The accident in my life is only you

When I arrived at the door of the place where Xiaoya lived, Xiaoya had opened the door to welcome me, and she was combing her hair in front of the dressing mirror.

She saw me in the dressing mirror, without even turning her head, she said directly: "Come in and show me the door."

I closed the door and walked towards her, she glanced back at me and said, "Why is your smile so ugly, I have already paid back the money I owe you, don't face me like this early in the morning, I should be the one who is going to cry, I was just caught If you wake up, you won’t be able to fall asleep later, and you have to work the night shift today.”

The smiling face I was holding on to with difficulty suddenly collapsed.

I didn't look at her with my face down, my eyes were a little red, but I didn't speak. I silently put the breakfast I bought for her on the table, and then sat directly on the mat on her floor.

Xiaoya said in a rare and gentle tone: "Could it be that you have lost your love? Who is your love? Have you ever met your sister? If you lose your love, you will lose your love. What's the big deal? Whoever is missing will die?"

Hearing her say the word "broken love", I felt even more uncomfortable. I hugged my knees and buried my face in my arms.

Xiaoya didn't continue to speak, she took a cup of soy milk and stuffed it in my hand, and she also took a cup and drank it herself, and then sat on the mat next to me.

After a long time, I asked nonchalantly, "Sister Xiaoya, did you feel bad when you broke up with him?"

Xiaoya said in a relaxed tone: "Why don't you feel sad? I'll give him whatever he wants. In the end, he said he wouldn't marry me. I didn't fight for anything. I just followed him. Later, when he said to break up, I had nothing to say. They said at the beginning that they would not marry me, who told me to be cheap, but love is love, I can't control this, I'm happy when I'm close to him, and I'm separated when I'm separated, sadness is inevitable, what can I do about it. "

I turned my cheek and looked at her, "Then are you still sad now?"

"It's sad, you don't know, when I think of him, my heart hurts, entangled in pain, oh my god, just like now, it hurts to death, but I can't help it, I can't stop living because of the pain Just go to die, you say yes."

Xiaoya spoke lightly, without any sadness on her face, as if she was telling someone else's story, and the pain was all on someone else's body.

I leaned on her shoulder and let out a deep sigh.

"But I feel that life is better than death, and I haven't started falling in love yet, it just hurts so much, what if I die from pain."

Xiaoya had a look of resentment, "What? Crush, my God, crush on something, pounce on it, pounce on it first and then talk about it."

"It's not a secret love, alas, I can't tell you clearly."

Xiaoya shrugged the shoulder I was leaning on, "Then tell me, how can I know if you don't tell me, tell me, sister will help you chase."

"..."

I still don't know how to speak, how can others understand such a chaotic emotion.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and pretended to smile easily, "Stop talking, where are we going to play later, I will hand myself over to you today."

"Well... Do you want to go to a park, a shopping mall, or a place of interest? Pick one and I'll take you there."

"Let's go to places of interest."

Xiaoya comforted softly: "Okay, don't be sad, drink the soy milk quickly, and I'll take you there."

Hanging out with Xiaoya for a day, Xiaoya went to the night shift at [-] o'clock in the evening, I had dinner with her, and then returned to school.

I sat on the stone bench under the banyan tree, still leaning against the stone bench with my head up, looking at the moon in the gap between the trees, which was very bright and clear.

Yes, there are some things you should let go, like go back to who you were before you first met her.

Turn back the time, please bury the deep love in your heart, those pains will be your atonement.

I grinned at the moon, took a deep breath, and walked towards the dormitory.

Time flies, and before I know it, my mood has stabilized and my life is slowly returning to its rhythm.

Going to school, eating and sleeping after school, and occasionally calling Xiaoya, everything was calm.

At noon that day, I was reading a book in the dormitory, and a text message came in on my mobile phone, which was sent by Aning.

His hands froze slightly, but he still opened the text message: Yingying, how are you doing recently?

I quickly typed three words: very good.

The other side replied: It's very cold here now, is it cold on your side?

I continued to reply with three words: it's okay.

But after a while, another message popped in: the food here is also very spicy, and Liu Shu said that she missed her hometown very much.

My heart tightened, thinking of the words she typed on the buttons.

-I dropped something there and didn't bring it.

-my heart.

The apex of my heart throbbed slightly, it was not obvious, I sighed like self-deprecating, and replied to her with one word: yes.

The text message came in again: Liu Shu said that she missed the snacks in her hometown and couldn't buy them here.

Me: Then I’ll buy some for you and send them off, and give me the address.

Aning: Really?Then Liu Shu will be very happy.

I smiled and replied with one word: yes.

I thought to myself: Well, just take it as my blessing to you, and you will never owe me anything from now on.

After school in the evening, I had dinner and walked towards the supermarket.

I walked around the supermarket and didn't know what they liked to eat.

In the past, I only saw Liu Shu buy me lollipops, and in my impression, she rarely ate snacks.

