All the hardships in the entertainment industry

"It's true, so I feel very sorry." Han Soo-yeon sincerely apologized to the head of the room with a ninety-degree bow.

Chief Cha looked at the calm Han Soo-yeon in embarrassment, and finally sighed, "I can't solve this, I think you still need to see Director Li Soo-man."

Han Soo-yeon nodded unsurprisingly, remembering the excitement she felt when she was praised by Director Li Xiuman for the first time, she just felt like a lifetime ago. The last second was heaven, but now she has already fallen into the quagmire and does not know if she will have a chance to get up.

Li Xiuman frowned when he heard what his subordinates reported to him, and he was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger.This Han Xiuyan is the backbone of the new girl group that he has always been optimistic about. He didn't expect that this chess piece would be abolished before it debuted, which made him unacceptable.But he could only suppress his anger when he looked at Han Soo-yeon standing there with a calm face. He calmed down for a while before saying, "You know that your information has been posted on the company's website in the name of a member of the new girl group. Very good, some people have registered to become your fans, do you know what you are doing?"

Han Xiuyan lowered her head silently. She knew, how could she not know that she was falling, falling from heaven, and she might fall to pieces.

"The company can arrange for you to solve this trouble, as long as you tell who that person is, and you can break up with that person immediately, and I can also pretend that nothing happened and let you go on with your debut." Li Xiuman took a puff of cigarette and slowly Say it after puffing out the smoke.

"I'm really sorry, it doesn't matter who that person is, we have actually broken up, he doesn't know anything; I know you are right, director, I am very grateful for your cultivation, and I am sorry that I have let you down Expectations for me; I was really ignorant before, so I ended up like this today, I know I was wrong, I also tried to solve the troubles like the director said, but I failed." Speaking of this, Han Soo-yeon smiled wryly After a while, he continued: "I know what I'm doing, I gave up my dream debut opportunity, I paid so much but finally gave up the success that is about to come, I really know what I'm doing, I gave up the bright I have chosen a road full of thorns in the future, and the end of the road may be a cliff with no exit, I understand-"But I have already figured out that if I can't live with this child, then it may be a very good choice to die together After all, I have nothing in this world except this child. Han Soo-yeon stroked her belly again, only in this way can she have the courage to continue to face the next difficulties.

Li Xiuman was also a little stunned when he saw Han Xiuyan like this. He wondered if this person in front of him was really the Han Xiuyan he had always admired?Is that Han Soo-yeon who longs to be loved by many people and live like a princess who doesn't know the world?

Han Soo-yeon bent down and bowed earnestly, and said, "I'm sorry, although I know that apologies are cheap and can't make up for the loss of the company; I'm sorry." After apologizing, Han Soo-yeon turned around and left the company and returned to the dormitory. Several sisters were still working hard for their dreams in the classroom. Not wanting to upset the girls who trained together for so long, so she just left a letter on Lee Soon Kyu's bed:

Dear sisters and sisters:

By the time you read this letter, I have already left. I am sorry that I was not able to stand on the stage with everyone; I am sorry, don’t worry about me and don’t need to feel sorry for me; I am sorry, Sister Soon Kyu, I am too self-willed ;I will always pay attention to you and cheer for you.Finally, Girls' Generation, always fighting!

Handwritten by Han Soo-yeon

Dragging her suitcase and leaving the dormitory building where she lived for several years, she dared not look back at the building behind her that left so many beautiful memories of her.Han Soo-yeon took her suitcase and went to school. Under the surprised eyes of the teacher, she went through the formalities of suspending school for a year and then left the school. She didn't call her mother until she got on the train to Incheon at the subway station to say goodbye: "Oma, I I’m wayward again, I’m sorry, I can’t make my debut, I’m sorry, I might go to a far away place this time, I’m really sorry.” Amidst her mother’s anxious questioning, Han Soo-yeon hung up the phone, turned off her phone, and erased The tears on the cheeks silently encouraged herself: Han Xiuyan, from today onwards, I must learn to be strong!I can no longer be willful, and I can no longer make a mess of my life like this.

Quan Zhilong stared blankly at the news reports, what happened to Xiuyan? How could SM revoke her profile and announce that she quit Girls' Generation voluntarily?He still remembered Han Xiuyan's bright smile when she talked about her dream. How could she quit voluntarily?For this completely impossible thing, Quan Zhilong took out his mobile phone and dialed Han Soo-yeon, listening to the mechanical female voice on the other side of the phone saying: "The phone you dialed has been turned off - beep beep"

Quan Zhilong put down the phone in frustration. It turned out that apart from a phone number, a name, and the name of the school he attended, he didn't know Han Xiuyan, a girl who had always loved him wholeheartedly.

After returning to the small rented house, Han Xiuyan sat on the bed and rested for a while. Now she has been pregnant for four months, and she can no longer hide the fact that she is pregnant, because her photos and information have been published by the company, and she has also been in the She was recognized by someone when she was the welcoming lady in the restaurant, but fortunately she had an idea and said that she liked Han Soo-yeon's appearance so she took Han Soo-yeon's photo to the hospital for surgery. How could he give up being a celebrity to become a welcome lady, so the boy believed the statement without doubt, and was a little disappointed, so he glanced at her and left.

