The accident in my life is only you

The next night, I called again to test, but this time the call was picked up quickly, Liu Shu's voice was still light, as if all the troubles of the previous few months hadn't happened.

While she was pretending to be calm, I heard another voice on the other end of the phone.

The moment I heard the voice, my heart was suspended again.

But when I seriously thought about the source of that voice, I soon breathed a sigh of relief.

Just because that voice didn't come from Lin Ying, and because I know how affectionate Liu Shu is, she won't provoke others again in such a short time.

I smiled relieved, with a smiley tone, and directly asked the doubts in my heart, "I heard your voice over there, who is that?"

What surprised me was that Liu Shu didn't answer, but whispered: "Wait a minute, it's a bit noisy here, I'll talk about it in another place."

But actually, I didn't hear any noise other than that one just now.

Such a small abnormality made my heart that had been put down feel uneasy again.

In a few moments, time ticked and ticked for more than ten seconds, and Liu Shu's voice came from the other end of the phone again, but I felt that the voice at this time was far more relaxed than before. Although there was only a slight change, I couldn't escape it. I took her voice to heart.

"The voice just now was Lin Chun. You know Lin Chun, right? I mentioned it to you."

At this time, I was a little absent-minded, and the things I thought about last night were rolling in my mind, and I felt that things must not be so simple.

"The Lin Chun you're talking about is the Lin Chun from No. [-] Middle School, isn't it? It's the one who was very close to you and Lin Ying in high school, right?"

Yes, I mentioned Lin Ying again, and tested Liu Shu again, trying to catch some clues from her answer.

Liu Shu paused, and his tone was slightly cooler, "Yes, that's Lin Chun, you met him in junior high school."

I ignored the change in her tone, and continued to ask: "Why did she go to Yucheng suddenly? I remember you said that she seems to be in Lucheng, right? What is she going to Yucheng for?"

"She is planning to go back to her hometown, but she just passed by here to see me?"

I could hear the dissatisfaction in her words, so I said softly and coquettishly: "You can't keep a lover by your side without telling me, can you? Then lie to me that it's Lin Chun."

My soft voice finally softened Liu Shu's bluntness. She chuckled and replied softly: "Why? Do I look like that kind of person? I have you two is enough for me, and finally only One, am I still looking for guilt?"

Her words were so light, but my doubts deepened, and then we chatted for a few more words before hanging up.

Now I have to know where Lin Ying is, otherwise more and more details will only disturb me more and more.

I remembered that Lin He seemed to have returned to his hometown some time ago, and I could ask her to ask Lin Ying's recent situation.

I called Lin He and asked her to help me understand Lin Ying's whereabouts. Although Lin He didn't know the reason of the matter, he agreed to help me inquire after my begging.

And Lin He's reply made my heart sink even more.

She said that Lin Ying did not go back to her hometown, but worked part-time in Lucheng.

Then the only person she knew in Lucheng was Lin Chun, so at this time, she was most likely in Yucheng.

Thinking of this, everything came to the surface.

It turned out that it was just a deception, why was it so secretive.

I used one day to calm down my mood. I understand that no matter how deep the emotion is, it can't beat the hysteria. I want to deal with this open wound with a peaceful mind. Maybe things are not as bad as I imagined.

At night, after washing up, I called Liu Shu again.

Surprisingly, the voice on the other end of the phone was relaxed and cheerful, "Why are you calling me at this time? Did you miss me?"

I was slightly stunned, but I quickly took her words, "I must miss you, why would I call you if I don't want to? Are you home alone today?"

Liu Shu turned a deaf ear to my temptation, "Yeah, I'm home alone, ready to go to bed."

Still with a smile in my tone, I asked without showing any trace: "Where did Lin Chun go? Did you go back?"

"No? She found a part-time job yesterday and moved to live in a hotel, which is near my dormitory." Liu Shu replied unprepared.

