The accident in my life is only you

I have been in Jiangcheng for several days, and the admission procedures have been completed.

My school is a century-old school with several campuses. At present, the oldest campus we are in is a bit dilapidated, but it is clean and tidy, and the environment is also very good, with a particularly high greening rate.

Banyan trees are the most planted in Jiangcheng, and I can see some banyan trees almost every other way on the way here.

But in my hometown, banyan trees are rare, almost never seen.

Maybe it's because people in our area like taller and straighter trees, which symbolize strength and vitality.

The banyan tree may not conform to their aesthetics, because the banyan tree does not grow tall, but it is very strong, with a wide crown and luxuriant branches.

In my school, almost all banyan trees are planted, and there is shade everywhere.

There are eight students living in a dormitory, which is not too crowded.

Because when I was in high school, there were already eight classmates in one dormitory, and I was used to it.

University life is more about autonomy and more free time.

The scroll of university life unfolds in front of my eyes, and everything is a new beginning.

I didn't contact Liu Shu, nor Aning, and they didn't contact me anymore, and gradually faded away from my life.

It has been more than half a month since the start of school, and the school teacher has assigned some homework, and I need to find some materials online.

But at that time, very few students brought computers to school, or very few students had purchased laptops.

So some of our roommates from the same dormitory met to go to the Internet cafe to find materials online.

After I sat down, watching the roommates next to me log in to my QQ one after another, I remembered that I also had a QQ number, but I remembered giving it to Liu Shu in my freshman year of high school.

Liu Shu has always helped me hang up the buttons, and I seldom log in by myself, because the number of times I have gone to Internet cafes can be counted on the fingers.

I thought about it carefully for a while, and finally remembered a few numbers similar to the button number and password.

I wrote them all on the homework paper one after another, and tried them one by one repeatedly, but nothing was quite right.

Just when I was already discouraged, one of the data was successfully logged in. I was surprised to see the logged-in page, and I was a little nervous.

Koukou's name has not been changed, and the original number of people in Koukou has not been increased, but Liu Shu's Koukou has been set up as a separate group by herself.

After Koukou logged in, within 2 minutes, a penguin pet popped out from the bottom corner of the computer.

Then a small dialog box popped up with the words: Master, you haven't seen Yingying for a long time, let's play with Yingying.

My heartstrings suddenly tightened, a long-lost dull pain came faintly, and the dusty memories in my head swept over, and soon overwhelmed me.

I closed my eyes and felt the pain in my heart carefully, and my thoughts drifted away.

- Yingying, do you have a button, I will add you as a friend, and help you hang up by the way.

-Wow, the good boy actually has a button number, I thought you lied to me.

- I raised a penguin for you too, ah, haha.

- Every time I come to the Internet cafe, I hang up your button, and I will remember it after a long time.

- Didi: Hello Yingying.

- Yingying... Yingying....

I suddenly opened my eyes and let out a heavy breath. Those past events were really too heavy for me to breathe.

"Lin Ying, what's wrong with you? Is the Internet cafe too hot? Let me add you to Koukou, and give me your Koukou number." The classmate next to me looked at me with a little surprise in his eyes.

I forced the corner of my mouth to smile, "It's okay, I just feel a little bored, I don't want this QQ, it's a mess, I will apply for another one, and I will give you the QQ number later."

"Okay then, why don't you go outside to get a breath before coming in?"

I waved my hand and smiled apologetically, "No, it's okay, I just feel a little hot."

I deleted all these people in the original button, and only Liu Shu remained.

He re-applied for a QQ number, added the new QQ to the old QQ, and stayed with Liu Shu's original group.

In the whole of Koukou, there were only the two of them left, side by side alone.

In the end, I changed the password. Since then, this QQ Liu Shu has never logged in again.

As night fell, I packed up all my things, went to the Internet cafe again, and sat down in a relatively remote place.

I logged into the original button, and looking at the two lonely gray profile pictures on the page, the dull pain in my heart became more and more obvious during the day.

I clicked on the space, and a new window jumped out quickly, with a few words written on the top: Masked Angel.

My heart throbbed for no reason, and the fragments in those memories were like a sharp knife stabbing at the tip of my heart.

The time and time after time I hurt her flashed in front of me, and her desperate look and pale face became clearer and clearer in my mind.

In this strange foreign land, all the sorrows and sorrows have been relived from the beginning, and the pain is especially obvious.

The pain made me lie on the keyboard directly, and I haven't recovered from it for a long time.

After a long time, I took a few deep breaths, forced to suppress the discomfort in my heart, clicked on the message board, it was empty, and opened the log, it was also empty.

Finally, I clicked on the photo album. I thought it was empty, but I didn't expect that the photo album was full of my photos.

