please don't tell him

In his sophomore year, when the school held an inter-school friendship, Xu Chenyuan, as the chairman of the student union of the Department of Economics, went to meet and communicate with the student union of the Polytechnic University opposite the school.

When the chairman heard Xu Chenyuan's name, he smiled brightly: "Hey, Xu Chenyuan? Are you my wife's high school classmate?"

Xu Chenyuan twitched the corners of his mouth and asked, "Who is your wife?"

The chairman smiled slightly, hiding his achievements and fame.

The sound of high-heeled shoes came from behind, and a pretty female voice rang out: "His wife is me, do you have any objection?"

When Xu Chenyuan turned around, he was stunned.

I haven't seen each other for two or three years. Lin Wan got rid of the youthful and childishness of her high school days and became more graceful and graceful. She held her neck high, and she had the charm of a mature woman in her gestures. She walked up to the chairman and held him His arm was attached to it affectionately, and the appearance seemed to be a demonstration against Chen Yuan.

Now that you have written the gauntlet, don't blame me for being cheap.

Xu Chenyuan smiled back and said, "Long time no see, why are you so disabled?"

Lin Wan: "..."

Lin Wan warned herself, not to be angry, never to be angry, she has known Xu Chenyuan for so many years, doesn't she know that he is mean?The wives have run away, which is the punishment for Xu Chenyuan's cheap talk!

Lin Wan still held that gentle and dignified smile, and said, "Are you blind? But you're not as mature as you look. So many years of single life have left a lot of traces on you."

In terms of flirting, Xu Chenyuan got the true biography of Ms. Chen Liping. How could a little girl take advantage of it?So he casually said: "Yeah, you're old, but you've grown up a bit now, haven't you done that casual misunderstanding again?"

"Make a wish!"

Lin Wan finally got angry, and seeing that she was about to swing the bag up and blow up Xu Chenyuan's dog's head, her boyfriend quickly hugged him in his arms and coaxed him: "Don't be angry, baby, it's not good to be angry. !"

"That's right." Xu Chen Yuan smiled and said, "You're getting old, take it easy."

"Hmph." Lin Wan stepped on her high heels: "I don't care about being single like you."

Although he pinched for a long time as soon as they met, Lin Wanze reflected on how many times he was ignorant and fell in love with such a thing when he was a girl, but after all, when old classmates meet, they still have to have a private meal.

Hers, on the other hand, has a big heart and doesn't mind at all.

Lin Wan gently wiped the lipstick on the corner of her mouth, and asked, "How have you been these few years?"

Without raising his head, Xu Chenyuan poked a shrimp in the bowl and said, "That's it, it's okay."

Lin Wan propped his chin and asked with an expression on his face, "It's spread in our school that there is a scumbag in University A who is going out to have sex everywhere, and he doesn't take responsibility when it's over. You're the one talking about it, right?"

Xu Chenyuan raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, and said, "I'm wronged! I don't know which little goblin who can't love me is spreading rumors about me behind my back. Although I talked to them, I haven't even entered the hotel in front of the school. !"

Lin Wan asked half-believingly, "Really? I didn't realize that you are such a pure person."

Xu Chenyuan gritted his teeth and said, "If I find out which bastard it is, I will definitely skin him."

Lin Wan said: "If you really have a clear conscience, why bother?"

Xu Chenyuan smiled sadly, and said, "Don't they spread rumors just for the fun of it? I beat people just for the fun of it."

Lin Wan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled: "You really haven't changed at all."

"Really?" Xu Chenyuan then lowered his head to poke the shrimp, and said, "I think I may have changed a lot."

"Did Xu Wei contact you again later?"

Xu Chenyuan said indifferently: "No."

Lin Wan also heard about the incident back then, and felt a little embarrassed about it. You said that if the two of them had conflicts and broke up, they would still be able to break up their thoughts, but they were beaten so hard...no one can see open it.

Lin Wan asked again: "So you were so drunk and debauched that day, was it for revenge on Xu Wei, or to numb yourself?"

Xu Chenyuan thought it was nonsense, neither of these two options was the correct answer, revenge on Xu Wei was out of the question, and paralyzing himself was a stupid thing he would never do.

Xu Chenyuan said: "There is no reason, I just want to try to see if I must have him."

"The results of it?"

"Yes."

Seeing Xu Chenyuan being so calm, Lin Wan smiled, took out a box of ladies' cigarettes from his handbag, handed one to Xu Chenyuan, and lit the other himself.

Xu Chenyuan took the cigarettes like a flutter, looked at her proficient and fluent appearance, and asked with a smile: "Why are you still learning this?"

Lin Wan exhaled a puff of smoke very gracefully, and said, "Don't think too much, there is no story, it's just that those of us studying law are under too much pressure, try this decompression."

Xu Chenyuan took out his lighter and lit it, and said innocently, "I didn't think much about it."

Lin Wan smiled and said: "Sometimes I envy you, and Xu Wei too. You are young, only a dozen years old, and you have lived a more wonderful life than others who have decades. I doubt whether you are Bring money into the group, why are there so many scenes?"

She envied that they could have such an unforgettable relationship. They once loved passionately, deeply, and without hesitation, and they still remember each other deeply in their hearts today. The mountains are high and the sea is deep, and the vicissitudes of life cannot be changed.On the contrary, she, in the process of growing up, has more and more substantive requirements for love. She is hooked on whether you treat me well, whether you have a future, and how your family's conditions are. She puts love on one end of the steelyard. There is only a bet on life at the other end.

"However," Lin Wan looked at Xu Chenyuan and asked, "Aren't you lonely? Before Xu Wei appeared, until Xu Wei left, you were always alone. Is it really good? Maybe Xu Wei also I hope you can let him go and start a new life?"

"I... haven't thought about it."

alone?This seemed to be the second time someone mentioned this word to him. Xu Chenyuan also looked at Lin Wan. This time, he seemed to really feel lonely.

Before, he never thought about what would happen tomorrow, or the future was actually a very scary thing for him.Xu Chenyuan has always been a person who sees very clearly. He looks at all the farce in this world with cold eyes, his parents', Xu Wei's, Song Xi's, Lu Xinglan's... and finally his own. .

Before Xu Wei came, and after Xu Wei left, he always looked like this, moving a chair and sitting in the torrent of time, watching the people around him come and go, come again, go again, he will always use the same posture Sit there and wait.

Waiting for people to leave, but also waiting for people to come.

Xu Chenyuan clearly knows that he is in this world of mortals, those tragedies and farces will one day come to him again in a ridiculous manner that is not on the stage.And life will show him more and more ugly sides, always telling him that what you see now is just the tip of the iceberg.

Xu Chenyuan was very cowardly, he didn't dare to go to Xu Wei again, and he didn't dare to let him go.

You can't get rid of the old sadness, let alone move on to a new life.

Xu Wei was like a ghost, cast a curse on him, nailed him to the spot, and didn't allow him to go any further.

Xu Chenyuan couldn't help but smile wryly.

"Xiaowei, they say I can't turn back, so don't even try to make me let go."

When we parted, it was already dark, rows of neon lights were flashing gaudyly, but the opposite side of the road seemed much quieter.On the straight road, passing cars one after another in the dim light, Xu Chenyuan and Lin Wan walked side by side under the light, the shadows went from front to back, finally disappeared, and then elongated .Lin Wan said: "If you don't let go now, then never let go. I can't do it myself, but you have to prove to me that love is fucking worthy of trust."

Xu Chenyuan smiled slightly and said, "Love is not worth it, but Xu Wei is."