Happy Ode to Fan

Andy was happy with her changes, but Fan Shengmei ignored them, just picked up her shoes and bag and staggered towards the door, saying, "I'm drunk, I want to go home..."

As soon as the words were out of her mouth, Fan Shengmei's footsteps stopped before she could speak, and then Andy heard her muttering to herself: "Home... I don't have a home anymore."

The loneliness and self-deprecating Andy could hear clearly in the voice.Although Andy didn't understand why Fan Shengmei said that suddenly, and she didn't know why she was so drunk, but at the moment she heard Fan Shengmei's words, she almost subconsciously said: "Here It's your home."

As soon as the words came out, not only Fan Shengmei was a little stunned, but even Andy herself was a little sluggish for a moment, but she quickly regained her senses.This is what she said subconsciously, so it proves that she really thinks so in her heart.Who said she has no home?As long as Andy is with her, Fan Shengmei is her family, and here is the home she shares with Fan Shengmei.

Andy's words seemed to give Fan Shengmei some strength.Although she is still in a half-dizzy and half-awake state, she can hear Andy's words clearly and understand them clearly.

"My home?"

Fan Shengmei turned around talking to herself, as if she was looking at the room, but she just seemed to be looking at it aimlessly.After a while, he retracted his gaze and focused on Andy.

"Andy, thank you."

Fan Shengmei thanked her solemnly, with a serious face, without a trace of drunkenness in her eyes, even Andy was a little surprised, is she drunk after all?

"Xiaomei, what I said is true. As long as you want, this is your home. I am your family, or... your lover."

Andy took a deep breath, and slowly spit out the word lover from his mouth.

"Andy...do you understand the feeling of someone leaving the tea cold?"

Fan Shengmei stared at Andy, and suddenly asked inexplicably.

"I know."

Although Andy was confused by the question, he still answered truthfully.People go tea cold?She grew up in an orphanage since she was a child, and then worked in the United States. She has never had any friends since she was a student. The only one is Tan Zongming.So she is the most clear about the feeling that Fan Shengmei said.

"My feeling is thousands of times stronger than it. I guess it can be described as nothing more than death."

After finishing speaking, Fan Shengmei smiled, the smile was so desolate and made Andy feel distressed.What kind of difficulty did she encounter that made her describe her mood as nothing more than death.

"Xiaomei, what difficulties have you encountered? Tell me, don't hide it in your heart alone, I feel distressed."

Andy frowned, and walked towards Fan Shengmei.

Standing in front of Fan Shengmei, Andy stared at her intently, his eyes were still so pure, without any negative emotions, Fan Shengmei saw something called distress in it.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

Fan Shengmei suddenly laughed again, but this time it was forced and a little unnatural.Said it was all right, but how could it be that it was all right.

"It's fine. Xiaomei, it's so late now, I guess Xiaoguan and Xiaoqiu have already gone to bed, so you can sleep here for a night and go back tomorrow morning."

Andy knew that Fan Shengmei must have something on her mind, but she refused to say that Andy could not force her, so she had no choice but to stop asking, and wait for the next opportunity to ask, maybe Fan Shengmei would want to say it then.

"That……"

Said, Fan Shengmei glanced at the door, then nodded slightly

"Thank you"

It was another thank you, and Andy heard a little rustiness from it.Since Fan Shengmei doesn't allow Andy to thank her, but she herself can't stop saying thank you.

Seeing Fan Shengmei nodding, Andy first took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet at the back, and then took the bag and shoes from Fan Shengmei's hand, put the shoes at the entrance, and put the bag on the coffee table.After everything was over, Andy stepped forward to gently support Fan Shengmei's body, put his arms around her waist, and walked slowly towards the bedroom. While walking, Andy asked:

"How do you feel? Are you sick?"

Although Fan Shengmei still smelled of alcohol, it was much lighter than before.

"It's all right."

Fan Shengmei stopped her steps and turned her head to look at Andy. Seeing that Andy cared about her so much, Fan Shengmei felt a little less sad in her heart.Yes, even if she doesn't have the care of her family, at least there is Andy. As long as Andy is there, she is not alone.

"Andy, I really love you..."

Saying so, Fan Shengmei turned around and hugged Andy's body tightly, and buried her head deeply in Andy's neck, as if there was something worthy of her deep nostalgia there.

The author has something to say: Because I can’t drive, so... skip to the next day, dear friends~