There are some photos that I don’t know when they were taken, and some digital versions of my headshots that I took before. I clearly remember that I didn’t send them to her, so why do I have them in my space.

I clicked on Liu Shu's space again, and her diary was also empty, but there were many people leaving messages on the message board.

Looking around, there is no avatar that I recognize.

Finally, I clicked on the photo album in her space, and the few photos were all her own photos.

But one album is locked, I click it, and a small box pops up with a question written on it: what is my phone number?

I entered her phone number and it was wrong.

So I thought for a moment, entered my own phone number, clicked OK, and opened it unexpectedly.

I almost burst into tears, the photo album is full of my photos, just like the photos in my space, not a single one was missed.

The corners of my eyes were slightly sour, and I felt that tears were about to pour down in the next moment. I covered my mouth and took a deep breath, holding back the tears abruptly.

In the past, I seldom shed tears. In front of those things, no matter how painful my heart was, I never shed tears a few times.

But since I received Liu Shu's letter back after the college entrance examination, my tears seem to be getting lower and lower.

Maybe it was because the memories were too heavy, or maybe I knew deep down in my heart that Liu Shu was destined to leave me from that time on.

In the past, I just relied on the fact that she liked me and knew that she would not leave me, so I acted recklessly.

After hesitating for a long time, I clicked on Liu Shu's profile picture and sent her a message: Liu Shu, where are you now?

I closed her dialog box and was about to go offline. Just as I was about to log out of the account, I did not expect two beeps from Koukou.

I sat down immediately, double-clicked to open.

: I am in another province, how did you log in to your own QUQU number?I thought you had forgotten it.

I burst into laughter instantly. I didn't expect that she was online, but she was invisible.

Tap with your fingertips and type out a line of words: Why is the name of my space called Masked Angel?

Not long after, a large paragraph of content popped up in Liu Shu's dialog box: Haha, I was discovered by you, don't you think this name is very similar to you?At that time, I was cold to me every day, I didn’t reply to text messages, I didn’t answer my phone calls, and I didn’t answer when I spoke to you. When I saw me, I turned around and left.But I know that we were not like this at the beginning, I know you must be pretending, did you find out that I like you, so you treat me like this?

I thought about it for a while, and answered honestly: At that time, I seemed to know it, but I don’t remember much.

In fact, at that time, the reason why I avoided her was not only because I found out that she liked me, but because I found out that I also liked her.

After typing that line, I suddenly felt that I was very imposing, so I added another sentence: Who told you to provoke me, it's already very good that I didn't beat you up.

Then I remembered those photos in the space, so I typed another line: But why do you have so many photos of me in your space?I don't even remember when the photo was taken.

After a long time, Liu Shu replied with a few words: You never remember these things, and you don't care how sad I am, so you just keep telling me to forget you.

I was dumbfounded, I didn't know what to reply, I thought about it and typed out an insignificant sentence: I went to another province, so far away, did you miss our hometown?

: Yes, why didn’t I think about it, I think about it every day.

This time she responded quickly, so I joked: Since I chose to go so far, why do I think about my hometown every day.

: Because I lost something there and didn't bring it back.

I quickly asked: What did you lose?

Within a few seconds, three words popped out of the dialog box on the screen: My heart.

My God, seeing her type the last three words, I can't continue the conversation.

Liu Shuming was not like this before, her mother was right, who did she learn from, and now she is full of glib.

I don't care what she said or not, I simply said a few words and then went offline.

But I am still a little happy in my heart, at least now I am in touch with her.

This feeling is like, there are two people living in my body, one is Yingying who likes Liu Shu, and the other is Lin Ying who resists Liu Shu.

They coexist in my body, if Lin Ying rejects Liu Shu, Yingying will be sad, if Lin Ying does not reject Liu Shu, then Yingying will be happy.

Back in the dormitory, late at night, I lay in bed thinking about it for a long time.

She didn't mention the provinces that Liu Shu mentioned. Liu Shu should have passed the college entrance examination, and it is no problem to go to a junior college normally, but she never mentioned it. So did she go to other provinces alone?

wrong!Aning is also in other provinces, so is it possible for them to be together?

But it should be a bit difficult for Liu Shu to enter the school that Aning attended, so will she be in another school next to Aning's school?

When I was thinking about these things in my mind, I seemed to have slowly pieced together the ins and outs of the matter.

I vaguely felt that Liu Shu must be staying with Aning. If Liu Shu went to Province H because of Aning, then their relationship must be more than what I saw at the beginning.

She kept saying that she was sincere to me, but her sincerity was nothing more than that.

The Yingying in my heart is restless, with mixed flavors, more like breaking a bottle of mature vinegar, with a sour taste wantonly.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching. Comrade Lin Ying just couldn't stand being teased in her freshman year of 08. She became jealous as soon as she was teased, alas.