please don't tell him

In the office building at noon, Xu Wei rested his chin and looked intently at the person typing behind the desk. He was very busy and had to answer a call every few minutes. He said something to the person on the phone that Xu Wei couldn't understand. Sometimes, he would lose his temper suddenly, frowning and scolding the other party loudly.

A man is always the most handsome when he is working hard, whether he is wearing a suit and straightening his back and typing on the keyboard with his fingers, or picking up a ballpoint pen to sign his name on a document, or staring at the computer drinking coffee, Xu Wei was fascinated by the way he cursed people on the phone.

During the years he missed, his sweetheart has grown into a mature man. It has an unreasonable temperament, which brings a deep sense of security. As long as he is there, he doesn't have to worry about anything.

"Small taste."

Xu Chenyuan never took his eyes off the computer monitor, but his name was suddenly called.

Xu Wei was suddenly called on, and sat up straight: "Here! Mr. Xu!"

Xu Chenyuan couldn't help laughing, and said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "If you keep looking at me like that, I won't be able to work at all."

Xu Wei curled his lips and retorted: "It's obvious that you don't work hard! It's too much for you to blame me!"

Xu Chenyuan sighed, poked his head out from behind the computer to look at him, his eyes were burning: "Baby, your eyes seem to want to take off my clothes, if you continue to look at me like this, our first time may very well happen to me. in the office."

At the end of the day, Xu Wei was taken out of the company by Xu Chenyuan with a blushing face.

After Xu Chenyuan got off work, it was completely dark, and the lights were on, and the viaduct was noisy and spreading, like a giant dragon entrenched in the mountains, the scales on its body were shining with splendor.

Xu Chenyuan wrapped a scarf around Xu Wei, and said helplessly, "I can't bring you to the company anymore. You can't concentrate on your work with me."

Xu Weiqi puffed up his face and said, "Huh! I think you are tired of watching me, and you find it annoying that I always cling to you!"

Xu Chenyuan hurriedly surrendered: "My dear baby—I really wish I could look at your face 24 hours a day, I'd better see a flower on your face! Or you can transform into me now The waist pendant, I will carry you with me wherever I go from now on."

These words sounded so beautiful to Xu Wei, and they stabbed him softly, but it sounded like he was acting like a baby.

"I'm in a good mood for what you said today, so I'll give you a reward tonight!"

Xu Chenyuan raised his eyebrows and said in an ambiguous tone, "Oh? Then I will look forward to it very much."

Hearing his strange tone, Xu Wei turned several times in his mind, and only after seeing the smirk on Xu Chenyuan's face, he blushed and hit him.

"You! Don't think about it!" After shouting, he remembered whether Xu Chen Yuan would be unhappy because of his shyness, and then lowered his head and whispered: "Then, for that kind of reward, it's not impossible. "

Seeing him like this, Xu Chenyuan felt his brain roaring, and the blood in his whole body seemed to gather towards a certain part.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Wei thought he was laughing at him again, so he looked at him bravely and said, "Don't laugh at me! I'm also a man, I...I would think about that kind of thing too! I, I like is you……"

The last confession was muffled and almost disappeared in the night wind, Xu Chenyuan leaned over to hug him.

"Honey, you're so sweet that it kills me."

As soon as this kind of topic was brought up, both of them had long forgotten what the reward Xu Wei wanted at first. After finally getting through the door, Xu Chen Yuan couldn't help but pin him against the wall.

"Baby." Xu Chenyuan gasped and whispered in Xu Wei's ear: "I want to apologize."

"Dao, what are you apologizing for?"

"I might lose control for a while."

"You don't tell me this kind of thing!"

The first time went smoothly, and even though Xu Chenyuan said that, he still expanded and lubricated very gently. This was their first love affair, and he wanted to give Xu Wei the most unforgettable memory.

And Xu Wei was already very excited about being able to hug Xu Chenyuan, his body became more sensitive, and when he was hugged by Xu Chenyuan, he secretly cried, but he wanted the other person to be deeper.

This time, making a wish didn't take long, taking full care of Xu Wei's feelings. After they finished, the hour and minute hands of the clock just coincided.

Xu Chenyuan was lying on the bed with Xu Wei in his arms. Xu Wei was so tired that his shame had already been thrown to Java. At this moment, he just wanted to lie in Xu Chenyuan's arms and feel his warmth.

Although Xu Chenyuan didn't eat and drink completely, he also showed a lazy and sexy posture. His appearance fascinated Xu Wei, and he raised his head in a daze to ask for a kiss.

