The accident in my life is only you

I took her to lunch, left her big suitcase in my dorm, and, at her request, went with her to view empty houses in the village near my dorm.

You are right, she wants to rent a house near here, a house where she can live temporarily.

The location of the village near my dormitory is excellent, surrounded by schools, and with the school, there will be a dormitory full of students, and many snack streets will emerge.

The transportation is also very convenient. Walking along the road for more than ten minutes, I arrived at my school, where there are bustling streets, various intersecting roads and buses going everywhere.

In the afternoon, we looked at many vacant rooms, and quickly found a suitable residential house. The room is not big, but it has a small balcony where clothes can be dried. It is a suitable house for living.

After paying the rent and deposit, we bought daily necessities and cleaned the room together.

Unknowingly, the sky slowly turned gray, the color became darker and darker, and finally completely darkened.

Like old friends we haven't seen for a long time, we tacitly didn't mention everything in the past. We simply chatted and wiped away the stains in the room one by one.

Looking at everything in front of me, some sweetness surged up inexplicably, as if this is our new home, as if the past has really passed, as if everything is really about to start again.

Finally finished everything, we had dinner, went back to my dormitory together, and moved Liu Shu's big suitcase to Liu Shu's new home.

After tidying up, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Liu Shu took out the newly bought quilt and spread it on the bed.

I put my bag on my back, turned around and prepared to go out as if disappointed, "Liu Shu, then go to bed early, I'm going back."

Liu Shu raised his head and responded, then seemed to think of something, and stopped me.

I had already grasped the doorknob with my outstretched arm, but when I heard her voice, my heart suddenly became slightly nervous, and I stopped in my tracks and looked back at her.

But Liu Shu just grabbed a few keys on the table, walked to my side and said, "The landlord gave me two keys, I'll give you one."

Liu Shu said as he pulled out a key from the keychain and handed it to me.

I looked at the key, and my lost and nervous mood seemed to have reached the extreme, and it seemed to have faded a lot. All emotions were entangled and disturbed.

I reached out to take the key, and the cold metal texture of the key completely smashed everything I fantasized about in the afternoon.

Liu Shu temporarily stayed in Jiangcheng again. This time, she quickly found a simple job. She worked [-] to [-] and lived a relaxed life. She slowly waited for the arrival of the New Year, and then resigned and went home like last time.

But this time Liu Shu seemed to be much more mature, she didn't need my persuasion, she planned everything I wanted obediently.

When Liu Shu was in Jiangcheng for a month, I would occasionally visit her and pack meals or snacks for her, but I never stayed overnight. Even if we stayed late, I would choose to return to the dormitory wisely.

I understand that there seems to be a sense of unfamiliarity between us that cannot be eliminated. After I went to Yucheng for the second time, the crack became more and more obvious.

But I chose to forget it at the right time, to ignore it, and wanted to get close to Liu Shu uncontrollably.

This afternoon, the long-lost sunshine shone on the leaves of the banyan tree, casting a light and shadow in the corridor of the classroom.

I was teaching in the manual classroom, with a pencil and ruler in my hand, and I was drawing an arc on the white paper according to the teacher's guidance.

A message came in on the mobile phone, which was sent by Liu Shu. She wrote: I'm getting paid today. I'll treat you to dinner tonight. I'll wait for you in the dormitory.

A slight joy surged in my heart, and I pressed my fingertips on the reply message: OK.

Words such as not expecting, forgetting, and letting go that I said to myself the night before disappeared in an instant.

After school, I went back to the dormitory and tidied up. It was already past six o’clock in the evening. In Jiangcheng’s late autumn, the night always comes quickly. Many times, it’s only five o’clock. Yarn, doing the final finishing touches.

When I arrived at Liu Shu's dormitory, the door was only slightly closed and not locked.

I gently pushed it open, and the room was shrouded in grayness, but the things inside were vaguely discernible. The faint moonlight spilled into the room from the open door of the balcony, casting a snow-white shadow on the ground.

Liu Shu was sitting on the bed playing with her mobile phone. When she heard the sound of me opening the door, she turned her head and was slightly taken aback, but quickly covered her eyes, and then smiled.

"You're here so soon, I thought you'd be here for a while." After Liu Shu finished speaking, he turned off his phone and stood up.

I pretended not to see her dazed and slightly panicked appearance just now, and joked with a smile: "Then you asked me to come, are you going to take me to eat supper?"

I turned on the light button by the door, and the room was brightened instantly. Then I closed the door, sat at the end of the bed, and looked up at Liu Shu.

Liu Shu sat back to the seat just now, turned around and said, "I also called three colleagues together, do you mind?"

Dun Dun continued: "They should have been waiting for us in the restaurant outside by now, let's go?"

I was slightly surprised, I thought she only dated me.

The disappointment in my heart came out again, and it surged up little by little, more and more, uncontrollable.

What else do I expect, how much disappointment do I still have in my heart, when will I be calm, I hate myself like this.

