The accident in my life is only you

My cheeks didn't slowly recover from my temperature as I walked out of the toilet, but got hotter and hotter.

I strode up to Xiaoya's side, and shouted in her ear: "It's too hot in here, let's go outside to get some air."

Xiaoya didn't speak, put down the wine in her hand, and dragged me out.

When I got to the gate, Xiaoya pulled me to the rest area at the gate, and turned around and smiled at Xiaoqiu.

"Yingying, why are you blushing so much? You only drank two sips of wine just now. You didn't drink like this last time."

I covered my cheeks and pretended to be calm, "I didn't drink alcohol, it's because it's too hot inside."

"Really? I think it's okay?" Xiaoya looked at me suspiciously.

I nodded firmly.

After a while, Xiaoya finally realized that something was wrong, she leaned close to me and said ambiguously: "You just went to the bathroom, didn't you see something inappropriate for children in the bathroom?"

My heart trembled, I hesitated for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I saw that singer just now, at that..."

"Are you kissing, or doing something indescribable?" Xiaoya quickly followed my words, her eyes were bright, she looked at me as if she wanted to see some rare animal.

I nodded, feeling my cheeks suddenly hotter, as if they were about to burn.

My eyes dodge unconsciously, not daring to look at Xiaoya, as if I was the one who did the wrong thing.

Seeing my embarrassed look, Xiaoya immediately laughed out loud, "Comrade Yingying, next door to this bar is a gay bar. If you go there, you'll probably be so scared that you won't be able to get out. It's just a small thing. It scares you."

Little Arden stepped closer and continued to ask: "How does it feel, isn't it exciting to see two girls kissing with your own eyes?"

I shook my head, expressing my denial. In fact, when I saw it just now, I felt a little repelled in my heart.

Especially when I saw one of them touching the other's body, my disgust was particularly strong.

That feeling, I'm sure, was rejection more than shame.

Xiaoya continued to tease me and said, "Why don't I kiss you and let you feel this feeling?"

I hurriedly pushed Xiaoya's head away, and the face of the singer just now flashed in my mind.

She slowly approached my face, getting closer and closer, and was about to kiss me. I suddenly pulled out of my thoughts, covered my mouth, and felt a tingle of nausea in my heart.

Xiaoya moved a large distance to the side, looked at me in disbelief and said, "Comrade Lin Ying, I'm making you sick just like that, I'm just kidding you, you actually want to vomit, don't you?"

I waved my hand to her and said, "No, no, maybe I didn't eat much at night and drank some wine, so my stomach feels a little uncomfortable."

Xiaoya immediately moved over, patted my back, and said with concern: "Then are you okay now?"

After hesitating for a while, Wen Yan comforted: "Actually, it's strange for a girl to kiss a girl, because it may be the first time you see it, and you may not get used to it, so if you see a boy kissing a boy in the future, I think you will feel Girls are more receptive."

Her words suddenly made me laugh, I pretended to be very scared and said: "My God, I don't want to see men kissing each other, I don't want to at all, I'm already very stimulated today."

Xiaoya was also amused by my expression, leaning on the stool and laughing.

I thought to myself: Where is this the first time I see you, I was kissed by a girl before.

But why didn't I feel strange when Liu Shu kissed me?

I clearly remember the first time she kissed me, my feeling of fear was indeed frightened, not rejection of her.

And afterwards, I quickly accepted this matter, and I didn't feel extremely disgusted with it.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little happy, and I realized that I might not be a real comrade.

It's not that he doesn't have a sense of rejection towards girls, but it's just that he doesn't reject Liu Shu.

She is really just an accident in my life, a person I like, and it really has nothing to do with gender.

In the past few weeks, the weather has been getting cooler. This Saturday, it was cloudy when I got up early.

There are not many pedestrians on the street, and the cold wind is cold, blowing on the face, as if being scratched by the edge of a leaf, with imperceptible pain.

I looked out the window at the trees on the edge of the playground downstairs, and I was doing a swing dance facing the dormitory building.

After breakfast, I finally chose to lie back in bed.

It was already one o'clock in the afternoon when I woke up again. After I packed my things, I was going to see Liu Shu.

Liu Shu has gradually gotten used to the new environment. The colleagues in the store are much older than her, so they take good care of her. This made me gradually let go of my worries.

When I arrived, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and there were only a few customers in Liu Shu's shop.

Liu Shu saw me standing outside the gate, raised the corners of her mouth, but did not come, still busy with her affairs.

I sat down on the chair by the gate, took out the flyer I received on the way and read it.

It was past five o'clock soon, and Liu Shu and I were eating light meals in other shops, when the sound of pattering rain came from outside, and it became more and more dense.

