The accident in my life is only you

School just started, and this evening, Liu Shu and I had just finished texting, and the indifference between her words made me very sad.

I walked silently on the playground alone, lap after lap, like a lost puppet.

When I reached the fifth circle, I saw Cheng Ya coming from the direction of the study room with a book in her arms.

I walked up to her and smiled at her as a way of saying hello.

She was the first to ask, "What are you doing here so late? Running?"

"I'm in a bad mood, just come out to get some air." I answered honestly with a smile.

After a pause, he asked politely, "You go to the study room right after school starts? You're so hardworking."

She smiled lightly, like a spring breeze, "No, I just read a book for a while, and I'm going back now."

I responded with a smile, and prepared to wait for her to leave before continuing to walk forward.

However, after a while, she didn't move, but asked softly, "Aren't you in a bad mood? Then let me accompany you for a while, and blow some air."

I was slightly stunned, and then smiled. I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to say that she wanted to accompany me. This made my originally gloomy heart brighter in an instant.

We walked around the playground a few more times, and it was getting late, so I sent her back to the dormitory.

It takes about 5 minutes to go from the playground to the dormitory, and you need to pass an artificial lake on the way.

Lush trees are planted around the lake, with dense branches and crowns, and the night is deep and dark.

So many street lamps were installed on both sides of the road for lighting, but the lights still cannot penetrate deep in the trees. If you don't get close, it is difficult to find whether there are students sitting on the stone benches.

The scattered stone benches under the trees are a good place for quiet reading.

But because the leaves are too dense, it has become the best place for couples to date after a long time.

I sent Cheng Ya to the downstairs of the dormitory, then turned around and wanted to go to the stone bench under the tree not far away, and wanted to be alone quietly.

But as soon as I turned around, I heard Cheng Ya's voice not far behind me, "Xining, aren't you going back to the dormitory? Where else are you going?"

I turned around and smiled, "I didn't go anywhere, I want to sit under the tree in front and blow some wind."

I thought that Cheng Ya would turn around and return to the dormitory, but unexpectedly, she took a few steps forward and walked to my side, "Then I'll accompany you, let's go back to the dormitory together after a while, after all, it's so late, you are alone Not very good."

I deliberated for a long time, and didn't know what to say to reject her, but at this moment my heart was touched. In such a lonely and boring night, it is the best thing to have a heart-warming person by my side.

We picked a stone bench with no one around to sit, the breeze came slowly, and the haze in our hearts dissipated for a long time.

I don't know when, I actually chatted with her about the interesting things about my school days when I was young. When I talked about Lin He, I talked about Lin Ying, and all the stories came back to Liu Shu again.

When I mentioned Lin Ying several times, I thought of Liu Shu, as if a tiny thorn was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound for several times.

Slowly, the sound fell silent, leaving only the sound of leaves rubbing against each other.

My heart seemed to be filled with stone lead, so heavy that I couldn't breathe.

"Xining, if you have any unhappy things, you can tell me and I will listen, don't be bored in your heart."

This voice is so beautiful, and she is right in front of my eyes, she must be the one sent by heaven to save me.

I quickly turned around, hugged her body, and threw myself into her arms.

It's not that I didn't think about her violent reaction, but at this moment, I really need this warmth too much.

However, Cheng Ya didn't push me away, she was just slightly stunned, but she quickly realized it.

She patted me on the back lightly, and said like comforting a child: "It will be fine, everything will be fine, it will be fine, it will be fine."

These few words are like sunshine, piercing through the thick haze in my heart and reaching the bottom of my heart.

I pulled a little distance away from her like a ghost, and then kissed her lips.

Cheng Ya was stunned for a moment, then began to struggle violently.

Her body kept moving backwards, pushing my body outwards with both hands, trying to distance myself from me.

But at this time, I was in urgent need of the antidote like a gu, with my hands around her head, asking for it aimlessly.

