The accident in my life is only you

I didn't say anything, and Xiaoya didn't speak, we just sat side by side on the mat on the balcony, looking at the moon in the sky.

I don't remember when I fell asleep in the end.

When I woke up, the sun made me faintly hot and hot.

I opened my eyes, picked up the phone next to me, and saw that it wasn't very late, it was just a little past eight o'clock in the morning.

And we didn't start working until ten o'clock in the morning, which was early.

The blankets that were folded next to us were covering both of us.

In the living room, Xiaoya's younger sister was watching TV, about ten years old, holding the bowl that Xiaoya brought up last night, eating the peanuts inside.

I smiled at her awkwardly. After all, lying on someone's balcony to sleep, the posture must be inelegant, and I even drank someone's wine secretly.

Xiaoya turned over, her eyes were pierced by the sunlight, she squinted her eyes slightly, sat up, looked at me and said, "What time is it now? Why is the sun so big?"

I smiled, stroked my hair and replied, "It's still early, it's only a little past eight o'clock."

Xiaoya heard the sound of the TV, looked back at her sister and said, "Why are you still here, don't you go to school today?"

Xiaoya's younger sister replied casually: "I don't go to school today, it's Saturday. You stole my dad's wine again, and my dad will find out later. You will feel better."

When she spoke, her eyes were still fixed on the TV, she didn't look back, and she wasn't frightened by Xiaoya's aura at all.

"Go, go, do your homework, it's none of your business."

As Xiaoya spoke, she stood up, stretched her waist, and put the wine bottle we drank together last night into her bag.

Then the two of us cleaned up the place together, folding the blankets and rolling up the mats and taking them into her room.

After washing up, we went to work together.

It has been a few days, but I still have some concerns in my heart.

Liu Shu didn't contact me twice when she left home, and even went directly to Aning's home the second time.

She must have lived at Aning's house that night. Although they were all girls and there was nothing that could cause misunderstandings, thinking of this, I still couldn't control the sour taste in my heart.

I can reject Liu Shu, but I can't refuse the liking for Liu Shu in my heart, this is out of my control.

Because I am often tortured by this feeling, I am also annoyed by myself.

That night, at ten o'clock in the evening, I received another call from Aning.

She said that Liu Shu ran away from home again today and went to find her again. Liu Shu was afraid that I would be worried, so Liu Shu waited with her in the square for me to get off work.

Although the tone was flat, I felt a hint of provocation.

I walked towards the pavilion not far away, where Liu Shu and Aning were chatting and laughing.

I stood outside the pavilion and listened to their laughter, which was a little harsh, and my heart gradually became disturbed.

I took two deep breaths, twitched the corners of my mouth, and walked into the pavilion pretending to be happy.

"What are you talking about? Didn't you mean you ran away from home? Why did you run away so happily?" I smiled, but I couldn't help but satirize Liu Shu at the end of the sentence.

Liu Shu's face changed, and he didn't dare to look at me.

Aning still had a gentle face, and said with a slightly angry tone, "Look at you, she wasn't happy just now, I laughed twice after teasing for a long time, you scared people when you walked in."

My voice was slightly cold, pretending to be joking, "Yes, I'm a bad person, I have to scare her into tears, or I won't be reconciled."

Then he looked sideways at Liu Shu, "Why did you run away from home this time?"

Liu Shu lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It was just a few words of argument, and I ran out when I got a little angry."

"The reason? Because of what."

"Because I was taking a shower in the bathroom, I quarreled with my mother. She opened the door and came in. I didn't care that I was taking a shower. I was very angry, and the quarrel broke out like this."

Ah Ning patted Liu Shu's arm to comfort her, but Liu Shu did not express any resistance or disgust to her actions.

Although it is only a small gesture, but it is done so conspicuously in front of my face, it seems to me that this gesture is full of provocation to me.

I sneered in my heart and thought to myself: What is this little provocation? If I want Liu Shu, you are not qualified to sit next to her now. This little trick is completely out of my eyes. Beckon, believe it or not, she will run towards me.

But I didn't show it, I vaguely guessed something in my heart.

Or I have already guessed that their relationship is not as simple as ordinary friends, but I just don't want to think about it in that direction.

In my heart, she is still the Lin Xining I respect, and I still trust her. I believe she will not do such a thing, and I will not allow this image to disappear.

Liu Shu's cousin called me as expected. I stood in front of the two of them and shook the phone at them.

"You see, as long as you run away from home, your family will think that you are looking for me, but they don't know that these few times running away from home really have nothing to do with me, and you didn't even come to look for me."

Liu Shu's face became more and more ugly, and he kept his mouth shut and did not speak.

And Ah Ning's complexion also changed, maybe she suddenly realized that her tiny provocations were meaningless in front of me, maybe she remembered that in front of Liu Shu, I was the one she wanted to give up everything to pursue .

