The accident in my life is only you

From that day on, I deliberately reduced the number of calls from Liu Shu. For Aning, I could see him whenever I could.

I try to reduce my contact with them slowly, so that everything seems to be natural and not intentional, but I still want them to understand that there is a little deliberation in this naturalness.

A week passed quickly, and the unwillingness in my heart slowly disappeared.

Convince myself that this may be the best ending, which is what I originally wanted.

Soon the university will start, and I will leave here too. From then on, we will live in different places and live happily ever after.

The university I applied for is not far from home, and it takes four hours to get there by car.

It has a nice name called Jiangcheng. Jiangcheng is located in the coastal area with a large population and a geographical location extending in all directions.

Such a noisy city is the place I want to go, maybe from now on, everything will be different.

On the afternoon of my last day at work, I said goodbye to my boss.

I was not on duty at night, so I went back to my relatives' house, packed up my things, and prepared to go home the next day.

But at [-] o'clock in the afternoon, I received a call from Aning, inviting me to her house to play.

I originally wanted to refuse, but we have not pierced the barrier between us due to the various incidents that happened before, and we are still good friends now.

When I arrived, Liu Shu was also there, and I wasn't too surprised, because I vaguely knew what their relationship was.

But I don't want to think deeply, the more I think about it, the more I feel sour and unwilling.

Liu Shu smiled at me, I didn't look at her, ignored her existence, passed by, and walked in.

Aning didn't seem to see our strange atmosphere at the door, and with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he waved to me and motioned for me to go over.

I responded with a smile, went to sit beside her, Liu Shu didn't speak, and followed me quietly.

"Yingying, which university did you apply for? Where is it?"

I suppressed all the emotions in my heart and smiled naturally, "My school is in Jiangcheng, not far away. What university did you apply for?"

Aning smiled softly, and her voice was slightly sweet, "I'm far away, and I want to go to a farther place to see, in the north, in H province."

I pulled the corners of my mouth and pretended to be surprised, "I ran so far, it's more difficult to come back."

"It's okay, the traffic is so convenient now, it's not a matter of minutes to come back."

We did not continue to entangle with words in this regard, but simply chatted about some interesting things when we were studying.

The surrounding space is gradually getting cooler, the sky is getting late, and the night is dark.

Liu Shu and I were going home, so we walked out the gate together, and we walked out side by side without saying a word.

Before we knew it, we walked back to the small square next to the shop. I was stunned for a long time at the entrance of the square, and Liu Shu finally spoke.

"Yingying, let's talk."

I hesitated for a moment, and finally followed her and walked inside.

I followed her to the pavilion again, which was shaded by trees. I sat down against a pillar, and Liu Shu sat on the other side of me.

"Yingying, why have you ignored me recently?"

I didn't speak, and leaned against the pillar quietly, with my eyes slightly closed, as if I was the only one sleeping here.

"Yingying, just talk to me, don't do this."

"Am I really that important in your heart? Can you forget me? Can you start over?" Actually, I want to ask, are you ready to start forgetting me, but I don't have the courage to ask.

"Yingying, I think, I can't do it yet, you are very important to me, really, I really like you."

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I didn't answer, so I had to keep my eyes closed.

But it is undeniable that what she just said aroused the unwillingness that had been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I was about to move.

"You believe me, Yingying, you believe me, I mean it." Liu Shu approached me while talking a little anxiously, as if thinking that my silence was because I didn't believe what she said.

I listened to the sound of Liu Shu approaching, from far to near, my damn heart began to beat slowly again.

I pretended to be calm and didn't open my eyes or move.

Seeing that I hadn't moved, Liu Shu hugged me suddenly, buried her face in the crook of my neck, took a breath, and let out a cry.

That voice was full of all kinds of nostalgia and reluctance, which made my heart tremble slightly.

I still didn't move, but my nails dug deep into the palm of my hand.

Forget it, let her go, she can do whatever she wants, and I will let myself go for once.

