The accident in my life is only you

During the few days I was here, Liu Shu was indeed much gentler to me. We all wisely avoided the topic of Lin Ying, and never brought it up again.

On the afternoon when I went back on the last day, Liu Shu asked for leave to stay with me in the dormitory.

Just after taking a nap, she was washing up outside the corridor, while I was still lying on her bed, sleepy and not fully awake.

I thought about leaving in the afternoon, and felt a bit of reluctance in my heart.

Last night, while she was away, I wrote a confession letter, trying to hide it in an inconspicuous place, and give her a surprise when she discovers it by herself.

Thinking of this, I immediately sat up, took out the love letter I wrote last night from my pocket, and prepared to find a place to hide it.

After inspecting for a long time, I found that Liu Shu's pillow was covered with a box, the location was hidden, and it was the most suitable place.

While observing the movement outside the door, I picked up the box and opened it carefully, trying to put the love letter in quietly.

But besides a bunch of Liu Shu's small things in the box, there is also a delicate little box, which looks brand new.

My intuition told me that it must not be empty.

I know that such a style of box is usually filled with items such as rings.

I opened it quietly, luckily, I guessed right.

But unfortunately, this ring was not given to her by me.

I didn't take out the ring, but just looked at it with the box in front of me. It didn't look like the one Liu Shu would buy.

And if this kind of ring is a special souvenir, there must be something engraved on the inner wall of the ring.

Sure enough, two English letters were engraved on the inside of the ring: SY.

The apex of my warm heart just cooled down instantly. Their relationship is definitely more than what I saw on the surface. The hidden meaning of the ring is self-evident.

I was lost in thought, feeling more and more lost and desperate, but I didn't notice that the door in front of me was slowly pushed open.

"Lin Xining, what do you mean?"

Liu Shu's cold voice pulled me out of my thoughts, it was so gentle before going out, but in an instant, the temperature changed.

At this time, it was obviously I who found out about her guilt, but her tone seemed like I had done something to apologize to her.

I suppressed my grievances, and my voice became colder, "It's nothing interesting, it's just what you see now, I just found your token of love."

I closed the box, put it back into the original big box, and looked down at Liu Shu below with cold eyes.

"So you don't believe me? Then go through my things?" Liu Shu's voice became colder.

Looking into her eyes, I felt a little guilty, "Let me declare, I didn't deliberately go through your things, and besides, I don't believe you."

"Why did you become like this? You were not like this before." Liu Shu's tone was still slightly cold, without a trace of warmth.

"So? You feel disappointed in me now, don't you think I'm not as good as Lin Ying?" My reason has collapsed, and now I can't wait to smash her head open and erase all memories related to Lin Ying.

"If you want to think that way, I can't help it, but Lin Ying really won't be like you."

These cold words pierced my heart like a knife, and when I stirred it slightly, a lot of blood flowed out.

I was speechless, speechless, so I lay back on the bed.

She was right. I used to be so worried about gains and losses. I, who has always been in the dominant position in love, have never questioned each other so hysterically.

What's wrong with me now?Could it be that I am so deeply rooted in love that I cannot help myself?

Thinking of this, I am not only disappointed in Liu Shu, but also disappointed in myself.

I closed my eyes, and various pictures of Liu Shu and I slid across my eyes, my heart ached.

After a long time, the frame of the bed shook, and Liu Shu climbed onto the bed and sat beside me.

"A'Ning, let's not quarrel, shall we? You are going back in the afternoon." This time, Liu Shu's voice finally softened.

Seeing that my eyes were still closed, Liu Shu continued: "I know what you said, I will try to let Lin Ying go, and then I will be with you at ease."

Her voice was gentle, although there was no begging at all, it softened my heart instantly.

I opened my eyes, sat up and hugged her, "Okay, I believe you."

It's been a while since we've been back to school. During this period of time, we once again had a tacit agreement not to mention anything about Lin Ying.

But her name permeates our feelings like a ghost, and if we don't pay attention, it is easy to think of things related to her.

But I don't care about these, what I care about is when Liu Shu's promise to me will be realized.

The spring time in H Province is extremely long, it is already early April, but it is still cold everywhere.

