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Qiu Cen hugged Li Tian and leaned on the back seat, the whole journey home was extremely long.

From time to time, he could hear the suppressed groans of the person in his arms, and feel the trembling that never stopped.

Seeing Li Tian like this, only he himself knows how painful he is.

She wished she could transfer everything that Li Tian had endured to herself, instead of just watching and doing nothing.

The driver drove fast all the way. In order to make it easier for Qiu Cen to get him home, he thoughtfully drove directly to the door of the community unit. The driver left only after getting Li Tian upstairs without his help.

Qiu Cen paid the money, and when he dragged Li Tian out of the back seat, his legs were still weak. If he hadn't taken into account that Li Tian was still on him, he would have knelt down directly.

Li Tian has been out of his mind for a long time now, and leaned on Qiu Cen with his brows tightly frowned like a boneless one. He knew in a daze that he had arrived home. He tried to stand up straight several times but failed, so he had to open his eyes slightly. Holding Qiu Cen's waist vaguely, the two of them moved towards the elevator at a slow speed.

Qiu Cen focused on the road under his feet, his voice was panting: "Li Tian, ​​we will be home soon, hold on for a while."

"Qiu..."

"I am here."

After finally reaching the door of the house, Qiu Cen squeezed Li Tian between him and the wall so that he would not fall down, then took out the key from Li Tian's pocket, and opened the door awkwardly.

After helping Li Tian to the sofa, Qiu Cen turned around and was about to leave.

His wrist was clenched, and Li Tian blushed, looking at him with twinkling eyes.

Looking at his appearance, Qiu Cen felt extremely distressed, bent down and kissed his face, and comforted him, "I'll close the door, and I'll be right back."

"No."

At this time, Li Tian looked at the spinning furniture around him, and the phantom of Qiu Cen's figure. He couldn't distinguish things clearly, but he still held his hand tightly, and refused him to leave with a firm tone.

"..."

Qiu Cen hesitated for two seconds, then immediately put aside everything, took off his shoes and got on the sofa.

Li Tian's sofa is quite big and spacious enough. Usually, the two of them nestle together to watch TV without being crowded, and it is soft and comfortable.

At this moment, Li Tian was leaning on the sofa, Qiu Cen sat behind him, opened his legs, let Li Tian sit in the middle, hugged him from behind, and kissed the top of his hair repeatedly.

I don't know why, Li Tian's illness took a long time this time.

Might really be something wrong with the treatment.

The sense of powerlessness hit my heart again.

When Qiu Cen thought of this, his heart tightened, and his arms holding Li Tian tightened.

After an unknown amount of time, when Qiu Cen was in a daze thinking that he was going to sleep with Li Tian in his arms, there was a soft knock at the door.

He looked up and found nothing unusual.

The law and order environment in the neighborhood is good, the door is open, and people are at home, so there is no need to worry too much.

At the moment, I thought I was hallucinating.

He looked down at Li Tian's face, and saw that the wrinkles between his brows were flatter than before, and his heart sank a little, and he kissed Li Tian's temples intimately, and hugged Li Tian carefully, not daring to move. move.

"What... are you doing?"

With a sound of "pa", Li Xiaodan stood beside the shoe cabinet, staring blankly at the two hugging each other on the sofa, and the brand-name bag in his hand fell to the ground.

She kept repeating Qiu Cen's kiss in her mind.

"..."

Li Xiaodan, a woman who hardly had a home, would come back suddenly, which neither of them expected.

Li Tian raised his head from Qiu Cen's arms with difficulty, still leaning on Qiu Cen's chest, and gave her a cool look.

He has no strength in his body now, so he has to rely on Qiu Cen's support so as not to fall down.

Qiu Cen didn't realize when he recovered.

"Why are you back?" Li Tian said lightly.

His face was calm at this time, and he couldn't see the pain he had experienced just now. From the outsider's point of view, there seemed to be nothing unusual.

It's just that the jaw was tense, and the hand held by Qiu Cen unconsciously pinched his fingertips.

"I, I'm back..." Li Xiaodan looked away erratically, his heart fluctuated, and he hesitated, "Look at you..."

"I'm very good."

Qiu Cen also felt a bit awkward at this moment, knowing that the siblings have their own rhythm of getting along, Li Xiaodan already felt weird, and seemed to have something to say to Li Tian, ​​but he also minded Qiu Cen's presence here, so his existence was undoubtedly Let the two of them not let go.

Seeing Li Tian woke up, he said, "I'll go back first."

He leaned closer to his ear and added in a low voice, "Call me if you need something."

So he held Li Tian's shoulders, making him lean on the back of the sofa with a subtle movement, and then he got off the sofa and went out the door.

When Li Xiaodan passed by, he glanced at her expression.

Li Xiaodan's eyes were a little red, and his lips trembled slightly.

Qiu Cen was silent, lowered his eyes, and understood in his heart.

Li Xiaodan thinks outside the box but will not deviate from the normal track. He is very smart. He has worked hard outside for so many years, and he has seen many things.After a little thought, you will understand.

If she misunderstood that kiss, then the intimate embrace between the two cannot be explained clearly.

Fortunately, she probably didn't see that Li Tian was in a bad state.

Li Tian probably hasn't told Li Xiaodan about his abnormality yet.

Li Xiaodan seldom got close to him, so naturally he couldn't find out.

Qiu Cen went down the stairs. He was not panicked when he was bumped into such a scene, and even felt a little lucky.

— Fortunately, it was Li Xiaodan.