"Then Lin Ying also went out to work part-time? Or do you still live with you?" I asked the question I wanted to ask without any tact.

For a long time, there was no reply from the other end of the phone, but my heart was cold and unconscious.

Liu Shu's voice was no longer pleasant, but plain and without any emotion, "She went back to her hometown, this morning."

She didn't deny it, which I didn't expect, but what does it mean?Dissatisfied with me?Or do you not care about our relationship?

My voice turned cold, "It turns out that she really lived with you recently? No wonder you were so cautious when I called you before? Why? Afraid she would find out? Have you rekindled your old relationship?"

"Lin Xining, do you know what you're talking about?" Liu Shu's vainly cold voice caused my reason to collapse a bit.

I unconsciously raised my voice, "Why don't I know what I'm talking about, she lives with you, but you didn't mention it, is this how you treat me?"

"She doesn't live here alone, and Lin Chun, what are you afraid of? In a room with three people, what else can I do with her?" Liu Shu's voice gradually became angry, almost coldly questioning I.

But at this moment, I had already lost my mind, "Okay, what if Lin Chun moved out today but Lin Ying didn't? What are you going to do? Then if Lin Ying also found a part-time job and planned to stay in Yucheng For a while, how are you going to get along with her for two months?"

"You also said it was an if, and what you said is not true. In fact, it is Lin Ying who has gone back. There is no if."

At this time, I didn't care about decency, and asked her like a resentful woman, "How can you treat me like this? You told me that you made it clear to her, is that so clear? Why did she suddenly go to Yucheng to find you? Yes Didn't you ask her to go?"

After saying those words, I felt more and more grievances in my heart, "Liu Shu, I feel very insecure, why are you going to find Lin Ying again? How can you make me trust you, Liu Shu."

There was no words for a long time, but I understand that the gaping wound has been torn a little bigger, and it is gradually getting bigger. Maybe, it won't take long before we can be separated.

"Ah Ning, calm down. If you want to be with me, you should know that Lin Ying will inevitably appear in my life. We have friends and classmates we know in common, and we will always meet."

"Unavoidable? How can it be unavoidable? She is in Jiangcheng, but can it be unavoidable for you in Yucheng?"

Liu Shu's anger seemed to be suppressed to the extreme, "But what was she once mine? Don't you know? Are you really ignorant or pretending not to know!"

I know, she used to be your true love, the person on the tip of your heart, why didn't I know.

All my grievances and unwillingness suddenly swarmed over like this, and tears fell from the corners of my eyes, "Liu Shu, how could you treat me like this."

"What do you want me to do to you? If you tell me to abandon her, I will abandon her. What do you want from me?"

Unexpectedly, what I waited for was a question and a slight resentment.

I suppressed my sobs and had nothing to say. After a long silence between the two sides, I hung up the phone first.

Our cold war has begun again, and this time it will be longer than ever before.

In this relationship, it seems to be waiting for my compromise every time, but this time Liu Shu still didn't take the initiative to reconcile.

For me, this is a humble love. Even if I am humbled to the dust, I still can't get her to look back.

The frequency of our text messages is getting rarer, and the number of calls is also very few, which indicates that our short-lived love is about to be in jeopardy.

Finally one day, I couldn't bear such a long period of despair and torture, and I still took that step.

Her name is Cheng Ya, and as her name suggests, she is a gentle and elegant woman.

They are in the same department as me but in different classes, and occasionally they still take big classes together.

The distance between our dormitories is also very close. Under such natural conditions, we became friends over time.

Her appearance is not very beautiful, but standing with her, there is a sense of comfort in vain, making people feel kind and easy-going.

It has been nearly two months since the cold war with Liu Shu. Although the relationship is not as rigid as before, it has already produced a sense of alienation.

I don't know how to repair and restore it. I have done everything I can, but the wound cannot be completely repaired.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, this section is almost a separate story.Because when they had a quarrel, Lin Ying had already gone home for the summer vacation.