When we arrived, three of Liu Shukou’s colleagues were already sitting there. To our surprise, those three colleagues were a girl and two boys, about the same age as us.

The girl just smiled when she saw us, and then took a sip from the glass in front of her.

"Liu Shu, you are late, we thought you would be there first." One of the boys spoke first, and then beckoned us to sit down.

"Didn't I tell you that it would be later? My friend is a student, and get out of class doesn't end that early."

They turned their heads to look at me, and then started teasing Liu Shu again.

I smiled politely and sat down next to Liu Shu.

After eating, the two boys ordered a few bottles of beer and poured a full glass in front of each of us, not wanting to end the meeting.

I took a shallow sip, and the bitter taste spread in my mouth, my brows were slightly wrinkled, and I didn't dare to complain.

After all, they are all Liu Shu's colleagues, and this is the wine they called. I can only hide my complexion and take another sip, pretending to be calm. It tastes like the one I drank at Xiaoya's house in the summer of the college entrance examination. generally.

I haven't drank beer for a long time. The most recent time was when I was in Yucheng during the summer vacation, but the beer we bought that time was the taste Lin Chun and I chose, so it was naturally not as bitter as this.

Liu Shu saw the subtle changes in my face, but didn't say anything, just looked at me with great interest, and even had a faint evil smile on one side of his mouth, as if he had seen through my disguise.

But she has always known that my drinking capacity is higher than hers. Maybe she thought that my frown just now was just pretending not to drink.

The boy who poured the wine took a big sip, "Liu Shu, you have to treat me today, you must finish this bottle well, or you won't treat me as a friend."

Liu Shu changed his smile, was kind and easy-going, and politely refused, "I can't drink much, I can't drink, you two drink it by yourself."

Another boy echoed, "Isn't that okay? We drink what we drink, and you drink what you drink. I can't replace you."

Liu Shu picked up the wine glass in front of him, drank it in one gulp, turned the glass upside down, and shook it in his hand, "Can I finish this glass? There's not a single drop left, I really can't drink any more."

"That won't work, you have to drink a bottle." The pouring boy continued.

Watching them pour another glass of beer into Liu Shu's glass, I organized my words, wondering if I should stop it, thought for a while, and finally said, "Then let me drink with you two for her, Liu Shu Shu or forget it.” After I finished speaking, the audience fell silent, and the air seemed to freeze.

The two boys turned their heads, looked at me, and said with disdain: "No way, how much wine can you drink with your weak appearance?"

I calmly said, "I don't know how much I can drink, but I haven't been drunk yet."

The two boys didn't believe it, but said contemptuously: "Liu Shu, what she said is true and false, don't brag!"

Liu Shu turned to look at me, chuckled softly, with tenderness in her eyes, "I don't know if it's true or not, anyway, I haven't seen her drunk before."

"Are you sure you want to drink?" the pouring boy asked, still suspicious in his words.

I nodded, "It's okay, let's drink."

The boy refilled my glass with beer, and then filled a glass for himself, "Come on, I'll do it first, if you can't drink it, you can do whatever you want."

When he just picked up the glass and was about to drink it up, I also picked up the glass, drank the beer in the glass slowly, put the empty glass back to its original position, and looked at him without any waves. The boy opposite.

His expression became slightly serious, as if he didn't believe it, so under my calm eyes, he filled my glass again, and poured himself a glass as well.

This time, I picked up the wine glass ahead of him and drank it slowly, then put down the empty glass and continued to look at him with clear, clear and peaceful eyes.

The boy didn't speak, he poured another glass into the glass I just put down, poured a glass himself, then picked up the glass with me and drank it, and finally the two of them put the empty glass back on the table one after another.

This time, the boy finally believed that I could drink some wine, and he looked up at me carefully, as if he was looking at a competitor.

"Ahaha, the beauty looks not simple. She really has two brushes. I missed it just now. Come here, have another drink."

The boy refilled my glass while talking, and under his gaze, I picked up the glass and prepared to finish it.

But just after I took a sip, Liu Shu grabbed my arm holding the cup and pulled it down, "Yingying, don't drink so hard, you'll get drunk easily."

I slowly took down the cup I had taken a sip of, and turned my head to look at Liu Shu who was holding my arm. A sense of grievance appeared in my heart, and it spread, as if if I didn’t pay attention, it would burst out of my eyelids and turn into tears. This feeling is getting stronger and stronger, and it seems that it will soon be out of control.

I sniffed, smiled, and said, "I'm fine, you know how much I drink, and I know how to measure it."

The boy next to him echoed: "That's right, if she's drunk, wouldn't there be you? You can send her back."

Liu Shu hesitated to speak, but quickly withdrew the hand that was holding me.

The boy watched Liu Shu let go of my arm, and said, "That's right, don't spoil the fun, let's continue."

The place where Liu Shu held it left a piece of warmth, and then dispersed, as if it took away the only hope in my heart.

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