Because she is too young and pregnant, she can find fewer and fewer jobs. Before, she could find some higher-paying jobs, such as serving as a waiter or welcoming lady in a restaurant, but now she can only wear a hat and go on the street. Distributing some leaflets is such a simple job with short working hours, of course, the money is not much; Han Xiuyan can imagine that in two months, she may not even be able to find the job of distributing leaflets.She stroked her slightly protruding belly, stood up and walked to the floor next to the bed to plug in the electric rice cooker to heat up the evening dinner. She is very hungry now, so she will cook a pot of rice at a time. Eat a little, so that one pot of rice can be eaten in a day, Han Xiuyan also admires her current appetite.

Han Xiuyan, who dared not go out at night after eating, lay back on the bed again. Now she often feels sleepy, so if she is not working, she will sleep in this house when she is full, and eat when she wakes up hungry.Vegetables and fruits are too expensive, so she is not willing to buy them. Kimchi is worried that it will be bad for the children, so she doesn’t eat it. A girl who has never been in the kitchen.

Han Soo-yeon, who is four months pregnant, is not fat enough. Except for the extra weight on her stomach, she is still a slender figure. Even if Han Soo-yeon doesn't understand anything, she knows that she is a little light now, but she can only feel helplessly. I touched my stomach, hoping that this child will be stronger and born healthier.

Taking out all the money she has now from her bag, Han Xiuyan frowned and was a little worried about whether this little money would be enough to support her child's birth?

Quan Zhilong, who was chatting with a few brothers in the group in the waiting room arranged by the TV station, heard the knock on the door and looked up to see that it was the recently debuted Girls' Generation who came in. He thought again of Han Soo-yeon who disappeared without a trace , so after the other nine girls bowed, he asked with a smile: "Our youngest really likes your songs, but his favorite before was that Han Soo-yeon. It's a pity that she didn't make her debut. It's such a pity." , How could someone voluntarily give up their debut, it’s unbelievable to say it.”

Lee Seung-hyun, who was shot innocently, just wanted to explain why he liked Girls' Generation?Of course it is true that they are beautiful, but why does the captain say he is the one who obviously likes Han Soo-yeon?This captain was too nonsense, he opened his eyes and told nonsense as if he had a crush on Han Soo-yeon.

Dong Young Bae on the side grabbed the maknae who was about to talk nonsense and signaled him to shut up, the maknae saw Dong Yong Bae's actions although he was not reconciled but swallowed his excuse and said instead: "Yeah, where did Han Soo Yeon go? ? I saw her on the street a few months ago, the real person is very beautiful, she still talked to me, and left me a phone call, but now the phone can’t be connected, I’m so worried.”

The Girls’ Generation girls, who were a little uncomfortable being asked by Quan Zhilong, relaxed their vigilance when they heard Lee Seung Hyun say they knew Han Soo Yeon. The youngest Seo Joo Hyun, who was not defensive, said: “She left before her debut, saying she wanted to help her. responsible for the fault of..."

Quan Zhilong didn't believe this reason at all and said angrily: "How can such a good girl make mistakes?"

Li Shungui immediately looked at BIG sticks vigilantly and asked, "Do you know Han Soo-yeon?" Otherwise, how would you know that she is a good person?

Although the Girls’ Generation girls just debuted, they are not stupid. They immediately raised their vigilance and looked suspiciously at BIG. Although the seniors should respect them, Han Soo-yeon is the pain they never want to think about. Her The departure was beyond all expectations.

Quan Zhilong didn't know how to get back to this question, but Li Shengxian on the side helped and said: "Our captain and Xiuyan are from the same school. We met in school. Everyone in the school said she is a good girl."

Lee Soon Kyu knew the most, so she said in a distant tone: "It's because she is so kind that she was deceived and made a big mistake. Seniors, we should go, goodbye!"

Kim Taeyeon also felt that these seniors were very strange, so she took the initiative to pull the members out of BIG's waiting room as soon as Lee Soon Kyu finished speaking.

Quan Zhilong couldn't understand the meaning of those girls' words at all, so he could only lower his head and think in distress.

Li Shengxian muttered with some disdain: "I only care about others now, what did you do before?"

Dong Yongpei is speechless to this young lady who is a bit of a fool, why does he like to seek abuse so much?In fact, Dong Yongpei understands Quan Zhilong's current psychology best. If Jin Jiner is the girl who has been amazing for a long time, then Han Soo-yeon must be the girl who has been gentle for years. Although it is Zhilong who broke up, but the previous relationship It's not fake, and it's not something you can take back if you want to. If Han Soo-yeon made her debut and lived a happy life, maybe Zhilong would completely let go and forget about this girl, but Han Soo-yeon didn't make her debut and the whole world evaporated. Zhilong, who was already extremely guilty, was at a loss as to what to do.And people are so mean, the one you love the most will never be obtained or has been lost, and if Kim Jin Ah can’t get it, then Han Soo Yeon who has evaporated from the world is the one that is lost......

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