All the hardships in the entertainment industry

Quan Zhilong, who didn't sleep all night, looked at the song he had just finished and smiled wryly. These lyrics were written while thinking about Han Soo-yeon. Is this his true inner thoughts?

I gradually lose my feeling day by day. I hope that after you leave me, your heart will be at peace.Please forget that as long as I live, those tears will disappear one day. As the days go by, if we don’t meet each other, maybe the pain will be less, the promise to be together forever

...even if you cry out to see you, you still don't respond, even if you look forward without a shred of hope, it's useless now

Who is that person next to you?Will it make you cry, I don’t know if you can still tolerate me in your eyes, if you have already forgotten it completely, you are so worried that you dare not approach, dare not speak, and you are burning with anxiety, staying up late alone countless times to erase the memory about you. ...Even if you and I meet by chance on the road, please pretend you didn’t see it and continue walking your way. If memories of the past always surface, maybe I will find you again unconsciously.You have to live happily Even if I'm like this Losing my feelings day by day, I hope your heart can find peace after leaving me Please forget me Live, as the days go by Those tears will disappear one day, if not Meeting may hurt less, the promise to be together forever I hope you can be buried in the memory Baby praying for you

He recalled again that girl stood there looking at him on the day they broke up, those tears fell drop by drop as if they were dripping into his heart.He doesn't love this girl, but he can't hold his head up in front of her at all. He owes her, and he may never be able to forgive what he has done in his life.During the time when he lost the news of the girl, he was so afraid that the girl would be overwhelmed, he didn't know if she was doing well, and if she would still cry for him...

Han Xiuyan went out to a nearby park to bask in the sun early in the morning, because her face has not changed except for her big belly, but there is still some baby fat in the past, but now she can't see it at all, her pointed chin and her young face. I hated the way passers-by were surprised when they saw her, so I put on a hat when I went out.Sitting on a chair in the park, Han Soo-yeon looked up at the sun in the sky. The sun in winter is not strong, but it is really warm to bask in the sun like this when there is no wind.I heard that basking in the sun is good for children and can supplement calcium. Although Han Xiuyan does not understand the relationship between sun exposure and calcium supplementation, she still finds a day without wind and snow to go out and bask in the sun from time to time... She is six years pregnant It's been a month, and Han Xiuyan is slowly stroking the unborn child in her stomach. Suddenly, her belly moves. Han Xiuyan knows that this is the child moving her body and showing a gentle smile. He is her own child, living in her own body. In a few months he will come to this world to be the person he loves the most.

Han Xiangyu, who has always been an officer in the army, received a call from his mother. On the other end of the phone, his mother kept crying and told him to go find his sister. After listening to what his mother said, Han Xiangyu, who rarely stayed at home for a year, knew what happened at home. So many things, my sister went to the company as a trainee, my father had a unilateral cold war, and then the one who was supposed to make a debut didn't make it, but only called my mother and disappeared. I haven't called home for more than half a year.Han Xiangyu recalled his younger sister with some headaches, because when his younger sister was born, he was already in junior high school. Cute and pretty, very innocent and lively, she is a pleasing girl.He can understand the little vanity of a little girl who dreams of becoming a star, but he can't understand why her younger sister disappeared instead of making it even though she was able to debut?He also felt that something was wrong with this matter, and after thinking for a while, he called his retired comrade. He used to be a scout, and after retiring, he opened a detective agency. What he usually does is to find people or catch rapes. He is very good at finding people, and he knows people both black and white, so Han Xiangyu asked the other party to find out his missing sister on the phone.

Han Xiuyan woke up from her sleep again because of leg cramps. She was stroking her twitching and painful feet. This happened almost every night this month. She knew she was deficient in calcium, and it was very short It's terrible. Sometimes I have cramps like this during the day, but she has no choice but to suffer silently. She really doesn't have much money. She can face the pain of cramps alone, but she can't have children and give birth at home. The money can't be moved Yes, I have to keep it for the hospital.Pressing her still throbbing foot, Han Xiuyan clings to her knee and cries a little aggrieved, why did she make herself so embarrassed?

Han Xiangyu looked at the information sent by his comrades-in-arms and kept staring at the words in disbelief. His younger sister was unmarried and pregnant, and it was almost eight months now. She actually hid from her family and wanted to secretly The baby is born?Looking at the woman with a big belly in the photo, she was so thin that she was almost skinny, only the big belly was the most conspicuous, her face was so pale that there was no blood at all; this woman was his sister who had been pampered by her parents for more than ten years?Naturally, Han Xiangyu would not doubt the ability of his comrade-in-arms, he could only say that even his mother would not recognize her when she saw such a sister.As an elder brother, he is not competent, because he is ten years younger than his younger sister, and he has nothing in common with his younger sister. When his younger sister grows up, he also joins the army. He usually lives in the army and rarely goes home. He is not close to his younger sister, but After all, he is a younger sister, and it hurts his heart to see his younger sister become like this. After sighing, he resigned to his fate and made a report asking for leave to go home, because he has never let go of the leave and the army readily approved it.