As for Ah Ning, I haven't stayed with her for many years. I don't know what she likes to eat. I think she likes to eat things like chicken feet.

So I simply took some dried tofu, chicken feet, and other vacuum-packed snacks.

I was going to grab some more candy or something, but it seems like these supermarkets in H province can get it too.

I struggled in the supermarket for more than half an hour, and in the end I only took those dried tofu chicken feet and went to check out.

Half a month later, I actually received a large box of special products such as spicy noodles sent back by Aning.

But I actually didn’t send much that day, not as much as she sent back.

But I don't really like spicy food, so I divided the big box of things, and the remaining half box was eaten for about a month before I finished it one after another.

The spiciness of those things is a little different from the spiciness in Jiangcheng. It tastes very strong with chili, which made me feel a little uncomfortable, but I still managed to eat it.

Since neither owes anything, I should also eat these things for myself.

Time goes with the wind, it is the end of October, and the breeze blows with a slight chill.

Day after day, those scars gradually scabbed, and I forced myself to forget them.

I pretend to be happy every day, everything is beautiful, I have never met Liu Shu, never fell in love with her, and never felt sad because she walked towards Aning.

Aning is still the same in my heart, gentle and respectful, and she is just like what I used to think of her as going to a far away place to study.

We have never seen the summer vacation of the year of the college entrance examination, and everything is the same as it was originally.

At noon this day, I was having lunch when a message came in on my phone.

I opened it and saw that it was from Aning.

After seeing the content clearly, my hands froze and I was slightly dazed.

The phone almost fell into the soup bowl, but fortunately, the classmate on the opposite side called me, regained consciousness in an instant, grabbed the corner of the phone, and the phone didn't fall.

The classmate jokingly said: "How come, who sent the text message, the lottery center? Did you win 500 million? Seeing your expression just now, you were stunned, and your phone almost fell into the bowl."

My head was a little confused, but I still smiled awkwardly: "How can I have such good luck, I can win 500 million, and we have some classes in the afternoon."

The classmate looked at me with some funny eyes: "I also said that I didn't win 500 million, and my soul was hooked away. You asked me just now, and now you ask again."

"I'm sorry, I may have lost my mind when you said it earlier, please tell me again, I have something to do this afternoon."

The classmate said angrily: "Two o'clock in the afternoon, elective courses, physical education at 04:30, you don't want to skip class, do you?"

I hurriedly waved my hand and said, "No, no, if I arrive later in the physical education class, it's okay. Anyway, I have to run around the playground for a few laps at the beginning, and I don't know the roll call. It shouldn't matter if I arrive later."

"It should be ok, you can talk to the monitor later."

I smiled gratefully, took out my phone and glanced at the text message on it, and it read:

Liu Shu has gone back. Yesterday's train is expected to arrive at Jiangcheng Railway Station after two o'clock in the afternoon. If you are free, go pick her up.

After eating, I returned to the dormitory, and the waiting time was a bit long.

It feels like a long time has passed, but the time is still at 01:30 in the afternoon.

I was thinking about the schedule for the afternoon and the itinerary with Liu Shu.

There is a bus at the train station that goes straight to the gate of my school. If I take the bus to pick up Liu Shu in the first class, I won’t be able to catch up with the physical education class in the afternoon, and we have to change into uniform sportswear in physical education class. It’s not easy to change clothes. too late.

In other words, at least one afternoon of class must be skipped. If this is the case, this matter is a bit serious and may be criticized by the counselor.

So I sent a message to Liu Shu, simply telling her to take a few buses to the station in front of my school, and I will wait for her at the station.

Not long after sending the text message, I received a reply from Liu Shu: OK.

Not much sun today, slightly cloudy.

After finishing my elective courses, I immediately went back to the dormitory to change clothes.

It was already [-]:[-], I folded my hands on my chest, and leaned against the advertising wall of the bus stop to wait for Liu Shu.

Before going out, I put on a whole set of sportswear, wrapped it in a windbreaker, combed my hair neatly, and looked a little cute.

Her hair was neatly pulled back, not tied into a high school ponytail.

The hair on the left ear temple was all pushed back by me, exposing the outline of the entire ear. There was a white pearl earring on the ear, which was pure white in color.

The appearance of the whole person is a little different from the previous me, it looks fresh and quiet, and the earrings on the ears are the finishing touch.

Another 5 minutes passed, but the bus that Liu Shu got on still didn't arrive.

I didn't change my posture, but I was a little anxious in my heart. If it was later, the teacher would find out that I didn't go to physical education class.

Just when I closed my eyes and felt anxious, I heard the sound of a bus honking in the distance, which was very ear-piercing.

I opened my eyes, and it turned out to be the bus that Liu Shu got on, and my heartbeat began to speed up unconsciously again.

But I still didn't change my posture, just lazily watching the bus stop in front of me.

The rear door opened slowly, and people got off the bus one by one, including Liu Shu who was holding a suitcase.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, Tang is coming back in the next episode, I have to sweeten it, otherwise what should I do if the protagonist dies of suffering.