Suddenly, there was a trace of coldness from my collarbone, and Liu Shu's lips were imprinted on it, which caught me off guard.

My heart missed a beat, and I struggled a few times, but Liu Shu's hand holding me was tight.

I didn't dare to move, so I could only let her hold her stiffly, and my nails dug into the palm of my hand again.

Liu Shu sucked the skin on my collarbone tightly, and there was a slight tingling pain in the skin.

I bit my lip uncomfortably, and struggled a few more times. Every time I struggled, Liu Shu's strength became heavier.

The skin was itchy and sore, and my cheeks started to feel slightly hot.

Being hugged by Liu Shu in such an embarrassing way, an inexplicable sense of shame climbed into my heart.

Just when I thought I couldn't hold on anymore and wanted to push Liu Shu away, Liu Shu suddenly let me go.

The skin at the collarbone was still a little sore at first, but it gradually disappeared, leaving only a trace of wetness. I thought she had bitten my collarbone.

While staring at her with surprised eyes, I moved to the edge of the pillar again, trying to distance myself from her.

I touched my collarbone, but there were no teeth marks, so what was she doing just now, thinking of her hugging me in such an ambiguous posture just now, and kissing my skin, my heart beat faster and faster.

But Liu Shu's eyes are just the opposite, like the satisfaction when he just caught the prey, staring at me like stars, making me terrified.

I wiped off the trace of wetness just left, and pulled up the collar that she had torn off just now.

Cowardly and angrily scolded: "Liu Shu, is there something wrong with you? Why are you biting me? It hurts just now."

Liu Shu smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, "It's good if it hurts, and you can remember me only if it hurts. Do you know what's on your neck now?"

I was a little terrified, and various bloody and terrifying pictures appeared in my mind, "What, tooth marks? Why are you biting me?"

Liu Shu looked at me with a smile that was not a smile, and said softly: "A hickey I left for you, obviously, a bright red one, it will take a long time to disappear."

I was slightly stunned and didn't realize it. Could it be that the hickey she was talking about...?

Immediately, I remembered that a heroine kissed a heroine on the neck of a heroine in a TV series, and there was a small bright red mark on her neck, the size of a fingernail.

I suddenly realized, and pushed her hard angrily, "Are you crazy? How do you let me meet people? This is summer."

Liu Shu was not angry, but laughed even louder, "I don't care, you are mine anyway, I must leave something for you, so that you can remember me."

I held the hickey and turned my head away from her angrily.

But deep in my heart overflowed with a faint, imperceptible joy.

At night when I went back to my relatives' house, while they were not in the room, I took out a mirror, pulled down the collar of my clothes, and a bright red mark was imprinted on the eyelids.

My God, it's much bigger than I imagined, and the color is darker. No wonder it hurt so much just now, and she used so much strength.

Fortunately, when I just came back, the clothes could cover it, but if I wear clothes with a slightly larger collar in the future, it can't cover it at all, so what should I do?

Before going to bed at night, I secretly put a little toothpaste on the red mark, hoping to get rid of it tomorrow.

Early the next morning, the first thing I did when I woke up was to look at the imprint.

Disappointed, it didn't lighten at all, it just wasn't as bright red and became a darker dark red.

I had to change into a dress with a slightly higher collar, packed some things and prepared to go home.

After resting at home for about ten days, I received a call from the school informing us to report to school. I packed some clothes and daily necessities, and waited for the bus to Jiangcheng at the station in the county seat.

And Aning has already set off to go out of the province, and Liu Shu has never mentioned any plans for the future.

I was silently waiting for the car, when a text message came in from my phone, it was from Liu Shu: Yingying, are you leaving for Jiangcheng today?

I answered lightly with my fingertips: Well, I am waiting for the bus at the station now.

The other side quickly replied: Then don't go, wait for me, I will come right away.

I didn't reply to her again, I turned off my phone silently, and sat quietly by myself.

