The accident in my life is only you

We had dinner together, and after visiting the bustling neighborhood near my school, it was past nine o'clock in the evening.

I continued to cover that lie, staying away from their position.

I leaned alone on the billboard two or three meters away from them, and looked coldly at the two figures who were cuddling together and talking, and the despair in my heart cooled down even more.

The bus came slowly not far away, Aning turned around and looked at me, "It's the bus ahead, right? Is it the last one?"

"Yes." I replied softly, with a smile on my face.

"Then there are only a few stops anyway, and Liu Shu and I will get off the train one stop earlier. Why don't you just sit at the last stop and get off? Do you want us to see you off?" Ah Ning looked gentle and considerate.

I shook my head and refused, "No, I'll just get off at the terminal station, you guys go back to rest early."

Aning didn't pretend to evade any more, and directly replied with a good word, and at this time the bus had already stopped in front of us.

We got on the bus one by one, the two of them sat together, and I sat alone next to each other.

My eyes were looking out of the window, and the corners of my mouth were tugging all night. I had no strength to hold on any longer, so I had no choice but to stop looking at them and let the street lights outside the window flicker across my face, as if it could take away some of the gloom in my heart.

If I were to face Aning alone, she would still be the dear Aning in my heart, and facial movements such as smiling would be much simpler, but facing the two of them is obviously a lot of effort, which will always remind me, Aning How to turn Liu Shu into the kind of people I don't want, makes Liu Shu's future difficult.

The bus soon arrived at the penultimate stop. Liu Shu got out of the rear door first, then turned and stood, waiting for Aning who was still talking to me in the bus.

And she looked over Ah Ning's back at me in the car, her expression was peaceful without any smile, and there was an indescribable look in her eyes, I don't know if it was my illusion, I vaguely felt that her eyes had Guilt and distress.

Aning turned around and waved to me, "Then let's get out of the car first, please be careful."

I still smiled gently: "Okay, goodbye."

"Goodbye." After Ah Ning said the last two words, he jumped out of the rear door and stood beside Liu Shu, while the bus slowly opened, passing through the warm yellow lights under the bridge, and heading for the terminal.

The next morning, I was in class at school, and I received a message from Liu Shu, asking me if I have a class today, and if I have time, I will take Aning out for fun together.

But she asked accurately, because I really have no classes in the afternoon.

I wanted to refuse at first, but then I felt that it would appear that I was not magnanimous and tolerant. After all, I was a guest from afar. If I deliberately avoided it like this, it would make Liu Shu think that I was deliberately embarrassing Aning.

After all, our relationship in front of Liu Shu is still friends for many years, whether she believes it or not, but I think Aning will be willing to cooperate with me in this scene.

So this damn self-esteem was secretly at work again, and finally agreed to accompany them for a walk in the afternoon.

Already in mid-December, the sun is becoming more and more precious, but precious things are often scarce.

The sun was faintly visible in the morning, but when I went to meet them in the afternoon, the sun seemed to be more hidden.

When I arrived, they were already standing at the respective stations last night, leaning side by side on the billboard, basking in the sun.

Seeing me approaching from a distance, Ah Ning spoke first, with a soft and calm voice, "Yingying, you are walking so slowly, we two have been basking in the sun for a while."

After a night of debugging, my expression has changed slightly, and I smiled and said, "Isn't it good to get more sun? Let the two of you replenish your calcium."

After a pause, he asked, "Where are you going this afternoon? I'll accompany you to the end."

Aning stood up straight, and patted the position of her arm that was leaning against the billboard, as if to remove dust, but her clothes were actually not stained.

"You can go to a closer place. It's too tiring to drive too far." This sentence is a bit like coquettish, I don't know if it is for me or Liu Shu.

I looked at the bus terminal not far away, and said to the two of them, "How about the park in front? Just go for a walk in it, is it close enough?"

"Okay, this mountain doesn't look very high, so that's it." Ah Ning seemed to be really interested, and pulled Liu Shu who was still leaning on the billboard next to him, eager to set off.

There is indeed a small park next to the bus terminal. The park is built on the mountain. At the foot of the mountain, there are large grasslands, artificially built flower gardens and trees, as well as various outdoor barbecue stalls divided into busy areas. The pavilions are scattered and the environment is very quiet. Elegant.

There are two paths leading to the top of the mountain, one is a rugged and difficult mountain road, and the other is a winding road.

There is a small temple on the top of the mountain, but it is full of incense. In front of the temple is a pond for releasing life. Standing by the lake, you can clearly see all kinds of fish swimming in the lake. The temple has stood proudly on the top of the mountain for decades, waiting for the crowds to pray and worship. .