A gust of cold wind blew by, bringing the icy water vapor from the lake, and hitting my neck, bringing my mind back to life instantly.

I quickly let go of my hands, as if holding a piece of hot coals in my hands, panic and guilt surged up in an instant.

Because of my sudden letting go, Cheng Ya's whole body fell backwards sharply, almost falling to the ground.

I pulled her body forward, and after she sat down firmly, I quickly withdrew my fingers.

Cheng Ya covered her mouth, her eyes were slightly red, as if she was about to shed tears.

"Xining, how can you do this, we are all girls, even if you are broken in love, you shouldn't be like this."

I shyly moved back a bit, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it just now, but I will be responsible for you, really!"

"Who wants you to be responsible? Are you crazy?" Cheng Ya replied angrily, but her voice was still soft.

Seeing Cheng Ya's angry and sad appearance, my heart felt itchy and painful as if it had been brushed by a tiny blade, and I blurted out in desperation, "Although I didn't mean it just now, I like you sincerely, otherwise, You stay with me, I will treat you well."

Although this sentence is a bit exaggerated, I really like Chengya a little bit. Her gestures are full of tenderness. Standing by her side, there is a softness in her heart, and all the troubles will disappear.

Cheng Ya's cheeks gradually turned red, and he stammered, "You, you like me?"

I nodded, looking very sincere. "I like you, stay with me, I will treat you well in the future."

"But we..."

Cheng Ya wanted to say something more, but was intercepted by my words, "Do you hate me?"

"No, no, no, but..."

Cheng Ya is still hesitant. I know that many people in this world cannot accept the same-sex relationship.

But if you have already been tempted, it is only a moment to accept it.

Seeing Chengya's vigilance gradually relaxed, I moved to her side and hugged her into my arms. Chengya didn't resist or struggle, and acquiesced in everything.

At night, I lay in bed, thinking about the kiss a few hours ago, and my heart was full of guilt.

I know that my favorite is still Liu Shu, and the reason why I'm with Cheng Ya is because I can't bear the loneliness and boredom.

But remembering that Lin Ying and Liu Shu were lying on the same bed day and night that I didn't know, the guilt in my heart turned into the pleasure of revenge.

I thought everything could be concealed, but in the end Liu Shu found out.

That weekend, all the roommates went out to play, and I was the only one left in the dormitory, so I invited Cheng Ya to come to my dormitory.

When I finished washing and returned to the dormitory, Cheng Ya's complexion seemed to be a little bit bad, which was different from when I first came here.

But when she saw me walking in from the outside, she didn't see any happy expression on her face, she just flipped through a magazine in her hand and pursed her lips indifferently.

I felt a little uneasy, Cheng Ya's expression seemed to reveal some dangerous information.

I walked up to her and sat down, tilted my head and joked, "What's wrong? Who messed with our family?"

Cheng Ya pursed her lips, and said reluctantly, "I just answered a call from you, and the phone kept ringing, so I answered it."

My heart suddenly tightened, and an ominous premonition arose spontaneously.

But I managed to calm down and asked her with a smile: "Whose phone is that? It can't be my mother, can the ugly daughter-in-law see her in-laws so soon?"

When Cheng Ya heard my teasing, her face finally softened a little, but she still looked serious.

My mobile phone is not far behind her at this moment, but I can't reach out to get it, because it is unwise to reach out at this time, and it will appear to be too nervous about the phone call.

I had no choice but to sit obediently, waiting for Chengya to answer.

Cheng Ya's voice was cold, "The word on the phone is Liu Shu, she said she is your good friend."

I was still lucky, and asked cautiously: "Then what are you talking about?"

Cheng Yaden sighed, "There is nothing to talk about, she asked you to call her back, and your attitude is a bit bad."

Only then did I have the courage to reach out for the cell phone behind her, and while observing Cheng Ya's emotions, I clicked on the cell phone to view the call records.

Fortunately, the call time is just over one minute, so there must be nothing big to talk about.

