please don't tell him

In the taxi, Xu Wei was sitting next to Xu Chen Yuan, and the two sat side by side in the back, but Xu Chen Yuan was leaning against the car door, looking out the window in panic.

His wine is now completely sober.

Five years, more than 300 days and nights, he imagined countless encounters and reunions, but he never expected such a development.

He didn't even dare to turn his head, didn't dare to look at him, for fear that he would disappear as soon as he turned his head. On such an autumn night, with the lights on and off, all this was just a dream, an illusion of his.

But Xu Chenyuan also knew that it was not a dream, because Xu Wei's profile was reflected in the car window.

The child has grown up... I noticed just now that he has grown a lot, is a lot taller, and the color of his hair seems to be darker than before, from light brown to dark brown. He also wears a pair of glasses , with a round frame, looks a bit small, but still looks like that innocent boy in a trance.

He didn't seem to have changed, he was still so thin, he was still the child in Xu Chenyuan's memory, but he knew so clearly that he had changed too much, and he had changed too much.

Xu Chenyuan's breath spit out on the window, blurring that silhouette, Xu Chenyuan gave birth to a feeling of closeness to his hometown, and the yearning and nostalgia that were eager to flourish in his heart turned into timidity in the end, making him only dare to look up. He raised his hand and timidly touched the reflection of Xu Wei on the car window.

Like a flower in a mirror and a moon in water.

Finally, Xu Wei spoke first.

"Your car is still in the hotel. The woman gave me the key, but I can't drive. I will pick it up with you tomorrow."

"Tomorrow", "again", "accompany you".

It was only then that Xu Chenyuan realized that he really came back.

Say something, say something?Say it quickly, if you don't talk, he will cry again, if you don't talk, he will definitely be very sad.

"You... haven't taken the driver's license test?"

Xu Chenyuan really wanted to bite off his tongue.

Xu Chenyuan imagined countless times what he would say when he saw Xu Wei again. Sometimes he thought about I love you and I miss you so much, and sometimes it was an understatement and who you are.

I never expected that the last sentence would be "Did you not take your driver's license?"

Fuck it, TV shows hurt people.

Xu Wei tightened his fists on his knees, and after organizing his speech for a long time, he said, "I took the driver's license test in Italy, which cannot be used in China."

"Oh."

The air was quiet again.

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the rental housing complex where Xu Chenyuan lived. He just took out his wallet to pay, but Xu Wei stopped him: "I, I, I... I'll come."

When Xu Wei opened the wallet, he froze.

Xu Chenyuan thought he didn't have any money with him, so he subconsciously glanced at Xu Wei's wallet. There was a pile of colorful money in it, and it was obvious at a glance that it was not RMB.

Xu Chenyuan sighed, and said, "Let me do it." After speaking, he took out his phone to scan the driver's QR code to pay, and when he unlocked the phone, Xu Wei saw the order of the four numbers.

0910.

September [-]th is his birthday.

His wish brother, the password for the phone lock screen is still his birthday.

This incident gave Xu Wei great courage, as if it was only at this time that he was truly sure that after so many years, his wish brother has not forgotten him, maybe he can look forward to it a little bit, is it because he still thinks about himself, he still loves him? with yourself?

The two walked downstairs in silence, stopped at the door of the unit as if they were in agreement, did not look at each other as if they were in agreement, and neither of them spoke as if they were in agreement.

A cloud was blown away by the wind, and the silver-white moonlight shone on the two of them, like the lights hitting the actors on the stage before the curtain call, followed by the cheers and flowers from the audience.

Xu Chenyuan could see the face of the person in front of him clearly. His face was a bit dazed, and he was completely at a loss. He tightly pinched the corner of his clothes with his fingers, and he didn't dare to lift his head.

It's still the same problem... When I get nervous, I ravage my clothes.

Xu Chenyuan calculated slightly, although he has grown a lot in these years, this child seems to have jumped higher, and now he has reached his eyebrows.

His child has grown up, and although he is still thin and weak, he is no longer the child who can cry in his arms and let him block all the sadness and sadness. Maybe now he can take care of himself, even stronger than him. powerful.

Xu Chenyuan chuckled, his red eyes were full of tenderness and nostalgia that had never been shown in these years, he choked up, and opened his mouth hard a few times, like a drowning fish, it took him a long time to find his own voice.

He said, "Xiaowei, you've grown up."

Xu Wei raised his head abruptly, and held on for the whole night... No, all the tears that he had held on for four years burst out of his eyes. He called Brother Wish, and then rushed to Xu Chenyuan, burying himself in his arms.

At that moment, he seemed to have found his hometown.

