All the hardships in the entertainment industry

Han Xiangyu kept staring at Han Xiuyan and forced his sister to confess with his eyes. Han Xiuyan avoided her brother's sight and finally had no choice but to say: "I only found out that I was pregnant after we broke up, so he didn't know that I had a child. Brother, don't ask him." name, I don’t want to have any contact with him now, really.” At the end of the statement, Han Soo-yeon’s expression showed a little fragility. ,

Han Xiangyu just feels helpless now, he has nothing to do with his sister, and seeing that her sister is now haggard like this, except for the flesh in her stomach, she feels that her whole body is skinny, he also softens her heart and decides not to force Han Xiuyan.Han Xiangyu glanced at the house in distaste and then ordered: "You go home with me to raise your body immediately. In your current situation, let alone having a child, I am afraid that you will die of malnutrition before the child is born. gone."

Why doesn't Han Xiuyan want to go home? Although her father ignores her and doesn't talk to her, the house is spacious and warm and the food cooked by her mother is also delicious. She doesn't have to think about anything at home, but when she thinks of her father, she gives up Possibility of going home.Han Xiangyu looked at his sister incomprehensibly when he saw her without speaking. He really wanted to knock open his sister's head to see what was going on inside.

Han Soo-yeon said under her brother's stern gaze: "My father will be furious if he finds out, and I don't want to go home in such a mess."

"Then what do you want me to do? I can't watch my sister waiting to die alone in this place, and you won't go home with me. Tell yourself, what do you want to do?" Han Xiangyu felt that women really It's a very strange creature, especially the younger sister who is usually well-behaved and willful when it comes to big things, which refreshes his understanding of creatures like women.

Han Xiuyan bit her lower lip subconsciously, and finally said in a low voice: "If you really want to help me, you can lend me money, I need money. I don't have much money now, probably only enough to go to the hospital to give birth. "After speaking, Han Xiuyan also felt that she was ashamed. She was spoiled and raised by her parents since she was a child. Although she had no savings, she really did not lack pocket money.But in the past few months, she has left the company and dare not go home. She has completely cut off her source of income. She has also experienced a lot of suffering to see clearly the darkness behind the light of this world, and understand the importance of money.

As soon as Han Xiangyu heard his sister say this, he understood why she was so thin. Finally, he sighed helplessly, and said, "I'll pack your luggage for you, and accompany you to eat delicious food, and then we'll go back to Seoul." See Han Xiuyan shook her head in resistance. He immediately explained: "If you don't go home, I'll find you a house in Seoul and find a reliable person to take care of you. Is that okay?"

When Han Xiuyan heard that she would not go home, she immediately nodded and agreed. She would not live here if she hadn’t had money to rent a good house. Every day she went out, she was worried. It was dark outside, and occasionally there were drunk people knocking on the door, which made her very uneasy. Naturally, she can Han Xiuyan naturally agreed to leave here without going home.

Han Xiangyu took his younger sister to a restaurant that seemed to be okay, because it was his elder brother's treat, and Han Xiuyan ordered a table of dishes without hesitation.When all the dishes were served, Han Xiuyan looked at the table full of dishes and the weird eyes of the waiters who served them, and looked at Han Xiangyu with embarrassment and said: "Brother, I'm sorry, it seems that I ordered too much, but I can eat a lot of food now, and if I eat slowly, I will be able to eat all the dishes on the table."

Han Xiangyu shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter, you can eat as much as you can, and it's okay if you can't finish it. Eat quickly!" Seeing his sister staring at the dishes on the table is the expression of a real refugee Han Xiangyu felt inexplicably sad. The irresponsible man who made his sister's stomach bigger had better hide it so that he can't find it, otherwise he would definitely beat him up and let him see what is called military education in advance.

Han Xiuyan also knew that her brother was not short of money, so she didn't have any guilt, so she just picked up chopsticks and spoons and ate...

Sitting on the rocking chair by the balcony, feeling the warmth of the sun shining on her body through the glass, Han Xiuyan sighed comfortably, such a beautiful day.

Because of her brother's help, Han Soo-yeon returned to Seoul and rented a house in a beautiful neighborhood near the school. Standing on the balcony, you can see very beautiful scenery, whether it is the night view of the city or the clear traffic flow in the daytime. ...My brother also invited an aunt to take care of her around the clock. It is said that the aunt is the mother of a comrade-in-arms, so she is completely trustworthy. Han Soo-yeon eats the soup stewed by this aunt and the cooked meals for three meals a day, and she grows slowly. With a little meat, at least his face looks much better.Now she still goes to the maternity check-up on time. Although the doctor said that she is still thin, Han Soo-yeon is very happy with the result that the baby in her stomach is healthy. Nothing can make her feel more at ease than a healthy baby.Only after being pregnant with this child can I feel the child grow up day by day in my womb, the wonder of hearing his heartbeat for the first time, the excitement of the first fetal movement, and the inexplicable joy of seeing him in the first color Doppler ultrasound , Han Xiuyan slowly realized this kind of unconditional love that a mother has for her children...