Xu Chenyuan dragged this lazy little panda to wash the person, and finally wrapped it in a bathrobe and stuffed it into the quilt. During the whole process, Xu Wei was very obedient. Lift your legs and lift your legs.

Xu Chen wished to see him having fun, so he put people into various poses on the bed.

Xu Wei glared at him angrily, but it was a pity that he was not aggressive enough, but more than coquettish and angry, which made Xu Chenyuan feel itchy.

Xu Chenyuan made a decision in his heart, and looked at the passbook and loan reference in the bank card before going to bed.

The next day, Xu Chenyuan dragged Xu Wei to the sales department to inspect the house.

Scared Xu Wei enough, thinking that Xu Chenyuan was going to rob the bank.

Xu Chenyuan said helplessly: "I haven't talked to a partner for so many years, and my life is like a peaceful one.

Shang, without bad habits, is it strange to have some wives? "

"The villa sports car may not be available to you for the time being, but the house and the cat are not a big problem."

Xu Wei was so moved that he burst into tears in the sales department on the spot, and hugged Xu Chenyuan tightly against the strange eyes of the sales lady.

The days to come will be even busier. They bought an existing house and received the key after paying the down payment and taking out the loan. Xu Chenyuan immediately felt that his hair was turning gray when he thought about his monthly mortgage of several thousand dollars. .

During that time, Xu Wei was also busy. He was either supervising the renovation every day, or he didn't know what he was doing in the rental house alone. Anyway, Xu Chen Yuan was not allowed to enter, and he didn't want to come out until he was sleeping.

After the house was decorated and the formaldehyde was left to dry for more than two months, Xu Chen Yuan finally agreed to Xu Wei to move into his new home.

Moving is a very painful thing, and it needs to be separated, because the two of them argued about what to leave and what to throw away, and finally Xu Wei sat on the sofa with aggrieved words and said that he would not move anymore, Xu Chen May had to put down his work and go to coax him.

After a whole day of work, the move was finally over, but the two of them didn't feel tired. They collapsed on the sofa in their new home for a while, and decided to go for a walk in a nearby park together.

Walking on the road, in the afterglow of the setting sun, Xu Wei held his hand and asked, "In the future, I will provide a house and a car to support me. How about it? Is it too stressful?"

Xu Chenyuan also took his hand and said, "The pressure is huge. But providing a house, a car, and a wife is a traditional virtue that every man must have, and it is a matter of course."

After finishing speaking, he went to numb Xu Wei again, and said with a smile: "Loving you is also a matter of course."

Xu Wei smiled sweetly, and said, "I can share the burden with you too! My name is on the real estate certificate, and that is also my home, so—!"

Xu Wei bought a trick on purpose, and blinked at Xu Chenyuan.

Xu Chenyuan:?

That afternoon, Xu Wei took Xu Chenyuan to a studio. There were many children sitting in the classroom, painting and drawing on the drawing board. There was a female teacher wearing an apron.

A child smiled at Xu Wei as soon as he saw him: "Teacher Xu! Aren't you not coming today?"

Xu Chenyuan looked at Xu Wei in shock: "Teacher Xu?"

Xu Wei took out a teacher's card from his pocket as if by magic, and said, "I will be the people's teacher from now on!"

"Good people's teacher, to celebrate you finding a job tonight, what do you want to eat? Before your husband starts repaying the loan, hit me hard."

"Then, my husband, I want to eat what you made!"

"I guessed it a long time ago. I stuffed all the ingredients into the refrigerator. I'll make it when I get back. You can just wait and eat."

The two walked home holding hands, the setting sun stretched their shadows very long, as if they were going to reach the direction of the years.

The years are treacherous and bleak, and no matter how they pass, there are only a few dozen short years.Life is like a dream, how much joy is there for us, in this long road, how much time can we entangle and stay together?The thorny road we have walked, the mountains of swords and seas of fire we have stepped on, but unfortunately there is only one direction at the end, and that is death.

We are all rushing towards a grand ending. At the end, we may be happy or sad, or sigh or admire. No matter how many embarrassments and regrets in life, I am not afraid. I only hope that you will not be my regret.

Life is short, and the time is fleeting, why not hold that person's hand, sail in the world of mortals, and have a big spring and autumn dream!

End of the book

Postscript_Please Don't Tell Him_Changpei Literature Network

The first novel is finished, maybe it still has many shortcomings, but I think this is a milestone in my life, a big step I have taken, and I am very happy.