He knew that sooner or later they would have such a day, starting with Li Xiaodan, that's fine.

She is Li Tian's relative, the only person in this world who is related to him by blood.

Young people are also more tolerant than middle-aged people in judging their romantic orientation, and are more likely to accept homosexual love.

The two can still be together now, to convince Li Xiaodan.

Qiu Cen has this confidence.

Although Li Xiaodan has a bad temper and always likes to make people angry, he is not unreasonable.

He still doesn't know how his Queen Song will react when she finds out.

He didn't even dare to face it, because he could already predict his mother's crying and Lao Qiu's disappointed eyes.

Thinking of this, Qiu Cen felt very uncomfortable.

One side is Li Tian, ​​and the other side is family members.

It has been a long time since the midterm exam, and the students of Xiangda University have returned to a peaceful life. Fortunately, the weather is still very cold, and most of them are still nestled in the warm dormitory, and rarely come out to wander.

However, Qiu Cen has been going out more frequently recently.

Besides staying with Li Tian, ​​he has a new place to go.

——Since the establishment of Xiangda University, it is difficult to enter the library of students except for the exam week.

Fat brother first heard that the reason why he was almost absent from the dormitory for a few days was because he was exhausted in the library, so he came up and touched Qiu Cen's forehead, wondering if he had a fever.

Why is this guy who has never been willing to read a book and is sore when he sees a teacher all the year round? Why is he asking for trouble and willing to bury his good youth in the library?

The fat guy was playing games with the controller in his arms, but he still had a black man asking ha on his face.

Not to mention, he still knows Qiu Cen quite well.

If it is to learn those unimportant things, he will be fresh for at most two days, and he will never go again.

But now it's different.

He, who had witnessed Li Tian's pain several times but was helpless himself, also wanted to do something for Li Tian.

Because the psychological counseling room would not disclose the patient's details to others, and Qiu Cen didn't want to ask Li Tian to make him feel uneasy, so he had no way of knowing Li Tian's condition.

We can only judge whether Li Tian is uncomfortable or happy by his reaction and expression, and then find the answer from the medicine he usually takes.

So he often went to the library, looking for clues to Li Tian's situation from those obscure psychological books, and then whether it was really Li Tian's mental illness or not, he recorded the cause and treatment method on his mobile phone at once. , In my mind, I turned to look for Li Tian.

Fortunately, after half a month of hard work, he also had some confidence in his heart, and he also got to know Li Tian a little better when getting along with him.

Although he was still at a loss, he was more patient than before, paying close attention to Li Tian's every move.

Today he held two more books and sat in the old seat.

From time to time, I use my mobile phone to take pictures of the contents of the book, and write something on the memo from time to time.

It was rare for him to be immersed in the text, so he didn't notice Zhong Xin who was approaching quietly.

When the little girl sat down on the opposite side and put the drink in his hand, he suddenly woke up and looked over in surprise.

Zhong Xin was still dressed as Yujie, her eyes were bent, and she smiled: "It's been a few days, I see you all the time."

Qiu Cen watched her pursed her lips, and was a little tired after reading for a long time, so she simply put down what she was doing, as a way to relax.

He tapped the bottle of orange juice with his chin, and said with a smile, "If you want to, do you always come?"

Zhong Xin let out an "ah" in disappointment, and scolded him: "I'm working as an administrator at the library office. I'm here for a part-time job. Haven't you seen me since you've been here?"

The position of the administrator is right at the entrance of the library, and the position is very conspicuous.

But every time Qiu Cen comes here for a purpose, and he doesn't borrow books, it's not easy to see her.

So he smiled guiltily and apologized: "Sorry, I really didn't see it."

"Huh?" Zhong Xin raised her eyebrows, stood up puzzled and approached Qiu Cen unblinkingly.

"..."

Qiu Cen was taken aback by her approach, and unconsciously backed away, looking at her a little strangely.

"what happened?"

Zhong Xin put her hands on the table and asked, "Are you Qiu Cen?"

How could he not laugh at her and satirize her in a down-to-earth manner, but still say "sorry" calmly?

How flattered she must feel to put it aside.

Qiu Cen is so sloppy and makes me the most attractive character, why is he so polite all of a sudden?

Seeing that he was silent, Zhong Xin sat back and sighed again: "You have changed so much..."

"Variety?"

"Yeah, compared to when you first picked up freshmen, I feel... a lot calmer."

Calm?right.

Zhong Xin nodded, agreeing with the word.

Qiu Cen raised the corners of his mouth, and with a sly gleam in his eyes, he said bluntly, "Maybe it is."

"Tsk." Zhong Xin saw that he was showing his true colors, so she stopped mentioning it, but tilted her head to look at the book in his hand, and said strangely, "Since when did you become interested in psychology..."

She unconsciously pronounced the title of the book: "The Psychology of Mania...Huh?"

She stared, a little surprised.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Cen asked casually.

"I borrowed this book for my cousin yesterday. I didn't expect you to like it too?"

"Your cousin?"

"Yeah," Zhong Xin nodded, feeling a little smug, "I came to our school to give a report last month. Many people went to listen to it. It is said that it is very exciting. My cousin also got a lot of school girls. Favor, if I were a man..."

Qiu Cen interrupted her and grasped the point: "Your cousin majored in psychology?"

"No," Zhong Xin was extremely proud, "His own psychological clinic has been open for a long time, and many patients will go to see it..."

Qiu Cen grabbed her hand suddenly, his expression was very nervous, and he said quickly: "Can I contact him?"