However, I ignored the IQ of the woman in love, and soon everything was exposed.

At around eight in the evening, I received a message from Cheng Ya asking me to go to the woods in front of the dormitory.

I was vaguely uneasy, but I also felt that the cover-up during the day was perfect, and it was impossible for it to be dismantled so quickly.

But when I arrived at the appointed place, Cheng Ya was already waiting there.

She sat quietly, looking at the lake not far away, like the gentle woman in the painting, which made my original depression dissipate.

I sat on the stone bench next to her, didn't speak, and waited quietly for her to speak, I knew what she was going to say.

"Xining, Liu Shu, are they really just your good friends?"

Sure enough, she still found clues.

Fortunately, I was already mentally prepared when I came, and I continued to hide and answer: "Of course, otherwise?"

"Isn't she your girlfriend? Or your ex-girlfriend?" Cheng Ya's voice was still gentle, but suppressed a trace of anger.

I was startled and suddenly speechless.

Was it discovered so quickly?Did she call Liu Shu?Thinking of this, the panic in my heart increased.

Cheng Ya said to herself: "I found this Liu Shu's message on the message board of your space, and after entering her space, I saw your message in her space, don't tell me, it's because you Copied, I don't believe it."

Sure enough, I ignored the IQ of the woman in love. I never thought that she would find out like this, but it’s okay, as long as I don’t call and confront her in person, everything can be changed.

The message she mentioned, I remembered that it was Liu Shu who told me that when she had settled the relationship with Lin Ying, I was overjoyed and left it on the message board in her space.

I was initially happy that Liu Shu didn't delete it, but admitted that we were lovers.

Then I secretly rejoiced that the location of the message was so obvious, if Lin Ying saw it, it would have a different effect.

Little did he know, he was calculating like this, but in the end Cheng Ya saw it.

Guilt and guilt filled my heart, mixed and confused, I didn't know what to say, but at this moment I had to say something to comfort each other, I thought for a moment before speaking.

"Cheng Ya, I'm sorry, she is my ex-girlfriend. When I was with you, I didn't have much contact with her. Besides, she is not here with us, but in my hometown."

Although it was a lie, it was the one that could comfort her the most at this time.

Cheng Ya was silent for a long time, and she didn't say anything more. I finally comforted her a few words and sent her back to the dormitory.

I thought this matter would just be perfunctory in this way, and Liu Shu is also so far away, there will be no intersection in the end, but things in this world are always like this, the more you are afraid of something, the more something will happen.

Not long after, one night, Cheng Ya and I were reading in the study room.

During this period, when I came back from a trip, I found a call record of Liu Shu on my phone.

Fortunately, the call didn't take long, only 30 seconds, and after I came back, Cheng Ya didn't say a word, and even her expression didn't change much.

I secretly annoyed myself, why didn't I bring my mobile phone with me when I went out, so that such an embarrassing thing could happen again.

But I still decided to test Cheng Ya, after all, if she really said something to Liu Shu, I will prepare the next appeasement strategy.

"I just called on my mobile phone, did you answer it?"

Cheng Ya looked confused, but her expression was very natural, "Yes? What's the matter? Could it be that I know she is your ex-girlfriend, so I can't pick her up?"

My heart tightened, Chengya wouldn't say anything, would she?

But based on what I know about Cheng Ya, she has an easy-going personality, even if she conflicts with others, she seldom speaks ill at each other, so it must not be like this.

I asked cautiously: "Then what did you tell her? You won't scold her, will you? Or did you show that you are my girlfriend?"

I always have to think of the worst outcome, so that I know how to deal with Liu Shu's situation.

"No, I didn't say anything, I just said you went out, call later if you have something to do, don't call if you have nothing to do."

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, forced a smile, and said nothing more.

But it was obvious that the situation on Liu Shu's side would not get better.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, this Chengya is the reason why Liu Shu went to Jiangcheng for the second time.