Pilot

Sheng Xia's face was ugly: "Mr. Shi Ye, you are drunk."

He kept looking at the window from the corner of his eye.There is no one, no Zhao Jie, but the next second, the next moment.

"I'm sober." Shi Ye frowned, "Stop making trouble, don't you like me?"

"I..." Sheng Xia felt uncomfortable, he answered slowly, "I like you, I have loved you for many years."

Shi Ye finally regained consciousness after hearing this.He adjusted his expression and looked at Midsummer in front of him again.

There was always a sharpness in his face.He became famous as a young man with an aloof personality. The experience of these years made Shi Ye used to look at others with that kind of cold gaze, which made him always have a sense of sharpness of a superior.Before getting along with Shengxia, he tried his best to keep this edge, but Shi Ye hated the current situation.He hates things that he can't grasp, hates this uncontrollable context.

"Which one do you like?" Shi Ye asked, "You make it clear, we will make it clear."

Sheng Xia's expression and eyes were a little dazed.He felt a little uncomfortable in his eyes, so he reached out and took off his glasses.

"I like it..." Sheng Xia rubbed her eyes, "I like it."

"Which kind do you like?" Shi Ye couldn't hear Sheng Xia's tone, he was very aggressive, "The kind that likes cats and dogs? The kind that likes beautiful girls? The kind that likes rain?"

Sheng Xia shook her head: "I haven't thought about this, I don't know, I've never liked anyone else..."

"Oh." Shi Ye nodded and smiled, "Are you playing with me?"

"No!" Sheng Xia was in a hurry, "I'm... this was very sudden, I just felt that I was really happy with Teacher Shi Ye, I respect you very much, I have always liked you very much, and I want to be you, I never thought of that Too much, I dare not!"

"I'll ask you again." Shi Ye was almost impatient, "Do you like me or not, and I'll get annoyed if you talk about it."

"Like?" Sheng Xia's tone was blank, "I really like you, as I said, I always need you, Teacher Shi Ye... Can you understand? It's like there will be someone in your life who will teach you what you didn't know before You also want to have the light on him, you admire him, you will work hard because of him, I have never thought about that kind of relationship, I think it is solemn, right? And..."

"Then think about it now." Shi Ye looked at him, "Think about it now, do you like me or not. Don't treat me as Shi Ye, a pilot, please, I ask you to treat me as an ordinary person, a A person who can't sing or play guitar, this person doesn't have those damn lights, he's just an ordinary man. Tell me, will you like him?"

Midsummer stopped talking.

Shi Ye smiled, "I said I like it." He moved closer and pinched Shengxia's face, "I want to take off your clothes, hug you, kiss you, and like you. I'm not a good person, yes Did you misunderstand me, or did I misunderstand you?"

Sheng Xia was dazed by Shi Ye's eyes, he didn't respond for a long time, his face turned red and then pale, and the function of making words in his brain seemed to be malfunctioning.He didn't know what to say, he didn't think about it, suddenly, it turned out to be this feeling.

What do you like?Feng Min said I like you, the girl who came to the bar to listen to the music said I like you, the star chaser said I like you, I like you, this context is so gentle.Because it happens that you please me and make me happy, so I like you, how simple is this, simply a little bit cheap?It shouldn't be this kind of thing, it should be more and more unique.This kind of liking will change, it will wither, and it may disappear in the next second, but I am not to you.

I'll always watch you, I'll always need you, even if you can't sing, can't play the guitar, even if you get old, you still don't change, you don't grow old, you don't die, you don't fade away in my eyes.

Is this love?Is this you?

Sheng Xia felt her eyes were wet.He pinched the bed sheet, and finally realized something in Shi Ye's face.That feeling has just been unearthed, fresh, with a damp taste, so strange that he feels scared, and it also subverts his perception of the world.

Shi Ye's face was extremely ugly.

He calmed down for a long time, but the alcohol was stimulating his emotions, and his words became more and more ugly: "Since you feel embarrassed about this, why didn't you think that this would happen when you brought me home? You hugged me When you said those words, why didn’t you think about it? Now I want you to think, you look like you are forced to die, and who is wronged for you?”

With his hands behind his back, Sheng Xia pinched the flesh in his palms.It was as if a mountain was pressing towards him in front of him, he was crushed tightly, heavy and there was nowhere to escape, he was tightly squeezed, all the emotions in his body were suppressed and completely leaked out.