It was only when I heard the sound of rain that I remembered that I didn't bring an umbrella when I went out in the afternoon, and Liu Shu didn't bring an umbrella when I went out to eat with me.

Seeing that Liu Shu's time to go to work was getting closer, we had to rush back to her shop in the heavy rain.

Fortunately, the two shops are not far away, and we didn't get much wet.

But the distance from her shop to the bus station is a bit far, and at this time the rain is pouring and intensifying.

I have been sitting in her shop, looking at the wind and rain outside, lightning and thunder, I don't seem to want to stop, I think it's going to be a noisy night.

Before I knew it, it was past seven o'clock in the evening, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and some shops around had turned off their lights and closed.

I was a little anxious, if it was a little later, I would not be able to catch the last bus.

"Yingying, otherwise, don't go back at night. You can see that the rain won't stop so quickly, and tomorrow is Sunday."

I looked up and saw Liu Shu. At some point, Liu Shu was standing next to me, looking up at the water drops falling from the eaves.

I said with a smile in my tone, "Then can you sleep the two of us in your dormitory? It doesn't mean that I need to sleep on the floor, I don't want to."

Liu Shu turned her head and looked down into my eyes and said, "Will I let you sleep on the floor? Am I such a cruel person?"

I lowered my head to hide the look in my eyes, and responded as if nothing had happened.

The words she said were not too serious, but I still remembered the things I did to her.

Indeed, no one has ever been more cruel than me.

But I don't know if it's because I have slowly accepted the existence of this feeling, or I have compromised the fact that I like Liu Shu, I don't seem to be as resistant as I was when I first knew about this feeling.

On the contrary, facing Liu Shu's various words and teasing, he was very calm, his heart was soft, and he was no longer hard, and he didn't feel that this kind of relationship was any different from other normal relationships between men and women.

Finally, after eight o'clock in the evening, the sky outside became a little more peaceful, and the thunder gradually faded away.

The number of customers entering the store gradually decreased. Liu Shu greeted other colleagues in the store and took me to her dormitory in advance.

The dormitory is very close to the store. We walked through a dozen eaves and trotted all the way to the downstairs of her dormitory.

Along the way, she had already vaccinated me, talking about how stingy the boss is, and giving them a place to live like a doghouse.

But when I arrived, I was still a little surprised, the environment was worse than what Liu Shu described.

The dirty planks creaked under our feet as we went upstairs.

Pushing open the door, there are three bunk beds in the small room, like the style of student dormitory.

The three beds already occupied one-third of the room, leaning against the three walls except the wall of the door.

There is only one small window in the whole room, the sound of sparse raindrops can be heard, and the light bulb on the roof glows with a warm yellow faint light.

I sat on Liu Shu's bed and looked at everything in the room, feeling a little distressed, but what was gratifying was that Liu Shu's bed was tidy and tidy.

After washing up, when Liu Shu and I returned to the room, several other roommates had already returned.

After exchanging pleasantries with several older aunts in her dormitory, I went to bed with Liu Shu.

Liu Shu stretched out his hand to close the bed curtain, and lay obediently inside against the wall, still talking and joking with those aunts.

This time Liu Shu didn't stop me from sleeping on the edge of the bed, but I was a little surprised. Seeing her cute appearance, I had no choice but to lie down along the edge of the bed.

I lay flat on my back, looked at the upper bed, and slowed down my breathing, some tiredness hit my eyes.

But after a while, my heart began to feel a little nervous.

Because at this time Liu Shu was not lying on the front like me, but leaning sideways next to me, blatantly approaching me bit by bit,

A large space gradually vacated inside the bed, enough for another person to lie down.

When Liu Shu approached me slowly, he was still joking with his roommate and auntie, teasing the strange guests he met during the day.

As Liu Shu moved, the bed board made a slight sound, which was not abrupt at all under Liu Shu's laughing voice.

Several aunts and roommates next to me were also chatting happily, and occasionally there was the sound of bodies turning on the bed.

Liu Shu just got closer and closer to me, said something irrelevant to me, wrapped his hands around my arms, and slowly moved his face closer to my neck.

I held my breath and didn't dare to move or even look at her.

Getting closer, half of her body is pressed against my arm, and her lips are getting closer and closer to my neck. I can even feel her thin breath, which caused a little itchiness on my neck feeling.

Before her lips were about to touch the skin of my neck, she let out a cry.

The tone is normal, just like the usual inadvertent yelling, suppressing emotions, so as not to let the aunts and roommates outside find out.

But only I know that the voice is unusual, with a little inexplicable emotion.

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