The accident in my life is only you

The grievance became more and more intense, and I unconsciously said: "I don't drink beer anymore, what's the point of having a glass of yours, or can you have something strong."

"Okay, you are not afraid, I am still afraid of you, boss, a bottle of white wine." The boy suddenly became excited as if stimulated.

The store owner put liquor with an alcohol concentration of nearly [-]% on our table and left without looking back.

The boy opened the lid of the liquor, threw it aside in disdain, and rolled up his sleeves, as if he was going to have a big fight.

He poured some into his glass, then stretched it out in front of me, motioning for me to drink the beer in the glass, and he was going to drink baijiu with me.

Liu Shu still didn't speak, just looked at me quietly.

After a while, I took Liu Shu's iron wrist left over from the food in front of me, put it in front of me, then poured the beer in my cup into the iron bowl, looked at the boy and said, "Come on, add white wine to it, just this bowl , whoever doesn’t drink tonight, don’t even think about leaving.”

The boy looked at the beer in the bowl and the liquor in his hand, feeling a little horrified.

"Beauty, isn't it? It's easy to get drunk if you play so big."

I still looked at him with firm eyes, but Liu Shu's face next to me flashed in my peripheral vision, and Liu Shu still just looked at me quietly, as if waiting for me to get drunk.

I said provocatively: "Didn't you say you want to play big, and you don't dare to do that?"

The boy hesitated for a while, then slowly poured some of the white wine in his hand into the bowl, and mixed it with the original beer in the bowl, exuding a strong smell of alcohol.

I picked up the iron bowl in front of me and said, "Then I'll do it first as a respect. If you can't drink it, feel free to do so."

After finishing speaking, I leaned on the edge of the iron bowl and poured the mixture in the bowl down my throat bit by bit until I finished drinking it.

They passed through my throat and slowly flowed into my stomach, bringing a burning sensation. I lowered my iron fist and said in a clear voice: "Come on, it's your turn."

The boy seemed to muster up his courage, and said loudly: "Drink it, drink it, am I still afraid of you?"

As he spoke, he poured half of beer and half of white wine into the bowl, picked up the iron bowl, stood up and drank it all in one gulp. After drinking, he staggered and was supported by the boy beside him.

But he still turned the bowl upside down and shook it righteously, "How about it, beauty, I'm done drinking, do you want to continue?"

I also stood up and said with a smile: "Okay, go ahead, don't beg for mercy later."

But in fact, my footsteps seemed to be a little unsteady. I didn't feel uncomfortable after drinking the cup of mixture just now, but after a while, an inexplicable feeling of erratic slowly climbed into my mind, as if it was covered with a layer of whiteness. fog.

Liu Shu also stood up following my movements, grabbed my hand pointing forward and said, "Yingying, forget it, stop drinking, you are drunk."

"I'm not drunk, you see I'm still sober, he's not drunk, how could I be drunk."

In fact, I wasn't really drunk, I was very conscious, I just felt a little heavier in my head.

Regardless of the obstruction of his colleagues, the boy poured another bowl of beer and white wine mixture, brought it to his mouth and drank it in one gulp, then poured another bowl, and said with dancing, "Come on, beauty, it's your turn."

I picked up the iron bowl, imitated him, and prepared to drink it all in one gulp, but because there was too much wine in the bowl, I couldn't finish it in one breath, so I choked slightly, but I still finished the wine in the bowl.

I threw the iron bowl on the table boldly, looked at him and said, "How about it, are you still here?"

The boy finally couldn't take it anymore, and was supported by another boy to the next tree and vomited. After vomiting for a while, he waved to me and said, "Beauty, you are a hero among women. Don't drink anymore. I can't do it anymore." .”

The white mist in my mind was getting thicker and thicker, and my vision gradually became a little blurry. I looked at the blurry figure in front of me and said loudly: "Are you just admitting defeat like this? Didn't you just say you're not afraid? Come on, don't go away." .”

The boy vomited for a while, then waved his hands and said in a weak voice: "Beauty, beauty, please forgive me, woman, I can't drink anymore, can I lose? Drink next time."

Liu Shu pressed my whole body back on the stool to ensure that I would not fall, and then ran back to the store to check out.

Then he ran back to me, supported me who was about to stagger, and said to several of his colleagues: "Let's go back first, the two of you soberly help watch that drunk, and send him home safely. Trouble."

They waved to Liu Shu, motioning for us to go first, and Liu Shu helped me to walk towards the rental house.

But at this time, my body was a little heavy and my vision was a little blurry, but my consciousness was very clear, even clearer than usual.

I knew exactly what shops we passed, what alleys we passed, how many stairs we climbed, and what floors we reached.

But at this time, I don't want to be as hard and stubborn as I appear on the surface, and I don't want to feel thousands of miles away.

I put down my vigilance and the spikes all over my body, showing my soft side, and like ordinary gentle women, I leaned on Liu Shu obediently when drunk, and let her drag my arm from the first floor to the second floor, and then three First floor, then fourth floor, and finally sitting at the door of her rental house.