I miss you so much, for so many years, every night when I was alone crying and missing, I longed for this hug.From the heart-wrenching heartache at the beginning to the blandness later, I have not been looking forward to today, when we meet again and embrace each other again.

"Baby." Hugging the warm, real person in his arms, Xu Chenyuan finally shed tears, called him hoarsely, and hugged him tightly in his arms.This person made him feel so distressed, even though he was right in front of him now, even though he knew that he would never be separated again in this life, it still made him gasp in pain, he hugged Xu Wei tightly, the strength seemed to end Knead him into your own flesh and blood, never let go, nothing can be separated.

This is too tacky a reunion scene, no cheers, no applause, no flowers, no tear-jerking background music and chanting that seems to come from Wang Guowei's pen, but that is what they have been waiting for for so many years, every birthday Those who made a wish, watched so many people come towards themselves, and gave up because of it.

After waiting for so many years, what haunts me is nothing more than a hug and hearty crying.

There is also the sentence of the other party, I have loved you for so many years.

Xu Chenyuan raised Xu Wei's face by the moonlight, thinking in his heart that he would devour him, but when he kissed him, it was as soft as a feather.

Xu Wei tasted a smell of tobacco and alcohol filling his mouth and nasal cavity, it was unfamiliar, it represented lewdness and debauchery, depravity and decadence, but it also had a more familiar taste, it was the smell of making a wish, It is in memory, it is a symbol of love and warmth.

The two people who finally calmed down saw the shadow on the ground change, and they realized how long time had passed. The two idiots just stood downstairs, not daring to take their eyes off each other for a moment.

In the end, Xu Chenyuan was afraid that Xu Wei would be frozen if he was so thin, so he took her by the hand and went upstairs.

Fortunately, Xu Chenyuan tidied up his kennel a little bit before going out, otherwise Xu Wei's sudden appearance would really make him a little at a loss.

The two of them didn't turn on the light, neither of them asked to take a shower, they just took off their coats and lay down on the sofa in the living room hugging each other.

The moonlight is quiet, it is always not stingy with its tenderness, and shines on the two figures in the room with silver light.

Xu Chenyuan took off Xu Wei's glasses with great interest, looked at them in his hand, and asked, "Why are you wearing glasses?"

"I used to be a little short-sighted. I studied painting over there and often drove late at night, so I wore it."

"Is it difficult to draw?"

"It's difficult, I don't quite understand the aesthetics of Westerners, but I got used to it later."

"Is there anyone good there?"

"The good thing is that they are very enthusiastic. Our teachers are very kind to me, and my classmates also take good care of me."

But not as good as you.Xu Wei hid this sentence and was embarrassed to say it.

Xu Wei leaned obediently on his shoulder, and he answered whatever he asked, but his fingers were still tightly hooked to the one who made the wish, and he refused to relax for a moment.

It wasn't until Xu Chenyuan asked, "How is it there?" that Xu Wei raised his face, with tears in his big eyes, as if he had been wronged by the sky.

"It's not good...you're not here, I don't understand anything, I can't speak...it's not good anywhere, you're not here..."

He repeated a sentence several times, as if he was afraid that Xu Chenyuan would not believe how much he didn't like it there, and the reason why he didn't like it was all because of not having you.

Xu Chenyuan held him in his arms and patted him on the back gently, just like when they were young, he always coaxed him like this.

"Then do you miss me?"

Xu Wei wrinkled his face sadly, and was about to cry again.

"I'm so sad, why do you still ask me such a stupid question!"

"Okay, okay, why are people in their 20s still crying so much?" Xu Chenyuan hurriedly wiped his face dry, sighed, and said, "I know you miss me, and I miss you too, Back then I ran away without saying a word, you know how much I..."

With the abrupt end of the sentence, Yu Yin carried Xu Chen Yuan's unforgettable pain in the past few years, like a terminally ill person who has to endure the pain of chemotherapy every day in order to survive.

But those can only be turned into an understatement now, how can this little fool know those things?

But even if he didn't say it, Xu Wei knew it, because he also came here like that, but thinking that he was in pain too, he felt more pain.

"I'm sorry, Brother Wish, I'm sorry, just hit me, I'm...too cowardly..." Xu Wei buried himself in Xu Chenyuan's arms and cried loudly, clutching Xu Chenyuan's clothes tightly. All the sadness and sadness these years have been cried to him.

"How did I hit you? Huh?" Xu Chenyuan was furious: "You're going to torment me to death, how dare I hit you? After waiting for so many years, what if I break it?"

Xu Wei cried even more sadly.

Xu Chenyuan could only continue coaxing, saying a lot of things like I love you, I think you and we will never be separated again, but it was not enough. He has read many books over the years and memorized countless love words. Waiting for the day to meet, let him tell him.