The accident in my life is only you

I was extremely nervous, but still didn't dare to make a sound, so I turned my head away, trying to distance myself from her.

Liu Shu's upward movement missed the air in an instant, without touching the skin of my neck.

Afterwards, her movements faltered slightly, probably because she felt my discomfort, and I thought she would stop, after all, there are still many people in this room with whom she will get along day and night.

But she just paused for a moment, and then her lips moved up, pressing directly on my skin, and her lips rubbed against it, as if she would bite on it the next moment.

The ambiguous movements were somewhat threatening, as if dissatisfied with my avoidance just now.

The conversations of several roommates finally stopped slowly, and I was also close to the edge of the bed, not daring to move.

Finally, she still kissed me, but she didn't bite me, just tossed and turned gently, just like the time in the dormitory before.

But I still bit my lower lip nervously and quickly, not daring to make a sound.

The wet feeling from the neck and the vigilance in my heart made my mind a mess.

Because I not only have to be ready to stop Liu Shu's actions that may be ignored in the future, but also always pay attention to the movements of the roommates outside the bed curtain, worrying whether they have discovered or questioned Liu Shu's slight sound inside the bed curtain.

On the other hand, I was afraid that my struggle would cause Liu Shu to make more violent movements and make a sound, and I was also afraid of how to face these people outside once the things behind the bed curtain were discovered.

Because of these worries and struggles in my heart, the short time Liu Shu contacted me became extremely long.

But at this time, the skin on the neck became more sensitive, and those tiny sticky frictions were slowly magnified, and they would soon engulf my consciousness.

Just when I felt that my consciousness had gradually slackened, and my breathing gradually became a little disordered, Liu Shu finally let go of me, sat up, looked at me with empty and dull eyes, and smiled sweetly, as if for the punishment he had just punished. The result is quite satisfactory.

Then he moved in and tucked the quilt up for me, then lay down slowly against me and closed his eyes.

After a long time, the sound of breathing next to me gradually became long and even, and I slowly regained my senses.

It was only when the heart was holding it that it gradually became stable, and for a moment, my heart was in a state of turmoil, and I didn't fall asleep. I closed my eyes and listened to her breathing.

When I recalled the feeling just now, I was really just nervous and a little shy, not repulsive, and I even had a little unclear expectation in my heart.

I experienced the contact of girls again today, and I was also very surprised. I really didn't reject Liu Shu, and my subconscious mind just acquiesced to Liu Shu's contact.

Because I clearly remember that when she touched my skin, the full feeling in my heart was really not disgust.

Is it because I think that we are all girls and Liu Shu is still young, so I treat these intimate behaviors as Liu Shu's joke on me?

Or do you accept the fact that you like Liu Shu deep in your heart, and regard these as normal behaviors between ordinary couples?

I still don't know, and I can't figure out the reason for this.

But my heart was vaguely uneasy. I knew that I liked Liu Shu, but I never took the initiative to contact or cater to her. I knew that I couldn't give her anything, so I didn't hug her.

I am afraid that my leaving in the future will hurt her more. What I am more afraid of is that maybe she just thinks that she likes me temporarily. One day in the future, she suddenly finds that what she loves me is not love, so I will respond to her These will only become a deeper harm to her.

At this time, I still don’t understand that the person I take care of carefully wants her to restore the so-called normal emotions, forget about my attachment, become a normal woman, and marry and have children in the future.

But in fact, there is no way to realize all this, and I am still the only one who insists silently.

Because long before all of this, that person named Aning had already destroyed everything I had carefully guarded.

The contradictions circling in my mind and the guard I had just put down made my tense nerves a little tired.

Hearing the sound of breathing next to him, his consciousness gradually became blurred, but in his mind, he could clearly hear the sound of rain outside the window, tick-tocking all night.

Early the next morning, I heard Liu Shu next to me call my name.

In my mind is still the sound of dripping rain last night, it was very noisy, and my body was as heavy as if it had been filled with lead.

I opened my eyes tiredly, and what imprinted on my eyelids were the drawn bed curtains and the upper bed board, but the sound of rain in my mind suddenly disappeared, replaced by the sparse sound of car horns outside the window.

Liu Shu had already gone outside to wash up. I struggled to get up and sat on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the only window in the room.

There was faint sunshine outside the window, and the shower last night was as unreal as a dream.

Liu Shu and I walked out of the room side by side, locked the door, turned around and met a slender man at the stairs.

He bowed his head, slightly hunchbacked, dressed in black, with messy hair, about seven or eight centimeters taller than me, and looked a bit vicissitudes.

I didn't move forward, but stood politely, got out of the way, and stood obediently behind Liu Shu.

Liu Shu greeted him who was about to go downstairs, "Xiao Yu, good morning."

He just turned his head slightly and replied, "Good morning."

But I can still see his appearance clearly, a very ordinary face, and not very old, as if he is only a few years older than us, but his pair of eyes are very bright.

In other words, when he looked sideways at Liu Shu, his eyes were bright.

Liu Shu took my arm and said to him: "This is my good friend. He came to see me yesterday, but it rained too much, so he didn't go back."

Xu Yu turned to me and said, "This is the chef in our shop, named Yu."