Liu Shu opened the door, pulled me into the room with difficulty, and made me sit on the edge of the bed against the wall.

She took the washbasin and towel to the balcony and filled half a basin of water, then wrung out the towel and came in, sat next to me, took my hands, and wiped them gently.

"Yingying, are you thirsty, do you want some water?"

I opened my eyes, looked at her blankly, then shook my head, then closed my eyes again.

It's not that I don't know what she's talking about, but that my vision is already blurred and I can't see Liu Shu's expression clearly.

After Liu Shu wiped her hands, she took a towel and prepared to wipe my cheeks. She brushed the hair on my forehead with her hand, and gently wiped my forehead with the towel in the other hand. gentle.

The originally slightly hot forehead instantly became comfortable and refreshing, and my mind seemed to be clearer, but I didn't open my eyes, and I still leaned quietly, with a docile look, which was the quiet look she liked most in my past.

After wiping, Liu Shu took the towel and walked back to the balcony, and the sound of running water came from the balcony.

Then stopped, Liu Shu walked back to the room and closed the balcony door.

After a long time, Liu Shu came to my side, took off my shoes and coat, and gently moved me to the bed, then moved a little further in, and then covered me with a quilt.

The surroundings became quiet in an instant, she was busy for a while, and finally turned off the light, tucked in the quilt for me, opened the quilt and lay down next to me.

In the dark, I opened my eyes and saw Liu Shu lying on his back with his eyes closed, covered with the same quilt as me, breathing slowly, probably not asleep yet.

Under the dim light outside the window, her side face gradually became clear, just like the last night in Yucheng in summer, she was lying on her back like this, with a cold alienation all over her body, even when she lay back on the bed again, she couldn't bear it. Get away from me.

I looked at her side face, my heart was sour, but still no tears flowed.

I really want to tell her how much I miss her, but at this time, it seems that we can't go back to the past. There seems to be something missing between us, which is very important, but we haven't noticed it.

I closed my eyes and turned sideways to face her, approaching slowly, holding her arm like a nightmare, and resting my forehead on it, expressing all my nostalgia.

Liu Shu was awakened by my movements in a shallow sleep, opened her eyes, turned her head and looked at me who suddenly took her arm, then stretched out her other hand, gently stroking my hair, brushing my forehead A strand of slender and broken hair in the middle was pushed behind the ear, and he sighed slightly.

When I woke up the next day, Liu Shu was no longer there, the room was full of light, and the sound of running water outside the corridor was continuous.

I sat up, and there was a dull pain somewhere in my mind. The memory that was clearly clear last night was already tangled up, and I couldn't tell the beginning from the end.

I shook my head and softly called Liu Shu's name out of the corridor. She responded, and then asked, "Do you have class this morning? If you do, it should be earlier. It's almost eight o'clock now." oh."

I have classes in the morning, but it doesn't start at eight o'clock.

I sat on the bed in a daze, recalling everything yesterday, as if my rhetoric yesterday had finally lost its sense of proportion and got myself drunk.

My cheeks became slightly hot, and I couldn't help scolding myself, why was I so irrational last night, when Liu Shu saw me in such a mess, alas.

I knocked my head angrily, wanting to lie back under the quilt again and bury my face.

But it was too late, Liu Shu didn't hear my answer, walked in from the corridor, and continued to ask: "What time do you have class in the morning?"

I didn't dare to look up, and replied softly: "The class at 09:30 in the morning is still early."

Seeing my secretly angry look, Liu Shu said with a smile in his tone, "Last night, you drank a lot and finally got drunk."

After a pause, he continued to laugh and said, "I thought you'd never get drunk. This is the first time I've seen you drunk."

My face started to get hot unconsciously again, and yesterday I boasted that I had never been drunk before, and I just put down the harsh words, and ended up getting drunk after a few bowls of wine.

Seeing Liu Shu teasing me, I began to wonder if something went wrong in my memory about last night.

I clearly remember that I didn't vomit, I didn't talk nonsense, I didn't even go crazy with alcohol, and I lay down on the bed obediently and obediently, although I didn't fall asleep at first.

I tentatively asked, "I didn't do anything strange last night, did I?"

"No." Her tone was very light, and there was a slight smile, which made me very suspicious.

I continued to ask: "Then I didn't do anything strange to you, did I?"

"No." She still used these two words, but I always felt that something was wrong.

After a long time, she saw that I was going to ask her again, so she spoke first, with a light tone and a smile, "But a certain person kept holding my arm last night. I don't know if he dreamed of something delicious. He kept holding it until morning. , My arms are numb and I can’t open them, what is this dreaming about?”

I faltered and said, "I, I didn't dream anything, I, I don't remember."

Seeing that I was too embarrassed to speak, Liu Shu stopped teasing me and turned around to leave the room.

I watched the back of her walking out, and my heart ached.

Did I hug you all night?Is my obsession so deep?

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