Han Xiangyu found the basement where his sister was renting through the address in the information. Looking at this small and dark place, and the complicated environment nearby, he had to admire his sister for daring to live in such a place alone, and not afraid of encountering bad people.He took a deep breath to calm himself down so he wouldn't frighten his sister by being too fierce.

Xiuyan fell into a drowsy sleep and was awakened immediately when she heard the knock on the door. She looked at the door in horror and didn't know what to do.

After knocking on the door for a while, Han Xiangyu became impatient, and said directly to the door: "Han Xiuyan, I know you are inside, I am your brother Han Xiangyu, please open the door for me, if you don't open the door, I will tear down the door. "

Han Xiuyan was also a little suspicious when she heard people outside saying that it was her brother, she slowly approached the door and said calmly, "You said it was my brother, do you have evidence?"

Han Xiangyu also laughed when he heard his sister's words. Ai Yigu couldn't tell that he still had some brains, so he took out his work card from his trouser pocket and stuffed it in through the crack of the door and said, "Look for yourself--"

Han Xiuyan picked up the certificate and looked at it. Although she hadn't seen her brother for a long time, she still recognized her brother, and this work permit couldn't be faked. Anyway, it's been eight months, even if her brother wants her to have no children. It was possible, so Han Soo-yeon opened the door.

Han Xiangyu entered the room and frowned and looked at the house. Compared with his own home, it was smaller than the bathroom, no different from a mouse hole; but he also admired his sister for having such courage and courage to do such a thing.He watched Han Xiuyan close the door before asking, "What do you want now? Just say it!"

Han Xiuyan also knew that her brother was a soldier and didn't like to play around with his own people, so she didn't hide it and said: "I only want to give birth to this child now, let's talk about the rest later!"

Han Xiangyu was not satisfied with his younger sister's answer, so he continued to ask: "You are, what about your studies? You don't study anymore?"

Han Xiuyan bowed her head in silence for a while before saying, "I'll go back to school when the child is old enough to go to kindergarten!" She knew that it was too far away to think about it now, and if her parents knew that she had a child out of wedlock, she would definitely be completely disappointed in herself and would not let herself enter. From the family, as for her elder brother, she doesn't know him very well, but his elder brother is a soldier, so he probably can't accept having a younger sister who embarrasses him!

"Han Xiuyan, look at your current appearance, think about the life you lived in the past, and look at this house and your appearance as an African refugee. How stupid are you to turn yourself into a good lady? Does this look like a ghost or a ghost?" Han Xiangyu pointed at his sister and yelled at her.

Han Xiuyan remained silent and didn't speak. If it was before, she would definitely be very angry and maybe even cry and complain that her brother bullied others, but now she can't do such childish things.

Han Xiangyu ordered without hesitation: "After you give birth, you must go back to study obediently and pass the college entrance examination, so that Dad will not be angry. As for the child, our family can't afford it. When the time comes, please ask someone to help you take care of it." Well, you have to go back to study, if you continue to mess around, even if you give birth to the child, I can give him away."

As soon as Han Xiuyan heard it, she begged anxiously: "No, don't send my child away, I will definitely go back to study, I promise..."

Han Xiangyu saw that his sister was not completely stupid, so he softened his tone and said, "Wouldn't you tell your family about such a big incident? Even if Dad is angry and ignores you, Mom will not ignore you." , if you can’t do it, can’t you find my brother? Do you have to bear this kind of thing that you can’t afford?”

"If Dad knows that I have a child, he will definitely die of anger, maybe he will beat me to death as a disgrace to the Han family." Han Soo-yeon mocked herself with a wry smile, and then said: "If I tell Mom, she will just cry and beg Dad not to be angry with me." , she can’t help me with anything. If you tell my brother, it’s very likely that he will be arrested that day and kill the child…”

Han Xiangyu was speechless, and finally did not deny it: "Yes, if I knew about this earlier, I would definitely ask you to abort the child. The child can find someone who loves you to marry and then have the child, but you are now You still need to study, you are still young, and your future has infinite possibilities. I naturally do not support you to have this child. But how good is it for you now? Do you want to give birth to the child who will also become an orphan?"

Han Xiuyan didn't speak. In fact, she had thought about this possibility. She couldn't watch her child become an orphan and live in an orphanage, and she didn't have the confidence that her father would be willing to raise this child. As for her brother, she was even more reluctant. Dare to think about it, as a soldier who has been living in the army, how can it be possible to help him raise his children?If it really comes to that time, perhaps the only thing to do is to inform Quan Zhilong!Although he may not be able to recognize this child, it is no problem to grow up to be an adult with good food, good housing, and good education.

These thoughts cannot be told to the elder brother. If the elder brother knows who the child is, he will go to fight with that person. Han Xiuyan is sure that Quan Zhilong can't stand her brother's fist, and her life has been changed because of this person. Too much, she didn't want her future to be entangled with this person.

"Whose child is it?" Han Xiangyu continued to ask.

Naturally, Han Xiuyan would not reveal that person's name, unless the child grows up and needs to know who the father is, otherwise she hopes that this will become an eternal secret.

The author has something to say: the lyrics were copied from the Internet, it should be the lyrics of "One Day One Day".

The feelings in this article are still very tangled, and there won't be too many sweet interactive plots....