I greeted politely, "Xiao Yu, hello."

He didn't look back and continued to walk down, but when he heard my voice, he also responded, "Hello."

I followed behind Liu Shu, grabbed Liu Shu's arm, and stepped on the creaking wooden board carefully, for fear that it would not be able to bear the weight of the three of us.

"Yingying, do you think Xiaoyu has the temperament of a wandering singer, and he doesn't even match the edge of a chef. When I first saw him, I didn't believe that he would be a chef at all."

Yu Yu didn't say a word, as if he didn't hear it, he continued to walk ahead.

I was a little embarrassed, how could I not say something to make fun of others so close behind them, but seeing that they seemed to be very familiar, I had to follow Liu Shu's words and say: "How do you know that he is not a singer? Maybe the chef is just People's hobbies."

Liu Shu shouted towards Yu Yu who was not far away: "Comrade Yu, my family Yingying said that you might be a singer, and I have never heard you sing. Could it be that there is a superstar hidden by my side?"

Yu Yu in front didn't look back, his voice was shallow, but he finally said a long sentence, "I'm not a singer, chef is my main job."

I was suddenly a little embarrassed, and pinched Liu Shu lightly on the shoulder to show my embarrassment.

Feeling my embarrassment, Liu Shu laughed out loud, shrank her shoulders to prevent me from pinching her, and ran away.

Seeing my more embarrassing expression, Liu Shu laughed louder and louder.

I had no choice but to walk with my head down, ignoring the voices teasing me. After a while, Liu Shu's laughter slowly stopped.

When I arrived at the door of Liu Shu's store, I said goodbye to Liu Shu hastily, and took the return bus back to the dormitory.

When I arrived at the dormitory, it was around ten o'clock in the morning, and I had no time to wait for lunch time, so I quickly undressed and lay down on the bed, as if lying on a piece of cotton, soft and comfortable.

After blinking a few times, the succubus instantly covered my eyes, my consciousness was blurred, and I fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, the phone showed that it was past three o'clock in the afternoon, and there was still an unread text message from Liu Shu in the phone

:Are you there yet?See the message and reply me.

I replied a message to Liu Shu, saying that I had already arrived at the dormitory, and then I got out of bed to get something to eat.

In the following time, I never stayed in Liu Shu's dormitory again, and the time I stayed was relatively short.

As for the chef who has the temperament of a wandering singer, I met him several times in the shop, and every time he just nodded, it was considered as a greeting.

Liu Shu would occasionally mention Yu to me, saying that he is really not a singer, and his singing is really not good.

It is said that they occasionally drink and chat together on the roof of the dormitory, and that they have become rare friends.

Time flies, and we each live a peaceful life.

There is almost no snow in Jiangcheng in winter, even if it is extremely cold, frost and snow are rarely seen.

But the coldness of Jiangcheng is penetrating, damp and cold to the bone. Every winter, the tip of my nose is so cold that I don't feel it, like ice.

It is already the countdown to the end of the semester, and the courses that I have taken this semester have also been completed one after another, and I will be on vacation in half a month.

In the afternoon, the mild sunlight shines directly on the corridor of the classroom through the sparse branches and leaves of banyan trees, casting light and shadows in patches.

I was doing manual homework in the classroom, and a text message came in on my phone: Yingying, I have resigned here, and I am going to go home for the New Year. Are you on vacation soon?

My heart tightened a little. There should be more than a month before the Chinese New Year. Generally, the catering industry operates relatively late. When Liu Shu resigned at this time, did he have a conflict with his colleagues or the boss?

I looked around at the classmates and the teacher who was teaching homework, but no one noticed the sound of my mobile phone.

So he sneaked out from the back door of the classroom with his mobile phone, ran to a deserted place by the corridor, and dialed Liu Shu's number directly.

"What's the situation with you? Did you quarrel with your colleagues?"

Liu Shu's cheerful voice came, "No, why am I arguing with my colleagues?"

"Then why did you resign so quickly?"

Liu Shu was amused by my nervousness, "Didn't you ask me to go back for the Chinese New Year? It's mid-January now, and many people here have gone back now. There is no business in the store, so I told the boss to resign. The boss agreed."

I was a little skeptical, "Is that really the only way?"

Liu Shu seemed to be hesitant, but she still answered quickly with a firm voice, "Really, I assure you, when will you pick me up, are you free this weekend?"

I had no choice but to stop thinking about it, and smiled helplessly, "Okay, I'll pick you up that Saturday afternoon."

"it is good."

On Saturday afternoon, I picked up Liu Shu and returned to school. Liu Shu was still a suitcase with nothing extra.

She planned to live in my dormitory for a few days, and said she would go shopping in the surrounding night markets, and then take the time to queue up at the station to buy a ticket back to her hometown town.

It was hard to get a bus ticket from Jiangcheng back to my hometown town. At that time, only buses could get there.

There are only a few times a day, especially at the end of the year, people who buy tickets every day line up in a long queue, and often when you are in line, the tickets are gone.

It is difficult to find tickets for the real rich, and it is difficult to travel to the sky during the Spring Festival.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching.Then the first quarrel broke out.