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Waking up the next morning, Qiu Cen opened his eyes and found that he and Li Tian were still hugging each other in the same posture as last night. He was secretly surprised that the two of them hadn't moved all night.

I was also surprised that I always slept alone, thinking that I would not be able to sleep at night.

It turned out that the two of them were together and both seemed to sleep well.

He raised his head and glanced at Li Tian. He should not have woken up yet. He frowned and pursed his lips, as if he was not feeling well.

Qiu Cen took his hand out from between the two, put it on Li Tian's cheek and touched it.

The temperature is normal, but still cool.

It feels pretty good.

He touched Li Tianguang's forehead all the way down, smoothed the wrinkles between his brows, brushed his eyebrows and bridge of nose in turn, and when he was about to touch his lips, someone grabbed his hand.

"Morning." Li Tian's eyes were opened a little, with a soft light shining in them, and his voice was particularly hoarse after a night's full sleep.

He still held Qiu Cen's hand, and put it back under the quilt together with his own hand, then looked at Qiu Cen's face, and closed his eyes again, it seemed that he still wanted to sleep for a while.

Qiu Cen squeezed the elastic flesh of Li Tian's tiger's mouth, and he had nothing to do when he moved up and down, and closed his eyes.

"morning."

Woke up again, it was past ten in the morning.

Li Tian's phone in the living room rang suddenly into their ears.

Qiu Cen, who was sleeping, was startled and opened his eyes a little irritatedly. The drowsiness was gone, and he turned over and sat up.

Li Tian stretched his waist, looking very comfortable.

I haven't slept so comfortably in a long time.

Qiu Cen pushed him, "Call."

Li Tian got out of bed and went to the living room, but Qiu Cen didn't listen to what he said, and saw that he came back after answering the phone, as if there was something wrong, so he put it back on again.

"Get up." Li Tian kicked his leg.

"It's so indifferent," Qiu Cen yawned, and glanced at him, "After sleeping, he turns his face and refuses to recognize anyone."

Li Tian clicked his tongue, leaned down to his ear, and said in a hoarse voice: "Honey, get up."

"okay."

Qiu Cen sat up suddenly, climbed up the pole, hugged Li Tian's neck and kissed him, "I want to have breakfast."

"I don't even look at what time it is, but I still have breakfast."

"What time is it, I want to have breakfast."

Li Tian leaned against the door frame, with the corners of his mouth bent, watching the back of the man getting out of bed and going to the bathroom, and said: "There is still some minced meat left over from the last time I bought it, let's make pot stickers, and then I will eat the spinach balls that I didn't finish yesterday. The soup is hot."

"Yes." Qiu Cen said.

He felt that the two of them were like a newlywed couple, full of affection and sweetness.

During the meal, Li Tian mentioned that the call was from the psychological counseling room, and he made an appointment with him for the next time.

Qiu Cen swallowed the potstickers one by one without fear of being hot, nodded and said, "When? I'll accompany you."

"It was originally the day after tomorrow, but Dr. Li's assistant said he had an important seminar and asked me if I could do it this afternoon."

Qiu Cen said "Oh", "Yes."

Seeing the careless expression on his face, Li Tian felt as relaxed as if he just agreed to eat together, his heart softened suddenly, and the uneasiness in his eyes because he was going to see a doctor slowly dissipated, and his eyes softened.

Qiu Cen was like this, he was obviously more worried about his illness than himself, but he never showed his worry on his face, for fear of adding pressure to him.

He picked up the empty bowl from which he had finished the soup, without asking, went to fill another bowl in the pot in the kitchen, and specially filled a lot of meatballs.

Qiu Cen thanked him for taking it, and finally couldn't help complaining: "It's over, I must have gotten fat recently."

Since the two of them got together, he has been fed by Li Tian in various ways at meals. It’s fine if the food is delicious. Li Tian is caring like his nanny. He doesn’t like to let him do it, just let him wait to eat .Stay when fed.An infinite cycle of eating-falling in love-eating is formed.

In the long run, he may be on the same tonnage as Fat Brother.

The cool, handsome and domineering Qiu Sansui was very worried as he touched the increasingly soft abdominal muscles on his stomach.

"I'm quite envious of you," Li Tian looked at him, "I can't eat so much, if you don't eat it, you will throw it away in the end, what a pity."

"You can do less." Qiu Cen suggested.

"Then can you eat less?" Li Tian asked.

Qiu Cen smiled dryly.

After dinner, the two went to the counseling room.

Qiu Cen thought that Li Tian would come out soon this time, so he leaned against the wall and waited, but after waiting for a long time, the door was still tightly closed, and no one came out.

Staring at the white door, he felt uncomfortable for no reason.

There was talking and laughing at home just now, until he entered this door, Li Tian's face was soft, and nothing should happen now.

Maybe he was more cooperative, so it took a little longer.Qiu Cen comforted himself like this.

He took a few deep breaths, let his thoughts go, and sat down on the chair.

In fact, he didn't say it because he was afraid that Li Tian would be uneasy.

When he was sitting here waiting for him last time, he was very nervous, afraid of hearing the noise from the door.

Although the door is soundproof, even if there was any sound, Qiu Cen would not be able to hear it.

Fortunately, An Jing gave him some comfort, and Li Tian walked out calmly again, so he pretended to be relaxed and leaned over.

In the counseling room.

Dr. Li was still dressed in that attire, and Li Tian leaned on his relaxed face, looking quite relaxed.

"I'm sorry, the meeting the day after tomorrow is very important, so I can only be in such a hurry." Dr. Li smiled gently, and the pair of eyes behind the glasses that seemed to see through everything flickered.

