With Love and Time

It takes about four hours to fly from Night City to Tokyo. Because Tokyo has a one-hour time difference with China, when we got off the plane, it was equivalent to a three-hour flight.

Ji Guanning said that Luo Xiangdong knew where Ji Guanxin was. After we got out of the plane + field. Take a taxi directly to Tokyo National Hospital, Japan. I know that this is one of the top ten international hospitals specializing in high-risk diseases such as cancer and heart disease.

On the way to the hospital, I took out my mobile phone and called Ji Guanning. She didn't take long to answer: "Hello."

I said, "We're here. On the way to the hospital. Your brother... is he okay?"

Ji Guanning was still in that cold and calm voice, and said back to me: "You came with Luo Xiangdong?"

I said ‘um’: "Yes."

Ji Guanning said nothing else. Just reported the building number and room number of the inpatient department.

After I hung up, I instinctively looked sideways out of the car window. In fact, I really like the streets of Japan. Even if many people hate Japan blindly, they have to say. The Japanese love to be clean. You spend a day in Japan wearing leather shoes, and you won’t get dust on your shoes when you go home at night.

This should be my fourth visit to Japan. I used to turn around when I got off the plane. Look at the beautiful scenery around. But this time. I was so heavy that even the white clouds above my head felt gray.

The driver took us to the inpatient department of the National Hospital. I got off the car with Luo Xiangdong. In the huge hospital, it took us five minutes to reach the entrance of the inpatient department. After reading the signs, take the elevator upstairs. Since the first step into the hospital, Ji Guanxin has been in my mind lying on the hospital bed. A pale and thin face.

Ji Guanxin occasionally appears to be different from ordinary people, but he can eat and sleep, usually smokes and drinks alcohol, fights and spends everything in nightclubs. Who would have thought he had a heart attack? Even though he always said, "Almost scared me to have a heart attack".

When the elevator door opened on the 21st floor, I was so nervous that my fingers curled up subconsciously. Luo Xiangdong stretched out his hand and grabbed me, half forcibly breaking my stiff fingers, clasping my fingers.

We stepped forward, and a little nurse in a pale pink uniform came over and asked in Japanese: "Who are you looking for?"

I moved my lower lip and spoke back to her: "Ward 2100, Ji Guanxin."

"Oh... It turned out to be Mr. Ji's friend, you walk straight along this corridor, and then turn right at the end of the only ward."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

I wish the nurse told me that there is no patient named Ji Guanxin here. I would rather just Ji Guanning scaring me.

Luo Xiangdong took my hand and walked forward. When I reached the end of the corridor, and when I looked to the right is a creamy white door to the ward, I suddenly became a little unable to walk, and my feet were rooted in place.

I admit, I was scared. I am afraid to see Ji Guan Xinsheng's illness.

The severity of his illness. Ji Guanning said that he did not know whether he would survive after entering the operating room. Luo Xiangdong said that the operation success rate was less than 20%.

I stood still, Luo Xiangdong took my hand, looked at me sideways and said, "Should I go in first?"

I shook my head subconsciously.

While we were standing outside the door, the ward door was suddenly pushed open from the inside, and a beautiful woman in a black high-necked fleece and white tight jeans appeared at the door.

She is young, and her short hair with bangs outlines a delicate face.

I just glanced at it to know who she was. Even though it was the first time we met, she and Ji Guanxin had very similar eyes, they were big and long.

Ji Guanning also didn't expect the two of us to be outside the door. When she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes fell on Luo Xiangdong's face, and she quickly moved away.

She closed the door, then her expression returned to indifference and arrogance in a short time.

She said, "I'm here so soon."

Luo Xiangdong said, "Where is your brother?"

There was not even a polite greeting between the two, Ji Guanning replied blankly: "It's inside. But you still don't go in, the person he wants to see is not you."

Maybe other women said this, it might be an angry or provocative thing, but the words came out of Ji Guanning's mouth, inexplicably let people think that this is justified.

Luo Xiangdong didn't show any upset, but he turned his head and whispered to me softly: "Go in."

He let go of my hand. I didn't know what to say to Ji Guanning, so I didn't say a word and walked towards the door.

Push the door and enter the living room with light gray short-haired carpet. There was no sound when the flat boots on my feet stepped on them.

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There was a door directly opposite the living room, and a voice told me that Ji Guanxin was behind that door.

I stepped forward, every step seemed to be on the apex of my heart, and I couldn't tell if it was sore or hurt.

I can't imagine that Ji Guanxin hasn't heard anything since this year because he went to Japan to recover from his illness; I can't imagine how he would be tortured by his illness.

