache.At a certain moment, I will miss it very much, and every time I miss it deeply, it will make Xia Weiyang depressed for a few days.

Mu Zihe: My little friend, I'm going back to China to develop, are you already doing too much?

Even Mu Zihe is persuading Xia Weiyang to return to the country, Mu Zihe: Let's go back to the country together, in City H, you still have your memories, don't you want to take them back?

Ah... memories, locked memories, can she open them now?Will she cry bitterly and fall into the abyss again?

Mu Zihe: Thinking about how fast time is, a few years have passed, do you want to check how you are doing?

Xia Weiyang: I haven't made up my mind to go back to China for development yet, but I can go back to China for a while, see you in H City.