"fine."

Dr. Li looked at Li Tian for a while, and then cut directly to the topic, "How are you doing recently? I think you look good."

"Fortunately."

"Still suffering from insomnia?"

"Fortunately," Li Tim was silent, and added: "I slept well last night."

"Oh?"

It was the first time Dr. Li heard him use words other than "okay, okay", and he became interested, and asked, "can you tell me why?"

"..."

Li Tian looked at the green plants in front of the desk and stopped talking.He seemed to be thinking about whether he should tell him about Qiu Cen.

Doctor Li thought he didn't want to talk, so he said, "Forget it, let's talk about something else..."

"It's with the person I like." Li Tian said suddenly.

Dr. Li was taken aback for a moment, then reacted abruptly, and smiled thoughtfully, "Oh, young man."

"no..."

"I know, I have been in many relationships when I was young. You are not bad looking, your girlfriend should be pretty, right?" Dr. Li said with a smile.

"...Um."

Li Tian hesitated for a moment, but chose not to tell him about his liking for men.

Dr. Li nodded, wrote a few strokes in the notebook, and asked, "Do you want to tell me your story, such as love, friendship, and family affection?"

"I don't want to." Li Tian said.

Don't want to tell your own affairs to irrelevant people.

Not even a psychiatrist.

Dr. Li nodded, and stopped asking about related matters, but asked, "Are you a college student?"

"Ah."

"Your information says that you are a local, commuting or staying?"

"Go read."

"Do you often participate in practical activities?"

"No."

"Then what about part-time work?"

"There is a part-time job."

"What kind?"

"Make snacks."

Dr. Li looked at him in surprise, "Can you still make dim sum?"

It seemed very different from his own temperament.

"Ah."

"Then remember to bring me some next time you come, my wife likes it very much." Dr. Li said.

"...Okay." Li Tian looked at him.

Dr. Li stopped writing, leaned on the back of the chair, squeezed the center of his eyebrows, and said pointedly: "Let's stop here for today, next time...you know, you are in good condition now, if I can get more If you click on the relevant information, we can help you better."

Li Tian lowered his eyes, did not answer, stood up and walked out.

When he put his hand on the doorknob, his knuckle-boned fingers clenched tightly.

After a while, he said hesitantly: "Next time...I will tell you about my family."

Then he opened the door and walked out.

Seeing Li Tian's face turn pale when Qiu Cen came out, Qiu Cen was poked hard.

--What's wrong?Not smooth?

He especially wanted to ask this question.

But after all no.

He stepped forward to hold Li Tian's hand, and gave an embarrassed smile, "Go home?"

Li Tian stared at him with black and white eyes, and nodded slowly.

The refusal to cooperate just now, now Qiu Cen's eyes full of worry, and his own promise to him have now become the pain point in Li Tian's heart.

He... still couldn't do it.

It feels like betraying Qiu Cen.

This person in front of him is so good, but he can't open his heart for him...

Self-blame almost drowned him.

Qiu Cen paid attention to him almost all the time, seeing his face getting whiter and paler, from clasping tightly to supporting Li Tian's tired body with his whole body, the uneasiness in his heart continued to expand.

—What the hell happened in that room? !

He was extremely irritable, and he couldn't hold it back. He just tried to control his tone to be normal, so as not to let the trembling follow: "Are you uncomfortable? Want, do you want to go back?"

The two of them had just walked to the subway station, and it took only about 10 minutes to go back. In case Li Tian had something to do... No, Li Tian can't have anything to do.

Qiu Cen closed his eyes fiercely, and felt the people beside him tremble faintly.

It felt familiar.

"I...let's go back, shall we?" Qiu Cen couldn't control his worry any longer, and kissed the corner of his lips tremblingly, regardless of being still on the street.

Even if Li Tian nodded slightly, he could carry him and run back.

There are people coming and going on the street, and some people already feel weird, looking at them.

But Li Tian shook his head and said with difficulty: "Go home..."

Qiu Cen wanted to take him back again, but he had no choice but to follow his thoughts, so he nodded invisibly, put one arm around his shoulder on the other side, and one person bore the weight of two people, and walked towards the taxi on the side of the road. Staggered over.

Li Tian may be ill and cannot take the subway.

He needs a safe, familiar place.

Qiu Cen wished he could grow his wings and fly back, but he had to walk forward anxiously.

The driver in the taxi also saw the two of them, and ran over from a distance just as if the boy being supported was uncomfortable.

"Hurry up and get in the car." The driver didn't care about anything else, he and Qiu Cen stuffed Li Tian into the back seat of the car.

"Li Tian, ​​brother Tim, I am here."

Li Tian got into the car, and Qiu Cen also got in in a panic, letting Li Tian lean against him.

The driver started the car and said anxiously, "Should we go to the hospital? The nearest..."

"No," Qiu Cen interrupted him, and then used his mobile phone to navigate the location of his home, "Go here."

"This..."

The driver saw that this person was not normal, he seemed to be suffering from some kind of illness, he should go to the hospital.

He looked at Qiu Cen suspiciously.

"Hurry up!" Qiu Cen almost shouted.

Then he stopped caring about the driver and held Li Tian in his arms tightly.

Li Tian's hot breath was all over his neck, scorching hot, and it was extremely uncomfortable when sprayed on his skin.

Li Tian's trembling body was in his arms.

The palms holding Li Tian seemed to be able to feel the warmth of his skin through the fabric.

"Master! Hurry up!" Qiu Cen urged.