please don't tell him

Xu Wei vented all the sadness of the past few years in one breath, and when the overwhelming sadness had subsided, he was finally so tired that he leaned on Xu Chen Yuan's body and fell asleep.

No wonder he was tired. It took more than ten hours to fly from Florence. As soon as he put his luggage in the hotel, he started to look for him to make a wish.But Xu Chenyuan changed his number, and he couldn't be found on all social software, so he had no choice but to go to Lu Xinglan's mother's store for help. When Lu Xinglan saw him, he was so frightened that he dropped a plate.

It took a long time for Lu Xinglan to remember that Xu Chenyuan had a wedding to attend tonight. The main reason was that Xu Wei was in a hurry and tears were about to come out. do not answer.

It wasn't until Lu Xinglan saw another wedding car passing by the door that he remembered this. After telling Xu Wei the hotel where Xu Chen Yuan was staying, he took the car and left without saying a word.

Before leaving, he also borrowed 50 yuan from Lu Xinglan.

He came too hastily, his eyes were full of wishing brother, he tossed and turned on the plane for more than ten hours with uneasiness and joy, and even forgot to exchange currency after crossing the border.

I almost lost my luggage on the airport bus.

Seeing that he fell asleep, Xu Chenyuan gently carried him back to the bedroom and put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and went to get a warm towel to wipe the tears on Xu Wei's face.

The child didn't sleep well, curling himself up in such a short time, it was an uneasy posture, and he fell asleep like this on those nights without him.

Sometimes there is him in the dream, sometimes there is no him.

If he fell into a dream, it would be catkins flying all over the sky. After waking up, his thoughts would spread all over his body, and he would have to be dazed for a long time before he could come out of the sweet dream;

I am now in a state of insanity due to illness, only dreaming of idlers, not of you.

Xu Chenyuan sighed, he drank a lot of wine today, but at the moment he didn't feel sleepy, he just wanted to lie beside him and paint his eyebrows with his eyes over and over again.

The child has grown up, his eyebrows are more picturesque, and there is a shallow wrinkle between the eyebrows, which must be the "sorrow lines" that appear from frequent frowning.

He had a bad life, so how could he live a new life with peace of mind.

All life without you is mere struggle. With your obsession hanging on your breath, you can't live, and you can't die.

Xu Chenyuan stretched his hand into the quilt, and gently held Xu Wei's hand, his constricted body opened slightly, and he felt the strength of Xu Wei's grip on him.

The first sunshine of the next day broke through the dark clouds and shone gently on the bed. Xu Chenyuan’s cell phone began to be dishonest, mainly from colleagues and partners. They still had too many things to solve, but Xu Chenyuan I don't have any thoughts now.

So I said in the group that I have something to do today, and I will treat guests later, then I turned off my phone and threw it on the sofa next to me.

The abused mobile phone was finally quiet, lying obediently where it was supposed to go, silently guarding the two people who had come through all their hardships.

In the end, all the hardships and hardships come, and all the thoughts that you never forget will be echoed. God will always favor those who are affectionate, because they are all going against the wind, walking towards each other with difficulty and firmness, without stopping for a moment, and without taking a step back.

No matter how powerful the storm, no matter how violent the waves, they will not stop them.

Xu Wei was not only exhausted, but also jet-lagged. He plunged into the bed and fell into a deep sleep, not even willing to turn over.

It may also be because of the reassuring breath and the presence of people by his side, so he was desperate to sleep. In the end, Xu Chenyuan was afraid that he would sleep for too long and he would be sad, so he had to call him at six o'clock in the afternoon. stand up.

Xu Wei fell asleep and didn't realize who was calling him. He just thought it was his native Italian roommate who spoke vaguely in Italian.

It was a completely unfamiliar language, and he could subconsciously say it when he was asleep, and it could actually explain a lot of things.

Five years is enough for Xu Wei to adapt to life in a foreign country, so that he can walk freely on the streets of a foreign country, understand the teacher's lectures, go shopping easily, chat with classmates unscrupulously, and even Can understand the bragging of the drunkard in the local bar, and funny jokes that only a Florentine can understand.

But what about him.

He hasn't even been out of Liucheng in these years, and it's not like he hasn't tried to understand Xu Wei's life and learn the language he is speaking, but it's too far and too difficult after all.

Their love for each other is still there, but five years is a gap that is too deep and too long. Can they really cross it easily and return to the past?

During the time when Xu Chenyuan was in a daze, Xu Wei slowly opened his eyes.

"Brother Wish..." Xu Wei called softly.

"Hey, I'm here." Xu Chenyuan bowed down.She held him in her arms and said softly, "Good morning."

Xu Wei pressed a kiss on his face and said with a smile, "So I'm not dreaming, it's real."

Xu Chenyuan smiled and pulled him out of the quilt, and said, "Honey, you've been asleep for almost ten hours."

