please don't tell him

Lu Xinglan finally got his wish and applied to a university in Beijing. He majored in science and chose architecture. It is estimated that his head will be almost bald when we see him again in two years.Xu Chenyuan applied for economics and management with the highest employment rate. Before school started, he was holding a bunch of economic magazines all day long.

Lu Xinglan started school earlier, and he had to report before September. Two days before boarding the train, he went to find Xu Chen Yuan for a drink.

This time Lu Xinglan was quite drunk, and Xu Chenyuan was also a little too drunk. The two teenagers sang along the side of the road in the dead of night.Lu Xinglan suddenly lost his nerve, and hugged Xu Chenyuan tightly in his arms.

"Brother!" Lu Xinglan said drunkenly, "You...you miss him, and you... have another hope. I, I miss him too..."

Xu Chenyuan was not as drunk as him, and asked in amazement: "Fuck, don't you also have some unreasonable thoughts about Xu Wei?"

Lu Xinglan looked at Xu Chen Yuan with an idiot-looking look, and pouted: "Foot off! I'm not interested in your kaolin flower!"

The topic was diverted, and Lu Xinglan was so drunk that after a while, he forgot what he wanted to say.

Xu Chenyuan managed to send Lu Xinglan back to his community. When they were downstairs, Lu Xinglan didn't want his mother to smell of alcohol when he went back, so he smoked with Xu Chenyuan at the door for a while.After being blown by the night wind for a long time, he finally regained consciousness.

When we parted, Lu Xinglan hugged him again.

"Brother, take care."

"Take care of yourself."

When we grow up, we are always forced to separate due to various reasons. The mountains and seas separated may be far or near, but our concern for each other will never change. When you come back, we will drink and have a long talk together.

Xu Chenyuan raised his head, a new moon emerged from the clouds, and he smiled lightly.

Xiaowei, are you looking at the moon too?

Nung, moon and new moon.

Sober up the next day, Xu Chenyuan has nothing to do after the college entrance examination, today

On a whim, I planned to go to the cemetery to have a look.

After all, when Xu Wei was around, he always wanted to accompany him to see Song Xi, but

Later, too many things happened in Xu Chenyuan's family, so this matter has been put on hold.

Until Xu Wei left.

Let's go and have a look, make a wish, send flowers and incense, may his spirit in heaven rest in peace, and may he bless Xiaowei for the rest of his life to be smooth, safe and happy.

It was raining heavily that day, and Xu Chenyuan drove to Cypress Garden. The street was very congested at first, but the more people drove towards the city, the fewer people there were. Under the misty rain, there is an illusion that I have strayed into Jianjiahe Pond.

A bouquet of yellow and white chrysanthemums was placed on the driver's seat. Xu Chenyuan didn't know Song Xi, and didn't know what he liked when he was alive. Anyway, he was going to visit the grave, so it would be more vulgar.

Today is neither Qingming nor July and a half, nor is it any suitable time to visit graves.

Parking the car in the parking lot, Xu Chenyuan walked towards the cemetery with a heavy heart, holding a black umbrella and holding flowers in his arms.

I don't know if it's the weather or something else, but the cemetery is always gloomy and solemn. Now that there are few people, it is even more quiet. Occasionally, I can hear a few whimpers, probably because someone has died in the family.

Life and death, life and death, life and death, is happening every day, and it can't be stopped for a quarter of an hour.

Walking around for a while, there are different photos on the tombstone, some are single people, some are buried together, a small world, hiding a person's past.

After following his memory to find the tomb, Xu Chenyuan found that there was already a figure standing there.

Standing quietly, without an umbrella, just drenched in the rain, holding a can of something in his hand, he only took a sip with his head up, and spilled the rest on the ground.

Who is it?

Xu Chenyuan subconsciously wondered if it might be Fang Yun. He hid behind a tree and watched from a distance. The scene looked so sad that Xu Chenyuan didn't want to break it.

The man seemed to have finally had enough of standing. He squatted down, raised his head and reached out to touch Song Xi's photo on the tombstone.

I can't see the expression clearly, but it should be a longing and nostalgic look.