After 20 minutes, we arrived at the gate of the park. There was only one old man guarding the gate in the sentry box. He only looked up at us, and then continued to read the newspaper in his hand.

We walked up the road for a short distance and went to rest on the grass next to it.

I looked at the two people sitting side by side and said, "Do you still want to go up? We have only walked a little distance."

"Don't go, just sit here and chat. It's good, so I won't go up." Ah Ning straightened his legs and lazily tapped his knees with his fists.

I approached and leaned over with a smile, "Really not going up?"

Aning shook his head and refused, "I won't go up, the environment here is pretty good, so let's go here."

I saw that they didn't intend to go up, so I had to sit down and sit opposite them.

Liu Shu took out a bag of steaming things from the bag in his hand and handed it to Ah Ning who was next to him. Ah Ning put the bag on the grass and untied it suspiciously, revealing a handful of boiled peanuts inside.

"When did you buy the peanuts, why don't I know?" Aning's joyful voice came.

I don't know that it's just a handful of peanuts, what's the surprise, after all, they are sold everywhere in the streets of Jiangcheng.

And I often go back to the dormitory after class, and I also habitually buy a handful, and walk back to the dormitory while eating.

Ah Ning picked up a peanut, broke it open like a treasure, put it in his mouth, chewed it a few times and said: "You still remember that I like to eat boiled peanuts, it's not bad, it's been so long, you still remember."

My heart throbbed suddenly, just for a moment, but I didn't dare to frown.

Lin Ying, you are such a fool. This kind of ordinary thing becomes precious, it must be endowed with other meanings.

And Liu Shu has never bought me peanuts, she must not know, I also like boiled peanuts.

Aning held the handles on both sides of the bag and handed it to me, "Yingying, do you want to eat?"

I was slightly stunned, the hot air from the peanuts in the bag was continuously floating upwards, penetrating into my heart bit by bit, making my heart tremble.

But I still smiled and refused softly: "I don't want to eat it, you can eat it, I don't like it very much."

"You really don't eat?"

I kept smiling and replied, "I really don't want to eat it."

That's the tenderness she gave you. I really can't bear it. At this moment, I finally understand that if something leaves, it really won't come back.

We chatted about our daily life in the park, time passed unknowingly, the sky was getting darker, and the looming sunlight had long since disappeared. We, who were originally under the shade of the trees, felt a little colder.

I was about to propose going back down the mountain when I turned around and found two girls under another shade of a tree more than 50 meters away from us. One was sitting and the other was lying on her lap.

The two people were talking about something. Originally, this was a normal scene, and I was the only one who noticed them.

But when I turned my head to look in their direction again, I was surprised to see that the sitting girl slowly lowered her head and kissed the lying girl, she just kissed lightly, then raised her head and continued talking as if nothing had happened .

But I, who witnessed them kissing the whole time, almost dropped my jaw. This is the third time I have seen two girls kiss whom I don't know at all.

But this time I had no other feelings, only loneliness and desolation. I looked at Liu Shu and Aning next to me, and instantly felt how sad I was, why should I witness their mutual love with my own eyes.

I stood up abruptly, ready to turn around and leave, but when I stood up, I suddenly felt that my behavior was a bit abrupt, and the peaceful scene that I had been struggling to maintain could not be suddenly broken by the impulse at this time, so I stood there thinking about what to do. Alleviate embarrassment.

The girls next to me were startled by my sudden standing up, and they looked at me in unison, while Liu Shu looked at my face and frowned slightly, as if he wanted to say something.

"Yingying, where are you going?" Aning asked softly.

I didn't look back, because as long as I look back, I will see two girls not far behind, how warm and sweet the picture of them together is.

And those I will never have again, the cracks in my heart need a lot of warmth to heal.

"Don't you think it's a bit cold here? Let's go back." I smiled nonchalantly with the corners of my mouth parted.

"I also feel a little cold, so let's go back," Aning echoed, her empathy was just right.

We walked out of the park and walked to the bus terminal. At this time, the sky was fine and early, and it should not be time for dinner. I excused my dormitory to say goodbye, and walked back to the dormitory alone. Today’s wound, I still need time to be alone. lick.

After nine o'clock in the evening, I was tracing drawings in the dormitory, and a message from Aning came in on my phone: We are outside your dormitory, do you have time to come out and chat?

Are you looking for me to chat so late?Could it be that something hidden will soon be revealed because of my sudden departure in the afternoon?Is all peace about to be broken, so suddenly?

In fact, I am very afraid of this situation, because I have never been a good negotiator, and I never dare to reach out for things I like. If it gets into the arms of others, then I will only scold myself for my incompetence.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally put on my coat and walked out of the dormitory gate.

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