Xu Wei looked out of the window in shock, the afterglow of the setting sun had already sprinkled on the earth.

Xu Wei leaned against Xu Chenyuan's arms, and said softly, "Well... I've slept for a long time."

"Are you tired?"

Xu Wei raised his head and said with a smile, "I'm not tired. I'm so happy when I think of coming back to see you. I'm not tired at all."

Deliberately prolonging that son's voice is to emphasize that what I said is the truth, and it is also to act like a baby with Xu Chenyuan.

This person is finally here, so that he can act like a baby and hug without any scruples.

Xu Chenyuan kissed him helplessly, and said, "Okay, stop being coquettish, get up and wash your face, eat something, aren't you hungry?"

"Hungry." Xu Wei pitifully clutched his stomach, which had been screaming for a long time.

"Knowing that you are hungry, I bought you your favorite food."

Hearing this, Xu Wei was unhappy, his eyebrows drooped, and he asked, "Didn't you do it?"

Xu Chenyuan sighed, and said, "Brother, I just started a business, and I'm still a poor man with no farts. It's pretty good to be able to rent a [-]-square-meter house here and have a bed to sleep on instead of sleeping on the street. Got a kitchen? Want a bathtub, baby?"

Xu Wei curled his lips and said, "It's okay, Brother Wish, I can live with you anywhere."

"Then do you still want the dowry?"

Xu Wei blushed, thinking why he hadn't seen him in five years, but he still looked like a hooligan, he jumped out of bed in a daze, and didn't want to talk to him anymore.

In the later life, Xu Chenyuan found that his previous worries were unreasonable.

Xu Wei is not at all familiar with the life after returning to China. It is a more difficult adaptation than jet lag. For example, he has used knives and forks for five years, and he feels a little unskilled when using chopsticks; another example is when he is walking on the road. I can't always get used to cars driving on the right. Chinese people drive right-hand drive cars. When Xu Chenyuan drove him, he sat in the co-pilot and became motion sick.

Xu Chenyuan sighed and said, "Why don't you sit in the back seat next time? It's safe."

Xu Wei held the tree trunk with his hands and retched, waved his hands uncomfortably, and said, "No, no need..."

Seeing him so distressed, Xu Chenyuan asked, "Are you not used to it?"

He is really not used to it. He hasn't spoken Chinese for too long, and hasn't written Chinese characters for too long. Before going through various procedures after returning to China, he wrote crookedly. Looking at his primary school-like handwriting, Xu Wei was so angry that he dropped his pen and turned around. just go.

Xu Chenyuan had no choice but to chase him out, but Xu Wei kept his head down and walked alone. When he walked out of the busiest neighborhood, he found a corner and squatted down, burying his face in his arms.

Xu Chenyuan also knelt down, reached out to touch his hair, and said, "Baby...don't force yourself too much, take your time."

Xu Wei looked up at him with tears in his eyes.

Xu Chenyuan didn't want to say that, but he had to say that despite only five short years, he had experienced earth-shaking changes, which was to disrupt and reshuffle all the living habits and concepts of the previous ten years.

To do it again now, Xu Wei will never feel nostalgic, he will only feel embarrassed.

Xu Chenyuan asked: "Do you want to go back again?"

Xu Wei looked at him in shock, and shook his head fiercely: "I won't go back! Are you going to drive me away? I must study hard, don't drive me away, I can't live without you anymore..."

"No!" Xu Chenyuan quickly denied it, quickly hugged him into his arms, and said, "Baby, I'm looking at you...I see you are so uncomfortable, and my heart aches."

Xu Wei bit his shoulder and cried, he was very sad: "How can you say that... No matter how hard or tired I will be with you, I will try my best to adapt!"

He was angry with himself, he didn't know Xu Chenyuan's helplessness when facing himself and the little sense of alienation caused by taking too much care of him.

Xu Chenyuan sighed and said, "Baby, I know you are having a hard time. I love to tell you about my college entrance examination, my university, and my company these days. You don't understand those things. I know you were very hard at that time. , I feel bad too."

Of course he felt uncomfortable, it was the life of making a wish that he had not participated in, as if he was listening to another person's story, his growth of making a wish was watched by others, but he didn't know it.

Loving you too much has made me have a dark possessive desire. I have to care about the little time that belongs to others but not to me.

"So I can't make you feel uncomfortable alone. Don't be afraid that I don't understand. You also tell me more about your story. Don't be afraid that I don't understand."

"We missed so many years and survived. These things are nothing, nothing, we survived."

Xu Wei nodded, hugged Xu Chenyuan tightly, and said, "Brother Yuan, I love you, and I will love you forever and ever."

Xu Chenyuan chuckled, and placed a kiss on his forehead: "Me too, Xiaowei, I love you too."