The accident in my life is only you

I started to plan to alienate her slowly. Every morning, noon, and night, I tried to walk by myself, and I went to the class in a different way every time. There was no pattern to be found.

The number of times I met Liu Shu gradually decreased, and I was very happy about it, but sometimes it was accompanied by a trace of inexplicable loss. I didn't think deeply about it, I just had to be firm that I was heading in the right direction.

In the following period of time, I really rarely saw Liu Shu, and when I saw her occasionally, she still looked at me with a bright smile on her face.

I just smiled stiffly, trying to treat her as a classmate I just met.

There is a villain in my body who holds a knife to my heart every day. As long as I smile at Liu Shu, he will stab my heart with a knife. The pain makes me hold on to the corner of my clothes, and the nails are embedded in the palm of my hand. .

The frequency of Liu Shu's snacks became less and less, but occasionally when she came to class for lunch break, she still found a small lollipop in the corner of the drawer.

Whenever I see lollipops suddenly appearing in the drawer, I always look around with a guilty conscience.

See if Liu Shu is looking at me from a corner, or if anyone has discovered the secret inside this lollipop.

But deep down in my heart, a little joy could not be suppressed and quietly popped out.

At the end of the lunch break that day, I was previewing the content of the upcoming class at my seat, when my deskmate suddenly bumped me with an elbow.

"Lin Ying, someone is looking for you outside the corridor."

I turned my head and saw Liu Shu looking at me outside the corridor, my heart beat slowly faster and I became restless.

Taking a deep breath, he still stood up and walked towards the door, then walked side by side with Liu Shu to a corridor with few people.

I turned my back and leaned against the corridor, looked at Liu Shu in front of me, pretended to be a little angry, and said, "What are you looking for, I'm going to class."

Liu Shu pretended not to see my angry appearance, and pretended to be relaxed and said: "What? I can't come to you because I have nothing to do. I haven't come up to you for a long time. Why do you see my expression like this? Did I offend you? "

I didn't dare to look at her, so I looked away and looked at the glass window behind her.

I'm afraid that if I look into her eyes again, everything I tried to hide will collapse.

There were beads of sweat on Liu Shu's forehead, probably from the class he just arrived in, and he came up to me soon after, and he didn't have time to wipe off the sweat on his forehead.

She didn't care whether I answered or not, and then said: "Look, this is the headshot I took today. Do you look good? I picked a few good-looking ones and I want to give them to you. If you take pictures next time, Give me two."

As she spoke, she spread her palms in front of me, and a few small photos were lying in her palms, and she was smiling in the photos, her eyes were all looking at me.

I was slightly stunned, the cold expression on my face almost melted, I was a little surprised when I saw her taking a picture with a silly gesture in her palm, I thought she was going to hand me a lollipop suddenly.

At this time, another voice came out of my heart and said: Lin Ying!you wake up!You can't do that anymore, you can't give her hope.

I clenched my palms tightly, summoned up all my courage, and said with a deadpan expression on purpose: "You came to me just for this little thing? I don't want to see you, and you don't come to me in the future. Really, I always do this Said, why do you still come to me, you don’t want to give me a photo, I don’t want it, I won’t give you a photo, you disappear from my eyes right now! Right now! I don’t want to see you, I feel sick when I see you .”

I saw her surprised eyes and hurt expression, I almost couldn't control myself.

I felt a pain in my heart, and I wanted to grab her hand and tell her, this is not my real idea, I just want to keep you away from me, I didn't mean to do this, but I can't.

I bit my lips tightly, ignoring her gradually becoming ugly and pale, turned around and walked towards my class.

Unknowingly, after a while, I realized that Liu Shu hadn't appeared for a while, and I didn't see the lollipop that came out quietly.

Finally, one night during self-study, I stayed in the dormitory for the last 10 minutes before I slowly closed the door of the dormitory and walked towards the classroom.

I walked to the stairs of the liberal arts class, stood there, and walked towards the corridor of the liberal arts class.

I'm going to go around the corridor of the liberal arts class to another staircase to go to the science class, and check to see if she is in the class.

When passing by her class, I turned my head secretly and took a look in. Every seat was full of students, only her seat was still vacant.

I think, she should be late, they live off-campus, it is inevitable that they will be late sometimes, and I keep giving myself reasons to comfort myself.

I suddenly remembered the cruel words I said to her that day, did I go too far that day?Did you transfer her to another school in anger?Thinking of this, I felt a little disappointed in myself.

After the evening self-study, I hurriedly packed my things and went down the stairs quickly to the entrance of the corridor of the liberal arts class.

