The accident in my life is only you

As soon as I walked out of the gate, I saw them sitting on the stone bench that had been waiting for me last time.

Seeing me not far away, Liu Shu stood up immediately and walked out quickly along the path without looking back, while Aning stood there and smiled apologetically in my direction.

The scene that I had been hesitating for a long time in my heart didn't happen, and after Liu Shu left, there seemed to be no need for the two of us to greet each other, after all, we just met in the afternoon.

We just looked at each other, and then walked behind Liu Shu along the outward road.

Liu Shu walked through another intersecting alley and walked to the iron bridge I had brought her to before. She stood on the bridge without speaking, just quietly watching the cars and horses under the bridge like a dragon.

When Ah Ning and I walked to the edge of the bridge, Liu Shu walked down the bridge again before he could lift his feet up the steps. He didn't look at us, and walked forward quickly without saying a word to us. talk.

Looking at Liu Shu's abnormal state, I seemed to be angry, so I turned around and asked, "Did you two quarrel? What is she going crazy in the middle of the night?"

Aning just smiled wryly and shook his head, as if he was organizing the language to be expressed, he murmured for a long time, and only said an ambiguous sentence: "It's not a quarrel, she just suddenly wanted to come out to get some air."

While we were talking, Liu Shu ran into a game hall on the side of the road, and we followed her and entered the game hall together.

Opening the curtain, I saw Liu Shu changed a few game coins from the front desk, and was sitting in front of the game machine frantically tapping the buttons.

The two of us just stood by and watched, like a pair of parents looking at their children who are playing games.

Liu Shu tapped for a while, then ran out of coins in her hand, stood up abruptly, turned around and left the gate, ignoring us behind her, as if she was the only one from the beginning to the end.

When we opened the curtain and walked out, Liu Shu in front had already run away, and from a distance we saw Liu Shu running into a snack bar that was about to close.

We had to follow closely to prevent her from doing anything strange.

When the two of us arrived, she ordered a bowl of stew pot and was sitting at the table gobbling it up.

Aning and I exchanged glances, seeing each other's eyes were blank, so we sat down on the stool next to Liu Shu one by one, and waited for her to finish eating and explain the strange behavior ahead.

Liu Shu finished drinking the soup in the bowl, but didn't intend to explain anything, just pointed to Aning and said to the boss: "Boss, I'm done drinking, let's go first, she will pay the money."

Just when Ah Ning took out the money and was about to pay, Liu Shu ran out of the gate again and ran to the alley outside.

I followed closely, afraid she might do something weirder, but she ended up just running to the park where we spent the afternoon and sitting on the edge of the outermost flowerbed.

Seeing that Liu Shu finally calmed down and his figure was within my sight, I slowed down to save my almost suffocating breath.

I took a deep breath and slowly approached the park. After a while, Ah Ning behind me finally caught up. At this time, Liu Shu, who made people worry, made even more surprising behavior.

She followed behind a group of square dancing aunts, dancing to the rhythm of the music, completely contrary to her usual indifferent description.

I stood outside the gate of the park, looking at Liu Shu who was smiling happily inside in surprise, almost petrified, but Aning next to me was not too surprised, she just smiled at Liu Shu gently, with a smile on her face. Said scolding words, "Liu Shu, are you already old, and the dance is so ugly, you are not as good as the aunt next to you."

Liu Shu just danced a few times symbolically, and soon sat back on the edge of the flowerbed, still giggling.

Aning and I walked into the park one after another, went to sit next to Liu Shu, I looked at the excited Liu Shu, puzzled, "You are so late, what are you doing in and out?"

Liu Shu smiled happily: "It's okay, I just feel in a good mood, so I can go out for a stroll, can't I?"

I looked at Liu Shu's slightly crazy appearance, and then turned my head to look at Aning. I still didn't know what happened, and Aning just sat calmly, still not explaining what happened before Liu Shu's actions.

In the end, I simply stopped asking, and I sat with them for a long time before returning to the dormitory alone.

The next day, I didn't go to them again. Of course, I also had a valid reason, because I have to attend a whole day of class today, and the class is scheduled to end at 05:30 in the evening.

And I still played the role of the audience well, and didn't disturb the protagonists in the story at any time when I was free, and only sent a text message to inform them.

At night, there are rarely stars in the sky, and I am still drawing design drawings on the table in the dormitory.

Aning's text message jumped in again, I tapped with my fingertips, and the page slowly opened: Yingying, we are in the park, do you have time to chat?I'm going back tomorrow.

Naturally, I cannot refuse such a gracious invitation. Perform the last scene well and let the curtain fall perfectly.

But life will always not be as you wish, without twists and turns and unexpected, it will not be called a story in the future.

I was still wearing my coat and took small steps, but I arrived at the gate of the park in a short time.

They were chatting happily in the same position last night. I smiled lazily and approached slowly. It must not be an important secret anyway.