After eleven o'clock in the evening, I received a message from Liu Shu.

For a long time, Liu Shu and I seldom talk on the phone, and most of the time we send text messages to each other. I think text can better reflect the tenderness of our feelings.

So even if I received her text message after eleven o'clock in the evening, I was not surprised.

I picked up the phone, tapped it with my fingertips, and the text message quickly jumped into my eyes. The content of the text message made me very happy.

Although there are only a few short words, I can swear that she will only belong to me from now on.

The content of the text message showed: I have made it clear to Lin Ying.

I thought about it for a long time, not knowing what to reply to her, I knew she must be sad to abandon Lin Ying at this time.

If my content is joyful, then how much should it prick her nerves, will it make her feel that I am gloating?

So if my content is sad, will it increase her current painful mood and make her more unable to give up?

After a long time, I suppressed all my emotions and replied with a few words lightly: I see.

I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

I excitedly opened my button space, wanting to express my feelings, but I didn't know what words to type.

Then I scrolled through the diary pages, and couldn't think of what to use to express my current mood.

In the end, like a ghost, I clicked on Liu Shu's space and wrote an oath on her message board.

I know that Liu Shu has always been very repulsed by me leaving ambiguous messages in her space, but I don't care at this time, I will stay to prove that she belongs to me alone.

Even if she deletes it after seeing it, it doesn't matter.

But what made me even more delighted was that after a few days, Liu Shu still did not delete the message, and let the message stand on the first line of the message board, conspicuous and eye-catching.

I was immersed in joy, but Liu Shu didn't delete it, at least it proved that she recognized my existence, and she finally belonged to me alone.

Everything I've dreamed of is finally coming true.

I thought everything would be back on track, and Lin Ying would no longer be a shadow blocking our relationship.

As everyone knows, Lin Ying, who has already infiltrated Liu Shu's life, once again tore apart all my expectations.

Ever since she sent me a text message to tell me about her abandonment of Lin Ying, I don't know if it was my intuition, but I have never heard her smile from the bottom of her heart.

What makes me disappointed is that our relationship seems to have become shallower, and Liu Shu's words have become less and less.

To this end, we had several quarrels, but each time ended in my compromise.

I don't know where the problem is, it seems that the more I struggle, the more distant this relationship becomes.

All of this was very different from what I had hoped for at first, and everything I had been refusing to admit was finally revealed by a phone call.

It's already midsummer, and it's already summer vacation. I didn't go back to my hometown this summer vacation, but stayed near the school to work part-time.

After eight o'clock in the evening, after I finished washing, I lay on the bed, tapped my fingertips, and dialed Liu Shu's number.

Counting, I haven't heard her voice for many days, but the phone rang for a long time before being picked up.

People's premonitions are always strong and accurate. This slight abnormality quickly reminded me that the phone rang for a long time when Lin Ying went to Yucheng in the spring, but Liu Shu usually answered the phone very quickly.

"Hey, what's the matter?" Sure enough, the first sentence Liu Shu answered was so shallow.

But I still replied calmly: "It's nothing, I just missed you, so I called you, what are you doing now?"

"I'm at home and just had dinner."

I then said softly, "Then do you miss me?"

This is not just my coquettish greeting, but also my temptation. I want to know what weight the person next to her has in her heart.

Sure enough, Liu Shu pondered for a long time without answering, and then said softly, "I really want to."

My heart sank, judging from the time she was silent just now, the people around her must be very important people, and the first person who made me suspicious was Lin Ying.

Thinking of Lin Ying, my heart hangs in an instant. I haven't heard from her for several months, so why did she come this time?

Could that be Yucheng where Liu Shu asked her to go?

Thinking of this, my heart felt sour, and I became upset for no reason.

But there was no other voice on the other end of the phone, so I didn't have an excuse to ask. After a few words, I had to hang up the phone.

But this matter was brewing in my heart all night, disturbing my sleep and eating.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching.

SY is the abbreviation of Shu Ying, the ring was given to Liu Shu by Lin Ying in Yucheng.

Shu Ying broke up in Chapter 60.

Aning discovered that Lin Chun and Lin Ying were in Yucheng, and the story happened at the same time in Chapter 68.