I’m a little emotional, so here, let’s talk nonsense, if you want to listen, then read on, if you don’t want to listen to my nonsense, let’s see you in the next article.

Let me make an oath to everyone at the beginning, I will write books in the future, I will not sign a contract, I will not add v, I am a college student, and my family still raises it, so I will not earn your book money, all my books are free to read, and my stories are all free listen.

Anyway, the Internet fee is cheap.

Maybe I will make a blog in the future, and it can be regarded as the realization of my dream. If you think my story is good, you can buy a copy and keep it at home. One day, the corner of the table and bench is missing, and there is another thing that can be used as a cushion. You say yes Bar.

This book is actually about myself, and the stories in the book are all my stories.

I, a person who has not yet come out of my youth, wrote the first half of my youth, and I guess I am still a bit of a second grader. When I was in high school, I also met a person and had such a relationship. Now that it is over, I just want to write a Write, don't get old in the future, forget everything.

You want to ask Xu Wei or Xu Chenyuan, which one is me?

Which one do you think is right?

It's actually me.

The one who is full of thorns every day knows to trouble himself and the people around him, the one who blames himself and thinks the whole world owes him, the one who is a bit cowardly but stubbornly loves the world in his own way, no matter how hard things are Believe that you can achieve happiness.

Human beings are such a contradictory body, and it is probably reflected most vividly in me.

Let's talk about writing.

Anyone who has known me for a long time knows that I am a god of pitfalls. If I dig it, I will not fill it in. I will be scolded by my relatives and friends every day, so I planted the flag when I opened the article. If this article is pitted again, I will quit writing forever. World, never write again.

Fortunately, I persisted, otherwise I really had to pack up and leave.

I am a person, sometimes I am very self-righteous, I feel that my writing is very good, the writing style is amazing, and the book age is still long. When I read some articles, I think, why is it so popular when it is written like this?

In fact, if you readers read it, you probably think it’s just like that, it’s not good, it’s not as good as that written by so-and-so.

I used to write very purposeful articles. I admit that I just wanted to be popular and to hear people praise me. I read and collected comments countless times a day. Hey, it’s actually just one or two. I’ve finished writing this book, and the comments are not over half. Well, most of them are relatives and friends to save face.

No one is watching, so I don't have the courage to persevere.

But now I understand that writing is actually a one-person war.

Fight yourself.

Then I thought, um, I can’t write because of what other people want to see, I have to write because of what I want to say, what I want to say may not be what others want to hear, that’s all, don’t take yourself too seriously Now, don't worry too much about such a thing, just let it go.

There are not many readers. If someone reads my book, hey, he thinks of himself, feels that it resonates with me, and keeps thinking about it in his heart. Hey, I will be very happy.

A little more hope is that that person is in trouble. Thinking about what I have said, thinking about the stories I have told, I feel that everything can be overcome. As long as there is such a person, even if I don’t know His existence is also worth it.

As long as someone says it, I’m waiting to hear the story told by him. Then I lose my hair and write so many things every day, and my insomnia makes me nervous and depressed. It’s really nothing. I’m happy in my heart .

The reason why there were so many pitfalls before was not because the purpose of my writing was impure. Maybe the purpose in the future will still be impure, but I won’t be pitted anymore.

Because in this process, I learned a lot and changed me a lot. The me who started the pit is not the same as the me who wrote the postscript at the end.

Thank you Changpei for this platform, which gave me the opportunity to tell my story and get to know you.

Thank you friends who have been seeing me now, every comment you leave casually is the happiest thing in my day.

Thanks to the relatives and friends who supported me in writing the article, I have put so many pits and knives in it, I am grateful to you for sticking around for so many years, but I still will not change.

I am grateful that life has brought me a lot of suffering, so that my pen will not moan without illness. Only after I have truly felt the pain can I write good works.

Thank you for writing this article, which gave me a way to record, tell, and vent.

In the end, I brought my two sons, Xu Weixu and Chen Yuan, my godson Lu Xinglan, and my stepson... Cough cough, Mr. Song Xisong, say goodbye to everyone.

The green mountains remain unchanged, and the green water flows forever. See you in the next article, and there will be a period later.

(Hurry up and read my new article!!!)

ps. The name of the new article has been changed to "Goji Berry and Whiskey"

pps. There will be extras in the back, and the laws of driving outside the extras, you know