In case...I opened the + door later and saw a face that was unfamiliar and withered, should I hold back crying, and then smiled and said to him: Ji Guanxin, I am coming to see you .

Uncontrollable speculation in my mind, I have walked to the door of the suite. Just about to reach out and knock on the door, suddenly a familiar and loud voice came from a man in the room: "Let it go there! I'll take care of you, three as and two 2, can you kill you?"

My finger shook suddenly and stopped in front of the door panel. This sound... my pupils are shrinking, I can't believe my ears, is it Ji Guanxin?

It's been a long time since I heard his voice, but I knew it when he spoke. It can't be wrong, it must not be wrong.

Immediately afterwards, a few men said and laughed in the room: "I'm going, where are you from so many a, I just wanted to say a and let someone touch it."

"People are really gone. No one can stop luck. Have you opened your hand?"

These voices existed in my memory. I thought I had forgotten them a long time ago, but now when I hear them, I can accurately distinguish them. The one in front is Mai Jiahui, and the one behind is Zhang Danqing.

The laughter in the room continued. Ji Guanxin said: “I have been in the hospital for a year. I didn’t do anything else. I actually played poker. When you weren’t here, I played with the little nurse. The nurse is short of opening a few tables here."

Cheng Lin's voice came: "You take a rest, I will pour you a glass of water."

The voice was very close to me, and when I wanted to regain my consciousness, the door had already opened. Cheng Lin took a step forward habitually, and suddenly saw a person standing at the door, and he paused. When he took a closer look, he was surprised when he saw that it was me.

I also looked back at Cheng Lin intently. After looking at him for three seconds, I couldn't help but peer into him.

On a hospital bed diagonally opposite, Ji Guanxin was sitting on it in a white round-neck casual shirt. In front of him, there was a small table for patients to eat. It's just that there is a pile of playing cards on the table at this time, and he shuffles the cards while rolling up his left sleeve.

Mai Jiahui sat with his back to me, Zhang Danqing walked to the table and took an apple. When he turned around and saw me at the door, he looked at me with dumbfounded eyes.

Ji Guanxin didn't pay attention at all, but when he turned his head to talk to Zhang Danqing, he followed his line of sight and looked at me standing at the door.

I really imagined countless scenarios when we met Ji Guanxin again, especially when we just broke up. Later, after the imperial court left, I was nervous for a while, for fear that I would be at a loss and embarrassed by meeting Ji Guanxin again in Yecheng.

Unexpectedly, this farewell, goodbye is such a time.

A few meters away, Ji Guanxin was sitting on the bed with a stack of playing cards in his hand; I stood at the door, looking at his familiar face with some wonder.

He was not as I imagined, wearing a hospital gown, his face pale and haggard. Like Zhang Danqing and Cheng Lin, he wears casual clothes. Apart from his face is still whiter than normal, he looks like a family member or friend of a patient coming to the hospital to visit.

If there is any change, Ji Guanxin is indeed thinner than before. The big eyelids that were already long and big now seem to occupy a larger area on the face.

When we looked at each other, time seemed to stand still. I don't know how long it took, but Cheng Lin coughed first, and then said: "When did you come?"

I blinked my sour eyes, retracted my gaze looking at Ji Guanxin, and said to Chenglin: "Just here."

Cheng Lin nodded, and then said, "Go in."

He stepped away first, and I stepped inside. Zhang Danqing and Mai Jiahui had already withdrawn their surprised expressions and said to Ji Guanxin: "Go to the bathroom."

In a blink of an eye, only me and Ji Guanxin were left in the room.

I was standing two meters away from him, and there were too many things to say to him, but I couldn't say it inexplicably when the words came to my lips.

Ji Guanxin put down the poker in his hand. He looked at me, curled his lips, and said with a smile: "Why are you here?"

His smile is so familiar, like when he saw me for the first time a long time ago, he smiled cynically and scornfully; and like he appeared later in Liangcheng, standing on the platform on the second floor of my house, opened his arms to me and laughed. I asked if I missed him.

Such a smile, coupled with a slightly unexpected indifferent tone in the light surprise, actually made me blur the relationship between myself and him.

I stood on the spot, my body stiffened, looking at Ji Guanxin with a smile on my face, I opened my mouth and tried hard, but there was no sound for a while.

When Ji Guanxin saw this, the smile on his face was even greater, even with a bit of ridicule. He said to me: "What? I haven't seen you for so long, you can't even speak?"

Ji Guanxin, he is still him.

From the bottom of my heart, I couldn't say whether it was fortunate or fearful. I couldn't say anything, but my vision suddenly became blurred.