"Teacher Shi Ye, can we talk about it? Don't be angry." Sheng Xia's words were more like saying to himself, don't be angry, just say, "Why do you like me? I have seen you for so many years, and I don't Dare to say that I like you, that kind of like, you tell me this now, it is hard for me to believe in myself, this is not an easy thing, are we...too sloppy?"

"Sloppy? Then how serious do you want to be?" Shi Ye sneered, "Should I jump out of this window? Or should I buy a ring, shout on the street, and run to inform? How do you prove it? Two men , do you dare to let me prove it?"

Sheng Xia found that they couldn't communicate now.His face was also stiff, "I didn't mean that."

Shi Ye was still furious: "Then tell me what you think."

what can i thinkYou didn't even give me a chance to buffer, and you just said you like it with red lips and white teeth. Then what about the future, what will you do?What about the real problem, what about Zhao Jie who was listening to all this at the door? ?Does it matter?

Sheng Xia forced herself to use universal thinking to consider the current problems and the messy situation.

Shi Ye sneered.

Don't blame him for being disdainful.Talent, talent, looks, he has everything, even if it is not a very happy family, it is decent and generous.He didn't pass the college entrance examination and didn't go to university, so what?What is he afraid of?Even though he was young, Shi Ye was always looking up at his peers.The sky is big, the earth is big, there is no concern, those rules and responsibilities like a joke are just a fart in his heart.

"At least, at least should be evenly matched, right?" Sheng Xia was a little tired, "I don't have anything. Teacher Shi Ye, I don't know how to explain it clearly to you, I think you should at least..."

Shi Ye couldn't get to the point when he heard him gossip, and he had accumulated millions of volts of impatience in his heart: "Don't fucking talk to me about such nonsense, don't even think about it, what you are asking now is, What do you think of me and you?"

Sheng Xia wanted to nod, instinctively said he liked it, but the window made him hesitate.

"I don't know," he said.

Shi Ye's face finally turned completely cold.He replaced his panic and persistence, stopped his chattering questions, and said in a settled tone:

"If you don't like me, there's no need to embarrass yourself by saying so many things against your will and doing so many unnecessary things. If you don't want to, forget it. I'll leave tomorrow. Why are you crying?"

What am I crying for?did i cry?

Sheng Xia watched Shi Ye leave.

Both reason and emotion seemed to tell Shengxia to go after him, so he got out of bed immediately and grabbed Shi Ye's clothes.

Shi Ye ignored him, forcefully pushed his hand away, and went out.Sheng Xia was barefoot and anxiously followed him out, Zhao Jie was not outside, did he misread it?

They went out into the street.

No one spoke.Sheng Xia didn't know what to say, he just felt that following up was instinctive, if Shi Ye left, it seemed like there would be nothing left.

Shi Ye was still drunk, and now he was full of anger. When he reached a secluded place, he finally couldn't hold back and shouted: "What are you doing... where are your shoes?!"

Sheng Xia was stunned by the yelling, subconsciously said: "I... I don't know."

"You don't know, you don't know anything." Shi Ye lost his strength, "Don't embarrass me, you go back."

"Teacher Shi Ye..."

"Don't call me teacher." Shi Ye felt that he was probably out of temper, which was too funny, "I came here just passing by, and I pretended that none of this happened, so get out. I apologize to you, I was wrong ok, ok? ok?"

"I'm really not..." Sheng Xia was a little incoherent, "I haven't figured it out yet, and I don't have anything, I..."

"I know, you want to be like me, you want to be famous, you want to sing, you want to be famous," Shi Ye said faster and faster, "I know, I know everything, so don't say it. I've met too many, you like this... It's really boring. Don't play with me, do I admit it? Satisfied?"

boring.He also said that Sheng Xia was stupid, but he was actually the one who was stupid.He told himself, don't exaggerate this mistake, don't exaggerate this heartbeat, anyway, everything is like this, you used to think that you would never leave your own people and things in your life, aren't you also discarding you now?Stop being naive, act like an adult, act like a reasonable man, just be straight.Some are decent and gentle, some are ugly, but you should at least be the one with the straight posture.

Isn't that what feelings are all about?no big deal.No, no, this is a fart relationship, just a laughing stock that happened in Xia Tian.

You can take the initiative in your own life, but love is not. Love requires the other person to like you and say I am willing.

Shi Ye finally shook his head, took a step forward, and said again: "Don't follow me."

Sheng Xia just stayed where she was, watching Shi Ye's back go away and disappear.