"Xiuyan, come and eat!" Li Shunzhen yelled towards the balcony after bringing the last dish to the dining table. Seeing Han Xiuyan walking with her hands on her back and her big belly slowly moving her arms and legs, she felt Worried, he walked over and walked with him and said: "How do you feel now? The due date is half a month away, but this is not possible. Early delivery is also possible. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me. You If you are too skinny, you should eat more. Today’s soup is very good. It is suitable for pregnant women. You should also drink more. It’s fine to drink it as water...”

Han Xiuyan was not bothered to hear her aunt nagging. She drank the soup and listened carefully. She didn’t know anything and listened a little more to learn more. Moreover, she missed her mother when she saw her aunt like this. She used to be a little My angry mother listened to my father so much, as if she was a subsidiary with no self-will at all, but now that I have become a mother, I realize that my mother used to be so good to me, and even my father, who has not talked to me for several years, feels taller .Han Soo-yeon also knows that she has really let her family down, but she still believes that there is nothing wrong with chasing dreams, but maybe her attitude is wrong, at least she should give her family more time to accept the facts instead of directly making decisions; It was her own fault to get pregnant by accident, at least she was really not self-loving, there is no excuse for this, but she did not regret her decision to have this child.

After eating for a while, Han Soo-yeon stopped and lowered her head to look at her stomach. The child moved just now. She is really a very energetic child.She gently touched her belly with her hand, and after a while the child kicked again, Han Xiuyan could clearly feel the power from the child in the palm of her hand.She happily said to Li Shunzhen who was eating at the side: "Auntie, the child kicked me just now, it's really powerful."

Li Shunzhen also smiled when she saw Han Xiuyan's happy appearance. She only had a son and no daughter, and now she was taking care of her daughter-in-law for her confinement practice early. The food and housing package is just for her to take care of a pregnant woman. She thought that her middle-aged widowed son would also be doing odd jobs at home by himself, and the salary would definitely not be as high as this job. She agreed immediately without even thinking about it.But when she first saw the person she wanted to serve, she regretted a little. This girl was so thin and she was really young. She was worried whether the girl could give birth smoothly, but she had already agreed to it before, and the employer was herself. Her son's boss, she was too embarrassed to repent; maybe the panic on her face was too obvious. The girl with a big belly looked at her and smiled and said: "First of all, thank you for leaving home so far to take care of me, don't worry , my brother also knows that my situation is not good, so if I have anything, I won’t blame you. But I want to live, I want to live with my children, so you are very important, auntie, I trust my brother’s eyes and trust you, Hope you can help me."

Hearing what the girl said, Li Shunzhen couldn't say no to it. After all, her son was still under his brother's hands. If she made her son feel bad because of herself, it would be too late to regret it, and the girl's attitude seemed to be easy to get along with. Li Shunzhen also promised: "As long as you are obedient and eat more of the meals I cook and grow some meat, you will be fine; you sit down, and I will cook for you now..."

Li Shunzhen recovered from the memory and said jokingly: "You are so happy before the child is born. If the child is born, you will die of joy. By the way, have you thought of a name for the child yet?"

Han Xiuyan was almost finished eating, wiped her mouth with a tissue and said, "If it's a boy, it's Han Junnan, if it's a girl, it's Han Xinai." In fact, she has been thinking about the name for a long time. For a long time, she was thinking about the name of the child. It was not until recently that she finally decided on these two names. Although it sounds not elegant, it is because she hopes that the boy will grow up to be handsome and talented. The daughter's name is Han Xinai, which means her favorite. My dear; if it’s a girl, she doesn’t have any requirements. She just hopes that she will grow up and find someone who loves her and live a normal and happy life. If it’s a son who grows up, he always wants to support the family and be the head of the family. So Han Soo-yeon hopes that he is strong and talented , but whether it is a boy or a girl, she will always love him.

"Use your surname?" Li Shunzhen was a little suspicious. Although she always knew that the girl was unmarried and still a student, it was really rare to have a child with the same surname as her mother.

Even having done such an outrageous thing as having a child out of wedlock, Han Xiuyan was not afraid of what others would think of her, touched her stomach and said, "Auntie also knows that I am not married, so the child can only have my surname, and the surname is Han." It’s also very nice.” If she shares his surname with him and her past and his past are exposed, the secret of who the child’s father is may not be kept, and she’s still not sure who the child will resemble more... ..

Han Xiuyan wants to praise her generosity, why can she still recall the other party with such a relieved attitude after everything is like this?She once thought that if she died in front of him pregnant with his child, would he regret leaving her in the first place?Will he remember her forever?Han Soo-yeon felt that she was really stupid for thinking this way. He is now popular in Korea with the song "Lie" written for his first love. What is his second girlfriend?Han Xiuyan lowered her head and smiled wryly, then touched her stomach and said to the child in her heart: "You must be born healthy and accompany your mother to watch the sunrise and sunset of this world every day. Let's live a good life together. Mom must work hard to let you live the best life." A good life receives the best education, you must do well, we all have to do well, forget about that person and stop thinking about that bad person, okay?"

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