If she can arrive before the car arrives, then it's okay to meet her, but if she can't arrive before the car arrives, then it's God's will, and there's no need to force her to meet.

In fact, I really want to see her in my heart. If you have ever liked someone, you will understand that I hope to see her all the time.

But what if you have seen it, so what if you see it?

It's just a moment of joy to uncover those scars again.

What should be discarded is still to be discarded, and the future cannot be exchanged. All the process is just adding some twists and turns and suffering.

In less than 10 minutes, Liu Shu's footsteps approached slowly from behind me.

She came slowly from the waiting hall behind, and sat down next to me.

"Yingying, do you really hate seeing me so much? Don't you say hello when you're leaving?"

I'm used to pretending, and she never saw my real emotions.

I don't hate you, I like you, it's because I like you that I know how difficult this road is, and how much embarrassment you will experience in the future, so I stop you again and again, but you don't know, You have no idea.

If I know that this road is not so difficult, how can I be willing to hurt you so many times, as long as you look at me, I can throw myself into your arms without hesitation.

"Yingying, you don't talk, every time I ask you this question, you just don't talk, you hate me so much, don't you?"

"I don't hate you, Liu Shu, but I really can't give you what you want. Even if I'm with you now, so what, in the future, we still can't resist gossip, and we still have to go through marriage, Have a child."

"No, I can, for you, I can do it." Liu Shu looked at me firmly, as if I belonged to her.

Looking at her eyes, I was timid again, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, "Liu Shu, I can't do it, I'm sorry, people's words are scary, I can't do it, I don't want to lie to you, I really can't do it .”

Liu Shu's eyes slowly dimmed, and then brightened again, "Yingying, you haven't seriously insisted on one thing, how do you know that you really can't persist, you can't do it, you tell me you gave up, what do you want me to do? to believe."

Liu Shu's voice gradually became smaller, and finally he murmured softly: "Do you know I'm sad? I really can't forget you."

I turned my head and gave her a hard smile, "Liu Shu, do your best, let's all do our best, shall we?"

Liu Shu stared at my chest for a while. Liu Shu, who was originally looking a little lonely, raised one corner of his mouth, and said in a joking tone, "Let's talk about the future, at least for now, you can't forget it." me."

My heart tightened slightly, did she discover the secret I had hidden for so long?

But I was still calm on the surface, I turned my head to look at her suspiciously, following her gaze, thinking of the hickey on the collarbone, my cheeks began to feel slightly hot.

The hickey has indeed not disappeared until now. In the first few days, the color slowly changed from bright red to dark red, and the color became deeper and deeper.

Just when I was worried that it would never disappear in the future, the edges began to gradually become shallower.

But now the imprint is still very obvious, the middle color is just like the original one, and there is no sign of getting lighter.

Liu Shu's fingers ran down my collar and touched my collarbone, feeling a little warm.

She pulled her finger down slightly, and the mark was clearly visible.

I stretched out my hand nervously and patted the back of her hand vigorously, while Liu Shu quickly withdrew her fingers.

I looked around, but fortunately no one noticed us.

I whispered eagerly, "Are you crazy? You're outside now, and there are people everywhere."

Liu Shu massaged the back of my red hand, and said with a smile, "Why, I can't watch it? There are not many people around, and I have kissed it before. What's wrong with touching it?"

"Hello!" I interrupted her just in time, and the volume was much louder than her voice, covering what she originally wanted to say, expressing my anger now.

Liu Shu's laughter became even louder, "Okay, okay, it's okay if I don't say it, look at your blushing, is it going to fall in love with me soon, come on, fall in love with me quickly, I spread my hands Arms are waiting for you."

Then, she leaned closer and said coquettishly, "I'm actually very cute. There are many benefits to loving me. I may love someone."

I glanced at her with a disdainful expression, and she immediately shut her mouth tightly and did not say anything further, but the upward curve of the corners of her mouth could not be hidden no matter what.

I saw her funny look, and I couldn't hold back for a while, and burst out laughing.

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