The accident in my life is only you

The next day, Yingying in my heart encouraged me to test Aning and prove the fact that they were together.

After deliberating for a long time, I still called Aning, pretending to be relaxed, "Hello? Is it Lin Xining? Guess who I am."

Anning paused, teasingly said: "I know you are Yingying, do you think I don't know your phone number?"

"It's so boring to know so soon."

Aning still said gently: "I just changed a new number, and my mobile phone hasn't changed."

"Then how can you still answer my call? Didn't you change the number?"

Aning said helplessly: "Comrade Lin Ying, there is something called dual card dual standby."

"Does that mean you won't change your phone number in the future?"

"That's it for now."

I could hear a little impatience in Aning's words, and I had already dragged the topic a little far just now, so I decided to stop this topic and make a test.

"How are you doing out there by yourself?"

Aning was silent for a moment, then casually replied: "It's okay."

I briefly chatted with her a few more words, but I didn't notice any clues in her words, so I hung up the phone quickly.

But I still feel in my heart that when I called just now, Liu Shu must have been beside me, Aning.

This evening, I went to the Internet cafe again.

After hesitating for a long time, I still sent a message to Liu Shu: Are you in H province now?

Liu Shu's profile picture finally flashed when I was about to go offline, and it had been nearly an hour since I went online.

In her dialog box, she only responded with a slight "hmm", but it has already set off a huge wave in my heart.

I typed another line with difficulty: Are you staying with Aning?

Soon, the word "um" still popped out.

My heart felt as if I had been splashed with ice water, from head to toe.

I didn't reply anymore, I turned off the computer in a daze, walked out of the Internet cafe, and walked back to school in a daze.

I sat on the stone bench under the banyan tree, raised my head, and leaned against the stone bench with my back, looking at the moon in the gaps between the leaves, as if it was the night when the fireworks were set off that year.

The next night, around nine o'clock, I called Aning again.

Although I already knew the result, this damned heart made me unable to bear the temptation to try again, and I had to ask the end to break the casserole, so I broke this heart that was still full of expectations.

"Hey, what's the matter? It's so late."

This time, before I could speak, a deliberately lowered voice beside me said something softly, although it was very small, but I still heard it.

My heart turned cold for a moment, a tinge of pain came from nowhere, and my whole heart twisted together.

I can't hear it wrong, that is Liu Shu's voice, her voice has been rang in my ears thousands of times, and even her breath has passed into my heart.

It's so late, the sound that can be heard so close must be extremely close, and I already understand in my heart what it means.

Restraining the trembling voice in my heart, I pretended to be calm and said, "The one next to you is Liu Shu?"

There was a moment of silence on the other end, and Aning's affirmative voice came back, "Well, yes, do you want to talk to her?"

Aning's voice was extremely soft, with cautious alienation, as if it was a very normal thing for Liu Shu to be beside her at this time.

I seemed to have fallen into a cold pool, and it was a little difficult to breathe. I struggled to say a few words, "It's okay, then you can rest."

Without waiting for their reply, hang up the phone directly.

This time I didn't shed tears. It seemed that when I returned to the night after the college entrance examination, no matter how painful my heart was, there were no tears.

I lay in bed with cold extremities, as if I were lying in water.

Lin Ying was sober at this moment. She had rejected Liu Shu countless times, and her heart was already extremely hard.

But Yingying in the bottom of her heart is fragile. She has been longing to stretch out her hands to Liu Shu since a long time ago. She will be happy for Liu Shu's little gesture. Her love for Liu Shu is getting deeper and stronger as time goes on.

I calmly and soberly heard her cry from the bottom of my heart, helpless and sad, but I couldn't help her at all.

I said to the little figure squatting deep in my heart: "The person you give up, you want her to forget you and start over. Now that's the case. She is forgetting you and starting a new relationship. What's so sad about you?" of."

Yingying replied hysterically to me: "When I rejected her, it was because I wanted her to live a normal life, not because I didn't like her. If I knew that I had pushed her into another abyss, then I would rather keep her with me. I would rather be by her side, I would rather repay her kindness to me and love her well than she would sink deeper and deeper beside others and go farther and farther on this road of no return. "

I am speechless, this is the end of the matter, Yingying, just give up.

Give up loving her, give up saving her, if you haven't forgotten the harm you did to her, then these are the punishments you should bear now, and you owe her.

I closed my eyes, but my mind was extremely clear-headed. I survived the first half of the night like this. When the belly of the fish turned white, I finally fell asleep in a daze.

No dream, until it was dawn, I opened my eyes, and the pain in my heart seemed to wake up, getting deeper and deeper.

It's Saturday, and I'm thinking about where I'm going to spend the day with all this gloom.

Now in Jiangcheng, besides these classmates, the only person I know is Xiaoya.

About a month after I first came to Jiangcheng, Xiaoya also came to Jiangcheng.

Of course, she definitely didn't come to Jiangcheng for me. At that time, we didn't have a deep relationship, and the key events that made our relationship further were the two things we helped each other.

Before coming to the university to report, the school sent me a bank card bound to UnionPay, asking us to deposit tuition fees into this card.