Of course, even if the conversation was ambiguous, when I approached it, it had already changed into a homely routine. Although Liu Shu's attitude towards me in front of Aning was very indifferent, his attitude towards Aning in front of me was not the same. , she is like an indifferent patriarch, she will not favor any side when wives and concubines are together.

We were still joking about funny things, and after a long time, Liu Shu went to the toilet not far away.

After she left, the originally lively atmosphere cooled down instantly, and the surrounding air condensed and cooled instantly. Aning and I looked in different directions in a tacit understanding and stopped talking.

After a while, Aning turned around, looked at me in front of him, and said softly, "Yingying, what's the situation with you and Liu Shu?"

I thought that Aning and I would always maintain the peace on the surface and would not be open and honest about this matter, but when she suddenly asked, I was a little stunned, not knowing whether to cover up or be honest, but I soon decided to continue to cover up and hide .

"It's nothing, just what you saw?" I smiled nonchalantly, with a pun.

Aning's voice was still friendly, but the words he said were a little more forceful, "Yingying, tell me, one day we will be brothers."

She didn't say it clearly, but she meant something.

My heart suddenly cooled down, is she going to kick me out?I used to be here, and now I don't seem to want to leave, because at the very beginning of this matter, it was the promise you broke first, and you planned to stay by her side, you should know that I am the one you will never pull out. The thorn that fell!

Now that Liu Shu's game has officially started, I also want to try to see what ranking I can get.

I continued to avoid the topic, not going to discuss this matter with her directly, "Why are you so serious? It's just a trivial matter, there's no need to be like this."

Aning frowned suddenly, his tone was out of control, and he was slightly cold, "Don't say something, just say it clearly."

My heart trembled slightly, I was the least good at negotiating, everything was in front of me, and I didn't know whether I should bravely fight for Liu Shu, or continue to cover up my already full of loopholes.

If I bravely admit that I love her, will I be able to give her a future if I win her over?

I admit that Aning is braver and fearless than me. She can bring more to Liu Shu. Compared with the two of us, she is more likely to give Liu Shu a future.

But I have already denied it once, and I don't want to deny it for the second time. I am not willing to be so weak and incompetent in front of Aning, and let them look down on me like this.

I wanted to open my mouth to answer, but suddenly I became dumb, a word stuck in my throat, I had to admit that I am such a cowardly person, what qualifications do I have to have love.

But at this time, Liu Shu had already come here from not far away, and appeared in front of us like a straw.

Aning's original aggressive aura gradually became soft and light, and his frown instantly relaxed, as if everything we had just now was just an illusion.

"What are you talking about?" Liu Shu walked up to us, wanting to blend into the topic we just discussed.

Aning didn't answer, just smiled softly, as if she was really just chatting with me about homework just now.

"It's nothing, I'm just talking about an interesting thing about going to school together." At this time, my ability to make excuses at hand has reached perfection, matching my expression, even Liu Shu didn't doubt it.

The atmosphere gradually became harmonious, Ah Ning stood up, "You see, Yingying will have class tomorrow, let her go back to rest early."

I gently agreed, "Then you guys should go back to rest early, what time is the bus for Aning tomorrow, I'll see if I can see you off in time."

"I'm the car tomorrow afternoon, you should be in class, right?"

I remembered that I actually didn't have any classes scheduled for tomorrow afternoon, so I smiled and said, "Then I just don't have classes tomorrow afternoon, so I'll go see you off with Liu Shu."

Aning looked surprised, but quickly suppressed his expression, and smiled softly: "Okay."

In fact, I wanted to send Aning off, not because of the surprise on her expression, but because I suddenly remembered the old Aning, who has always held a place of admiration in my heart, and was the best friend I once considered. If there was no Liu Shu, everything would still be the same. Same as before.

But how many times she traveled far to study in the past, I never saw her off. This time, it was as if I saw off Aning in my memory.

It has been a few days since Aning returned to school, during these few days, I seldom went to see Liu Shu.

In my heart, I actually minded that she alienated me because of Aning's appearance. Aning knew everything about us, but she still pretended to cover it up, just to distance herself from me.

At noon on the day when Aning was going to go back, the three of us had lunch together, and then accompanied her to the supermarket to buy some food for the train.

When I arrived at the train station by bus, it was very close to the driving time of the Aning train. I seldom spoke during the whole journey, and I was silent like a follower. Most of them were talking to me and listening, occasionally smiling and nodding to show that I was listening.

As the time approached, I just watched her off outside, while Liu Shu sent her into the station, took her to the station platform in person, and finally came back late to meet me.

Whether in fact or on the surface, the two of them are more like a couple, and I am like a third party, standing between them abruptly, witnessing how close their relationship is from time to time.

But even though I was covered in bruises, I still couldn't bear to leave, just like an addict who knows that taking drugs is not good, but just can't give up.

Liu Shu is like this to me, no matter how humble and painful, I still want to stay with her. I vaguely remember that I pushed her step by step to this day, and I should bear all these.

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