Only then did students slowly walk out of the corridor of the liberal arts class with their schoolbags on their backs. I stabilized my mind and walked slowly towards her class with small steps.

Carefully pay attention to everyone who walks by, without her.

Did she leave school so soon?She never left school early before, most of them waited for Chen Jing to leave with her.

But until I walked through the entire corridor of her class, I still didn't see Liu Shu.

Unknowingly, in the past three days, the anxiety in my heart has deepened.

Is she on leave?Or what happened?

I kept guessing these things in my mind, and my heart was disturbed for a long time.

I started to pay attention to the chats of other students, or things about Liu Shu.I didn't dare to ask Chen Jing or Lin Chun directly, for fear that they would discover the secret in my heart.

Evening self-study has not yet started, I stood quietly in the corridor blowing the wind.

"Have you heard? A student in the liberal arts class was hit by a car." The student next to him said to another student.

"No way? Is it serious?"

The classmate next to him replied: "It should be very serious. They are all hospitalized and asked for leave."

"Isn't it? It's so serious, what's your name?"

"It seems to be some kind of Shu. I used to be in the same class as you, in the first year of high school."

I couldn't hear what they were saying behind them.

I strengthened the hand holding the corridor, and I suddenly found that my feet became heavy, but trembling a little.If my hands let go, then I'm afraid I'll just sit on the floor.

When everyone was chatting and didn't notice me, I slowly moved my feet, supported the classroom table, and walked slowly to my seat.

My heart repeated what I heard just now: She was hit by a car, and it was serious.She was hit by a car, badly. …

I tightly suppressed the small voice inside, comforting myself to be calm.

But it still kept going out with the worst thought: Will she die?

Whenever this idea popped up, I used my rationality to tell myself: No, if it is so serious, the whole school will probably spread it, it won’t be unknown until now, no, absolutely not.

My homework book stayed on the first page all night. I tried hard to read what was written on the book, but I couldn't see clearly.

I clutched the corner of the book tightly, trying to turn that page, but unfortunately my hands kept shaking slightly.

"Lin Ying, what's wrong with you?"

"Ah, what?" With my voice, the corner of the book was torn a little by me.

I looked at the corner of the torn book in front of me, and hurriedly pressed it with my hand, "It's all right, I was a little dazed just now."

"Why did you tear up all the books in a daze?"

Pressing the corner of the book I tore open, I forced out a smile.

After the self-study class was over, I went to sit in an empty corner on the edge of the playground.

There are some stone benches there, but usually few students sit there, because the corner is very stuffy during the day, and it is covered by trees at night, so the surrounding is dark.

After I took out my mobile phone and played a series of numbers, I quickly pressed it off again.

After repeating this many times, I decided to send her a message.

The words are already typed and ready to be sent: How are you?I heard you were hit by a car, right?is it serious?

A gust of cool wind blew by, I woke up instantly, and I quickly deleted the text message I just finished typing.

no no!I can not!I can no longer take the initiative to contact her.

Lin Ying, if you do this again, your previous efforts will be useless. You can't let your future be...

No!cannot!Please stay away from her, Lin Ying, please stay away from her!One day in the future you'll be glad you're away.

As I thought about it, I suddenly felt relieved. I closed my eyes and turned off the phone with trembling fingertips.

Half a month later, during the lunch break, I was going to do my homework in class, and I just walked out of the stairs with a few roommates and turned the corner in the corridor of the science class.

From a distance, I saw Liu Shu leaning on the corridor of the science class. I watched her standing intact and talking with other students. There was no extra straps on her body. Take a breath.

But at the same time, another breath was blocked in my heart, and my hands were full of nervousness. I tightened the book in my hand and stopped slowly.

"I remembered that I left a book in the dormitory just now. I'll go get it. You guys go to class first." I turned around carefully, afraid that the sound of my footsteps would attract her attention, and I slowly turned in the opposite direction go.

After walking a few steps, I heard a voice behind me, "Are you guys here so early?"

"Yeah, come to do homework, are you going down?"

"I have to go back to class, I have time to chat." After Liu Shu finished speaking, his voice stopped, but there was a slight sound of footsteps.

I heard the footsteps behind me getting closer and closer, and I also ran down the stairs following the tight footsteps.

Running down a step, at the corner, Liu Shu ran in front of me, ran down the next step, stood in front of me and looked up at me, "Lin Ying, do you hate me so much? I'll make a call, aren't you worried about me at all?"

I pursed my lips and lowered my head and took a step back, my heart beating slightly faster.

She raised her foot and took a step up, with a sad tone, "Why don't you send me a message? Even a message is fine."

I was speechless and could only take another step back.

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