When the man got up to leave, Xu Chenyuan suddenly froze.

It's not Fang Yun, it's... a person he knows very well.

When he finally left, Xu Chenyuan came out from the shade of the tree. Because he was standing under the tree, a large piece of water fell on the umbrella. Xu Chenyuan moved the umbrella away expressionlessly and shook the rain before walking towards Song Xi's tombstone.

A black-and-white photo was pasted on the blue and white stone tablet, showing Song Xi's gentle and handsome eyebrows, with a slight smile on his lips, and the year of birth and death was written next to it. In just over thirty years, he can be regarded as a talent envied by heaven.

Xu Chenyuan sighed, put the flowers beside the other cluster, and said softly, "Mr. Song, I'm here to see you, for Xiao Wei's share."

"He is going out alone now, and he doesn't know when he will come back. I believe you must miss him very much, so please bless him and bring him back to me safely."

"You teachers and students... It's really interesting. He keeps complaining that you can't see him happy. If you missed the appointment, you must be angry because he came late, right? But you have such a good temper and love him, so you must not would really be mad at him."

"I don't know you very well, so I don't know if your spirit in heaven can fulfill my wish, but if my wish is for Xu Wei to be safe and well, and there will be no trivial matters to make him cry, surely you will not refuse."

"Thank you for making him happy during the years when I didn't show up, treating him well, and protecting him. When I can't be with him in the future, I will also ask you."

"Oh, by the way, and that idiot just now... I guess I've visited you secretly several times, and you bless him too, so I wish him... find someone sooner."

After finishing speaking, Xu Chenyuan also put away his umbrella, and the heavy rain poured down his head. The biting cold autumn rain got into the seam of Xu Chenyuan's clothes, but he didn't feel the cold at all, and bowed deeply.

It took a long time before he raised his head.

Lu Xinglan was about to get on the train, and at the train station, his mother was gesturing beside her, as if explaining something to him, with tears in her big eyes that looked just like Lu Xinglan's.

His mother was worried about his son traveling thousands of miles, but Lu Xinglan must also be very worried about his mother.

Xu Chenyuan also came to see him off, and said, "Don't worry, I'm still here, right? I'll take care of Auntie for you."

Lu Xinglan nodded and said, "Thank you for your kindness, brother."

Xu Chenyuan smiled: "No, yes, just treat me to two hot pot meals when I come back from vacation."

Lu Xinglan was angry: "Damn! Treat you to two hot pot meals? You can eat up all my lucky money!"

Make a wish: "Hey, you're already in your twenties. Do you think your relatives will give you red envelopes during the Chinese New Year? It would be nice not to let your little nephews and nephews beg for money from you."

Lu Xinglan smiled and said, "Get out of here."

It was almost time to check in, and Xu Chenyuan said, "It's fine over there, huh? Don't make trouble."

Lu Xinglan retorted and said, "I should tell you this, don't start messing with seniors right after school begins."

Xu Chenyuan smiled and said, "Which one?"

"Fucking Xu Chenyuan, do you want to lose face?! Be careful that Xu Wei comes back and beats you to death!"

Xu Chenyuan sighed, and said: "If you can really come back and beat me, I will definitely not fight back."

Lu Xinglan was silent, and said: "Look at you, you lose your mind when you mention Xu Wei. After you go to college, talk about it when you see something good. Don't be stupid. Hey, you know "Jianjia", right?"

Xu Chenyuan frowned and said, "I just finished the college entrance examination, and I haven't reached the peak of IQ in my life yet! Don't insult my IQ. Why, I'm taking the Wenchang exam now?"

Lu Xinglan said: "No, it's just the... unattainable things in it. The beauty of that thing is that you can't get it, so don't just read it every day."

Xu Chenyuan was noncommittal, and said with a smile: "Go away, you talk so much nonsense, old lady?"

"Okay, get out, don't miss me."

With the sound of Hulala's suitcase rolling by, Lu Xinglan's lonely figure walked into the crowd, and also walked towards a grand and noisy future.Gradually, Xu Chenyuan could no longer see him.