When I took this card to the bank to activate it, the bank staff told me that the card must be activated on some official website and fill in the information before it can be activated.

I, who seldom touched a computer, was even more confused.

I immediately thought of Xiaoya, the girl who loves to play games.

When she received my call, she was indeed fighting fiercely in the Internet cafe.

So I followed the approximate location she said, and finally found her in the Internet cafe.

I briefly explained the general process to her, and she immediately understood, quit the game, rolled up her sleeves, as if she was going to do a big job.

It's funny to say, the two of us looked at the above operation steps and operated for two hours in the Internet cafe, and finally completed these.

Then she didn't play games anymore, but followed me to the bank and accompanied me to complete all the formalities before she went home.

At that time, we were just colleagues who were close to each other, but she helped me so much, and my sense of trust in her increased.

Not long after, I heard her say that she was going to work with her friends in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, and we gradually lost contact.

Half a month later, one day in class, I received a message from Xiaoya: Yingying, you haven't changed this number, have you? Are you Lin Ying?

I thought it was a bit funny, so I immediately replied: Of course I am Lin Ying, otherwise I am still Miss Xiaoya?

She didn't reply to me for a long time, and I didn't take it to heart. Just before get out of class was over, another message came in: Can you lend me three hundred yuan?I'm in a hurry.

Instead of replying, I called her back and exchanged a few words with her.

I just found out that she was introduced by a friend to work in a factory, but the actual salary was very low and the working hours were very long, so she didn’t want to do it anymore, but she had already spent all her money, so she was embarrassed to ask her family for more , had to ask a friend to borrow.

I didn't refuse. After school, I went to the bank to transfer [-] yuan to her.

At that time, the price of goods was not high, and my monthly living expenses were only [-] yuan, and I actually knew that maybe this money would not come back after I borrowed it.

But I just feel that I should help her, and I have an inexplicable trust in her.

She also lived up to my trust and actually bought a ticket to Jiangcheng directly.

On the afternoon of the day I arrived, I was still taking a nap in the dormitory, and I received a message from her: Comrade Lin Ying, thank you for your help to my sister, she is finally free, and she has come to Jiangcheng!

I looked at the content of the text message in her style and laughed.

She is always so optimistic, no matter what she encounters, she can face it positively.

Of course, this is the first time for me to come to Jiangcheng, but this is not the first time for Xiaoya to come to Jiangcheng. Jiangcheng is already very familiar to her.

She has a very beloved ex-boyfriend who was also studying in Jiangcheng University. During his university years, Xiaoya went back and forth to Jiangcheng countless times for him.

Even working here to make money, just to be with him, but in the end I still met a scumbag, and all those efforts were fed to the dog.

In the ten or so days since Xiaoya came to Jiangcheng, she returned the [-] yuan I lent me, which was faster than I expected.

In my impression, there are not many people who can repay the money so quickly and cleanly, and Xiaoya is one of the best.

This makes me admire very much, we have become good sisters in this way.

I lay still on the bed, staring at the ceiling, and dialed Xiaoya's phone.

After a long time, Xiaoya's confused voice came from over there, "Yingying, what's the matter?"

"Sister Xiaoya, are you free today? I'll go and play with you."

Xiaoya's helpless voice was mixed with anger, and her pitch increased, "So you called me so early just to play with me?"

I smiled guiltily: "Hehe, yes, today is Saturday."

"Comrade Lin Ying, do you know what time it is? It's only eight o'clock in the morning. Your sister was on the night shift until two o'clock in the morning, and you call me now. Are you worthy of my sister?" There was a roar on the phone , but because I haven't woken up yet, there is still a trace of cowardice, soft and dense.

Listening to her voice, my mood instantly improved a lot.

I chuckled lightly, "Okay, I'm sorry, dear sister Xiaoya, then I'll buy you breakfast as compensation later, I'll be there now, it's probably an hour, you go on sleeping, go on."

There was no reply, but there were a few snorting sounds unique to sleeping, and then the phone was hung up.

I quickly packed my things, with a smile on my face, pretending to be in a particularly good mood.

I went in and out with the toiletries, tried on a few clothes, and picked out a favorite to wear.

Finally, I took out the mirror and cleaned my hair repeatedly.

And my classmate on the upper bunk looked at me after I got off the bed, as if seeing a ghost, as if I was possessed by a ghost.

The tone was a bit stuttering, "Lin Ying, you are so early, are you going on a date? Are you going to find your friend? Or find a boyfriend?"

While I was busy, I replied: "I don't have a boyfriend, I'm just looking for a friend. I just told her that I'll be here in an hour, so I'm in a hurry."

"I heard you say that it's an hour, so you're still changing there, aren't you in a hurry?"

After a pause, the roommate said cautiously: "It's also rare to see you combing your hair so neatly, combing it over and over again, it's quite scary."

"Oh, I'm in a good mood. I want to tidy up and look better. Okay, let's not talk, I'm going out."

As I said that, I didn't dare to look at her, so I ran out of the dormitory with my bag in hand. After I ran out, the corners of my mouth that were tugging at me no longer had the strength to support it, and just drooped down.

What a sad person I am, it's so hard to even laugh.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching.Baby Lin Ying is too bitter.Alas.