I picked up the phone, and the voice of cousin Liu Shu came from the other end of the phone, "Is it Lin Ying?"

"I'm Lin Ying. I know what you're going to say. Did Liu Shu run away from home again? I know, she's beside me now, and I'll persuade her to go home later."

I looked at Liu Shu and quickly finished all the questions her cousin wanted to ask. I thought she would hang up soon, but I didn't expect to reply with another question.

"Whose house did she go to last time? Shouldn't she be with you last time?"

I glanced at Aning and said, "Yes, she wasn't with me last time, I don't know the details."

At this time, there was a noise on the other end of the phone, and then a different female voice came.

"You are that Yingying, right? I'm Liu Shu's mother, is she with you now?"

My body froze suddenly, a little nervous, and I glanced at Liu Shu.

Liu Shu didn't show any expression, nor did she intend to answer the phone, she just looked at me quietly.

I had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "Well, I'm Lin Ying, and Liu Shu is beside me."

The voice on the other end was a bit sharp, "Every time Liu Shu quarreled with me, he went to find you, right? So you can find her every time. Our Liu Shu was originally a very good child. How could it become like this? We talk to her every day I fight."

I replied softly: "No, she didn't come to see me."

"Then how can you find her every time? She wasn't like this before. She quarreled with me every three days."

I mustered up my courage and said boldly: "But this time it's not necessarily her fault. No matter what, Liu Shu is taking a bath inside, and you shouldn't go in. She's already so big."

The voice over there raised a lot, with an angry tone, "Why can't I go in, no matter how old she is, she is still my daughter, I think my own daughter can't see it? Do I still need your permission?"

Liu Shu and Aning should have heard the voice, Liu Shu just frowned slightly, didn't say anything, didn't mean to answer the phone, didn't even mean to argue for me.

Aning on the side looked at me blankly, as if it had nothing to do with her, because she didn't care about anything at all.

My cheeks felt a little hot, and I was a little embarrassed.

She is right, what qualifications do I have to say she is wrong, she is my elder, and even Liu Shu's mother, and I am not one of them, and Liu Shu is her daughter, no matter how old Liu Shu is, she has The right to handle everything about Liu Shu.

The other side didn't hear my answer, and continued to say loudly: "You help me call Liu Shu back, and quarrel with me every day, endlessly, I don't know who to learn from a good boy."

I said yes in a daze, my eyes were a little sore, I resisted the urge to burst into tears, and hung up the phone.

Liu Shu and Aning could hear such a sharp voice clearly, but neither of them spoke at this time.

What makes me sad is that I had conflicts with her mother because of Liu Shu.

And her mother was hysterical at me on the other end of the phone, saying those ugly things, but Liu Shu didn't say a word.

I didn't even have the intention of answering the phone, leaving me alone to face her mother's cold words, and finally didn't even have a word of comfort.

Aning took the lead to break the deadlock. She stood up and said softly: "Then Liu Shu, you can go back first. After we send Yingying back together, I will send you back, lest your mother get angry and call Yingying later. But the sound is really scary, haha."

Liu Shu also stood up, walked out of the pavilion with Aning, and I followed slowly, as if abandoned.

Liu Shu's tone was a bit indifferent, as if talking about something about someone else's family, "The voice is quite scary. I quarrel with her every day, and I don't think it's too scary when we quarrel, haha."

Aning followed her words and joked: "It's a good thing I'm just a new friend you know, she doesn't know me yet."

Liu Shu also teased, "After that, I'll introduce you, haha."

They were laughing and chatting about homework in front, but my heart fell into a cold pool.

Lin Ying, you are so self-righteous, who do you think you are, even if you were the person in her heart, I am afraid that you will not be anymore soon, and she really has no need to offend her family because of you.

When I arrived near my relative's house, I didn't ask them to see me off. I walked into the alley by myself, and tears slowly flowed down my eyes.

I didn't cry that I was insulted by Liu Shu's mother, but I was wronged. I was suffering such embarrassment for her, but Liu Shu didn't say a word of comfort, and talked and laughed with Ah Ning along the way.

The other half I am sad is that Liu Shu may finally start to put me down slowly, no matter what the reason is, but I am actually reluctant, I have no way to control my liking for her, even if I take the initiative to stay away from her, stay away Time is also heartbreaking.

That night, as I lay in bed, I thought about the events of the past two months.

Aning tried step by step, Liu Shu moved away step by step, and although I rejected Liu Shu, although I wanted her to forget me, my feelings for her did not decrease at all, but became stronger with time.

I closed my eyes and carefully felt the pain deep in my heart. It was so intense and clear frame by frame, as if being scratched by someone with a knife.

Forget it, why do I spoil myself like this, since she chooses to forget me so easily, it just means that what she keeps saying about how much she likes me is just talking.

But in my heart, why do I feel a little unwilling?

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, humble love makes people lose themselves, Comrade Lin Ying has worked too hard, I will give out some candy in the next section.