Happy Ode to Fan

I hate being touched by other people, including you.Others mind my coldness, but you... I have no class consciousness, but I still can't chat with others. You understand the difference in status, so you want to live a more exciting life... I treat you coldly, but you greet them with a smile ...My coldness is that you melt it with warmth, and your disguise is that I remove it with my heart...I am afraid that my mental problems will bring you trouble, but you are just afraid that I will leave.If possible, if God is merciful, you and I don't have to hurt each other.Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, this is destined to be a wrong relationship, but for me, this is a love that can never be broken up. I want to make a wish, so that I can grow old with you as I wish.Fan Shengmei, please give me a Kongming lantern, can I?Family factors make me choose to pretend; living conditions make you not need to force me. I don’t have strong shoulders, but I am confident that I can give you a heaven of trust. Even if you hate other people’s touch, I will give you a sincere hug with warmth .You see through my disguise in front of people but don't expose it; I don't understand the fear you hide in your heart, but I still want to dispel it.After knowing that you may have mental problems, I was also confused, but the true voice in my heart told me that none of this can stop my love for you.Your alienation from me at the beginning is the greatest harm to me.So much so that after I regained you, I was still afraid that you would leave.If possible, we will not be separated even if it is forever.Andy, can you give me a bowl of soothing soup, please?Content tags: Original Work ┃ Search Keywords: Protagonist: Andy, Fan Shengmei ┃ Supporting Actors: Qiu Yingying, Guan Juer, Qu Xiaoxiao